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dragonsanddemons
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06 Nov 2017, 1:05 am

I feel the same way, I wish I would just die from something completely outside my control, also because the people who care about me would hurt less if it wasn't my own doing, and would probably feel less guilt, too - no wondering if they could have stopped me if they'd realized what I was going to do, said the right thing, etc. Big dragon hugs for you :heart:


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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"


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06 Nov 2017, 9:05 am

Stay strong, the world is rough. If you're interested, I linked a documentary video below about the scientific evidence of the existence of God. Maybe if the evidence convinces you, you'll start to search through and read the scriptures in the Bible. You'll find that if God does exist, then life isn't pointless or worthless, there is meaning and reasoning for everything. And a lot of it is explained in the Bible. I'd recommend first reading from the new testament, Matthew to Revelations, it's available online: https://www.kingjamesbibleonline.org/Matthew-Chapter-1/

Some people find the readings intimidating, you can alternatively find church audio sermons online, I'd recommend listening to Paul Washer, you can just input his name in the search box: https://www.sermonaudio.com/main.asp

Here's the documentary video: