I am leaving WP again,
No need to ban or anything,
I can show self control and just leave.
I feel like s**t, I want to be alone, I want to die more then I ever have in the past, social failure after social failure, I am tried.
I just gonna stay high on pills (legally)
Literally everything has lost value this year to me.
I don't want friends, that much is clear.
I don't want to work on myself, I feel like none of these f*****s get it anyway (Not geared towards anyone here).
f**k basically,
I am going to work on isolation more,
Not call as many people, not chat or forum f**k (might as well be called that).
Death, everywhere, wake up one day and realize its worse then you ever thought, turn and just walk out the door with your head down.
Thats life b***h, you got deal with it, at least that is what they say.
Wake up later and find it was lies and its actually even worse then worse.
Then you die inside, you want to walk out the door, but you can't cause its locked and written in stone and blood.