When I was growing up, I didn’t know I had Aspergers, I have Cerebral Pasly & Psoriasis, my mom was always there for me, she accepted my Cerebral Pasly, she took me to doctor appointments, she even stayed in the hospital with me. I was so close to my mom, she was the only one that understood me. I found out about my Asperger in my 20s, I was more of a quiet person when I was a kid & a teenager in school, I never made real friends, I talked more to my family. When I became a teenager, I slowly started to feel uncomfortable talking to my whole family, family parties was never really good, my entire family love being together during the holidays, they meet like alot in one month then alot more in December, I don’t want to be very close to my family, when I was living with my mom, ALOT of time, she dragged me to family parties. When I became an adult, my mom let me continue living with her, I lived with her for almost 38 years. She was the only one that understand me, she accepted me, she let me be myself, she didn’t force me to make friends, I was best friends with my cousin when I was a kid. I live on my own now, my mom is in heaven I really don’t get along with my dad & my sister, my grandmother don’t understand, but I still call her, I don’t talk to her too much anymore. My sister is too controlling (it’s long story) I don’t feel love for her. My dad thinks I have to be nice & loving toward her, cuz she is blood, friends can be like family, my cat is family. I wish I can move. I don’t fit in my family anymore.