This means God is a mind reader. I have walked away from God for years. Tried to return multiple times, but didn't bring myself back to it. I think this life and physical universe is a cruel joke or mistake for these points:
- God's ways are supposed to be incomprehensible to us human beings
- So it seems like God has trust issues with his creations
- And seems like he's a narcissist, as awful or blasphemous as people think it is
- God only enjoys his will over ours, even though we are his creation
- >-(...
There are many problems I have with this God, but people are too stuck in doctrine obedience of him to look as to how other people may be suffering and hurting so much.
Why should I worship him? I already know that he doesn't care about what happens down here. Kim Jong Un still has his free will to kill millions of people at any time and nobody will stop him, even God. Besides, all he wants for himself is for all of us to be in HIS kingdom, despite not having consent from us. The only alternative is Hell. Our/my entire existence of consciousness seems like a trick or illusion.