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auntblabby
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11 Feb 2018, 5:59 pm
this place and this world would be minus an irreplaceable facet of reality. if I were you, i'd decide instead to be a stubborn sonofagun and stick around and irritate the psychopaths. as long as you keep getting back up, you win.
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11 Feb 2018, 6:14 pm
11 Feb 2018, 6:14 pm
this place and this world would be minus an irreplaceable facet of reality. if I were you, i'd decide instead to be a stubborn sonofagun and stick around and irritate the psychopaths. as long as you keep getting back up, you win.
Ditto this !
11 Feb 2018, 7:55 pm
I would be sad if you died. Cant you try just a little bit harder. Just a little bit more...
auntblabby
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11 Feb 2018, 8:00 pm
Fifasy is a SURVIVOR who will BEST his demons and come out on TOP. Fifasy can DO IT. 
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auntblabby
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11 Feb 2018, 9:49 pm
Fifasy, we are on your side here. 
12 Feb 2018, 2:20 am
12 Feb 2018, 10:24 pm
I'm touched by the support. I did actually make a suicide attempt on that day, before reading any of your messages. I took an overdose of 30 painkillers in the bathroom of a coffee shop. After I did it I changed my mind and went to the hospital. I had to have two nights and a day of being on an IV drip with something in it killing the toxins in the painkillers. My blood is all clear but the nurse warned me to be careful about my liver.
I was vomiting and unable to stand up for an entire day. I could only breathe by lying on my back and outstretching my palms. Some of the staff in the hospital treated me like I was a wicked witch who needed burning at a stake and some of them were kind. I am just glad to be alive. I'm a mess, it's awkward, I don't know what to say, but there are still things I want to do, and I like all of you people who sent me messages of support, I needed those messages, I don't really know what else to say.
It was my decision and I made the wrong one but at least I am still here! 
auntblabby
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12 Feb 2018, 10:29 pm
^^^ I am glad you decided to stick around with us and I highly recommend you start taking milk thistle supplements to help your liver heal. run it by your GP.
12 Feb 2018, 10:38 pm
Thanks auntblabby I will look into the milk thistle. I appreciate the brotherly love, sending you some back -
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12 Feb 2018, 10:43 pm
us aspies oughta stick together
13 Feb 2018, 6:58 am
Good that you are still around. And stay around, the world needs all the weird people it can get! 
