Bad ideas that you go ahead with anyway

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1) Sticking my fingers in a light socket.

2) Trying to make any headway into dating.

I'm not sure which is more futile and pain-inducing...

1) Actually enjoying time spent with my step-nephew (now every time I'm around my brother and his fiancee expect me to take care of him)

2) Agreeing to go on a double date with my friend and her angsty boyfriend (whom I wish would actually just kill himself so I don't have to hear his griping about how terrible his life is and how no one understands him) as the 'date' freak when he heard I was autistic and refused to go near me 'just in case it was contagious' even after I explained it to him and having to deal with 3 hours of Bill's angst.

3) Going to a tea time party thing with my grandma (it was terrible, I dropped a cup cause someone had squeaky shoes and got both cut and scalded by it >_<)

She was very very cute and funny and we did lots of crazy things (nothing illegal, just pure fun),
but the real reason I stopped seeing her was that she was way younger than me...

I have been infatuated with maybe half a dozen women (single and older than me and at different times) and they have just been like "oh, that's nice" but not really interested in me (again, not referring to sex because that is for marriage, but I'd just like to be in a relationship that potentially leads to marriage someday.) I suppose I know how they feel like because there I think three or so teenage girls have had a crush on me and I'm like "leave me alone."

Staying up till 5 AM. By itself, it's a pretty bad idea; but the actual purpose was to be so exhausted that I actually go to bed at a decent hour and wake up at a decent hour, thus re-training my biological clock to be less nocturnal.