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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Things got worse |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 10 May 2025, 11:27 am
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Replies: 7
Views: 6,266
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| What has been getting me interviews was creating projects at my place of work, even if I got scolded for it, but I still put it on my resume and still got a few calls. If I try hard maybe I can get interviews, but landing a job at this time wouldn't make me any happier. Because i started early but ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Antidepressants and intelligence |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 09 May 2025, 2:07 pm
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Replies: 0
Views: 410
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| Do antidepressant drugs suppress my high iq or cause permament damage on my intelligence? I live with anxiety and it's unbearable nowadays. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I can't believe I'm 27 |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 02 May 2025, 5:48 pm
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Replies: 4
Views: 242
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| I feel too far behind, I want to catch up with my peers but dont know if it's possible. I wonder how others progress in life that fast, while I struggle to get my act together. Time seems to pass very quickly. I doubt if it has anything to do with my adhd or autism. Like i perceive the time differen... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My bad memory never fades |
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Posted: 01 May 2025, 4:49 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 1,002
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| I still can't forget it. Nothing helps, looks like i might need to take meds |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Regretful past |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2025, 4:14 am
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Replies: 5
Views: 454
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blitzkrieg wrote: Have you stopped taking psychiatric meds? How has that worked out for you?
Yes, i haven't been taking meds for 2 years. I dont like being dependant on them, but apparently i might start using again. Because every day I wake up hopeless and unhappy. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Regretful past |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 21 Apr 2025, 4:40 pm
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Replies: 5
Views: 454
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| 10-15 years ago, I wish i did not numb my mind with video games, psychiatric meds (in the name of treatment), and i wish i faced my problems on the spot, without escaping them. I was very young (12-16 years old) when all these happened. That means i had barely any experience in life. So i made a lot... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Severe depression |
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Posted: 02 Apr 2025, 5:28 pm
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Replies: 1
Views: 277
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| I'm having really hard times. I forgot to laugh. Hope i will feel alive again. Otherwise i cant live like this. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Can't get out of my head |
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Posted: 01 Apr 2025, 4:39 pm
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Replies: 4
Views: 377
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| I just want to feel what others feel like, laughing, smiling, crying, having fun, but all I can do is thinking about whats wrong with me 24/7. It's very hard to move on in life without dumbing myself down. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I hate my cousin |
| Highly_Autistic |
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Posted: 01 Apr 2025, 4:26 pm
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Replies: 8
Views: 899
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| That guy who was once jealous of me and now he's doing better than me in many aspects. I don't wanna ever encounter with him, and thinking about it annoys me. Looking back everything makes much more sense now. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I can't stand crowds |
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Posted: 31 Mar 2025, 1:25 pm
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Replies: 4
Views: 285
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| Crowded places feel like hell. It's really soul sucking. Idk if it's sensory overload or my hatred towards society. |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Things got worse |
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Posted: 29 Mar 2025, 9:42 am
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Replies: 7
Views: 6,266
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| I can't get my mind off thinking about the past and lost opportunities |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: My adhd |
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Posted: 20 Mar 2025, 2:01 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 6,191
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| I think adhd caused very slow progress in my life. If I didnt have it, I would be very much fulfilled. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My bad memory never fades |
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Posted: 19 Mar 2025, 6:07 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 1,002
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| 1 or 2 years ago I was traumatized and can not forget it. That memory is still replaying on my mind everyday. There has not been a day that I didn't remember it. I had some other bad memories, but this one never fades. My brain is running too fast, and it always has many tabs open. Years ago, I trie... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: My adhd |
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Posted: 17 Mar 2025, 6:17 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 6,191
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| I can't get rid of this. I envy people who has laser focus. Also i have too many things going on in my mind, at the same time. Regrets, past incidents, worries about future, feeling of anxiety. They dont leave me alone. Whenever I'm doing something that requires focus, I get distracted in 5 or 10 mi... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Weirdness |
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Posted: 15 Mar 2025, 3:03 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 916
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| Sometimes, I give off weird stare and body language. I realized that my movements can be irregular, I doubt if I have adhd. And I usually feel agitated and not comfortable, even if I'm alone. What's wrong with me? |
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Forum: Work and finding a Job Topic: Things got worse |
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Posted: 06 Mar 2025, 12:48 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 6,266
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| This post contains so much regret and worry. 15 years ago, when I was 12 years old, I got interested in game development, and started doing that casually. In a few years I also learned other stuff like basics of html and php, and built some web pages. But somehow i couldnt break into industry and ge... |
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