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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I have stopped agreeing |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 19 Jul 2024, 10:22 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 1,086
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| Other people have been telling me about my mental health. It should be up to me to know. I can't agree with everything. I don't feel like taking medication. It's weird. Also it's wild that I'm 23 and have no independence. I think I'm a psychic or something meanwhile I'm on medication. They tell me I... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 19 Jul 2024, 10:14 pm
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Replies: 35,510
Views: 1,920,915
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| 0. Not good but not the worst. Right in the middle. Anxiety. I don't understand how I am feeling. I'm ok. The rules. My hygiene. The physical feeling isn't good. Someone tried to log in on my Facebook. I have been journaling. It's a good way to vent. People are saying I might need to try to find my ... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: What was the last album you listened to? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 17 Jun 2024, 9:19 am
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Replies: 40
Views: 5,808
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| Golden Hour- Kacey Musgraves and currently listening to Deeper Well by her. |
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Forum: Love and Dating Topic: I think I'm bisexual |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 15 Jun 2024, 2:55 pm
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Replies: 6
Views: 1,095
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| There's no doubt I'm attracted to men but I'm realizing I've also been attracted to women all along. It makes a lot of sense. I have a pinup tattoo. I also had girls in my class I wanted to know and I'd be nervous around them. I didn't realize it was a crush at first. I think I didn't realize cause ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 6:37 pm
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Replies: 9,421
Views: 672,442
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| Ugh my partner did it again! He is at work and forgot to tell me! |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: What was the last album you listened to? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 5:23 pm
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Replies: 40
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| Probably Copperhead Road. Love that album. It's honestly not skippable for me. I now own a copy on vinyl and CD. I found a 1989 copy so that's cool. |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: This is a poem I wrote about my experience |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 5:14 pm
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Replies: 2
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| It's very literal, but also very relatable. Yea. I wrote it literal on purpose tbh. I like metaphors and symbolism a lot also but I felt like being more honest with this one and more understandable if I were to share it with other autistic people. Some autistic people I know don't understand things... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: This is a poem I wrote about my experience |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 5:00 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 1,447
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| being neurodiverse is difficult in that you don't want to fit in cause it just doesn't occur to you but feeling like you have to cause you become aware of the concept and so you pretend but still don't fit in cause it's not who you are you ache to find the right people but to do so you must show you... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: What Song Are You *Feeling* Right Now? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:57 pm
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Replies: 2,034
Views: 99,180
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| Someday by Steve Earle. That song will always be my fave. I even got a tattoo of the car. I love classic cars as well. In fact Ive had to be told not to message people on marketplace requesting rides in their classic cars and offering money. |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: Aspie authors writing social interaction |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:52 pm
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Replies: 727
Views: 324,647
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| I tend to write spontaneous friendships a lot. I'm a very open minded person. I struggle with boundaries in real life. I'm always open to talking to people if I feel comfortable. It's gotten me into trouble before. I have a lot of empathy and I always struggle when I cannot help people. My writing a... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: Music is my safe place |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:45 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,623
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funeralxempire wrote: Me too, but a lot of what I listen to can be hard to understand the lyrics because of how the vocals are performed. 
Honestly I love some music like that too. I love metal sometimes. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I'm struggling to open up |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:44 pm
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Replies: 5
Views: 1,615
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| Are you taking your meds again yet? I feel like they'll probably make him go away. This sounds really stressful to deal with. Yea. I've started again. I think they need to be upped. Its very stressful, disorienting and just extremely isolating. I just need to remind myself theyre not real. Sometime... |
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Forum: Art, Writing, and Music Topic: Music is my safe place |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:42 pm
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Replies: 3
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| I always play music. I love old music and new. I listen to everything including country and rap. I love good lyrics. I struggle to read books lately. Songs have replaced that. I just feel safe when listening. It makes me feel less alone. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:32 pm
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Replies: 9,421
Views: 672,442
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| I found a video that apparently can cause Schizophrenia for people who want it. That's a bit upsetting. My relationship with my family is not as good as it used to be because of it. I can never be as independent as I want to be. I don't leave the house for days,.I don't take care of myself the way I... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: What are your experience of panic attacks? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:17 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 2,184
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| I tend to have bad ones. I sometimes can't feel my hands, I start sweating, and I feel like I can't breathe. They're triggered by paranoid thoughts. I'll start thinking I'm being followed or stalked. I will start shaking and unable to feel safe. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I'm struggling to open up |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Jun 2024, 4:11 pm
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Replies: 5
Views: 1,615
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| Are you taking your meds again yet? I feel like they'll probably make him go away. This sounds really stressful to deal with. Yea. I've started again. I think they need to be upped. Its very stressful, disorienting and just extremely isolating. I just need to remind myself theyre not real. Sometime... |
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