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Forum: The Haven Topic: No Independence |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 09 Nov 2024, 11:28 pm
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It frustrates me. My siblings are moving out and stuff. That's not even an option for me. I'm the oldest. Also I can't even spend a night alone. Yet they have spent days alone. I don't get included in conversations about grown up things. I don't even get to get my driver's license or have a job. I'm... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Stigma or something |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 05 Nov 2024, 12:26 pm
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It feels like I can't do anything right. I either have too much energy or I'm not talking enough. I make people feel uncomfortable. Its really hitting me today. I have almost no relationship with my sister. Her friend thinks I'm "weird" anyways. Its all because I went through some stuff an... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 05 Nov 2024, 12:15 pm
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Replies: 9,437 Views: 676,656
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Ugh. Have no friends, not really close with family except for sometimes. It's really frustrating today. I just want to spend time with people. Everyone's too busy or just not interested in my company. I wish I had a full time job or something. Except I can't work currently. I don't know how to get c... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Why are people mean? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 04 Nov 2024, 2:46 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 336
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I don't understand. I get laughed at sometimes. It makes me feel embarrassed. I sometimes start conversations with strangers and I guess I shouldn't. I sometimes just feel curious. I feel I'm breaking social rules. One of my sisters friends doesn't really like me. I wish I could not make people feel... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: I don't have friends and it's difficult to make them |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 29 Oct 2024, 11:20 am
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Replies: 6 Views: 550
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I don't really know how to. I've had friends before. Just lately I get anxious. I'm at an age where my differences seem to stand out way more. I don't drive, don't work, and don't really relate. I've been told I should try. I struggled even at an event for Autistic people and ended up crying when I ... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 28 Oct 2024, 6:57 pm
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Replies: 35,532 Views: 1,930,031
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5. Got laughed at today. I didn't find it funny. It made me feel embarrassed. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Struggling with stuff today |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 27 Oct 2024, 2:22 pm
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Replies: 5 Views: 205
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Just have a strange anxiety. Had an appointment yesterday. It wasn't fun. They wanted to talk to my parents. It was about things I struggle with. I always feel a bit self conscious after that. The waiting room too. I don't like waiting rooms. I get nervous and can't sit still. I did get to wear a sw... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Always feel I have to disclose diagnoses |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 24 Oct 2024, 4:02 pm
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Once I didn't tell a DR in the ER. I had an injury. My mom told them when I didn't think it was relevant. Apparently it was because I get evasive when answering questions or act differently. People need to know. Now I tell people in certain situations. When I get vaccines, they'll ask what I'm on an... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I don't want to go to the DR |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 20 Oct 2024, 9:46 am
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Replies: 2 Views: 160
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I have an appointment coming up. It's stressing me out. It's about my medication. They're gonna be upset with me because I haven't been taking it as it ran out. I keep saying it ran out. It's an important medication for me as it helps with paranoia, delusions and mood. I have a feeling my DR is anno... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Do you have comfort objects or places? |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 18 Oct 2024, 7:46 pm
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Replies: 23 Views: 1,985
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Yea. My journal, love to write and read what I wrote. I like certain sweaters a lot. I'll wear them out. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Feeling weird about my lack of independence |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 18 Oct 2024, 2:47 pm
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I know I have higher support needs and it's not fully my fault. It's just difficult to explain when I try to make friends or talk to relatives who don't know me that well. It's difficult for people to understand invisible disabilities. Yea, I don't work even though I'd like to. I don't drive. I can'... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Say Something Random: psychological Conditions Version |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Oct 2024, 6:06 pm
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Off my medication. I have been on one. The other ran out. I think it's causing issues. I'm having mood swings. I'm having a good day and then suddenly I'm not. Got so upset relatives wanted to get me in to the hospital. I got upset because I couldn't find something. I started screaming about it. I'v... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: What’s on your mind? The Haven version. |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Oct 2024, 5:51 pm
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Replies: 161 Views: 6,529
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Not feeling well. I guess I'm having anxious thoughts. I get a lot of those. I'm thinking of how messy my room is. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I swear my family slightly hates me |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Oct 2024, 2:18 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 146
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Rossall wrote: Are you in a position to get your own place?
No. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I swear my family slightly hates me |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 17 Oct 2024, 1:37 pm
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Replies: 3 Views: 146
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I'm ready to just leave. I don't really care. Mom and sister basically ignore me, except to tell me when I'm wrong or that I should take my meds. They treat me weird too. Every other interaction turns into an argument. I'm tired of it. It leads me to just walk out and come back when I'm calm even wh... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I have stopped agreeing |
Crystal1414 |
Posted: 19 Jul 2024, 10:22 pm
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Other people have been telling me about my mental health. It should be up to me to know. I can't agree with everything. I don't feel like taking medication. It's weird. Also it's wild that I'm 23 and have no independence. I think I'm a psychic or something meanwhile I'm on medication. They tell me I... |
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