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Forum: The Haven Topic: People don't understand my support needs |
| Crystal1414 |
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| I was once told "you don't look.Autistic" by a Dr. I had teachers ignore my IEP because I seem "smart". I have learning disabilities that did impact how I did in school. I was accused of skipping school because I was behind in math. I have a math learning disability. Teachers wou... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Rants |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: Yesterday, 4:43 pm
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Replies: 9,456
Views: 708,658
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| Friend is getting on my nerves lately. Just only ever wants to talk about themselves. Never listens. Never cares. Has no awareness and even when I tell them to maybe ask me stuff they say they don't know what to ask. They do ask questions but only so they can talk about something related. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you HAPPY today. |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 15 Mar 2025, 9:56 am
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Replies: 34,735
Views: 1,475,087
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| Found a playlist on Spotify I really like. I've been adding every song to one of my playlists so far. Exploring Spotify gives me so much joy. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 10 Mar 2025, 10:58 am
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Replies: 35,591
Views: 1,990,489
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| 10. Feeling really good, and listening to music. Curating a playlist. Quite a large playlist. I'm making it to influence my Spotify algorithm. It's a modern country/ Americana playlist. I want to get more hidden gems in my suggested. I was tired of all the same stuff showing up. It's a non skip play... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I have no Dr or psychiatrist right now |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 08 Mar 2025, 5:47 pm
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Replies: 0
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| I don't know what to do. It's difficult for me to navigate these things. I think I need them. Especially with checkups for my medications and overall well being. I know I don't like going to appointments, however I still need them I think. My communication struggles while not very obvious can make i... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: How to sooth feelings of anxiety? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 08 Mar 2025, 1:40 am
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Replies: 0
Views: 219
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| I have feelings of anxiety that's worsened lately. I'm on an anti anxiety medication. Yet I don't know if it's helpful. Abilify is helpful though with other things. Mornings are the worst. I feel a spinning sensation and feel baffled that I even manage to get out of bed and dressed. I throw up from ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Sometimes I think I've accidentally ingested things |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 07 Mar 2025, 8:15 pm
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| Like I'm scared my pills were mixed up. I'll go on pill identification websites. I'm worried it could be narcotics. I'll think I've been given Xanax, or even oxycontin by accident. I'll even "feel" the "effects" if I'm convinced. I've even brought it up to people and they get con... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Does caffeine affect mental health? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 07 Mar 2025, 8:07 pm
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Replies: 1
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| I've been told not to drink so much coffee. I drink about 4-6 cups a day. I love it. I find it gives me energy. I don't have a lot of energy usually. Also it's nice to relax with a cup of coffee. However if I drink too much I can feel very agitated. Sometimes it makes me sleepy afterwards. Also some... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Feeling paranoid lately but medication has helped |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 06 Mar 2025, 5:01 pm
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Replies: 1
Views: 186
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| I realized I've been feeling this way. It's a good thing I've become aware. Yet it still sucks. I thought my neighbours were watching me and moved in just to do that. I thought my other neighbours were watching me in the shower. I'm sometimes convinced that I have multiple stalkers. Sometimes I hear... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: People in me |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 06 Mar 2025, 4:11 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,449
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babybird wrote: Yeah it is very confusing
It's good that you have these insights Crystal and it's double good that you are being able to sort it all out and talk about it
It's not silly or stupid what you are experiencing btw
Thanks. It's difficult sometimes because people can be not very understanding. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I'm in my 20s but I don't feel like it |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 03 Mar 2025, 5:06 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 181
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| I honestly feel more like a teenager. I haven't seemed to move past that. I don't relate to most people my age. I have meltdowns still. I slam doors. I forget to eat sometimes. I need help with washing my hair. I feel embarrassed sometimes. I can't go out drinking because I am more vulnerable and my... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 28 Feb 2025, 11:55 am
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Replies: 35,591
Views: 1,990,489
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| 5. Not bad not great. Feeling on edge. Can't relax. I'm trying to feel comfortable. I've been lying in bed. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: People in me |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 27 Feb 2025, 7:24 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,449
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| It's annoying because I want to be as "normal" as I can. I don't know what they are exactly. I know they're not good for me yet I feel like id be betraying them. They're Jack Stout and Vanessa. I can't mention them or I get lightheaded and can't stand or talk. Vanessa has been around since... |
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Forum: Social Skills and Making Friends Topic: Sometimes I just don't talk |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 15 Feb 2025, 12:08 pm
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Replies: 9
Views: 1,060
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| I'm so articulate in writing. Yet in speaking I'm so insecure. I talk slowly. I sometimes can't even answer questions. I sometimes just stay quiet. I sometimes say the wrong thing by accident. I struggle with conversations. I sometimes don't even know what to say in response. It baffled me because I... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Strange feelings |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 15 Feb 2025, 9:32 am
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Replies: 1
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| I'm starting to get scared to drink coffee and now I start getting feelings I accidentally got drugs in it when I drink it away from home..then my body feels like I'm on them. I gag when I take my medication because I get anxiety and think Im accidentally taking the wrong ones and then I go on medic... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Insecurity about not being "normal" |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Feb 2025, 10:54 am
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Replies: 0
Views: 285
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| I dislike this feeling. I can't change certain things. I just wish I had more of a desire to take care of my hygeine, go out, and just have conversations with people. Yet I try so hard and can't get it right. I don't dress in a "normal" way either. I like my clothes to fit loose. I prefer ... |
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