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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Being interested with dark topics as a (young) child. |
| Edna3362 |
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Replies: 6
Views: 159
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| About humanity and the depths of it. Of things beyond good and evil. It's a budding hate based obsession drawn from my already there existential frustration at that young age that gets worse as time went on. And there's no reading comprehension involved. A lot of the concepts and thoughts I had back... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Diagnosis follwing burnout |
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Posted: Yesterday, 8:01 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 81
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| My unofficial diagnosis probably happened during late elementary. Primarily because there was an outside school observer who assesses classroom for students with 'red flags' for developmental issues. And I don't mask or pass. And it stretched for few years into high school, right somewhere before th... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: Yesterday, 11:23 am
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Replies: 45,302
Views: 1,373,388
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Closer and closer.
Finding more pieces of the puzzle.
Still no frickin edge pieces though. 
But there will be. |
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Forum: Politics, Philosophy, and Religion Topic: PPR: Get something off your chest. |
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Posted: Yesterday, 10:47 am
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Replies: 250
Views: 16,668
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| It's not hardships, the lack or being beaten by the so called facts of life that made me learn humility. It's the comprehension of existential complexities. It's the real knowing of not knowing everything. Hardships never give me decent lessons. Hardships only sink me further into darkness. Hardship... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post a random truth (about yourself) |
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Posted: Yesterday, 6:09 am
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Replies: 19,712
Views: 1,176,335
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| One of my great great grandparents' last name is literally "German". ... I don't know exactly what this implies. Only that this is definitely not common in this country. But it's mostly: Either someone fancied that name enough or misspelled my grandpa's middle name on my aunt's birth certi... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 10:13 pm
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Replies: 45,302
Views: 1,373,388
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A good portion of my life around tech is making do with 4 GB RAM or less.
... Until 2 years ago. And upgrading more recent times.
Basically, I've been gaming and playing around softwares and apps in low end specs...
... Without a hint of an idea of what optimization is. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Why so many ASD and ASD like people portrait it as failure? |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 7:51 pm
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Replies: 25
Views: 708
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| Eh. Apparently I have a particular trait that not a lot humans tend to have; to make do out of certain things. Let alone autistics. This includes unmaskable disability. To a point I'd be confident to live alone while being "actually disabled". It's not a common trait. On the outside, it lo... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 12:59 pm
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Replies: 122,203
Views: 4,444,129
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Never have I ever...
... Seen nor touched an American football in real life. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 12:17 pm
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Replies: 45,302
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| what do people with no imagination think about What's in front of them. What they've consumed on verbatim. What all they've ever knew. And doesn't go non-linearly, doesn't mix and match, doesn't experiment internally, doesn't do a lot of deliberate risks or run possibilities beyond what they've all... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Is this abnormal for an autistic person? |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 11:57 am
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Replies: 6
Views: 5,417
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| I wish there's a badge that says 'this autistic has no social interest and is upfront asocial' and 'this autistic is socially emotionally driven and is a lonely soul' instead of stereotyping with the former or projecting by the latter. That reminds me of a supposed counselling expert who tried to r... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post a random truth (about yourself) |
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Posted: 10 Feb 2025, 9:26 am
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Replies: 19,712
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| My dad was an electrician... His dad was an electrician... His granddad was also an electrician... ... And I got no brothers. Yet I have a knack and interest in STEM careers if I tried, like any aspie would. Should I follow my ancestors footsteps? :o Follow this particular tradition myself? ... It's... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Why so many ASD and ASD like people portrait it as failure? |
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Posted: 09 Feb 2025, 8:11 pm
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Replies: 25
Views: 708
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| I say... Let them be. Let them be lonely, let them be struggling... Let them be look for a representation that inspires or give them voice. Let them be mourn and miss what they never have, regardless if they're conditioned to or if that's what they really desire. Let them be dependent. Let them be l... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
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Posted: 09 Feb 2025, 1:39 pm
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Replies: 122,203
Views: 4,444,129
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At random times past midnight, my electric fan seem to stop working or slowing down.
It's as if the power is low.
But it won't last for past 5 minutes or so. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 09 Feb 2025, 1:30 pm
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Replies: 45,302
Views: 1,373,388
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Maybe I should do 2 ingredient brownies again. 
It's just mixing melted chocolate and egg/s, and then bake. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Got Anything Random To Say |
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Posted: 09 Feb 2025, 1:19 pm
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Replies: 122,203
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| Either I go to sleep now, or gorge myself with another super large bag of potato chips on a single sitting. And people are confused why or how am I not fat... I don't count calories, I don't have regular mealtimes, I'm a stress eater and very prone to stress, have multiple snacks a day and give in c... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 09 Feb 2025, 1:13 pm
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Replies: 45,302
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| Didn't brought an air fryer. It was a gift from my sibling when she had a little break from her work from abroad. Had make do out of it. Liking it so far. And can't afford an oven. Unless it's one of those toaster oven with no temperature settings, which is usually half the usual price compared from... |
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