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Forum: The Haven Topic: I cant get rid of anxiety |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: Yesterday, 8:11 am
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Replies: 5
Views: 101
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| If it's being autistic; How much assurance, certainty and predictability do you seek? How intolerant are you to mistakes, uncertainty, and things going wayside? If it's outside being autistic; Does this run in the family? Anything that exacerbates that state? Ever tried to consciously confront and e... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Do not use a blow dryer while sleeping. |
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Posted: 12 Dec 2024, 2:23 pm
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Replies: 10
Views: 783
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"Never had I ever owned a blow dryer."
Hmmm...
"Never had I ever used a room heater." |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: What’s on your mind? The Haven version. |
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Posted: 12 Dec 2024, 12:52 am
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Replies: 261
Views: 9,815
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| If my life is truly my own, then I shouldn't ever be dependent out of lack of choice, have the real courage to walk away from deeper safety and assurance, and have all the competency and resilience to take all the consequences of said walking away. Like I wanna go on a solo trip vacation with only m... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 11 Dec 2024, 10:26 pm
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Replies: 44,704
Views: 1,319,685
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Your video of the day |
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Posted: 11 Dec 2024, 2:27 am
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Replies: 1,676
Views: 112,674
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's the last weirdest dream you had? |
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Posted: 09 Dec 2024, 11:28 pm
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Replies: 4,096
Views: 193,031
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I cannot recall visually or what it is about.
Only the sensation of biting my own molars in that it broke inside my mouth.
It felt so real enough that I woke up and checked if there really was anything hard in my mouth, only to find nothing. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Are you, 'you'? |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: 09 Dec 2024, 11:02 pm
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Replies: 7
Views: 248
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| Yes and no. As in related to autism socialization masking? I don't mask. If anything, I do the inverse of masking. I am very much 'untainted'; as in, I'm not persuaded, nor driven to people please. As in egosyntonic traits vs my behaviors? About half the time unfortunately, it doesn't match the idea... |
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Forum: Adult Autism Issues Topic: Got anything random to say? Adult Version |
| Edna3362 |
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Posted: 09 Dec 2024, 12:24 pm
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Replies: 20,585
Views: 191,990
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I really don't like having libido.
It's almost as disruptive as any cyclical hormonal issues.
It's giving me this systematic overwhelm that made me prone to aggression.
And no, I'd rather not get laid.
I could care less about this body's whining.
It's a fricking annoying nuisance. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
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Posted: 08 Dec 2024, 1:29 pm
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Replies: 44,704
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| This week I had a stupid week. In which I'm blaming having a human body. All because I have no fricking idea how to deal with it. "You need to get laid" they say :roll: Lol. No thanks. Bodily need or not, it's a nuisance. If that makes me human, lol, I'd rather have it removed. If only I p... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Do you get upset on behalf of other people? |
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Posted: 08 Dec 2024, 2:43 am
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Replies: 6
Views: 201
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| Upset on behalf on someone else (victim)? No. Upset towards someone else (perpetrator) and whatever freak of a situation that happened? Yes. Closest thing I'd be pissed about people's shortcomings is their helplessness and lack of choices, not unfairness or injustices upon them. I'd rather find ways... |
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Forum: Politics, Philosophy, and Religion Topic: Parallel Universe |
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Posted: 08 Dec 2024, 12:18 am
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Replies: 3
Views: 177
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| In another life... In another universe... In another timeline... More or less the same principle. In another world, in another reality. Sort of like that. Certain changes from a certain period of the past, significantly influencing the future outcomes and the events that happens. Those stuff are 'fa... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Do you recognize and express emotions? |
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Posted: 07 Dec 2024, 7:27 pm
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Replies: 5
Views: 110
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| Too much. Too much recognition and too much expression that everyone might as well see too obvious patterns within me at certain states, and not understanding everything in depth at the same time. Like I know what I actually feel, what I'm supposed to feel, what I'd rather feel, what other people li... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Do you see random images in your mind’s eye? |
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Posted: 07 Dec 2024, 12:37 am
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Replies: 10
Views: 480
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| Yes. Voluntarily and involuntarily. But I have more conscious control over my visualization than not. And that control multiplied when I no longer contend constantly against maladaptive daydreaming. The intrusive aspects of my mind isn't coming from where I directly utilize visualization; but someti... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Your earliest memory? |
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Posted: 07 Dec 2024, 12:22 am
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Replies: 27
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| A really random scene of my mom putting my younger sister on a sink to wash her. She seem like she's less than a year old. And I'm at least 2½ years older than her. So likely toddler years, but I cannot actually recall the precise age. What I can consciously recall and knew my age was likely around ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: The past |
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Posted: 07 Dec 2024, 12:12 am
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Replies: 8
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| Fanfiction and maladaptive daydreaming. Except that's not really me -- my actual interests in fiction only stops at a certain point and my daydreaming is just this subconscious crap to avoid the issues. It's just a defense mechanism that my brain chose to stick me with by consuming tons and tons of ... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Anyone else get misophonia so bad it makes them want to hurl |
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Posted: 06 Dec 2024, 8:18 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 6,116
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| I never truly had misophonia. Never had misophonia as a primary thing. And if I had at one point, it's temporary at best just like anxiety is to me. Probably I did during pubescent years and leading up to puberty during my worst years. Around ages 10. Then suddenly it's gone. Up to ages 16. It was b... |
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