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Forum: The Haven Topic: Barely Holding On |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 26 Apr 2019, 4:46 pm
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Replies: 98
Views: 2,539
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| damn it, isabella, im sorry, i only now saw this. im so sorry. hugs, lots of them. also here is some more spoons https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0039/2672/products/1972a6013fe2177960ffc5d2a4c590bda23d1429_1800x.jpeg?v=1527054444 https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0279/1649/products/Geo_eclectis_spo... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: suicidal but wanting to live |
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Posted: 26 Apr 2019, 1:05 pm
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Replies: 24
Views: 380
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| by listening to what i told u to do earlier... to start with) the state u are in is it's own trap, ur mind makes u believe there is no tomorrow. i've went this road many enough times to see thru that lie. but i cant help u without ur consent and effort |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Pure Unmitigated Hell |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 26 Apr 2019, 11:54 am
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Replies: 34
Views: 644
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| its good u feel better now. ptsd is a b***h, i relate. hope u recover further on. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Anxiety is killing me this week. |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 26 Apr 2019, 2:39 am
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Replies: 34
Views: 642
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| i didnt mean stimulators i consume, cberg. and i do a lot. i mean about how my specific brain works. yes, having no job is bad for anxiety, i confirm. so are many other things i have in my life. i dont know how to help u more, sorry. i gave u everything i could. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Upset, not sure why |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 25 Apr 2019, 5:36 am
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Replies: 6
Views: 157
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| been there, had that, got a tshirt. u dont need to explain frustration, it is very familliar to me. what u have to do is follow the line and find the roots. ofc i could be wrong, i could be projecting, but i think there is a deep reason u just need to find |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Upset, not sure why |
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Posted: 25 Apr 2019, 4:50 am
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Replies: 6
Views: 157
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| hey. look at me. this happens. i know that feeling. those hungry shadows take a LOT of fire to fight off, and they allways return. this usually indicates ur mind stumbling on some old emotional trauma that was not resolved/healed. and sometimes u cant remember what it was, so u feel "phantom&qu... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: When I feel depressed for no reason |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 11:52 pm
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Replies: 16
Views: 373
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| once again. depression IS wwhen ur neurophysiology is misregulated. but yes, such misregulation CAN initially happen because of huge objective distress that kinda start it. and then it rolls. so basically "s**t life" can cause depression. chronic stress can cause depression. and then depre... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Anxiety is killing me this week. |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 6:16 pm
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Replies: 34
Views: 642
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| with neural rig like mine, i can be hyper anxious about 7 things at a same time. at any given time. that being said, im relating to u cberg. but thats just as much as i can offer now, and im sorry. slept like 2 hours in past 2 days. i need more. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Pure Unmitigated Hell |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 6:12 pm
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Replies: 34
Views: 644
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| ok may i be blunt? claradoon, u are intelligent, and wise person. that guy claims something. there is no proof. but yet u just believe him? i understand, there is emotions, thre is fright. but please. u cant believe everything everybody says. there is such things as lie, fraud, scam. i am not saying... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Anxiety is killing me this week. |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 2:19 pm
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Replies: 34
Views: 642
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| anxiety is allways there. often to a grade of paranoia. have to get by. sorry, im tired. and out of good stuff right now. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Pure Unmitigated Hell |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 2:18 pm
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Replies: 34
Views: 644
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| claradoon, hold on. please. and ya i also didnt really understand what happened, except that u are in a huge distress. can i help? |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: When I feel depressed for no reason |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 10:26 am
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Replies: 16
Views: 373
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| yes, after over a decade of depression i pratically know my neuromediator level now xD like by how i react to same stimuli. no endorphine = everything hits like a truck |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: When I feel depressed for no reason |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 9:05 am
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Replies: 16
Views: 373
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| like we said a lot here allready, the reason is in ur neuromediator production being botched. that is the biggest and most serious reason. depression isnt about being stressed or sad for external reasons, its about having ur organism f****d up in a way. being sad for a reason is just an emotion, how... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Attachment Issues |
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Posted: 24 Apr 2019, 9:02 am
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Replies: 19
Views: 519
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| she said that, just to let u see the scale of her care for u. just so u understood she is giving u all she can. so u saw how much u matter to her. simple as that. i honestly know nothing of conventional shrink stuff, my only encounter with shrinks was a f*****g failure. basically i was given pills p... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Am I getting even stupider |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 11:44 pm
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Replies: 13
Views: 437
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Attachment Issues |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 6:37 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 519
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| well the one im seing now is, that terror of loss. u are so afraid to lose ur connection, u are basically running away from it. paradoxal. and i am like that, a lot. i left communities i like, i f****d up contact with ppl i liked. because u start panicking, and basically doing exactly the opposite o... |
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