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Forum: The Haven Topic: I have nothing to do in this life |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 10:07 am
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Replies: 23
Views: 898
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| psychobabble is a necessery part of cycle of recovery. i have made the decision to stay alive when there was no hope. and then i found hope. and it happened several times. the only way to trully lose, is to give up. because as long as u stay alive and keep trying, u can unfuck things. if u die, u ca... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I have nothing to do in this life |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 7:04 am
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Replies: 23
Views: 898
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| WRONG. i dont hate u. other people, who posted here dont hate u. there is no "have to" on this. there is depression. and it sucks. "now i lie to myself so i can believe her, as she disassembles my life". u havent failed. u have a future if u are brave enough to go for it. suicide... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: There's very little about WP I like now |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 6:49 am
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Replies: 426
Views: 9,486
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| when i said i didnt want fights, i didnt mean "i want to be agreed with". my friends and me disagree on many things. we cherish our differences as much as our simmilarities. that is part of appreciating each other. but. there is debate. heated as it can be, it can produce good results. and... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: suicidal but wanting to live |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 2:10 am
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Replies: 24
Views: 380
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| i know that feeling, and it is wrong. its the depression talking. u are not a burdain. but i cant help u against ur will. u still want to live, so u have to fight it. i told u how. and i know its hard. i've been there. including recently, at that. just take my hand and i will do my best to help u up... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Attachment Issues |
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Posted: 23 Apr 2019, 1:22 am
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Replies: 19
Views: 519
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| u are not a crappy person. but u are damaged person, same way as me. and yes i know all about agrarophobia. all my friendships happen in chat, and it doesnt make things less real. its just a communications method. so. knowing the issues u have is first step. then starts long, hard, with a lot of set... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 5:03 pm
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| well, we survived it. then we survived more. and some more and so on. and we will survive again. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Attachment Issues |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 4:56 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 519
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| edit has a timeout. write a new one. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 4:45 pm
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| abuse on female has a different flavor... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 2:42 pm
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| i had... an ally... in mid school. one. it wasnt real friendship, but she was good to side with against at least the "class queen" bs. in last like 2 grades the class queen learned to not f**k with me, and so did most bullies. some still made my life a real hell till graduation, though |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 2:34 pm
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| well lets say there is (and had allways been) an obvious, even if not absolute, correlation between "whiz kids" and autists))) |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 1:33 pm
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| i got my bad grades in elementary school for reading all the way thru textbook and then being lost when it was my turn to read loud. also for sucking in the "loud" part. also when i went several times thru that textbook i just read something else under the desk. terrible kid xD |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Attachment Issues |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 12:52 pm
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Replies: 19
Views: 519
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| i do have that boogey of not being answered. especially by my loved ones. it takes a lot of work to learn to give ppl space. my dear people know about it, and they do their best to keep me posted, and that way i know if i didnt get a reply, there was a reason for it. its a hard thing to learn (i kno... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 11:57 am
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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| been there, had that, got a tshirt. rince and repeat. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: were u jealous of the whiz kids in school |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 11:19 am
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Replies: 41
Views: 788
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Forum: The Haven Topic: suicidal but wanting to live |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 10:36 am
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Replies: 24
Views: 380
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| isa, thanx. i mean it. but i will and will find spoons. this is important. i know my budgets. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: suicidal but wanting to live |
| serpentari |
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Posted: 22 Apr 2019, 9:44 am
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Replies: 24
Views: 380
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| i honestly dont believe in therapists. david, just. when u feel a wave is coming, shoot me a pm. write ANYTHING u need to write. i am not a f*****g therapist. i am not even in same country with u. i dont know ur real name. i cant harm u. but maybe i can help. and the maybe is worth every effort. jus... |
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