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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I don't know what to do |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 05 Jun 2022, 7:14 pm
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Replies: 2
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| Im having a hard time lately. I do not understand what is happening to me. Something isn't right but Im not sure what it is. Im having a hard time with how I see the world. I think Im having an existential crisis or something. I do not know who I am and its very disorienting. Sometimes its very clea... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I embarassed myself |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 05 Apr 2022, 1:50 pm
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Replies: 9
Views: 559
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Joe90 wrote: How did you poop yourself?
Well I just was looking through books and I guess I didnt realize. That happens to me sometimes. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I embarassed myself |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 05 Apr 2022, 12:04 pm
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Replies: 9
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I went out with my support worker yesterday. She took me out for food and shopping. I had a great time until we were shopping.
I ended up pooping myself. Everyone could tell. But she was good about it. I hated myself yesterday. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I'm treated differently than my siblings |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 26 Mar 2022, 9:09 pm
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Replies: 4
Views: 1,297
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| I want to be fully independent but the idea scares me. My parents dont think I can. I just feel a bit left out in my family. My brother and sister are both fairly independent and they are younger than me. Both of them have stayed at home alone for days at a time. My parents have never allowed me to ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: People think I'm neurotypical and then judge me |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 24 Mar 2022, 5:39 pm
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Replies: 1
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| I have Autism, Schizophrenia and a math learning disability. People tell me that I must be very high functioning a lot. They don't understand that some days I just cant function at all. I will probably not be able to live alone. Yet some people think I can. They don't think I need all of the support... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: How do I explain Schizophrenia and Autism to relatives? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 24 Mar 2022, 11:01 am
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Replies: 5
Views: 1,774
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| I feel embarrassed at family gatherings. My younger relatives dont really understand. They are 16 and 18. My older cousin understands though. She hangs out with me the most. My younger cousins seem scared of me. I can understand why though. I have done some weird things around them. They dont know I... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I cant talk currently but I need to |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 23 Mar 2022, 8:13 pm
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Replies: 3
Views: 1,412
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I'm nonverbal but I'm not feeling well. I'm really anxious. I'm numb. Everything is distorted. I'm trying to cope. My parents aren't home. I'm with a cousin. She understands but I just feel embarrassed.
It's hard to collect my thoughts. What should I do? |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: People laugh at me |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 23 Mar 2022, 7:33 pm
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Replies: 14
Views: 2,187
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HeroOfHyrule wrote: auntblabby wrote: keep in mind that those people likely are stupid. I feel like someone definitely has to be stupid to think that staring at strangers is acceptable. 
I agree with that. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: People laugh at me |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 22 Mar 2022, 7:23 pm
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Replies: 14
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| Everywhere I go people laugh at me. Especially teenagers. I just mind my business when I'm out and about. Maybe it's because I stim a lot. I like to rock back and forth when I'm sitting. It calms me. I also like to spin in circles. It soothes me and makes me feel euphoric. I dont understand why most... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I believe I have special abilities in addition to psychosis |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 22 Mar 2022, 7:05 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 1,436
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| The special abilities are different. I have great psychic abilities. I predict things. Delusions are more paranoid. I can control things. I need to be careful. I dont want to bring attention to myself. Once I was outside during a storm and it was amazing. I felt powerful. I felt like I was glowing. ... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: How can I deal with people? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 14 Mar 2022, 7:12 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 1,118
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I feel really out of it. I feel shame for being who I am sometimes. People think I'm weird in a bad way. Younger relatives tease me. Also people I dont even know stare at me.
Its like they know I'm different. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: Professionals dont take me seriously sometimes |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 04 Mar 2022, 7:36 pm
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Replies: 2
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| I try to talk about my feelings such as extreme sadness. They say it's not a big deal because I still feel hopeful. They only worry about my delusions. Those dont really bother me. I take my medication every day now. Celexa and Abilify. Also people dont take me seriously about my intense thoughts an... |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: I was hospitalized again |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 21 Feb 2022, 10:18 pm
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Replies: 2
Views: 1,125
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I went off my meds. It felt like a bad idea to take them. Then I started having extreme paranoid thoughts and then it cycled into really good feelings and those were also bad according to my family.
I sort of just lost control I guess. I feel more stable now though. |
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Forum: Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions Topic: What syndromes do you have? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 08 Jan 2022, 9:29 pm
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Replies: 48
Views: 12,647
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| I have Autism and Schizophrenia |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: I'm sad |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 08 Jan 2022, 2:47 pm
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Replies: 9
Views: 1,148
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| I feel sad. I just dont know how to deal with it right now. I try to hide it. I'm so exhausted of trying to fit in. I'm tired of people judging me. I want to be different sometimes. I want to have gotten straight A's or to have more money. I want to not get overwhelmed by everything. I want to be &q... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
| Crystal1414 |
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Posted: 08 Jan 2022, 2:39 pm
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Replies: 35,371
Views: 1,868,714
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