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Forum: The Haven Topic: Childhood depression. |
AprilR |
Posted: 22 Sep 2023, 12:46 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 287
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I had severe anxiety and depression as a child and hated myself. First considered suicide at age 14. No one helped then and no one can help now |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 22 Sep 2023, 12:44 pm
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Replies: 31,867 Views: 1,075,785
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I had a meltdown at the office |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Need of a friend - bad asd burnout |
AprilR |
Posted: 20 Sep 2023, 2:56 pm
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Replies: 9 Views: 1,389
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Welcome, i am sorry you are going through burnout. I am also experiencing it. It must be double hard in a foreign country too. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 20 Sep 2023, 2:54 pm
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Replies: 31,867 Views: 1,075,785
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you happy today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 18 Sep 2023, 12:20 pm
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Replies: 32,821 Views: 1,292,995
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People being nice, online and offline. Thank you to anyone who took time to try to make me feel better and help. I feel hopeful thanks to you. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: My biggest regret |
AprilR |
Posted: 17 Sep 2023, 3:43 pm
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Replies: 6 Views: 284
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I guess i regret studying so hard everyday when i was a child. I was always praised for being smart, i thought being smart was my only good point and a way to be worthy and a normal person. Although i know now that this is not true, everyone around me certainly think so. So i had no choice. Thinking... |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Missing something or someone |
AprilR |
Posted: 17 Sep 2023, 3:33 pm
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Replies: 5 Views: 208
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I miss someone who never knew the real me, yet i hoped he at least saw some parts of me. Other than him, i don't care about old friends. |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 17 Sep 2023, 3:13 pm
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Replies: 31,867 Views: 1,075,785
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
AprilR |
Posted: 09 Sep 2023, 3:24 am
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Replies: 35,352 Views: 1,853,918
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4. I feel too weak for this world. I don't want to drive, i am too scared to drive but my parents will rely on me in their old age. I know i don't deserve them bc i am a naturally defective person. I wish i was not born to them |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: What's on your mind right now? |
AprilR |
Posted: 09 Sep 2023, 3:01 am
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Replies: 39,739 Views: 1,085,101
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My parents make me feel like a dumb invalid. I guess thats the fate of every autistic person in this country. Doing my best is never enough for anyone |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you happy today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 05 Sep 2023, 1:15 pm
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Replies: 32,821 Views: 1,292,995
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Good people whom i can share my feelings with and time. Time is the cure to all life's problems. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: Dear "You"...From "Me"-Letters Unsent |
AprilR |
Posted: 05 Sep 2023, 12:07 pm
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Replies: 4,952 Views: 532,741
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Dear you, Despite everything you were a good friend to me. I was probably not a good friend at all in your eyes. I wish i could disappear from your mind forever, and i don't want to remember you either. Because i love myself more than i love you, and i will not put anyone before myself, i am the onl... |
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Forum: Random Discussion Topic: Post something that made you UNHAPPY today. |
AprilR |
Posted: 05 Sep 2023, 11:59 am
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Replies: 31,867 Views: 1,075,785
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Remembering my old best friend. I wish we never met sometimes. I would like to disappear from her mind completely. |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Aspergers & Your Real Age |
AprilR |
Posted: 05 Sep 2023, 2:31 am
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Replies: 52 Views: 4,094
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I feel like immature is the wrong word to use. Immature implies a person is childish and selfish. If a person has a developmental disorder that is not a character trait. It is a health condition. I feel like this is similar to the infantilization of people with intellectual disabilities. It is a way... |
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Forum: General Autism Discussion Topic: Prefer to be alone or with people? |
AprilR |
Posted: 04 Sep 2023, 11:43 am
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Replies: 31 Views: 2,245
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I prefer to be alone but still want to socialize from time to time. Being with someone all the time drains me. |
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Forum: The Haven Topic: scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now? |
AprilR |
Posted: 03 Sep 2023, 11:13 am
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Replies: 35,352 Views: 1,853,918
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8. Remembering good memories |
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