i'm derek. i used to like working on the story and event on my game. i'm disabled and alone, estranged since 2015.
after my last failed attempt i started on my own game, 'last fate" as the last thing to try before checking out entirely.
4 years later and i still regret not succeeding before. i used to overdose all the time, but now i have one that is workable and somewhat peaceful, more than typical methods and not messy. still haven't found a programmer, no reverser for the lost stuff from those years; not that it matters as i barely have anything to keep my own self stable (defaults and garnishes of my disability).
i have until december 14th, little less than 4 months to live, but i want to check out now. an hour is long 24 hours is painful, weeks are tiresome, months are unbearable.
my favorite quote is:
"talkin's for wimps. it's time for action."
Yesterday, 7:27 pm
