I joined a few weeks or more ago, but I've been exploring the possibility of level 1 autism. I've asked my mom a lot of questions about when I was a baby or young child and a lot of stuff seems to add up. I have also talked to my mental health professionals, but for a few reasons don't really want to get an official diagnosis. Maybe an assessment if I can ever afford it.
I have always since early teens felt like a stranger in social situations. Not necessarily as if I'm an alien or different, just very socially clunky and awkward. I have learned to adapt somewhat over the years, I'm not sure if the awkwardness is noticeable anymore. As a kid I didn't know any strangers and would walk up to people and start monologuing about my interests. I don't think I felt socially awkward then, but I did have a lot of behaviors that caused problems with peers. By the time I reached 13 or 14 I didn't know how to interact with others my age and tended to play primarily with younger kids.
I am formally diagnosed with ADHD.
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Inattentive ADHD, "soft diagnosed" autistic (working on formal diagnosis), most likely have dyscalculia
RAADs: 104 | ASQ: 30 | Aspie Quiz: 118/200 (aspie) & 85/200 (NT)
Also diagnosed with: seasonal depression, anxiety, OCD, AVPD