hi usi
i might be interested in insights&stories
still in the process of sorting mine out, and it is a hard job
don't worry about the parents: i'm 51 and...
typing this on my mother's laptop, in my mother's living room, in my mother's house
since i've (finally) lost my place about 16 months ago -
all that due to typical non-diagnosed AS endless social&vocational struggle with, well, call it life; ended up the creek, got paddle stolen by system, no work no income, need official status to get into system, need dx
thought decadesofdepression?na
thought bipolar?hm
thought temporallyepileptic?well...
thought syndromatic rather than neurotic?okaysowhat
pondered usuallyrahterfemalerelatedbut.. did-ish?na, too literary
though borderline, well... atypically stable though
went to gp around 12-20 for referral to be diagnosed (i gather they write dxed here) for schizoid rather than schizotypical pd,
stumbled upon WP,
recogned language & perspective (sense of humor),
& made instant ASsumption
and finally, a story is only just starting to present itself;
if indeed AS, i can organize life accordingly
(with a little bit of help from whoever may be left of friends, and from the system - which is where the doctor comes in - if it allows me abit of leighway)
that's just practical things
getting 'better'? who cares? but still, also just
might be interesting in getting to know me as well, in this remarkable new light
good luck
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