I got a job, starting at 08-22-11. Ok, it will be a good job. Not exactly what I was looking for, but it gives me a start and some new experiences. Maybe I will get better tasks, pojects from my job agentcy I have a contract with after this upcoming 2 month periode I will work at a customer company site.
So, here I sit and do not feel relief and relaxation about that I will have a good job after searching for a long time sending out realy many applications and getting back sooo many rejections.
First I think I am not relaxed etc. because I do not know what exactly this new job will be. Every company works different, everywhere is a new structure. Will I be able to show my skills and experiences? Will they like my work? Will I get new tasks at other sites after these 2 month?
I feel somewhat hunted, uneasy... you probably know this feeling?
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Cu, Ike SiCwan
from Germany - Hamburg
- Aspie score: 161 of 200
- Neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 57 of 200
I am an IT and Aviation Nerd!
- Asperger diagnosis / Autism spectrum diagnosis official 04/2016
- self diagnosis 2008