25 Nov 2022, 12:04 am
25 Nov 2022, 12:27 pm
"Radios, Black & White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR's, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.
The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.
Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.
I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with asperger's might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.
I couldn't complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can't imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.
I think we are the canaries in the coal mine."
12 Years Or 144 Months or 4383 Days Consecutively Writing Online for me Beginning on Thanks
Giving Night on November 25, 2010 as Yes Today is the Anniversary Date of Writing 14 MiLLioN Words
Rather Restricted to Reason Above Changing All Into Free Verse Poetry More From the Depths of my
Subconscious Mind; Other Wise Understanding and Actually Doing This Now As Real Organically Free
iN Originally
Creative Soul FLoWinG
In Shapes of Waves Free
Expanding Ocean Shores ThiS WaY Now
Yet Again it Wasn't Always THiS Way as i Lived
A Life So Restricted in Left Brain Hemisphere Ways
of Mechanical Cognition through Information Technology,
Financial Management, Administration of Programs for the Military
And Yes Supervising Up to 131 Employees; Particularly, Second in Command
of A Department on A Navy Station When my Boss Was out and i Became Fully
In Charge of the
Helm of the Ship
Assigned to me
As That's the Way my Boss
Described it As He Went Off to
The Casinos With His Closer
Social Group of FRiEnDS;
Evaluating me as Valuable
Commodity to Use As he Said
10 Percent of the Work Force
Does 90 Percent of the Work
Yet of Course This Was the Government
He Couldn't Fire at Will Like Elon Musk
And After All Was Said and Done He Proved
He was Much More Human Than that in Terms
of Emotional Intelligence And Not Just Using Humans As
Objects in the
Environment
As Tools AS Such in
A 'Machiavellian Way'
of Existence; 'Dark Triad'
Indeed, Particularly Devious
When it Comes to Folks Like
Jordan Peterson When He Projects
Perhaps Even Unwittingly With Close
to Zero Levels of Emotional Intelligence
His Narcissism And Little Man Syndrome
Upon those Who Fight for Social Justice
For The Truly Oppressed in Life Or Just
The Trump Way of No Hidden Real Evil at All;
Flaunting Hell in Front of Others Willing to Join
The Despicable Leaders in Minion HeLL ON EartH;
WHeRE of Course Misery Loves Company AS Such.
For me at Least 12 Years Ago With 19 Medical Disorders Including
The Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia;
The Actual Assessed Suicide Disease that No Drug Would Touch From Wake
to Sleep for 66 Months, Mostly Shut-in my Bedroom, Where its Caused me Great
Pain to Even Attempt To Emotionally Connect to my Loved One in the Same Bed
As i Couldn't Remember
If i Ever Felt A Smile
BeFoRE All Time All Is Love
FRoZeN in Time Nothing Left
Yet Piece of Paper Existence Then
All Is Pain and Numb Never Really
Knowing if i Would Be Able to Make
it to the Next Second of Life and Literally
Stuck Between my Eyes and Ears As They Became
Effectively Almost Useless With All That Pain Then;
No Fictional Hell;
THE REAL DeaL ON EartH
WITHIN TO BE i AM AND
DO IF ANY DEVIL EVER EXISTS
AT ALL FOR REAL ALL ALONE
IN HELL Then Just A Ghost Wandering
The Earth Not Realizing i Am the Living Dead... Then...
Okay, Hell Gets Old Fast And Time Never Goes Away in Hell;
After Around 33 Months, i Decided to Brave The Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right Eye And Ear No Drug would Touch, Take my
Prescription Shades off as the Focus only Made the Pain Worse;
Turn the Screen All the Way Down in Brightness, A Few inches From my
Face Attempt to Tolerate A Mountain of Pain For Every Word i Wrote then;
Yes, After Eating Thanks Giving Dinner on a Balmy Night on my Patio with
Family i Had no Way to Humanly Connect With at all as again Any Attempt
To Do it Without
A Soul was Beyond
Any Description of Physical Pain...
So, i Sat in Front of that Screen Starting
A Word A Mountain of Pain Just to Try to Get
my Mind of ending my Life as True i had A Chain
in a Bicycle Basket Just in Case There Was No Choice Left
Yet to end
the Pain and
Numb as true
There is Some Pain
And Numb So Much
Worse than the Prospect
of Death Where Even Dousing
Oneself With Gasoline And Lighting
Up a Match is A preferable Way to
Be the Living Dead on Earth FOR REAL...
OKAY, Yes, the Internet Can and Will Be Very
Helpful For those Who Are Functionally Disabled in Many
Ways And Only Have This Option Shut-in Their Home or Perhaps
In Between Their Eyes and Ears of Suicide Disease Pain and Numb;
For it's True, Science Assesses
The Amount of Humanity
We Connect With Others
Through Text At about 7 Percent
of What is Possible in Human Warmth
in Emotional And Sensory Experiences Face to Face
in Feeling And Sensing As Much of Being Human For Real...
Yet when All Ya Have is Zero, 7 Percent is A Worthy Aim to Attain...
So i Wrote, Beginning With The Words Quoted Above Twelve years
Ago on the 'Wrong Planet
Website' Online After
Thanksgiving
Dinner That Night
And i Read And i Wrote EVERY DAY
For All Waking Hours; YES in All that
Pain and Numb Just to Make it to the
Next Breath of Life With All That Was Left in
Life, A Flicker of A Flame For the Will to Live...
And Eventually on July 19, 2013, Most All the Pain and Numb
Went Away Yet it Was A Long Process That Developed A Foundation
in Free Verse Poetry FLoWinG Ascending and Transcending the Pain and
Numb Back to Connecting Emotions With Words in Flow And Eventually A Dance
in Flow Free to Spring Additional Creativity to Come to Life on Page Simply in Response
to Human Beings With Similar or Different Souls Breaths All Around the World Even those
Numb of Soul
As i Lived in All
That Pain and Numb
For 66 Months and As Far
As All Human Tools Go, Of Course
Information Technology And Online, One
of Many, Since Humans Started to Make Tools
Tens of Thousands of Years Ago; The Tools Designed
to Make Life Easier and Best Instead of Harder; However, Being
Human and Social Animal, And Animal As Just another Part of the
Living Animal
Kingdom and
Plant Kingdom
Is Not a Clear
Cut Process of
Just Finding Ways to Be
Always Happy as i Suppose
That Was the Original Intention
of Creating Tools Other than Just
Being Able to Continue to Survive and
At Least Partly Truly Thrive in Life Naked
Enough Whole
Complete
Together
With Others
And the Rest
Of Nature Loving Free...
Yes, Yes, Not unlike Alcohol,
Gambling, And Other Substance
Drugs and Behavioral Addictions
Humans Fall Like Monkeys Do When
Given A Choice of Pressing a Lever
For All They May Consume Cocaine
or Even Sugar With A Dopamine High
That Eventually Exhausts itself Where All that
May Be Left is the Emotional Pain oF All Numb Indeed...
A GReaTesT Law of Life is Balance; We See it All in Nature With
Open Eyes and Souls to Behold This Truth in LiGHT and DarK oF LiGHT in Life...
We Are Evolved For
A Struggle FOR Life
Where Yes Intermittent
Gratification Comes and
More Rarely Instant Gratification;
DarK Makes LiGHT ThiS WaY Night
Makes Day This Way Pain Makes Pleasure
This Way and Struggle Creates Temporary
Elation When Overcome in Life; Key is Balancing
A Flow, Sweet Spot Tween Apathy and Anxiety For Real...
Science Assesses
This As Modernly
True too; And Dear Lord
Realize How Limited Standard
IQ Is Versus Physical And Emotional
Intelligence in Balance in Flow That Makes
Life Worth Living At All; i don't Have Specific
Instructions on How to Do it; Every Human is Another
View of THeiR Own Multi-Uni-Verse They Co-Create too...
Yet Generally Speaking,
When You Feel and Sense
You are Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete With Little to Add Or
Anything Others May Subtract From You...
Chances Are You Have Arrived in What Has
Been Described In Endless Metaphors of Nirvana,
Bliss And Peaceful Loving Heaven on Earth Within to
Give, Share, Care, Heal For All With Most Respect and Least Harm...
Or On the Other Hand
You Might Be as Lost
in Space, Time, And Distance,
of Being Human As Elon Musk
And Jordan Peterson or Not Even able
See At all How Blind They Are to a Fuller
Existence
Free in
Loving Peace
Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete For Real...
Basically For me online is A Valuable
Tool to Connect to my Soul and the
Soul Of Others; Of Course to Study
Other 'Stuff' As Well as i Embrace The Dark As Much as
Light For the Balance Tween Heaven and Hell in Heaven For Real...
Of Course only
Yes in my Own
Small View Yet
Continuously
Unfolding as
More Colorful
FLoWeRS From
Wilting Ones Will
Naturally Do New Now...
Ya Don't Have to CROSS
'The River' To Flow Endlessly Free;
Indeed, Be The Wave, Be The Water, Be The Ocean
Free; Breathe
The Air,
Be The
Wind; Yes,
Free The SaMe
Way As You Set Your
Wings Loving FREE ALWaYS NoW in Newer Ways...
True if Not For Online, Highly Unlikely Any of These Words
Will Exist or Even ME AT ALL NoW Thank God For Geeks and Nerds
Yep, Hehe
Including Elon Musk
And Jordan Peterson too
And Sure Even TRumP For
BRinGinG DarK into the World
For Others to 'See' to Get Inspired
to Generate
LiGHT...
BLacK Hole
Suns Do Seem
To Serve A Purpose too, Hehe
As Creativity Springs From LiGHT oF DarK
Wisdom Will Most Faithfully Sleep And Wake
Peacefully Loving All DarK Thru LiGHT For Real;
Indeed, Nothing
Left Or Right to
Subtract Or Add; Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete All That is...
CaLL iT All God or a 'Blue Turtle;' It is What iT ALL iS..
28 Nov 2022, 10:55 am
28 Nov 2022, 4:15 pm
Quote:
Has the internet been more destructive than helpful?
Overwhelmingly no.
The gang-stalking has been bad, particularly in games, but "Google" is brilliant.
I have always been sorry that it wasn't around when I was a friendless kid.
"Google" would have been my best mate.
28 Nov 2022, 4:16 pm
kraftiekortie wrote:
The Internet has been helpful in the sense where I could pay my bills online, and arrange deliveries online, and do many things online.
I've also learned quite a bit on the Internet.
I just ignore the "Internet Warriors." I know people in real life who are "Internet Warriors." They're usually a bunch of as*holes.
I've also learned quite a bit on the Internet.
I just ignore the "Internet Warriors." I know people in real life who are "Internet Warriors." They're usually a bunch of as*holes.
Agreed.
28 Nov 2022, 4:35 pm
