pete1061 wrote:
There just "happened" to be a documentary on about suicide. Maybe one could write that off as just "coincidence"
Probably. Seemingly incredible coincidences happen - and not just sometimes, but all the time - we just don't normally pay attention to them.
Your post reminds me of an odd experience I had at 16. (To be clear, I'm not calling this a "spiritual" experience, simply an odd one!) Some time during the school day I got this odd feeling that I might die that day.

I didn't feel certain that I'd die, but like there was a good chance of it - over 50%. It was a mix of excitement and nervousness, but not fear. I don't remember exactly when this feeling set in, but there wasn't any event that prompted it and there was nothing otherwise unusual about that day. I was physically healthy, not particularly depressed and had not taken any drugs, alcohol, etc. I did have a dentist appointment that afternoon, but it was just for a routine cleaning with my usual dentist, so nothing to be concerned about.
Anyway, the coincidence part... After school I had some time to waste before the dentist, so I went to a local library and was wandering around it aimlessly (still feeling this way) when I spotted a "Nursery Rhyme" book. I never heard those as a kid and was kind of curious why they were so famous, so I opened it on a random page and the very first rhyme I saw was about two children dying in a forest!

(I believe it was
"Babes In The Wood"). At the time that struck me as an amazing coincidence - I mean, what are the odds of such a topic in a book for little kids? (And it
was the
first rhyme I saw, not just one of many.)
I now know that
old nursery rhymes
did actually mention death a fair a bit, so perhaps the book I came across was some old, "unsanitised" edition. So it now seems a bit less amazing. And, obviously, I did not die that day. Perhaps my sub-consciousness was more afraid of that trip to the dentist than I was consciously aware of, I don't know. It's not a great explanation, because I've never felt that way before (nor since), but it's the most plausible one I can come up with.