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17 Sep 2021, 2:45 pm





Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...

Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return...

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All...

SMiLes Dear Cindy The EggPlant Recipe
Looks Delicious Will Have to Ask my Wife

How to Exactly Assemble it

As All i've Really Done

Is Oatmeal With

The Ingredients

Pre-Pared

Just Add Water
Microwave Then
Butter hehe And Actually
i've Only Shopped Once in
31 Years When She Had
A Virus The Winn Dixie Customer

Service Associates Volunteered to
Help me Find the Lipton Soup As All
i Use Stores for is the 15,400 Miles of
Public Dance in 8 Years And Of Course

The Wife Just Dragged me Along With Her
Behind the Buggy Before That For the Rest
of the Decades Then... Anyway Dating was

Hard Enough in the 80's Without Today's Swipe
Left And Right Business i Don't Buy my Groceries

Online And

Thank God

i Didn't Have
to Swipe for
my Wife Online...

Always like to Touch
What i Buy And Smell
It A Bit First Hehe With SMiLes...

As It's True There is So Much Attraction
In Smell And There is No Sniff And Scratch

Online Yet Hehe...

And Would i Have Ever Let my
Mother Find a Blind
Date for me: No...

Rather Use
my Own
Eyes too HAha...

Yes Yes Dear
USA Writes
This is Why
We Have To

Be Whole
Complete
Enough

First

Strength
Of Will on
Foundation
Of Balancing
Grace Loving All

Oh Goodness
When i Worked
That Exhausted
me So Much Giving

For Pay
Nothing
Left At
The

End Of
The Day
Sad Wife
Then This
Is Life in the

USA For So
Many Just
Catching
Up to Sea
Level my FRiEnD

Why They Call
Golden Ages

That

Are
Not
Living
For Pay...

Hehe Yet
You Are
Still

In School
Be Happy As
You Will And
Are Able to

Make
Others
Happy

Money Free
Makes A Huge
Difference for me...

Every New Bridge We Cross
Creates A New Reality
to Land in A Way We've

Never

Crossed

Before

Yet True There Are

Even More Bridges to

TraVerse Within to Get

To Where We Never

Leave Yet Grow Most

And Yes In Life Without
Challenge There is No Growth

Rewards Come For New Mountains
Scaling We've Never Climbed Before...

For Sure It is True Though
When We Come to
Inhale Peace
And Exhale

Love Most
Free The Blood
Sweat And Tears
of Challenge Roll Over
The Shadows Of Us Easier

For New LiGHT

To See Out

oF Caves

We Sit Before
Dear Aleesha With SMiLes...

For
Giveness
Yes! Dear
USA Writes

Thanks
Giving
Now
For
Giving
More Than
We Receive

For Even Science
Shows One Altruistic
Act of Kindness to
Others Without
Expectations

of
Any

Return
When We Become
Loving Enough Whole
Complete in Will And
Strength With
Foundation

of Grace
In Balancing
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love This Way

Will Bring Higher Levels of
Happiness And Well Being
For Even Months to Come
What A Free Love Drug Giving Is!

Giving Becomes The Essence
Of Receiving Same Happier We
Make Others Naturally Happier
We Become in Cooperating
SPiRiT HeART Souling

LoVE iN LiGHT

Problem is
Sadly Our Culture
in the West is Based
More on Competition Than
Cooperation That Means Profit
For Most All We Do in Life Even

In FRiEnDSHiPS

Where We may
Expect to Make

A Profit Off of What
We Give to Others

As This Applies to All
Stuff Nature of Life True too
iN LiGHT And DarK AS Humans
Through Their Competitive Spirit of
Profiting off All Stuff Life Consumes Nature

OUT OF BALANCING FORCE OF 'KARMA'

Hoarding More Than Sharing Taking More Than
Giving For the Competitive Spirit of Profiting Off of

Everything
Living Associating

Hehe So Don't Even Try
to Feed me More Words than
i Give to You People Wonder Why

i Am So Happy They Haven't Seen
The SMiLes i Put on Other Faces With
For
Giving
Thanks
Giving

Life Now

Indeed Dear
FRiEnD Make
Someone All ones

Happier than You and

You Will Be The Last

And The First to Inherit

All the LoVE oN EartH

You Create NoW...

Yes Hehe i’m
Very Different
Annabel

Heads

Up Born
On 6.6.60

In Numbers

Somewhat
Beastly Some Days...

Sadly Savvy With Invention

Of Time And Clocks To Rule

Each Second Minute

And Hour

In Deadlines

Still To Create

What Comes Missing

Now Most is the Human

Touch For It is True There

Is A Lock In Every CLocK

That May Separate

Us From

Flow Now

of Dreamtime

WaKinG FoReVeRNoW iN Ease
Moving Connecting Co-Creating
Humanity Dancing Singing ToGeTHeR

Thriving Again As MoonLight Sings

Promise of Sunshine Again

Complete Whole

Enough

Holding
Hands With
No CLoCK Hands
Substituting for

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE
ToGeTHeR NoW Real...

Hehe, Yet It's True It May Be
Hard to 'See' ThiS Way As Money
May Offer Little Soul to Create mY FRiEnD...

Indeed BLeSSinGS BLiSSinGS Free Am i to Be This Way With SMiLes

For All the Blood, Sweat, And Tears Still BRinGinG me to This Place of

Loving Co-Creation...

With A Little
Help Yes
ALots

Of Help
From Kind FRiEnDS...

Very Sweet BD
Appreciation Annabel!...

Whatever God You Pray To Remember Capitalism Is No Soul

Lust Comes And Goes True Love Lives Forever Now Cares

Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return...

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All

We Systemize Life Now For
Order out of Chaos Truth Gold
Standard yet as Neuroscience
Shows We All Hallucinate
Our current Reality Based
On Past ExperienceS How
Easy We May Fall to
Matrix order of
Lies fed from
Birth the light
Or dark alternatively
We Will generate
Within Escaping
Matrix oF Lies
The Emperor’s
Clothes in Deed
A Challenge for most...

NOPE IF YOU LOVE THE WORD
AS GOD THERE IS NO EXCLUSION
IN ALPHA THRU OMEGA FOR GOD
INCLUDES ROACHES TOO THIS WAY

When We Are Deleted
In A Way it is more
Room for Us
To Generate
A Hug As
There Are So
Many Who Will
Appreciate Unconditional
Love Who Only Breathes
Genuinely
This Way
With
SMiLes
To Give...

Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

Singing
Giving
All In
Motion
Of Loving
Life Giving
Sharing Freely...

Pleasure Hemalatha
At Least We Do Get
Some Breaks in The Rain...

Thanks Dear Aloha FRiEnD
We Just Got Back From
Saving Frogs And
Toads With
Yes Total
Success in
3 Miles Now
No Road Kills
By Huge Four
Wheel Drives
Tonight
Happy
Frogs
And Toads
DeLiGHT...

“When Spirit is Empowered
There is No Need for
Wings to Fly!” Indeed
Dear Savvy Thanks!...

Thanks Dear Doc
Always A
Pleasure
my FRiEnD
With Much

Respect

To You
With SMiles too...



Here is a Ted Talk From Temple Grandin That Goes into
Much More Detail of Course About the Diversity Of the Mind,
And How that Relates to Thinking Across The Autism Spectrum...

i Didn't Have Any Problems Staying At the Top End of my Class
Earning 3 Degrees in Mostly Educational Areas of Anthropology,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Health Science That Only

Really Prepared me for Master's Levels Courses That i Entertained
Until the Money Ran Out; And i Had to Seek Work, Wherever i Could
Find Work That Had Nothing to Do With the Degrees i Earned; As i
Was Never Concerned About Making Much Money as My Family on the

Maternal Side in A Small Town Showed it Didn't take much to be

Happy. My Problems Weren't Input, Yet Output In Terms of Creating

Anything More Than A Technical List in Writing And Bare Bones Social
Reciprocal Communication Lost From Small Talk More than "Take It Easy";
Or "That's Cool"; Or If Someone, Anyone Asked me what i had been doing,

Even Family, i Usually Had only one Reply That Became Two: Working, Working...

As At Least if i Said it Twice, it was the Best i Could Do to Connect Longer that way....

There Were Some Days At Work, Still in my 40's After Having No Verbal Words Until
4 That i had No Motivation to Speak at All At Work, And In Meetings With Bosses and
Peers as i Went up the Ladder of Pay Grade, Managerial, And Administrative Duties

It Took Literally An Hour to Come Up with Anything to Say in a meeting; Yet

Even Before i Could Speak at 4, The Doctor Told my Mother She Loved me

Too Much Providing all i needed

Without Any Need to Ask

For Anything in Life;

And That i Had Bright Intelligent
Eyes, Where i would Speak When i Got
Good And Ready to Ask For Something i Needed...

Yet True, Before i Could Speak my Mother Said She was
Frantically Looking For Her Car Keys, And i Toddled
My Way Back to the Bedroom, Found Them Under
The Bed And Brought them Smiling From Ear to Ear;

Empath in Feelings and Senses i Always Was;

With Arms Reached out for a Hug to Everyone She
Said; Yet a Stay At Home Mother That's What She Gardened

In me, Same Open
Arms for A Hug Her

Number One Focus
in Life That She Set Her
Mission to; After my Father
Left at 3; Things Went Way Downhill;
When She Had to Go Off to Work; And
i Lost Some of the Emotional Close Contact that way....

Not Easy Getting Along With Other Children Well; Not Able
to Speak Well; Same With Stuttering in Middle School; Yet

Never the Less, Intelligent Enough Eyes Smiling And Straight
A's to Get By, Even if my Hand Writing Was So Horrible the Teacher

Graded me High When i had to Write, Based on All the Acing of Multiple
Choice Tests; Just Based on Stellar Rote Memory Then; The Hardest Part

Of All Really Not
Being Comfortable

In My Own Skin; So Hard
to Navigate the 3-Dimensional

Environment Around me Like Going
Into A Target Store And It Always Seemed
Like a Maze i was Lost in; Eventually The
Stress of it Almost Killed me in Total; Yet

Fortunately Being Able to Retire Early; With
All the Permanent Disability i Was Assessed with
Then; i Looked Deep Within and Found the Answers

For me That ended up Being Connecting Emotions to
Words in Poetry that Finally Provided A Flow Where My

Thoughts Were All Finally in Focus away from ADHD, Gracefully
Inhaling Peace, Exhaling Love Finally For All My Life; And The Dancing

Naturally Evolved to Where i am totally Confident in my Body And With
Some Kind of Epigenetic Effect i Moved From Total Introvert to Total Extrovert

Where i Still Enjoy Both Ways of Life; Best of All i Developed An Autotelic Flow

To Generate My Own Happiness Within; And the One Emotion i Left Behind

Losing Most All Emotions for 66 Months

Was Fear that i Still Leave Behind

As the Free Dance and Song

Still Regulates All my

Emotions and

Integrates my Senses;

Yet, My Inability to Comfortably
Touch Almost All Human Made
Material Surfaces is As Much of a
Challenge As It Always Was; Just as i
Am Born i keep my Hands Closed into

Mostly A Fist

Always to

Avoid Touching
Most Human Made
Stuff in Life; hehe

Smallest Challenge i've
Faced At All in My Lifetime;

Yet What Most Folks Couldn't
Imagine Dealing with IN Life....

i Adapted to What i Could and
Accepted What i Couldn't Change...

If Not For the Early Retirement, i'd
Be Really Screwed Big Time; Financial

Independence Made All the Difference in
the World to Eventually Recover, Never the
Less, with the Assessed Suicide Disease for 66
Months From Wake to Sleep in Pain Most Folks

Cannot Imagine
Exists Past

Getting Their
Teeth Drilled
Without Novocaine;

In My Case, Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Impacting
My Right Eye and Ear
Rendering Effective Use
of Eyes and Ears At Almost
Nothing In Life For Most of that
66 Months; Trapped in A World Within....

It is safe to say it's really a Miracle i'm even alive today...

i've Come to Appreciate
Every Breath Now

And i Have

Zero Regrets
About Any of the
DarK in the Past
That BRinGS me Where
i Inhale Peace and Exhale Love
In Ease Now; Never Making a Penny;

Yet Accomplishing things in my Life

i Never Thought Was Possible

for me or

Anyone

Else; Mileage
Varies Depending
On Make and Model
of Human Being; i Surely

Won't Ever Judge Personally
How Someone Walks in Another
Pair of Shoes; There Are Just too
Many Invisible Circumstances Other

Folks Go Through That they May Never Talk about at all..

i Didn't Meet Anyone Who Couldn't Touch Human Made Materials
until my 40's, Where One of the Life Guards That Was Underneath

My Administration

Remarked She Couldn't
Stand to Touch Towels
Coming Out of the Dryer...

My Wife Does the Clothes, Now Thank God...

As She Always Has For 31 Years; Fortunately She Was
Attracted to Men Who Smile A lot When i met Her

At The Bowling Center i Worked At Early On for
The Military in Surprisingly A GS-5 to 7 Federal Position

Eventually GS-9 to 11 Equivalent Position as
Athletic Director of A Military Installation as
Yeah, Hehe, Last Kid Picked For Sports; Yet my
Collateral Financial Management And IT Support

They Needed me Enough to Hire me for Something Else...

Back to Towels, i Never Had A Dryer When i Lived With my Mother...

Wasn't so Bad Hanging them Up On A Clothes Line Still Wet...

Yeah, There Are So Many Variables About Autism That Makes
it Incredibly Functionally Disabling

And So Much That Others

Don't See That

Indeed Makes it this way;

Same With All Mental Illnesses
too; As Bi-Polar Was Likely Part of
What Led me to Darkest Depressions too...

My Highs Don't Get me in too Much Trouble; And in
General My Mood Will Be Hypo-Manic For Decades...

i Finally Found the Focus to Express that Potential in
Creativity; All the Dance And Song; And Even a Literal
Prescription From a Doctor For Dance keeps me Emotionally
Regulated And Sensory Integrated From Head to Toe in this World...

My Doctor Says i Am A Fairly Rare Case to Manage it Without Drugs...

Yet Again, It's Always A Tight Rope Act Higher in Flow For Me continuously

As Surely 9.6 MiLLioN Words in EPiC Long Form Poem Writing, and
15,400 MiLes of Public Dance in 8 Years Shows How Far That

Potential

When Actually

Used Will Go;

Haha, if Anyone

Had told me i'd

Be Writing Poetry

And Dancing In Public,

In The Days i Could Hardly

Muster A Word And Never Feel
Comfortable Walking in Walmart
or Target Solo in my 40's, i Surely

Would Have to Ask them Twice if they Were Talking About me, hehe...

It's True, i Came to Amaze Myself Enough Where it Doesn't Matter to me

What Anyone

Thinks about

my Recovery

From HeLL ON EartH

To Heaven Within One

Lifetime Now; i've Lived

To the Point That Life
makes Death Worth Doing
In Only Gratitude for the

Inhales of Peace And Exhales
of Love i've actually Experienced
in my Life Now in So Many Giving
And Sharing Free Ways; Where i Basically

Lived in a
Cocoon

Trapped
In A Prison
Within in Varying
Degrees Most of my Life
For Some Functional Disability...

Even When Peers Called me 'Superman'
For Earning 3 Degrees at Once With
3 Part Time Jobs in College And

For the Work-Load

i Handled

At Work

With A Smile
Outside Where no
One could See i
Was Gradually Dying Inside...

It's True, Most Folks Can't
Imagine How Difficult the
'Clark Kent' Part of 'the Job' is For Real...

Yet Again, Of Course, it is 'The Geeks and
Nerds' Who Created the Comic Books

to Get the Revenge of the Nerds

With Imaginary Super Powers

For 'The Wedgies' They

Received in School;

Ultimate Revenge though;

Now Most Everyone Lives

in Bill Gates, Steve Jobs, And
Mark Zuckerberg's World; And

Perhaps More of Elon Musk's
World For Whatever New Invention he Creates Next...

Hehe, If Not Only Paving the Way For Basic Income
For All Through HiS Own Personal Trillions When He Goes that way...

THere iS A Whole

Lot of Human

Potential in This
World Not Realized Yet;

And It won't Be coming

Nearly as Much From the

Folks Who are Not Considered Neuro-Diverse Now...

It Takes All Kind of Folks to Make A Species Survive...

If 'They' Ever Figure Out How to make 'Cookie-Cutter

Perfect Humans', The Species is surely Doomed...

Nature iS A Whole Lot More Smart

Beyond the View of

Humans

That
We Will
Likely Ever
Give Nature
Credit For; Just
Because We Don't
Have the Tools to See it;

No Different Really than
What i thought Was Impossible

For me to
Do in
That

Last

Lifetime of
mine that still
Changes Every
Now Eternally Real...

And For Everyone Else
too of course, Wittingly Or Not, True...

Of Course, With Everything i've Been
Through, i Don't Like Seeing Anyone Bullied for What They Cannot Change...

Yet, On The Other Hand, What Will Be Changed For the Better
Will Be Greater News For All...

It's True Dear Aleesha Love
That is Real Is Always More

Than Touch Some Say it is
'The Shape of Water'

True A Blanket

to Cover The

Entire World

ALL OVeR

Warmth That

Is Shared Within With
Special All Others Filling

All Rooms With Sunshine Bright Feelings

Lighting All The Nights Up With Daylight Trust

Secure

Kind

BLeSSinGS
BLiSSinGS Soft

When LoVE iS Truly
ReaL IT Only Rises

And Never Falls

Again as

Leaves

Now That
Are Green
May Only Fall
To Become Brown
To Nourish Soul Soils Fresher

For Even More Green Life Of Love

In Spring As All SeaSoNS Become
One Water Ocean Waves For All to Rise From Fall...

Other Than That Your Poem Definitely Beyond Touch

Indeed With

SMiles...

Falling
Falling
Into
Doors CloSinG
Opening Opening

Echoes of Thunder
Shall i Return or
Stay Away It’s
Not Complicated
Really it Rains it Rains
i Still Pray You Are Okay...

Rain Always Cares
Enough to Fall Again

After Thunder Invites Its Return...

Yet Rain Always Falls on its own...

Ocean Reclaims Its Healing Touch...

Last First Humans Who Love iT (GoD) All...



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18 Sep 2021, 2:48 pm





Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS

Nice to See You Back Dear Soni
Just Thinking About You Yesterday
Praying That You Are Well and Okay...

Wandering Ghost on the Earth
Neither Realizing He is Dead

The Way From 2007 A YouTube
Piano Piece i Later Constructed

Struck One Person Then
Who Was No Stranger Yes
To Depression Yet Others

Described it As Light and Whimsical

Oh How Our Human Views Differ

Depending on the

Filters We BRinG
From Past to All
Future Now Existence

SMiLes Dear Soni Relieved
To See That You Feel Upbeat
Now in the Rest of Your Current

Communication... True We Never Truly

Understand All Of What May Be Behind

Even A Human Smile Anyway on a Note

Longer Than i Have Room to Copy and Paste

Here Celebrating a 97th Month Anniversary, 9.18.2021
Of mY Long Form Poem "SonG oF mY SoUL" my
Entire Blog Houses And Several Other Blogs
i Administrate too in total Numbering 7 With
Other Subchapters Spread Around Online

As The Entire "SonG oF mY SoUL" Is
Actually Just A VERY LARGE EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem at 9.7
MiLLioN Words Now Just
A Copy And Paste
A Collection Now

Fully Globally

Of Poetic Responses to
What Other Folks Have
Inspired From Their Soul
to Mine in Connecting For
97 Months Now Along With

15,400 Miles of Public Dance
And Over 100,000 Photos i Take
To Fully iLLuSTRaTE it too And Now

Can't Afford to Kill the 14.4 Trees From
my BackYard Forest Real Garden of Eden

(And Over 10,000 You Tube Videos Would
Never Fit in Paper-Filled Books Either Hehe)

To Get the 144,000 Pages of Copy Paper
Yes 288 Boxes of 500 Reams As Such
To Publish the Equivalent of 242 Or So
Novel Sized Poem Books in One Hehe

That Would Surely in Weight Crash
Down The Most Sturdy of Barnes
And Noble Book Shelves Just

Collecting Dust There

Years and

Years

Crashing

ON the Floor HAha
Thing is All the Pages
Are Just Fumes of my
JoY iN Heaven on EartH
DarK Thru LiGHT Then Now...

SMiLes Dear Savvy Now
Center of
Happiness
In Balance

JusT

GLoWinG
iN FLoW More
Enough Whole
Naked Human Complete...

Mirage of Comfort
Always Nice to
Keep

Once

We
Find
Essence Real NoW

No Matter Mirage Of Comfort

WHeRE TiME RunS iN ReVerse
And We MoVE iN FoRWarDVerse...

Hehe, Yes Ever Since 2016 Halloween
Although Still Orange Like Pumpkins

Lost Its Appeal

to 'Fresh Stuff'

On EartH HAha...

It's What We May
Eventually Come to
Enjoy Once We Realize
Alice In Wonderland Isn't

Really Fake News HAha

As Yes Humans As Neuroscience
Shows Actually Basically Hallucinate
Their Realities Based on Ones Their
Minds Co-Create Before So i Choose

And Co-Create
With Nature

Dreamtime

More Now Than
Nightmaretimes

And Everything Life is Good...
Even In DarK SHades Of
Grey And BLacK Abyss
Portrayed Just All

Rainbows

Just All Rainbow

Not Even Any Need

To Find An End of
my Rainbow Now Hehe...

Let's Step (And Strip) Away From the Smaller Picture About
"Social Welfare," If We Can And Will And See A Bigger

Picture of C O I N;

Yes, 'Conservative
Only In NAME NOW'
C O I N N, IF YOU LIKE,
Or Whatever Acronym
Someone Else Chooses

To Originally Create...

How Do You Spell (Sing) Social
Welfare; YES! MaKinG Vaccine
Mandates to Protect the Most

Vulnerable Among US Both Unvaccinated

Children And The More Vulnerable Vaccinated
Elder And Health Compromised Adults to CONSERVE

THEiR FRiGGING LIVES....

In Social Welfare For All!

HOW DO YOU PROTECT
THE CONSERVATION OF
REPRODUCTIVE RIGHTS

AMONG YOUNG GIRLS WHO
ARE RAPED AND FORCED TO
CARRY THE CHILD TO TERM...

IN SHORT,

YOU
DO
NOT
RESTRICT
ABORTION
TO 6 WEEKS!

You Fight Against
That Ignorance as
The "Democrat Side"
And More Open Minded
Liberal Folks Are Currently
Doing Who Care More About Freedoms;
Yes, Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Individual
Happiness, Harming Others Least, More Than Just

Establishing Another

Traditional Theocracy of Ignoricism; Yes, A Religion
Of Ruling Ignorance On the Planet of Human's On Earth...

OBTW, Welcome to 'The Matrix', A Place of 'Avatars' Where
We No Longer Inhabit 'The Physical World' Nearly As Much;

Where We No Longer Sniff Each Other And Touch Each Other
Or In Some Cases, Hehe, Taste Each Other; Losing Entirely 3
Senses

of Our

'Normal'

Human Connections
With Long Distance Dating
Apps, Swiping Left and Right
That Surely May Eventually Leave

A Bad Smell, Taste, And Touch that
One Surely Wasn't Expecting With Only
Sight And Hearing AS Such; Yes, THere

Are Some Serious Drawbacks of Living

Modern "Matrix" "Avatar" Life As More
"Terminator Machines" Than Flesh and

Blood Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Human Earth Beings...

Yet It's True, Humans Have Become A Vector of Pandemic Disease
That is Being Spread By Our Global Economy, Precipitated Most Ironically

By 'This New Version' of Our "Matrix" Ever Changing by "Moore's Law" As this
Ain't Windows 95 Anymore; And As A Side Note, Still Trying to Catch Up with
"Fred's Law" of Bi-Weekly Creative Output, Still Waiting on 5G Access that Brings

Me to my Next Social
Welfare Point; The Democrats
Fight to Not Only Fix our Infrastructure
Yet Improve Broad Band Access For All

in the More Socio-Economically Disadvantaged

Areas of the Country; As the Rules of MaKinG A Living
Are No Longer The Same; Sitting Behind A Laptop At Home With
Appropriate New Skills And Even Original Creativity Way Out of the
Box and Eccentric; And Sadly YouTube Creators Bonding Over Fear
And Hate and Conspiracy Theories too as Innumerable More Religions
of Ignoricism too; Never the Less, This is the New GIG Economy of MaKinG

A Living
Online Now
More Safely
As Global
Yes, Vectors
of Pandemic
Disease; IT is As
if 'Big Nature' Had
This DeSiGN Planned this
Way All Along; Yet since Yes,
Quantum Mechanics Suggests
That Time, Distance, Space and
Matter Is All An Illusion, Anyway, As
Oldest Eastern Religions And Philosophies
Suggest too in Sanskrit Ways; It what It IS NOW...

It's Like Moving The Same; Start Hurting And You Move
A Different Way; Simple Karma, You Adapt And Change
to Survive and Potentially Even Thrive or You DO NOT...

(I.E., If You Walk Straight on Sidewalks All Your Life, Even iF iT
Looks Strange, Yes! Walk Backwards to Rid Yourself of Back Pain)

By Very Nature, Still, Conservative Human Nature, is More Adverse
to Change; This Is Surely Not All Bad NoW in the Same Way That Being
Liberal is Not All Good; As Tradition is What Bonds and Binds Human
Groups Together Most; And By Very Nature of Tradition it is Exclusive

Of those who
Do Not Bond
And Bind
Over the

Similar Symbols
And Ideologies of Tradition...

Tradition Keeps the Bonds and
Binds of Successful Procreation
In Check too; Like Catholic Rules
That Say KEEP DOING IT NOW, NEVER
STOP AS LONG AS YOU ARE DOING
IT, MAKE AS MANY BABIES AS LONG
AS YOU DO IT; Meh, For A Species

Living Out of Balance With
Population Pressures
Killing off Much
of the Balance
of Breathing
Nature NOW

THAT JUST WON'T
WORK ANYMORE, IF
WE EXPECT TO SURVIVE
AND THRIVE IN THE LONGER

RUN FOR ALL OF SOCIAL WELFARE NOW!

So Now We Live As Avatars, Terminator Machines
of Change in A Matrix that is Always Changing, Diffuse
In Human Tradition Where Fertility is Ever Decreasing Now

in this way...

And Yes of Course
The Opiates of the
Masses Are Dependent
on Broad Band Access Now too...

The Opiates of the Masses are On-Screen Now
And the Religion of the Hopeful Theocracy That
Dominates Minions With Despicable Leaders Has

Most Definitely Changed, For it is as easy to Find True
Peaceful Loving Enlightenment on Screen; As it is to Find A 'Zillion Religions
Of Ignoricism' Now That Support As Many Conspiracy Theories as A Person

May Enjoy
In A Tradition
of Bonding and
Binding Over Fear
And All Stuff Emotions
And Feelings and Senses
Related to YUCK HATE YUCK...

IT IS what IT IS, the Human Condition...

Yet Still Boats Require Anchors for Safe
Harbor And Sails to Find New Subsistence;

And As Far As Science Shows; It Already Now
Shows that More Open Minded Social Empathic
Feeling Human Beings Care More About the Social
Welfare of Everyone Concerned, Far Out of the Tradition

Of Any One
Box of Yes
Theocratic
Religions Now
Of Ignoricism;
Where THeiR only
Remaining Advantage
Is A Tradition of Voting
ONLY REPUBLICAN STILL NOW....

The World Is Changing And So Are
People; the Older Ages of BIG TRADITIONAL
THEOCRATIC RELIGIONS OF IGNORICISM ARE PASSING AWAY...

What We Are Left With By the Nature of the Human Condition
Are Human Beings Born and or Gardened to Be More or Less

Liberal or
Conservative
As Of Course

In Epigenetic
And Neuroplastic
Terms Change Does

Happen in One Lifetime
This Way; Just Like Moving
From Introverted to Extroverted

And Systemizing Science to More
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Caring Ways Of Life For More of the
Human Condition to See And Help
And Yes! Bring Greater Social Welfare to
All as Yes of Course Real Social Justice Warriors
That of Course is Only a Practice and An Art Where

Mistakes Will Come
too that Do Require
More Conservative
Anchors That Make
Sure We Continue to
Actually Stay In Safe Harbors,

Where Ironically the More Conservative
Liberals Are Demanding We don't Harm
Our Children And Kill Our Vulnerable and
Other Elder Vaccinated Population in Religions
of Ignorance in Deadly Pandemic Disease and

Additionally, More Specific to the Topic At Hand,
The Last 2 Trillion Dollar Social Welfare Package
For the Pandemic Challenge Would Have Never
Happened at the Hand of Republican Control...

Why?

The 'Other Side' Still
Cares More About
Social Welfare as
By Basic Human

Nature; Liberal Leaning
Folks Always Will For those
Outside of Their Individual
Tradition and or Church In-Group Doors...

And That is Just Human Nature As Assessed by
Science; Some Folks Care About Those Outside
The Church Doors More than Others; Like the Story

Book Dude Jesus

That in Reality

Wouldn't Be

Welcomed in
Many of those
Churches for His
Obvious Super Liberal
Human Nature Turning the
Other Cheek Loving The Enemy

That is Surely Not Conservative...

Nor is Even Torturing Folks For Being
Bad Forever That is Just plain PSYCHOPATHIC...

SADLY, THERE ARE SOME OF THOSE "Jack The Ripper Jesus' LEANING FOLKS

More Prevalent And More Easily Measurable Per Check-List items on the

Republican
Side Still of
Doing Human

Nature; Again,

Just Check-List
Items, no Arm-Chair Diagnoses
Necessary When Other Humans
Are Being Harmed Callously As Such...

Horribly As Such Like Little Girls Forced Carrying
Daddy's Child and Unmasked Children By Choice of
LawS in a Deadly Pandemic That Insists on Not Saving Human Lives...

The 'Democrat Side' is Doing the Best They Can And Will Not to Let The Other
Side Kill People Through Ignorance; Core of Social Welfare Indeed And
Additionally the Only Humane Human, John McCain, in Terms of Caring

About People

Outside of His

Group Last Go around
When the Republican
Side Tried to Kill Health
Care for So Many Folks
That Yes Would Have Literally
Killed So Many Human Beings too...

The Democratic Side is Insuring that
Doesn't Happen Again for Now... If there
is Any Sign of A Sick Society, Our Country
Has Been Rife With Signs Through Every Unwarranted
War that Has Killed So Many People IN Other Countries

And Our

Country

too... Yes,
Social Welfare
Is Always THE
NUMBER ONE
HUMAN PRIORITY

AMONG HUMANS
WHO ARE IN ANY WAY
SHAPE OR FORM, Yes iN Essence HUMANE...

Humane is Far Beyond Conservative, Liberal,
Republican, Independent, Or Democrat;

Humane,

Cares; End
And Beginning
Again Living Breathing
Peaceful Loving Starting

And Never Finishing Story At Least

For Now THE HUMAN Condition REAL...

Unmasked And Really Peaceful Caring Loving All...

Giving, Sharing, Freely Without Restraint And Yes,

All 'That Good Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, Jazz Stuff'

NoW True iN 'Tao FLoW' As More Humane Story

Books Autotelic Outside of Restricted Labels

Rule

Now...
The Name
Human is Enough
Clothed With Peace
And Love HUMANE.



i Will
Do my
Best Not
To Shed
Too Much
Hair Karlien
Dear
Here

in

Your

Space
Ship HeHe...

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS

SMiles Dear Karlien
You Can Count on
The Fact i Am Always

The Last Loyal
Wookiee FRiEnD

Left Standing
With SMiLes

Just Another
Wingman
On Your
Space Ride...

HAha i Come Here
For Your Kindness

And

The SIZE
OF YOUR
MinD, HeART
SPiRiT SoUL

Keep GRoWinG
Your BIG BEAUTIFUL

BRAIN Dear Karlien
i Will Surely Drop By
To Water it With

my FiRE Hose
Size Flow of
Words

Hehe...

Prayers For Peace And
Love in An Ocean

Of Kindness
So Nice

Dear

FRiEnD Sohair...

Thanks Dear Akshita
For Your Kind Words
And Inspiring
Poem i Always
Rather Participate
With FRiEnDS Than

Contests NoW As
Before in my
Work-Life It
Was More

Competition
Than Cooperation

i Did Try A Poet’s
Prompt Club Online

Yet it Was More
About Science
Of Poetry
Than Flow
Of Creativity
i Do This For
Freedom Of
Creativity And
Connecting my
FRiEnD Dancing
Moving Fingers

On A Piano
Of Words
SonG oF
mY SoUL...

Thanks Dear Karlien For
Such An Informative
And Inspiring Piece
On Self-Doubt It
Brought so Many
Thoughts Out in
Flow i Practically
Flooded Your
Blog Hehe
With SMiles...

All Great Created Quotes
By You Dear Ava my Favorite

Is Turning Negative Emotions
Like Anger Constructively into

A Song With A Greater Ending
Before They Fester Yes into Hate
And Regret That May Long Term

Hold Hands to A Deeper

Pit of Emptiness

Within that

Just Can't

Find the Warmth
Of HeART Free to
Give Unconditional
Love Again Love is
A Practice And Muscle
Same And For Giving
Thanks Giving is the
Fuel That Keeps Love
Alive Inhaling Peace Exhaling
Love Giving Sharing Caring Freely

With No
Restraints
to Put out
The Flame
Of LiFE iNDeeD...

True Indeed Very Sad Sohair Many Decades
Ago Wars Were Fought For Freedom
And Safety

Now They

Are Mostly

Fought From
Our End for Greed
And Continuing Power

To Destroy Where Others
Live And Build Up An Empire
Stolen From What Bleeds and Dies

of Humanity Seen As Lesser as 'the Other'...

Thing Is We Reap What We Sow and the United
States Overall

Is At War With
Itself in A New
Religion Here

Better Identified
As Ignoricism With
Nothing Really Associated
With Peace or Love Just Imposing
Harming, Raping, Maiming, Killing
For The Innocents All Around Us

No Religion of Peace and Love
Just Gone Down A Different

Drain to No Where

Yet Where

Septic
Fields Fear
And Hate And
Just Can't Seem to
Dissipate Yet Always Good

News Now Not Everyone Is Like
That Not Even the Majority Really mY FRiEnD...

Hehe Cindy i Mentioned
The Surprise Eggplant
Dish to my Wife She Said
That’s Funny
And My Sister
Said i’d Have to
Learn How to Turn
The Stove on Actually

When Young
Pleased i Would
Have Been to Have
Any Arranged Date

Like Stoves Nothing
i was Accustomed to

HAha i
Do Love
Eggplant
Will try to
Talk my

Wife into it...

Become What We Do Now
Then Nothing
Left to Do Yet Do What We Do

Hehe, Dear Karlien, i suppose
i Will Just Say "Just Do It" too

And Don't Worry About

Any Shoe
Sales Now

Particularly
If We Don't Have
to RUN A Big Corporation Like 'Nike'

For It's True Where Money Is Involved
There Is Always More Than Just Do
True There is Collecting A Pay

Check That Will Be Such
A Distraction For the
Flow of Human
iMaGiNaTioN
And CReATiViTY
Free For With MaKinG
Money With Creativity And
Productivity Always An External
Audience to Satisfy True if We Get
Hooked On Likes, Follows, And Even

Views oF All That We Do However Yes
Metrics Are Great to See What Influence
We Might Bring to Help Others too And Also
Obviously True Yes Usually We Have to Make
Money to Survive Unless Independent of That
Paper Green And Even Green to Gold In South Africa

my FRienD
Fear is the
Source of So
Much Human Weakness
Stress Disorder And Disease

Loss of Inhaling Peace And Exhaling
Love As In This Place There is No Room For
Anxiety or Self-Doubt Either That is Of Course Fear
And Associated With Reductions in the Neurochemical
Serotonin Yes The Self-Confidence Brain Juice That May

Come Greater As We Become More Comfortable in Our Physical
Bodies And Even Become Proficient in Martial Arts For Indeed We
Are Part of the Animal Kingdom And As Long As We Do Not Have
Any Experience in Successfully Defending Ourselves Physically

There is Usually Less
Confidence to Feel
In the Jungle,
Forest,
And Deserts
of Humans too...

Yet True... No Need to Ever
Strike Anyone Now Just A Free
Dance of Moving Meditation Will
Do For Literally Becoming Comfortable
in Our Bodies This Way BOOSTS SEROTONIN
REDUCES SELF-DOUBT AND RELIEVES US
OF SO MUCH FEAR AND BODILY TENSION

As so often in Somatic Ways That is Where
Our Unresolved Emotional Issues Go indeed
in Tension From Head to Toe Where Bio-Feedback
Through Moving Meditation Will Actually Help to Regulate
Emotions and Integrate Senses Where We Move More Like

Lions and

Lionesses

Across the
Savannah Through
Non-Verbal Language
Yes the Way We Move



It is Usually Pretty Easy and
Basic to See Who Is Self-Confident
Without As Much Self-Doubt And Those
Now Who Live a Life of Anxiety And Fears
And Yes Of Course Self-Doubt And As Psychiatrists
Admit Now Cognitive Behavioral Therapy is Not Enough
As Indeed 'The Body Keeps Score' For All the Trauma
We Experience in

Life too

Head Down

And Depressed

Or Standing Tall

Making 'A Lobster
Pose' Hehe as i often
Do as A Yoga Pose
YES IN PUBLIC LIKE
MARKING MY TERRITORY

LIKE A Wolf HAHA... Boosts
Levels of Serotonin And Just
Makes Me That Much More Confident
In All i Do... It's Like Writing Free Verse
Poetry Every Where i Go Whether People

Like me or Not or Like What i Do or Not Now

i Generate My Own Happiness And Comfort
Within Through A Dance Naked Enough Whole
Without Any CuLTuRaL Clothes Of Tools At All...

Naked Complete Whole Enough Look Around

And Try to Imagine How People Would Feel This
Way if Everything They Had Was Taken Away

Yet the Skin They Wear And The Love They

Give And Share Freely This Is Freedom

my FRiEnD The Kind of Confidence

The Rest of the Animal

Kingdom Enjoys

Without All the
External Illusions
That Humans Impose
On Themself As Anxieties
Fears and Self-Doubts that

We Surely Won't Worry About
As We Take Our Last Breath on Earth...

Basically Again Autotelic Flow A Practice Now
Of Life That Brings Flight With No Need For Wings...
And Of Course This Is Just Specifically From my
View There Are Unlimited Other Ways to Do it
Yet The Essence Becomes Fear Is For Others

And Never
Again
An
Illusion
For Us Now
With Smiles
of Peace Inhaling
Love Exhaling Best
For All We Meet and Greet in Life...

Living on the Autism Spectrum For 5.3
Decades Never Comfortable in my Skin
As A Biological And Environmentally
Induced Challenge in Life Confidence

Was One of the hardest Parts of
All In Life As i Wasn't Literally
Comfortable in my own

Skin i've Kept a Record
of My Public Dance From the
Beginning 8 Years Ago Until
Today From the Beginning Where
i was assessed as Ridiculous By
the Viewing Public To the Years
i was Assessed as Famous and
Living Legend Literally As Such as
Far As 200 Miles From Where i Lived
As True still the only one Who Public
Dances in a Radius of 500 Miles or More
in the Deep South of the United States the
Hardest place assessed by Social Science
To Be Different in Life Traditionally So i Set
Myself Free From Caterpillar to Cocoon to
Butterfly With No Need For Wings Yet You
See It Doesn't Matter What Folks Call me
Ridiculous or Legend I AM COMFORTABLE
IN MY OWN SKIN JUST AS COMFORTABLE
AT THE START AS I AM NOW... As True

i Lost the Fear

Before

i even

Started
And That's the
Gift Then of the
Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia from
Wake to Sleep 66 Months No Drug Will Touch
Will Do Take Away Hope and All Fear too..

i Left the Fear
Behind as
i Came
Out of the
Cocoon my FRienD...
After 5.3 Decades Fully As Such True...
Yes as the 'Imagine Dragons' Sing "Pain
Made Me A Believer" With 100 Percent
Faith in Every Breath i Take Where Hope
Is Not Even Required Any More As I am
Sure As The Ocean is As Waves And Water Same...

In This World We LiVE iN Today In This World of Competition
And Impossible Goals to Achieve Having no Fears And Being

Detached
From that
Keeping
Compassion
Is Gold Indeed
For Verily i've Lived
The Other Way Long
Enough mY FRiEnD to Know the Difference...

From Your Video You Seem Poised And
Confident For Your Age in Your Non-Verbal

Language A Sure Step to Removing All Self-Doubt
As True Even Selfies And YT Videos Help As A Practice

And A Journey
THere as Well

Some Folks
Will Make it
To A Place Without
Fear Others May Never
Do it in this Lifetime

Now

i Feel Sure You Will
It's Already Written In Your Stars...

Well, If 'You' Had Just Paid Attention
To What i Actually Wrote And Understood it, And
NOT Read INTO What i Did NOT Say, in my Personal
Anecdotal Report, You Would have ACTUALLY, YES,

Seen, I NEVER SAID "ANY" AUTISTIC PERSON CAN SUCCEED

BASED ON WHAT OTHER FOLKS HAVE DONE IN LIFE...

i Pointed out That We Live in A Very Systemizing

World And Even Said in my Last Discussion

That Dudes Fishing At the Old Fishing

Hole in A Used Trailer Feel

Probably More Happy

Than Any of the Dudes
Doing Systemizing Science
All Their Lives; As That isn't

The Part of the Mind That
Makes Lasting Warmth of
Happiness Real; i Suggest

You Step Outside of the Autistic
Label Box As It is only Assessed
By Behavior; And Indeed Change is Possible, FOR SOME FOLKS;

NO, NOT ALL OR ANYONE; AGAIN, I NEVER SAID THAT IN ANY REPORT HERE...

As My life SURELY PROVES IRREFUTABLE AS SUCH, IT IS POSSIBLE FOR SOME FOLKS...

You Did Again What You Did With
the List of White Privileges;

Yes, Including Your World

View of Functional Challenges
That Had Nothing to Do With

The List of 'White Privileges'

As Assessed As Such...

Listen, i Realize How
Difficult it is for Any
Kind of Real Success, Like
Even Being Comfortable in
Your Own Skin Being on the
Autism Spectrum; How You interpreted

That to Mean That ANY Autistic Person
Can Find Success IS LIMITED TO YOUR VIEW
AND NOT
MINE

HERE

FOR SURE...

AND AGAIN,

That is A Major Functional
Disability of the Spectrum;
Not Being Able to Understand Intent of Others...

And The Fact that You are Intelligent Enough
to Write Grad Papers, Yet Can't Find Happiness
Is Indeed Indicative of What Success Even Means in the First

Place; It Surely Isn't Being A Billionaire or A Trillionare

As That Is Only A Measure of Capitalistic Success;

And Surely Nothing

Necessarily

To Do

With Basic
REAL Humane
Happiness Now...

Yeah, Baby, i understand
The Entire Struggle Up Close
And Personal, Yet only Mine...

As Far As Getting Rid of Most
of the Problems and Keeping

my Own Definition of

Heaven

On Earth...REAL;

Surely, i Can't Show
Anyone Else Where
i Actually Live Within Now...

And Surely, i Can't Give 'em Any
Magic Pills to Get Out of the Hell They Live...

All i Can And Will Do is Describe Where i've Been and Where i am Now..

Not Much Different Than You Do; You Are Just Still In A Darker Area Like me Before...

If You Don't Believe

You Can Change;

If You Don't Believe

It's Possible, You Will
Surely Be Who Ya Wanna be Next...

Basically, The Same...

At Least That's What Happened to me For
Many Years As Well; Zero Hope Left, Just in HeLL ON EartH...

As The Acronym of My User Name, AGHOGDAY, Originally Portrayed the

Same on this

Site,

Yuck,
'Another
Ground Hog
Day' of Never
Ending HeLL ON EartH...

The Worst 'Movie' Ever
Produced then, the one

my Mind

Created...

i No Longer
LiVE iN That Theater..

Can You Change; That's
Up to You; No Different
Than It was Up to me then...

Took 66 Months; That's A
Long Wait in HeLL ON EartH Indeed...

Yet IT Sure AS HELL DOESN'T MEAN
ALL AUTISTIC FOLKS WILL SUCCEED....

LIKE I SAID, IT'S A MIRACLE, I'M EVEN ALIVE,

As Far As i See; And Even the Medical Profession
That Labels the Disorder i had as "THE REAL SUICIDE DISEASE"...

Most Folks Experience THAT Pain Sporadically; Again for me, Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, From Wake to Sleep 66 Months, No

Drug Would

Touch Like

A Dentist
Drill in my
Right Eye and
Ear With No Novocaine...

And Only One of 19 Mostly
Stress Related Disorders then;

If You Went to that Place

You Might At Least Appreciate
A Breath of Life Without that Kind of Pain...

Yet i Don't Really Know; As That Wasn't the
Worst Pain for me; The Worst Pain Was Not

Remembering

If i Ever Felt

A Smile

in my Life....

As Emotions Are
Memories And Memories
Are Emotions; When Left

In THAT Place, THere is No
Reference Point OUT; Not
Even A Memory of Any Place Yet

AGHOGDAY; Always In Hell Now Then;

It's A Matter of Perspective of Where
We Have Been And Go Next; If there

Is Any Memory

Left of

Perspective
At All in Hell
All Alone With
No Connection to
Any Kind of Feelings At All...

My Psychiatrist Said That Losing
All Emotions is Rare and More
Commonly Seen on the Autism Spectrum;

Truly The Bottom
Of the Barrel

Of What's

Possible in
This Human Condition...

i Couldn't Find Anyone
on The Entire Earth, Even Online,
Who Was Experiencing What i Did then...

And Very Little Sympathy in 'Real
Life' As It Was Totally An Invisible

Hell That Wasn't

Even Diagnosed

For Two Years;

i Whined Until

No One

Listened

AnyMore
And i Finally
Figured Out

There Was no
Use to Complain
Anymore Like my

Mother Said When i Asked Why?
She Replied, "Why Not You"; She
Also Said This Too Will Pass; Yet
i Didn't Believe Her at all then

As i Was Incapable of Feeling
Any Emotion, Including Hope...

She Was Right And i was Wrong, Thank Heavens Now...

When All Hope is Gone All That's Left is the Snake Brain

And The Will To Survive...

The Shadow
That Saves
Most; the
Shepherd
of Fires Within...

The Reptile Brain of Survival...

Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE THiS
BREaTHE ETeRNaLLY NoW GoD YeS



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Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT

Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light's TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES...

SMiLes America A Motto Best Might
Be 'These Days' Land of the New Car
Smell Where A Work-Around to Beat

The God of Money

Might Be Sprayed

Out of A Cheap

Plastic Bottle More
Than A 70,000 Dollar
New Huge Four Wheel
Drive For Frog Road Kill

In Soggy Close to Fall Days

And This is the Way it is For Many
Folks Who Have Been Working in
Soul SucKinG Jobs For So Many

Years AS Humans Get Called to
New Adventures When Darkness
Comes Like A Global Pandemic

And They Finally Have an
Opportunity For Soulful

Introspection Yes

Their Cheese

Gets Moved

Enough Finally

To Say Good Bye
To Old And Hello
to Greener Pastures
Within First and Let

Success Greater Naturally
Come From A Greater Attitude Within...

SMiLes Dear Savvy 'This' Is Precisely
What Comprises All 9.7 MiLLioN
Words Now of my Long Form
EPiC Poem "SonG oF mY

SoUL" Just A Compilation
Of Poetic Responses to

Folks Around the Globe
And Poetic Responses

To What i Do in Flow too
Also From Poetic Memories

From Years Past And On top

Of That i Write Most All The Verses

NoW iN Reverse Hehe Similar to

How the 'White Rabbit'

Speaks in 'Alice
And Wonderland'

For Real As the
Synchronicities in

Flow Are Beyond All Distance,
Space, Time, and Matter Where

Reality Is Chaos MaGiC Of Art

ShoWinG How Deep The Rabbit
Holes of Creativity Do Flow Yes

Beyond All Measure of 'Normal
Rationality' mY FRiEnD And A
Real Bliss of Awe And Wonder
All the Way Through the Mystical
And Creative Process Ecstatically
So All Connecting to 15,400 Miles
Of Public Dance Now True As Well too Through Creation

Activities In This 97 Months of Creative Wonderland Indeed

With
SMiLES...

DArk GeNeRaTeS LiGHT
JusT ThE WaY iT iS

SMiLes Dear Sohair
A Mask Without tears
May indeed Be More
Painful than Life Giving
Tears of Mercy
For Our
Souls
in Darkness
Life Brings
The River
of Soul
Flows
Free
in this way
For Those Who
See For Giving
Thanks Giving
Within Most mY FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
i Found the Playful
Banter Between

The Two Best
FRiEnD Authors
in Your Interview

With Them Very
Sweet and Amusing...
Great Job my FRiEnD!...

Hehe Cindy
You Gave my
Wife And

Sister
A Great
Recipe

For A
Laugh Too...

Thanks Cyberdad, Your Kind
Words Are Much Appreciated
On the 'Wrong Planet' For Sure, Hehe...

“All the world’s a stage”

A Quote By A Rather
Noted Writer And

i Will Paraphrase
And Change Now

There Are Three
Levels of Existence:
The Spectator/Watching,
The Actor/Interacting,
The Creator/Creating
Avenues For Folks
To Watch, Interact,
And Get Inspired to

Create Even

Greater Avenues
As The Progress of
Humanity May Move Ahead
This Way As Long As Compassionate
Love With Empathy For All Others Is Not

Lost Along the Way...

"Twas A Dark And Stormy Night"

-Fictional Character Snoopy

'They' Said that Snoopy Imagined
Himself One Day to Become A Famous

Author; Yet i Don't Believe That's The Truth;
After All Was Wagged and Done No One Really

Interviewed

Him to Find the
Answer, Yes or No...

It's Clear to me That Snoopy
In His Life Found Creative Activities
Then That took Him Out of Neo-Cortical
Prison into What Science Names Autotelic
Meditative Flow Generating Happiness Within

Where Snoopy

Generates His

Own Happy Dance
Naked, Whole, And Complete...

Whether or Not Anyone Joins in
on the Dance, Or His Activity of
Hours of Typing Away His Newest

Novel; He Has the Highest 'Dog Privilege'

Of All As He Generates His Own Heaven Within;
Yes, Bliss AKA Nirvana, Tao, Satori, Prana, Chi, Ki
Kundalini Rising Meditation; Yes, in Autotelic Flow

That Requires No
External Rewards
Or Awards to Maintain
This Plateau of Bliss Practically

Eternally NoW iN Heaven Within...

Of Course, All Non-Exclusive Metaphors For this Common
Yet Rather Rare Pinnacle of Human Experience
That Is Better Than Any Old Plain Orgasm In
That Other Highly Prized Part of Life; As This

Orgasm of Creative Autotelic FLoWinG
Transient Hypo-Frontality to Bring it
Back to Science Described Words

Lasts and Lasts and Lasts as Long
As One is in Autotelic Flow of Doing

Their Favorite Creative Laser Focused Task...

Some Folks Risk Their Lives Climbing Rocks and
Going to Fierce Combat in War to Experience This Flow...

All i Have to Do in Effortless Non-Knowing is Allow This River
Of Flow to Spring From Within Creating in Writing Words of Song
in Poetry And Every Move Equally Feeling Divine, Holy, And Sacred

In Free Dance
In A Similar Way...

15,400 Miles in Public
Along With 9.7 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
in The Same 97 Months Now;

Happy Same in my Backyard
Garden of Eden Dancing Without
Any Tools of Human CuLTuRE
Attached At All Becoming Sand
And Sun Allone With All the Furry
And Winged Creatures Including
Ants Building More Oliver Wendall
Homes Stately Mansions of Mound Homes...

Or Even More 'Interesting' Yes, Whereas, Walt Whitman
Received Letters From Women Offering Up Their Wombs
To Father His Child; me Just Dancing Solo Free in A Dance

Hall Never Asking

Ever A Woman to Dance

Collecting Thousands of
Ecstatic Smiles With them
In Total Bliss of Joy in One
Eternal Moment of Life Where
Fear Can't Possibly Exist And that's

The thing in this Place, There is No
Fear; This Place of Autotelic Flow in
Creativity; And Yes i Did Receive Some

Marriage Wishes Just Based on a Free Solo
Dance, Haha, Reaching 60 Years-Old By Women
in Peak Fertility Years; And Yes They Didn't Only
Offer Up Their Hips for A Grinding Dance on my
Reproductive Parts; HAha, They Just Did it Without

Asking
HeHE...

Really no Complaints
And It Just Made My
Wife Giggle; As she
Knew Who i Was coming
Home to That Night And
Subsequent Nights too
During A 6 Year Stint
of Most Every College
Thursday Night at the
Biggest Metro Dance Hall...

Before Covid-19 Ended That
Participant Anthropology Observer
Experience on March 12, 2020,
Damn It All, Just 3 Months Before
i Reached the Age of 60 Then, Hehe...

Yet, i've Never Made a Penny
Off Any of this And Regardless
Of What Rewards May Come in

(And i Haven't Even Carried A Dime in
my Pockets for the Last 8 Years Either)

Female Adoration for Both Dance and Song
of Free Verse Life; i Basically Have the Creative
Privilege of 'Titanium' As It Doesn't Matter How
Many Times Someone Comments to me i'm 'Insane'
or Go Kill Myself Because i Write Like the 'R Word';

And It Doesn't Matter How Many Times Someone Comments
on the YouTube Video Showing me Warming Up with 1340
Pounds, Leg Pressing 12 Reps Very Slowly for 100 Seconds

And Yes Wishing
to me it Would
All Fall Down

On me

And Kill me...

There Are Some Folks that
Raise People Up and Other

Folks Who Think They Can Cut
A Highest Sycamore Tree Down With Words...

In Other Words, Hehe, Sticks And Stones May
Break my Bones

And Words

That Attempt
To Cut Down
Tallest Trees

Surely Have
No Influence on 'Titanium' With Smiles...

For After All, i Never Forget, i was once 'A Smallest Sapling'...

It Doesn't Matter Who Someone is, i Treat Small Trees the Same

i Way i Treat myself...

i Always Have
Control Over
How i Treat
Others and

How i Generate
Bliss Within Enough
Whole And Yes Complete With

Smiles, Thanks Again for
Welcoming my
Peculiar

Way
of
Expressing
Philosophy my
FRiEnD And if my
Life is Any Example,

i Didn't even Start Living until i Reached 53...

If i Had Been William Shakespeare And Died
at 52, i would Have Never even Really Started Living Free...

Surviving The Suicide Disease For 66 Months, Was Surely A
Challenge to Make it until 53, and Finally Truly Becoming Free...

Yet It's True

Without Thorns

A Rose Will Not
Survive to Flower
Nearly As Much...

And That's Life; All
Thorns And FLoWeRS
All the DarK Thru LiGhT

If We Can And Will See Mystically, Whole RiSinG Rose
Complete Enough ALL IS What Makes Life The Beauty

It Can
And
Will
GRoW iNto Now....

Some Folks Call the
Experience God And
It's No Wonder, if They Don't
Understand the Amazing Bliss
They Feel in Creative Autotelic
Flow IT Surely Feels Like a Metaphor
of Being Visited By Angels Within Best

Thing of All
Hehe it's

Not limited
to One Damn Religion
Or One Label of Some
So-Called God To Bind
And Bond Over Tribal Domination...

Usually the Thorns/The Marginalized
Of Any Culture or Even A Home, Break
Through This Way In Greater Human
Original Creative Potential; Basically,

Joesph Campbell And Jung's Archetype
of the 'Hero Journey' my FRiEnD FOR ANYONE

HEHE, YET
AGAIN not
Everyone

Can And
Will Do It...

As It is the
Epitome As
Assessed through
Human Potential of
'The All Seeing Eye
of the Pyramid' HAha,
to Coin Another One
of Someone Else's Creative Phrases...

Creative Privilege Trumps 'White Privilege'
Hehe; Not Hard to See When Ya Live in Trump

Town USA
of So Many
'White Frowns'...

And Truly
Ignorantly Sad...

Same Frowns
In Walmart And
Church; Doesn't
Make A Bit of
Difference
Where They Stand or Fall...

i'm Still Standing With A SMiLe
my FRiEnD, 'God Experience' Enough for me...

And By The Way, i Never Pre-Plan What i Do
No Different Than The Ocean Water Makes Shores With Waves...

HAha, My Wife Once asked me if 'Google' Formatted it Automatically for me...

If i Knew How to
Write or Dance

i'd Never Be Able to Do this...

And That's The Part that's Almost
Impossible to Understand Until
Someone Receives this Gift
From Within As It's Truly

Like a Quantum
'Neo' Jump
Out of 'The
Matrix'

My FRiEnD...

i Experienced it in 8th
Grade Winning A Christmas
Story in Two Home Room Classes
of 80 Kids; And In A Philosophy Class
At 18 in Junior College; It's More the Real
Feeling of MaGiC Doing it than Any Effective
Results That Made me Always Wanna go Back

to the Creative Flowing Autotelic Blissful Place Within...

HAha, i Even Checked A Book Out on Creativity
To Try to Figure it out in College; Yet, Barely
Could Muster the Focus to Start the Book;
Why i Tried 20 times to do it; Yet Just

Couldn't Do It...

There is No
School For this;
Only Do When
The River Springs From Within...

Some Folks This Way Gonna Love Ya
To Death And Others Will Hate You More

To Spring

Even

More Creativity...

There Really Isn't
Any Down Side to
Life Living this Way, hehe...

Both DarK Muse And LiGHT Muse WorkS Well...
And Truly That's How One May Master "tHE ALL iN {GoD} All" Within...

It's Truly Healing As Science SHows Meditative Autotelic Flow Is And
Yes An Only Explanation of How i Recovered From So Much Pain and Numb in 2013...

The Record of HoW it
ALL Happened

Still exists...

And That's A Joy of Creativity;
Sharing What Individually Works...

To Potentially Spark Others to Help Themselves...

Not Everyone Sees that Value; Others Actually Do IT...



Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT

SMiles Dear Savvy
Seeking Finding Being
Divine Holy Sacred Creative

SPiRiT Within This Flame

Seeking Finding
Being This
Flame
In Others
True And

Yes Setting
All Experience
Of Existence Afire

Seeking Finding
Being This Creative
SPiRiT This Flame

Of God In All We Move
Connect Co-Create All

We Do

ToGeTheR
Loving Freer
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love

DarK

Thru
LiGHT
Eternally NoW...

SMiLes Dear Sohair Beautiful
Song And i Do Agree

God is Like the

Wind There

Is no Imprisoning

The Wind in Any
Made Human Jar...
And While We
Don't See the
Wind We Verily
Do FeeL it Surrounding All...

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
Just Came Back From
A Place Where Someone

Suggested i Need to Learn to Write
'Normal' Hehe if Anyone
Is Gonna Be Able to Understand me...

It's True Not Everyone Utilizes the Right
Brain Metaphor of Intelligence to Write Poetry

In the Part of the Mind That Thinks in Visual
Images Yes Pictures Feelings Senses A More

Wholistic View of

LiFE Through All
The DarK Hard
And Wonderful
Colors oF LiGHT
iN LiFE True Yet What

A Gift Poetic Free Verse
Writing is As We Connect
Both Sides of Our Brain Express
All of Our Feelings And Senses DarK
Thru LiGHT That Do Not Get Repressed
Causing Somatic And Other Kinds of Long
Term Emotional Pain Yes to Express All Of our
Emotions Feelings Senses Is to Let Go And Become

EVeNTuALLY
More Totally
Free and
Relaxed

To Dance
And Sing

Creatively More
Bringing Great Joy
And Understanding
Of Painful Events in Life

For Support to Others Yet of
Course There Will Always Be
Naysayers Who Do Not See Value

In Doing Life Freer More Wholistic
Using All Parts of MiND Body SPiRiT
HeART SoUL Yes Holding Hands At
Best too Inhaling Peace And Inhaling Love Now...

Apology Accepted; Considering That i Receive
Accolades All Around The World As Documented
Everyday, For The Way i DON'T WRITE NORMAL, NOW,

i Surely Don't Ever Wanna Go Back to Writing Normal...

True, Where i Locally Live (Trump Town USA); Outside of My College
Educated Family, Folks Have Difficulty Understanding me too; Yet in

Other Countries, Highly Educated Teenagers Have No Problem at all.
It's Just A Different Way of Doing and Viewing the World; Some Folks

Get It,
And Some
Folks Do Not;

It takes A lot of So-
Called "Right Brain
Intelligence," What i
Was Severely Deficient
In Before In "Left Brain Hell"...

The Doctor's At First
Wondered if Both
Sides of my
Hemispheres
Could Even Communicate

As Part of A Decades

Long Condition Then,

(Autism)

Never the Less, i Used
To Approve Technical Printing,

Which Is No Surprise, Excelling
In The Metaphor of "Left Brain
Intelligence"; i Was Often compared
to A Computer, The way then i Always
Did Life Logically and Solved All the Work

Related Problems, Other Folks Couldn't Figure out...

The Printing Jobs, Then, i Approved in Technical Writing

Were For the Military, For An Entire Military Installation;
The Boredom of Editing 'Normal Writing' Was Just About Enough

Not to Enjoy Living; Other than Driving 60 Miles, to And From the Job
Each Day As A Result of a Federal Reduction In Force that Only Lasted 3 Months,

Thank Goodness; Other than

That This Isn't
A Site for

Normal
Folks, Thank God...

Normal Is No Fun; Did it
For 5.3 Decades, and it Almost Literally Killed
me And Dox Is Correct, i Can't Help Enjoying Every
Word And Every Step of Life, Ever Since 19 Actual

Medical Disorders

In A REAL Life
Threatening
Synergy, 8
Years ago,

Just Melting
Away in the Breeze one Day
At the Beach in Yes, What the
Doctor's Attending to me Identified

As A REAL Miracle of An EvenT of A NATURAL CURE...

Ever Since Then, i Have Basically Been Pleasing Women
Every Where i Go With Dance And Or Song of Poetry; With
Plenty of Documentation to Prove That Ad Nauseam too...

Anyway, As Cyberdad Related Above; Yes, it Can Be Easier
to Hold Down A Job Intellectually Disabled, Than With Autism

For Folks Who Are So-called Higher Functioning; Seen it Happen in Real
Life too As We Hired Both Autistic Folks and Intellectually Disabled Folks

In Programs
At the Military
Installation of
Which i Supervised

Some of the Individuals...

Matter of Fact, One Intellectually
Disabled Janitor Named Walker Was
The Only One Who Could Figure out
How to Enjoy His Job, When Everyone
Else Wanted to Leave; Yes, BeCause of
A Perfectionist Female Navy Captain, Who
Was Also An Intellectual Bully; He Wasn't

Too Smart
To be Happy;

Just Like Down's
Adults Who have
Enough Kindness to
Turn Around And Shake
Someone's Hand in Church,
While Everyone Else Remains
Stone Cold Zombies, Barely Alive For Real...

i Learned How to Be Happy And Make Women Happy;

That's Enough for me, For Damn Sure, Compared to the Hell Before...

Being Autistic Is Really Hard And The Doctor's Who Diagnosed Me
Before Have Suggested i Practically Did the Impossible in 'Curing' it;

Have a Nice Day...

Surprisingly,

'They' Still Say

my IQ is Off the Charts;

Which Just Means, Hehe,
Now THere ain't no way to Measure it...

And It's A WELL KNOWN FACT THAT IS HOW
ORIGINAL CREATIVITY WORKS; JUST FREE ASSOCIATIONS IN FLOW...

WHERE MORE HUMAN POTENTIAL IS UTILIZED TO TOUCH MORE 'BASES'
OF POTENTIAL CREaTiVE EXISTENCE...

Yet Again That Obviously
Doesn't Give Me Any

Privilege Restricted

More to the

Metaphor
of Places
of "Left Brain"
Only Thinking...

And That's Okay, the
Folks Who Post here, Generally,

Are Far From Representative
of the Entire Autism Spectrum;

i've Seen Others Try this place
Out And Be Intellectually Bullied
In All Kinds of Disgusting Cruel Ways...

i've Never Had A Problem Understanding
Anyone's Writing Here; Including Days
That Others Bullied Folks Suggesting
They Weren't Making Any Sense at all;

Not So Bad Anymore; Hehe, i've Kind
of Paved The Way for A Better Understanding
That Not Everyone On The Autism Spectrum

IS A
Computer
Like me Before too...

i Basically Come Here As i Don't
Expect to Fulfill All of my Human
Potential Where Everyone is Loving me to Death, hehe...

It's Part of the Reason, i Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds At 61,
At the Military Installation, i Still Have Base Privileges to
Work Out At; Where i Arranged for close to A Million
Dollars of Gym Equipment i Picked Out for me too,
Just In the Nick of Time, Before i Retired Early then;
Hehe; Never Been Active Duty, Yet i Find New
Ways to Do Bootcamp Everyday; NO PAIN

NO GAIN;
THE WAY

HUMAN EPIGENETIC

POTENTIAL IS UNPACKED

AND RELEASED IN ENVIRONMENTAL
CHALLENGE; EITHER MEET IT OR CREATE IT NOW...

i Don't Have
to Create it
Here, hehe...

All i Gotta
Do is Come
Back Each Day...

For my "Medical
Dispensation"

To "Work-Out"
Here at this

Support

Site For
People Even

As Strange As me...

Oh eyes of beauty
you look so deep
Oh eyes of beauty
you look so long..
Oh eyes of beauty
you always care..
Oh eyes of beauty
Light's TRUE Love
Oh eyes of beauty
only belong
to the one
who
LOVES..
and no
one no
no one
Will take
that away
When eYes tRuLY
Lives as i.. after i
that i onLY LOVES...

Oh Signs Of God
Dance Sing Wing
Butterfly Winds
GOD
Effect
Bleeds
DarK
iNTo LIGHT...

Conceived on Or
About September 20th
Close Enough to the Fall
Equinox 62 Years Ago Just
Another Harvest Full Moon
in 2021 Versus 1959 Then
And Little Old me Only Psychologically
Significant to me as This is ALWaYS HoW

Synchronicity

BirthS ETeRNaLLY NoW...



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Do Live
Do Breathe
Do See
Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings
Within
Touch the
Sky Below Higher
SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...

Generally Speaking Love That is Really Real Now
Wants to See The Least Harm For All of Nature...

Love That Is Not So Real May Have Some to
Numerous Rules for Exclusion...

The More Folks Cooperate

And Love One Another The Better

They Generally
Get Along...

Bonobos

Surely Are Totally
Polyamorous Without

Any Papers of Ownership...

And They Are Among the Most
Peaceful Loving Animals in the
Animal Kingdom on Earth Love is

Love Bonobos

Prove Love

Needs No

Human CuLTuRE
To Work With Least Harm...

Unless We are Less Advanced At
Loving Compersion Over Hateful Jealousy

Which We Are As We Simply No Longer Practice

Putting People First As A Human Species Based On
Love Any More

As We Used too
Before Faster Cars

Became Lovers

And Bigger Homes

Become God Now too...

There is However Another
Aspect of this As Some Human Beings
Are Naturally More Liberal And Open Minded...
They Are The Kind of Humans Who Don't Get
Offended When Michelangelo Sculpts a Naked
Statue of Jesus Now Same Way He Did David too
And the Ceiling of the Sistine Chapel Painting True...

The Catholic Church Didn't Unclothe All of Jesus Until
the Year 2017 As i mentioned Before Strangely The Church
Has Left Their Man-God Emasculated This Way For Thousands

Of Years

Before...

Yet True If God
Will Be Called
Him God Will Be
Called Her and The Rest
of Us As Well As Children of
God Where All Of Nature Shares
This God Prize Where No Member of
The Body of God Is Any Less Than Any

Other Even if Michelangelo Sculpted

Jesus and David With A Tiny Member

As True Back in Those Days 'Small'

Was in Vogue For Artistic Aesthetic Man Porn Haha...

And No, i'm Not Kidding That Was the Male Style then...
Not Unlike Lions Larger "Packages" Get Ripped off For REAL
By Large Claws And Large Jaw Teeth And On the Other Hands

It is Similar to Gorilla's

Who Live in Big Harems

With Multiple Ape Mates And Small 'Members' too...

There Are So Many Interesting Oddities in Mother Nature True...

i'm Proud of You Annabel as you Refuse to Get 'Pigeon Holed'

Now in
Any One

Predictable
Mold Yes Necessary

Indeed For Human
Creative Potentials Fulfilling
in Fruition Most my FRiEnD...

When The Startle Response Becomes
Exaggerated It's A Potential Sign of

An Eventual Decline Toward

"General Adaptation
Syndrome" As Stress

Becomes Cumulative
As Stress Hormones

Steadily Slowly Destroy
All Bodily Systems As Such

Like Acid That Builds Up in
The Blood Stream Over Years
And Perhaps Even Decades too...

Re-Creation Necessary As Pandemics
Make Respite So Much More Difficult
In Spite of All the New DarK Challenges

That Seem to Never End
And the Health Care

System is Most

Stressed

The Pit of the
Fire of Unrelenting Stress...
Yet True A Restaurant Without

Enough Employees Will Come in
Somewhere in the Top 10 too as

Managers Work continually 70 to 80
Hour Weeks to Rise Above the Surface
Of The Ocean As Employees No Longer

Show Up So Hard to Find All that's Left
Is For the Top to Do the Bottom As Well

To Keep the Whole Ship of Business
From Sinking Now True Meanwhile

The Mexican Roofers Across the
Street At Least One Named
'Jesus' Are Listening Now
To The Mexican AM
Radio Station Coming

In A Van From Texas
That Looks Very Much
Like the Ones From the
Late 70's With That Used
Van Vinyl Smell Yards From
The Van Never the Less These

Folks Ain't Sitting Still Behind A
Desk They Are Dancing to A Forage
Of A Job That Continually Moves Differently
Only Real Danger Is Not Using A Safety Harness

On A Roof Yet Birds Rarely Fall From the Sky and
Monkeys Rarely From Trees Until They Fall Ill and

Die As They LiVE iN Animal Homeostasis Balancing

As They Live Life Foraging As Continual Re-Creation
in Balance Where Fight or Flight is Only Used for Real

Life or Death

Situations

In Life...

Oh Yeah, When
Everything Starts
Reminded Ya About
Death That is Another
Sign of General Adaptation
Syndrome too Just another

Warning Sign From Our Subconscious
Mind As Evolved to Get Away And Start Living now

Or Face the
Karma
of Waves
That Simply
Rise and or Fall

As Tides Go in And Out

Thing is They Keep Moving

Never Trapped Sitting Still Behind

Screams of Screens That Never SHUT-UP...

Anyway i Was pretty close to Your Age when
i Started Experiencing these Symptoms out
of 11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 Years
of Acute Continuous Work Related Stress

About A Year After That Everything

About Life Underneath my

Skin Went

Broke...

Yet of Course on
The Autism Spectrum
With Bi-Polar Disorder
Non-Specified i Was Just

An Early Warning System
As Such Just Another Canary

In A Coal Mine You May Be Much
More Naturally Resilient than me
Then As i Had PRACTICALLY NO
KNOWLEDGE OF INTUITION OF
WHAT IT EVEN MEANS TO BE HUMAN

WITHIN...

A Cat Will Scratch
Now And Bite when
IT gets overstimulated
By Environmental Stress...

i Had No Teeth or Claws then...

i Grew Some And Now Everything Is Alright Balancing...
Yet the Practice Never Ends for Animal Homeostasis...

Yeah, i Remember Riding Down the Road then As the
'DEAD END SIGN' TOOK A WHOLE NEW MEANING...

For It's True There is Positive And Negative Synchronicity too...

All For Signs
to Marry The
Night And Merry The Day...

'Love The Foe' is my
Favorite; And 'This'
Is A Wonderful List

(DarK Muse, A
Fabulous Muse
For Those Who
GeT HoW to Use IT)

That Points Out A lot

of the Ignorance of the
Bible; Yet There is So Much

More, And So Much More That
Self-Proclaimed Followers of

'Jesus of Nazareth'

Seem to

Never

Follow;

Not Sure What
Part Stinks Worse, HeHe...

Trust No Sacred and Holy
Text that Writes Without Humor;

Otherwise, One May Never See God is A Joke too...

Anyway, 'Works' Speaks Louder Than Words; Even

When 'Works' Are Only Words...

Some of The Kindest People i've Met on the
Planet Earth Are Muslim Women; Yet THeir
'Holy Book' Supports Just As Much of the

DarK Of Humanity

As the Christian

Bible Does too;

And Of Course that

Includes Buddhists Who
Still Discriminate Against

Homosexual Folks And of

Course Jains Who Forbid

Women to Hold High Holy Places too...

Let's Face It; Humanity Ain't Perfect And Never Will Be...

Meanwhile, Discard All the Ignorance of CuLTuRaL Clothes,

Smile and Hug

And Even Break

Out in Joyous
Dance and

(Works
for me)

Loving

Song and
Yes Use the Foe
to Your Best DarK Muse Delight...

Loving Night As Much As Day
Generating Our Own Weather

Of Happiness Within Just
Heaven FOR REAL NOW...

No Matter What or Who
'the Weather' is

'Out THere'...

Have A Nice
Day, Lovely One...

FOR IT'S TRUE, 'THE
ForM' OFTeN REFLECTS
VERY LITTLE OF ESSENCE WITHIN...

In Just
mY
OPiNiON
At Least, NoW.

And Oh By 'The Way',
'Inhale Peace Exhale
Love', Which Makes me
A Most Fundamental REAL
And Evangelical Christian
As 'THEY' STILL REALLY COME FOR REAL
Or Just "Love One Another", Whatever
Fundamentally 'Works' For 'You' Now too.

Do Live

Do Breathe

Do See

Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings

Within

Touch the
Sky Below Higher

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...



Timely Indeed
Freya aS Endemic
Becomes

Startdemic

From NoW on
As Even Where
Preventative

Measures Are
Freely Accessible
And Available There

Is An ULTiMATE
Alldemic of
Ignoricism
Indeed A
Religion
Supported
Blindly That
Harms Rapes
Maims Kills

Most

As Your
Novel Overall
ToPicK HeaR

To Stay
And Take
Breath Away...
Good Waves
And Bad
Waves Night
Day DarK iN LiGHT...

Let's Do Some Quick Math Regarding Social Welfare
For All; Yes, Including Bridges, Roads, And the Rest
of the Infrastructure too...

The W Bush Administration
Used A Tragedy of 9.11, to
Orchestrate An Unwarranted War
In Iraq Over the Bind and Bond of A Virtually
Separately Related Catastrophic Attack upon the United States...

In Doing So, Trillions of Dollars of Wasted Tax-Payer Money Were Used
To Tear Down A Country And Build it Back for the Wallets to Get Thicker
From the Contractual Aspect of the Industrial Military Complex Then And

Overall, Continuing For Years to Come... And Additionally, Speaking, in the
Process of this POLITICAL SCAM OVER 100,000, 'conservatively' SPEAKING,
INNOCENT BROWN MUSLIM FOLKS WERE KILLED IN THE PROCESS OF THE SCAM

AND THEN WHAT HAPPENED:

FINANCIAL COLLAPSE AND

THEN WHAT HAPPENED: SOCIAL
WELFARE FOR A FAILING BANK SYSTEM
AS ORCHESTRATED BY THE DEMOCRAT ADMINISTRATION
THROUH OBAMA AND THE YOUNGER VERSION OF JOE BIDEN....

And True, Some Liberties of Privacy Were taken Away As Well
to Track Potential Other REAL Terrorist Activity From Coming Our Way...

The GREATEST GOOD FOR OVERALL SOCIAL WELFARE ORCHESTRATED

By That Democrat Administration Rule is Most DEFINITELY OBAMA CARE,
CHANGING the Social Welfare of Millions of Americans in Many Ways Like
My Sister's Ability to Retire Early From A Military Contractor With Government
Subsidized

Health Care
Yes, Yes, Social
Welfare Enhanced
Life, Government
Supported Indeed!

Fast Forward Slowly
To the Trump Administration
Where Basically A Malignant
Assessed Narcissist is Elected
As An Already Empirically Assessed

Despicable Leader As He Promised
In Advance That If He Shoots Someone
on 5th Avenue in Public They Will Still Follow

Him Now As THEY DO, AS THEY DO, AS THEY STILL DO,

Even Though His Ignorant Unmasked Role Model Behavior
As Assessed Led to Over 600,000 Pandemic Deaths As Folks

Still Willingly Drink the Trump Kool-Aid, Even After He Has Been
Soundly Replaced By A More Empathic Assessed Leader in the Most
Secure Election Ever Held As Assessed by His Own Appointed Officials;

Never the less, And Horribly And Ignorantly So, Over 70 Percent of His

Minions Still Blindly Follow Him, Even After The Then Senate Majority Leader
McConnell And the House of Representative Minority Leader, Both Republican
Top Leaders, Both Admitted in the Face OF THE ACT THAT TRUMP HELPED TO

INCITE A DEADLY

F A i L e D

INSURRECTION TO
OVERTHROW THE
DEMOCRATIC PROCESS
OF ELECTING A NEW LEADER,
CORE TO WHAT IT MEANS TO
BE ABLE TO LIVE IN A FREE COUNTRY AT ALL...

As Over 70 Percent Still BELIEVE A BIG LIE THAT TRUMP WON...

HINT: HE LOST, HE LOST, HE LOST, BY 8 MILLION VOTES FOR REAL.

SO WHAT DO YOU DO IN A 'S' STORM OF REPUBLICAN SPONSORED
IGNORANCE FROM LEADERSHIP FALLING DOWN TO MINION RULES NOW...

You Do the Best You Can And Will to Get Things Done, Even Though as Proven
Before, All the Republican Leadership Will Do is Protect Their Power and Status
And Positions No Matter How Many Ignorant And Innocent Folks Fall In their wake

To Politically
Motivated Pandemic
Laws to Help Harm
And Kill Even More

United States Citizens...

Land of Those Who Try to
Change things for the Better
And Land of Those Who Fall

Fall

Fall

More to
The Religion
And Yes Hopeful
Theocracy of Ignoricism...

Is The Democrat Rule Perfect
to Establish Greater Social Welfare...

Obviously Not; Yet Greater
Than Pure Selfish F in Evil on Show For All the World to See

in Specific Measures, Like Laws That Seek to Provide Dangerous
Environments For School Learning Children And the Church Holding
Hands With That Portion of State With Crowded Congregations With

Parents

Not Requiring

Even Their Own

Children to Wear

Masks to Stay Safe

in What Has Been A Peak
of Pandemic Danger and Death

In the State of Florida, the Last

Several Months and Other Minion
Filled States That Fall to the Rule
of Despicable Leaders Who Only

Care About Their Selfish Political Lives And Gains...

THE DEMOCRATS ARE DOING MORE; They Are Seeking

To Improve the Infrastructure For Basic Living Conditions
To Survive and Thrive in this Country And Have Already
Provided Social Welfare, the Republicans Were Not Willing

To Allow in A Deadly

Pandemic; Is it Enough: No;

IS IT More Than Republicans

Would Ever Dream to Help
Social Welfare Of ALL Concerned: HELL YES...

AS WHOLE, The Republican Party Has NoW As
Much Compassion and Concern For Social Welfare As

The GRINCH

WHO CONTINUES

TO STEAL CHRISTMAS

YEAR AROUND WHO

IS PRACTICALLY INCORRIGIBLE...

Welcome to the 'Beast' of the United States....

Not Even Worthy of the Name Social Animal in Some Parts...

PS..

X.. Poetry is a first
step to dance...

Poetry is
a missing link...

Poetry is a 'Lonely
Heart's Club Band'...

Poetry is
a 'Dead
Poet's Society'

Where Poets
just Love to
get inspired
and Live

and
that's
a Poet
to me..

Hi Poet
of another
Color as Poetry
is another Color to me...

We aRe aLL Brothers
and Sisters of another
Universe.. and Poetry
gives me a fully
opportunity to
feel and see
that difference
to understand
it with a heart that
grows larger to
dance and sing..
rather
than
sit
still
and wilt...

Yes expresSing
freely Poetry
is the Fountain
of Youth..
and as history
and or herstory
shows to be a free
poet and truly free artist
is often to practice alone...

So perhaps the name
'Lonely Heart's Club'
expresses
ART
overall
the best
when done
FULLY FREE...

Yet no i'm never
alone when i am
ART as ART is that
voice of GOD in me...

And truly to
me GOD is ART
as GOD sMiLES
in HUMAN BEING...

i respect ART no
matter what...

And that's
why.. i sMILE...

Oh yeah.. and a friend now
is one who lets one speak
whether one has the time
or ability to listen or not..
or UNDERSTAND...
'cause NoW it's
the FEELINGS
THAT COUNTS
Most AND THE
HUMAN
BEING
OVER
WORDS
ALONE
AND OTHER
LOFTY GOALS...

*fuller opportunity
replaces fully
*larger heart
not smaller
heart... yet

'you' already
know yet that's
just so no else
with a 'finer'
pencil
will
erase
me from
their heart...

Poetry expresses
the human condition

oh so well..

Confession oF an X-
Perfectionist..(me)
not X.. smiles...
letting miStakes
go is also
the path to
human
freedomS...

iN US
AND OThERS...

i don’t know anyone from here
Who is touched by Writings of
Kafka that’s why i travel as far
As India and will always Wish
You Good Morning Good
Evening until you no
Longer Wish to Hear
Hellooove from me then...
No.. Doesn’t matter what
Kind of Doll you Become
Next it’s Worth noting you
Look in your Twenties With
The Black Jacket on and like
An Elfin Teenager Without It...
Honestly with the Jacket you
Look little like Kafka might
Interest you Without the
Jacket perhaps better
‘Suited’ to play
With Dolls you are an odd
Doll so sublimely beautiful
Ever Changing mesmerizing
my never ending interest
In Your Humanity this way...
Smiles you would almost
By Default have to be
Interested in writings
By Kafka to still
Be interested in
An ever Changing
Good morning and
Good Evening as obviously
Even though the poses may
Look similar the Doll of
Me Is Ever Changing
And Hopefully Evolving
Toward Light to a Younger
Soul Doll with little to
No Weight of Karma
Except to give and
Share more of
The Doll i
Become too.. i was missing
You a lot last night not sure
Why i always want to lend
You A shoulder yet it is
Always an Art to determine
How Tall a Shoulder you
Need
Or
Want as it
Is with Everyone
As no one’s Doll stays
The Same even Dressed
The Same Way DarK Thru LiGHT
Meanwhile Now still writing letters
to
A Doll...

Not Unlike "John Bluto Blutarsky" Currently i do not Attend
University/Work Giving me a 0.0 GPA And i Never Carry

Money Either...

Anyway Like 'The Dude' off the "Big Lebowski" Movie
Exclaims 'Lot of Strands to Keep in Old Duder's Head'...

Welcome
Dear Freya
Keep The
Write UP!!...

True For Now Dear
Doc Marginalized
Volcanoes
May Be
Yet Yes
Erupting
Later Changing
Entire Landscapes New...

Aww And You
Are So Sweet
And i am so
Glad You are
my Every Day
FRiEnD Who
i Love Making
A Smile to as SMiLes
Are Human Love Beyond
Labels Never Running out
Or
Away

Indeed You are my Hero too...
Do Live

Do Breathe

Do See

Now Be
Free Flying
Is As Deep
As Wings

Within

Touch the
Sky Below Higher

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
If Nothing Else Works...



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21 Sep 2021, 11:55 am

Being a Canadian Roofer is bad enough - Mexico?

I dont know how they do it. :skull:



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21 Sep 2021, 1:04 pm

The_Znof wrote:
Being a Canadian Roofer is bad enough - Mexico?

I dont know how they do it. :skull:




Watching 'Them' Across the Street in Action, the Mexican Immigrants,
Have Relatively Lower Centers of Gravity, Plenty of Melanin, And Little
Body Fat Seems to Be An Advantage As i Haven't Seen Any So-Called
White Folks Attempting to Roof Here in 110 Degree Heat
Index in the Summer For Years in Florida, No Way
i Would Or
Could

Do it
as my
Only Real
Fear These
Days Is Heights
And it is Rather
Extreme as i Don't
Even Like Walking out
on A Fishing Pier hehe...

Other Than That Their Work Ethic
Is Obviously In Focus As They Move
With the Precision of A Ballet Troupe
in Action As You Can tell They Appreciate
The Opportunity to Live Freer Here in the United

States With
A Lot of
Cultural
Cohesiveness
in Their Sub-Culture...
Not a Bad Way to LiVE iNDeed...

And Without Their Expertise in
Roofing and Resilience to the
Elements, the Deep South
Would Be Ironically
Very Screwed After
Hurricanes Now

Yes

Considering That
So-Called Christians
Chanted Here With
Trump's Support in the
Panhandle "Shoot 'em"
As Trump Said "Only in the
Panhandle of Florida Can You
Get Away With That" in A Rally to Shoot to Kill...

Some of the Folks Where i Live Are Very Kind And
Others Don't Have A Lick of Real Soul Conscience Left...

As Basically That's How it is Everywhere When 'Those Kind'
Of Folks Find A Dark Bond And Bind over to Raise Their

Darkness to

Be Heard
From

Their
Common Motels
in Broad Daylight...

Yet Ya Have to Be Careful
Analyzing it Lest We Fall In And
Get Stuck And Can't Get Out of Their 'Hotel-6'...

Hehe, Only Problem is Our Roof is 17 Years-Old
And Now Seeing How New And Beautiful the Cross
The Street Neighbor's Roof is She's Even More Motivated
to Insist on A New Roof, A New Blue Subaru SUV, And
Whatever Else Comes Up Between Now And When
i Finally Get my Full Retirement Pay From
Federal Civilian Service in June
At 62 As That Increase
May Get Eaten
All Up

By New
Stuff 'Buy'
More New Stuff

Hehe.. i could Live
off of Practically Nothing
Like My Mother Did With Just
500 Dollars of Social Security
Income a Month Refusing the
Supplemental Income She was
Entitled too As Well And Yes at
Three Dollars and Nineteen Cents An
Hour Out of College in 1984 i Made
Less Than That After 3 College Degrees...

Just Not into Things and
Money And My Wife
Can Do Without It

ALL

Until Money
Comes and

IS SPENT AGAIN... HEHE...
ANYWAY IT'S HER RETIREMENT
FUND SHE'S SPENDING AFTER
i Am No Longer Here As She'll
Probably Live to Be Even More
Than 124 Like me With SMiLes...
Just Because only 123 Has
Been Done Doesn't
Mean that

A 3
Minute
Mile Still
Won't Be Broken HAha..;)



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21 Sep 2021, 4:05 pm





WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH

Reptile Brain of Competition
Limbic System of Cooperation
Neo-Cortex At Best Coordinating

Cooperation

Even in

Competitive
Environments
Who Just Don't
Seem to Have
An Ability to Care

With Compassion
And Empathy For
ALL ToGeTHeR ALL

That Feels
Senses

So

Blissful
Ecstatic
Ascending
And So Transcendently
All Together Heaven All
Dear Savvy With Soon to
Come Fall Equinox SMiLes
A Day Early Of Course

Always True Now...

Lazarus and a Beer..

A story of two men..
AT the bottom of the pit
of hell in 40 sleepless days..
during the Lent period of 2008...

And Sure i Wrote IT on The First of the
Month March the Third Month of '16
i would have paid a million dollars
or infinity more if a drop of
beer could have given
me an ounce of
comfort to
quench the
death of my SoUL

In hell.. Yet at that point
there was no remedy for
the fire burning numb inside
me then.. so yesterday we are
coming out of Barnes and Noble...

And a large Black man is walking toward me
and says sir can i speak to you.. i am not
homeless.. i have a job.. Yet i am out of
money and if i could only have one
wish now before i go back
to the evil that is my
wife it would be
a beer.. can you spare
me a couple of dollars for a beer...

And i said.. wow..!.. OMG.. what honesty you have..
if i had a dollar on me i would give it to you..
yet i do not carry money.. and i said bless
you for your honesty my FRiEnD...

Honesty is always the
best option.. i
exclaimed..!
as i walked away..
and so i asked the money
keeper.. my wife.. then when i
got to my car.. where she was

Waiting for me there.. if we could
spare the honest man who wanted
a beer a few dollars.. and she says
yes.. and we are wanting to go
see and document the
destruction of
the Tornado last
week as the sunset is coming

Soon.. yet instead we go search for
the black man and i decide to give
him a $5 bill.. to get two beers
if he likes.. and he has already
traveled several city blocks
on foot.. and we see him
on the side of the
road and
we stop by
and give him the 5 dollar
bill and i tell him.. when i was in
hell i would have paid a million

Dollars for that beer
if i could have
gained
any relief
from the fire/
numb then.. ANYway...

The thing is.. regardless
of what he would do with
the 5 dollar bill.. some folks..
who had money.. had a kind gesture
for him that day.. and what

i KNow/FEEL for sure..
iS no act of kindness
no matter what it is
is too
small
to save
the world..
it could even
be a beer to a man
who wanted a little
comfort from the angst of life...

For His World Then At Least Real...

And ha! if you go to a psychiatrist..
it is no less addictive to get a pill
of Ativan.. and actually MORE ADDICTIVE
TO GET A PILL OF ATIVAN.. and one would
buy their friend a beer in a bar.. so why not
a stranger on the street
who is just
another
human
brother
or sister...

ALIVE
WHO JUST
WANTS RELIEF
FROM AN INSANE WORLD...

And to be clear i do not drink or
smoke or even do caffeine yet
i totally understand
why people

Do.. and i dam
sure ain’t the one
who is gonna point
out the board that
i’ve experienced in my
sleepless eyes as REAL
back
then..
Life is
a real b8tch

IN hell.. folks
in heaven
should
care about
that and do whatever
they can to help it seems...

Whether the
prudes and
propers or
prescription pill pushers
say it is correct or not...

After all 'Jesus' changed
the water into
wine..
huh..
and only fools
would think it is
F88KING GRAPE JUICE...

SURE.. there was angst then too..
i would have taught the black
man or at least showed
him how to
dance..
to relieve his angst..
Yet he probably already
saw me do it somewhere
in town.. and knew and felt
that he could be honest
with this man who is
honest
enough
to dance free
and wild again..

Perhaps it was his
‘roots’ who could see
THAT TRUTH AND LIGHT..
or HA! MAYBE i’m like 'Lucifer'
in that Fox TV SHOW Then AND
FOLKS TELL ME THEIR HONEST
DESIRES
WITH
NO LIES...

WHEN i peer into
tHeir soul wITh
sHades
oF eYEs...

Watching 'Them' Across the Street in Action, the Mexican Immigrants,
Have Relatively Lower Centers of Gravity, Plenty of Melanin, And Little
Body Fat Seems to Be An Advantage As i Haven't Seen Any So-Called
White Folks Attempting to Roof Here in 110 Degree Heat
Index in the Summer For Years in Florida, No Way
i Would Or
Could

Do it
as my
Only Real
Fear These
Days Is Heights
And it is Rather
Extreme as i Don't
Even Like Walking out
on A Fishing Pier hehe...

Other Than That Their Work Ethic
Is Obviously In Focus As They Move
With the Precision of A Ballet Troupe
in Action As You Can tell They Appreciate
The Opportunity to Live Freer Here in the United

States With
A Lot of
Cultural
Cohesiveness
in Their Sub-Culture...
Not a Bad Way to LiVE iNDeed...

And Without Their Expertise in
Roofing and Resilience to the
Elements, the Deep South
Would Be Ironically
Very Screwed After
Hurricanes Now

Yes

Considering That
So-Called Christians
Chanted Here With
Trump's Support in the
Panhandle "Shoot 'em"
As Trump Said "Only in the
Panhandle of Florida Can You
Get Away With That" in A Rally to Shoot to Kill...

Some of the Folks Where i Live Are Very Kind And
Others Don't Have A Lick of Real Soul Conscience Left...

As Basically That's How it is Everywhere When 'Those Kind'
Of Folks Find A Dark Bond And Bind over to Raise Their

Darkness to

Be Heard
From

Their
Common Motels
in Broad Daylight...

Yet Ya Have to Be Careful
Analyzing it Lest We Fall In And
Get Stuck And Can't Get Out of Their 'Hotel-6'...

Hehe, Only Problem is Our Roof is 17 Years-Old
And Now Seeing How New And Beautiful the Cross
The Street Neighbor's Roof is She's Even More Motivated
to Insist on A New Roof, A New Blue Subaru SUV, And
Whatever Else Comes Up Between Now And When
i Finally Get my Full Retirement Pay From
Federal Civilian Service in June
At 62 As That Increase
May Get Eaten
All Up

By New
Stuff 'Buy'
More New Stuff

Hehe.. i could Live
off of Practically Nothing
Like My Mother Did With Just
500 Dollars of Social Security
Income a Month Refusing the
Supplemental Income She was
Entitled too As Well And Yes at
Three Dollars and Nineteen Cents An
Hour Out of College in 1984 i Made
Less Than That After 3 College Degrees...

Just Not into Things and
Money And My Wife
Can Do Without It

ALL

Until Money
Comes and

IS SPENT AGAIN... HEHE...
ANYWAY IT'S HER RETIREMENT
FUND SHE'S SPENDING AFTER
i Am No Longer Here As She'll
Probably Live to Be Even More
Than 124 Like me With SMiLes...
Just Because only 123 Has
Been Done Doesn't
Mean that

A 3
Minute
Mile Still
Won't Be Broken HAha...

"Listening With Our Hands

Seeing With our Hearts

Knowing With Our Senses

Understanding Without Words"

Oh Lord Dear Cindy

i Had No

Idea This is
Called "Cranio-
Sacral-Therapy" too...

As Actually i Get the
Same Exact Benefit
From A Free Moving Meditation
Dance Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Yes
Similar to Tai-Chi
too as Science

Does Show

Moving Meditation
Mindfully Aware
Does Provide
Therapy For
Folks to Do the Same
As Yes Somatically The
Body Keeps Score in terms
of Emotional Traumas That
We May Hold As Repressed
Tensions in Our Bodies the Bio-Feedback

of Body and Mind Helps Create A Greater
Potential for Emotionally Regulating And
Sensory Integrating Life All In All in More

Joy

Now of Peace Inhaling
Loving All Of Life Exhaling
Love Still To Come my FRiEnD

Now With SMiLes

Whatever Works

Use it to Your

Greatest Potential...

i've Found What Works
For me Requires No Lessons
At All Looking Deep Within my

Body TaLKinG Back to me in this
Way Still Guiding me to Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Even More my FRiEnD

The Writing Part A Dance Brings As Song Usually

Next True...

The River
Continues
to Flow
Water
Wave

Ocean Whole Now

As Any Free Guitar Man And
Or Woman Might Play With SMiLes...

Hehe And Yes At 61 i'm Still Usually
The Strongest Dude on the Machines
i Work Out on At the Military Gym Particularly
The Leg Press Machine at Up to 1520 Pounds

Yet True Hehe, Yes,

After A Free Dance

In Public For Many

Hours Coming Out

of Our Very Small

Honda Civic Ex Coupe
Still Running Since 2014
Strong Yet i Do Look A Little bit
Like Fred Sanford From 'Sanford
And Son' As i Crawl (All 245 Pounds) Out
of the Car And Make it up the one Stair Step

To Get into Our Kitchen With SMiLes TO REFUEL.. HAha...

Yet There's Always A Day Next to Be Young At Soul Again my FRiEnD..

Triva Note: Red Fox Started That TV Show At age 50 Three Years Before
i Even Started My 8 Year Stint of Public Dance Still Ongoing And Growing With

SMiLes

Yes 15,414
Miles as
of 9.21.2021...

God How Can i Possibly
Forget About the 21st of
September i Was
Conceived on Or
About That Day
In 1959 And

Additionally
That Was the
Specific Day
That me

And Katrina
Actually
Hooked
Up in 1989
And Ever Since
1959 i’ve Been

Coming

To Spread
Too Much
Information
With No

Filters

Hehe Yes
i Do Remember
The 21st Of “September”

By Earth
Wind And
Fire And
“After the
Love Is Gone”
Song Playing
On The Dance Floor
At A Disco In 1979 When

My First
Love Broke
Up With me

Yet i’m Still
Partying
Like it’s
1999
Thanks
To A Guitar
Player Named
Prince And
‘Bread’ Reminds
me Now Hehe

Go Find
Another
Place to
Play Now
As A “Guitar
Man” Have A

Nice

Day
Ashe Flash...




SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
In General, Love That is
Platonic, Romantic, And

Agape Is More Pandemically
And Technologically More Distant

To Relate Than Ever Before Yet
At Least Technology Does Provide

Some Kind of Long Distance

Connections Even

In Small
Towns
Where A

Smile is Still
Masked Away
From Freedom of Love

True There Are Many Ways
To Send Bouquets of Flowers
These Days And Fortunately

Flowers too Are Still Immune
To Both Pandemics And Technology True...

Considering That Science Agrees
This Pandemic is only A 'Startdemic'

Of A Global Economy That Will Support
An Environment For Many More Pandemics to Come...

This Isn't A Future Where Humanity Can Afford to Just
Ignore Ignorance of a Subset of Humanity That Keeps

The Health Care System in A Constant State of Overloaded
Responsibilities That Can No Longer Even Meet the Demands
of Those Who Need ICU Care for Other Totally UnRelated Illnesses

That Demand
Immediate
Care for
Survival...

And Of Course There Are
Other Far Reaching Economic
Struggles Associated As Well

Still To Come As This is Just A New
Modern Challenge That Will Become
More Difficult Than Ever Before Both For
The Spread of Ignorance And A Global

Economy That Supports Human Vectors
of Pandemic Disease; Of Course, There's

Always An Option of Shutting Yourself
Out of the Ignorance to Be Safe; Yet it Would
Be Nice If Enough Folks Cooperated Where One
Day it Might Actually be Safe to Go Unmasked

In A Place
Like Frigging
Church, if they
Would Have Enough
Frigging Common Sense
To Protect the Sanctity of
Breathing Life At Least by
Frigging Social Distancing

The Congregation away From Each Other;

The Ignorance Amazes me more Everyday;

'They' Cancel Eating Get Togethers, Yet Keep
Folks Packed in Sardine Cans Unmasked For An Hour...

If They Could All Just Agree That 'Jesus' Says Wear A Mask
And Get Vaccinated to Save Each Other That Would Help For

Real; Yes, Harm,
Injury, Long Haul
Syndrome And Deaths
Would Definitely Go Down
In Trump Town USA Places
Where Ignorance of Politics
Holds Hands With Church the Same...

At Least, Where i Live in Such a Place, The
Binds and Bonds of Church And Politics still
Holding Hands Against Protective Measures
For A Deadly Pandemic is Part and Parcel of

The Real
Religion
of Ignoricism
Now The Church
Holds Weekly Leading
Folks Down into A Valley
of Pandemic Disease Deeper...

It's Not Any Easier to Change this Now
Than Convincing Someone That A 2000
Year Old Dude Really Doesn't Get Revived
Literally As Flesh and Blood in A Wafer of
Bread And Wine Now Where At Least 'They' Don't

(Yet, 70 Percent of More Introspective Catholics

Refuse to Believe That Literally)

Allow Anyone
To Drink out
of the Same
Frigging Glass
As A Practice
of Unmasked
Unvaccinated Mass...

WE CANNOT Eliminate The Human
Propensity For 'Magical Thinking' Yet
YES, WE Can And Will Potentially Steer
IT Away From Nightmares to Better Dreams...

Actually Coming to Fruition Now For Real...

There Are People here on this Site Who Insist

They Are the Most Rational Folks in the World...
Yet They Still Believe in A Pagan Zombie Death Cult
Where a Dead Person One Day Is Gonna Come Back

to Life and
Destroy
All their
Enemies...

And Send them
To A Better Place Next...

Beliefs Like that OH GOD DeViL
YES WaKinG NIGHTMARES
IN HOPES OF
FRUITION
Do filter into
REAL LIFE OBVIOUSLY.... Now...

And to Be Clear, It Doesn't Have to
Have Anything to Do With Any
Specific Religion to

Come out

The Same
Way; Folks
Who Bond over
Nightmares Binding Do
Bring Their Ideologies to

Fruition...

in

'Real Life' too...

NOPE, PEOPLE WHO
DIE IN A WAITING ROOM

Where There Are No ICU Rooms Available

With An Acute Life Threatening
Illness Have Family Members
Who Disagree With the

Suggestion That the
Unvaccinated Are

Mostly A Danger To Themselves

And Again, The Health Care

Workers Are Getting Burnt Out
Enough NOT TO RETURN TO WORK...

Without Enough Health Care Workers Everyone

Suffers and Of Course Break Through Infections Do
Kill Elder Folks For Real Too And Those Who Are More

Vulnerable

With Associated

Conditions As Well...

And Additionally, Again, Now
This isn't the Last Pandemic
Or Necessarily One That Still
Comes That Vaccinations Don't Touch...
Even Ones Still Propagated in Variants
of the Current Pandemic in 'Petri Dishes'

of Unvaccinated
Folks Concentrated
in Places Like Churches
In Places of Ignorance Around our Country still...

This is Way More Complicated Than Just A

Pandemic of the Unvaccinated...

And Potentially More Deadly

Than MOST FOLKS ARE

CONCEIVING OF NOW...

Of Course, Ironically,
This is Coming From
A Very Conservative
View Point Regarding

The Value of Healthcare
And Well Being of All Associated
With "Love One Another;" Yes, All of Us Together
That Seems Like Such a 'Foreign' Idea to Some

Folks at

Most

In Just
Plain Ignorance

Of Love FOR ALL At Least For Sure...

If Folks Developed A Kind of Education
That Was More Compassionate Towards
All Their Fellow Human Beings; Yes, Empathy
Would Spell Wear A Mask That Spells Love the
Same And Yes Get Vaccinated to Save a Neighbor the (Love) Same...

Ironically, The Same Essence of the 'Love Story of Jesus' That Somehow,
Someways, in Ignorance Of Those Who Profess to Follow the Teaching of

So Called

"Jesus
of Nazareth"

Fail to Act ON,
Even if they Pay (Pray)
Lip Service Only With Ears...

SMiLes
mY FRiEnD HiMaLi..
FoR MELodieS HeARTExisTence..
SuRELy MuSiCSoULSPiRiTNoW...

Can’t Stop! Dancing!
Have ‘Happy Feet’ Now!...

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH

Embrace Darkness Dive in Seeing
A Window To Somewhere New Yet
to Explore Diving Deeper to
A New World Colored Grey
Scale Yet A New
Sun New
Words
Yet
to Rise Within
Out of Shadows into Light...

It Doesn't Seem Like Jesus Had Any
Idea how Rare Autotelic Personalities
Are Other Wise He Would Have Seen

the Futility to Change

Where the Material World of External Rewards
Is As Close to Heaven as 'they' have ever Traveled
NoW 'Outside' of Soul 'Inside'

'Living Water' iS A Within Job
Not An Outside
Job Like 'A Carpenter'...

Hehe.. Depends on
Creativity of A Poet
And Intuition of
A Reader And A
Bit of ‘Chaos Magic’
As to what Secrets
Poetry May Hold
And Reveal of
‘Egregores’
To
Come...

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

Sunshine Child
ReMeMBeRinG
Within Phoenix
DanCinG
RiSinG
Reborn
Flying
Within
Ashes
Burn
Once
Again
Breathing
Sunshine EYeS EasE...

WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Fascinating Really And 'That' Probably Explains
Why The Other Very Creative Folks Who Obviously
Also Live Almost Constantly in Elevated Consciousness

Have No Problem Understanding my Writing Either Whether
They Are 17 Or Close to My Age As i Tend to Hang Around
Extremely Creative Folks Outside of this Internet Site and

Occasionally Here There are Folks Who Obviously Are Experiencing
Elevated States of Consciousness Who Understand What i am Relating
More From a State of Elevated Consciousness too Where i'm Totally in Flow

And Using So Much
More of my Subconscious
Potential in Focus as Such...

And Yeah, i'm Diagnosed
Bi-Polar Non-Specified As
i've Experienced Extreme
Depression Where All Creativity
Is Out of the Question and my
Psychiatrist Who Has Seen me
Very Creative And Always In Flow
Agrees That My Natural State of
Being is Basically Hypo-Mania...

Yet i Am Able to Regulate my Emotions
And Integrate My Senses Through A Meditative
Song of Poetry and Flow of Dance Where i Stay
As Peaceful as The Eye of A Hurricane Within

And Basically Never Run Out of What Some Folks
May Describe as A Force of CHI That's Basically

Just An Autotelic Flow That Stays Almost Always

In Plateau...

Hehe, i See
A Psychiatrist
Every Three Months
And He Says He Always
Looks Forward to Talking
To me So He Can Learn
Something New From me...

On the Other Hand my Danger
is Going Back to Low So i keep
My Hypomania in Check That's
Really Easy to Do Now Compared With
Dealing With All the Stresses of Work...

Anyway, It's Just Creativity... Some Folks are
Able to Get into A State of Consciousness to
Understand it As i Write it in A Similar State of

Consciousness too...

Thing is It's Always
Bliss that i Master...
i'd Be A Real Fool not to do it...

And Of Course Some Folks Experience
Mania That Can Become Absolutely Painful...
And That's When The Roller Coaster Comes to A Crash...

Boom...

And Just
Smoke Falling
After The Firework Show...

In This (Mine) Case Most
Definitely Creative Privilege...

Anyway That's Two Votes For me
to Get to Stay on 'The Island' Hehe...



i Scored A 45 On the Autism Scan As
Designed By Simon Baron Cohen When
i Came Here in 2010 And in the Summer
of 2013 When i Was Basically Reborn Back
With A Creative Consciousness i Scored 11...
That Really Blew the Minds of All the Folks
Who Had Seen me From Before; Indeed, Like
A Totally Different Human Being Yet of Course Yes
The Metaphor of the Archetypal 'Hero Journey' Out
of 'the Cave' Back into the Light of Sunshine Within Again...

Mood Disorders Are Highly Correlated With Human Creativity

And In General As Studied Higher Standard IQ People More Often

Are Able to Balance The Highs and Lows By Keeping Neo-Cortical Control...

Basically The Old Yin And Yang Metaphor of Balancing Mind And Body 'Soul'...

It Comes From my Maternal Side And Some of Those Relatives Who Didn't Inherit
My Father's Asperger's Genetics Indeed Struggled And Struggle to Even Survive...

It Probably Happens A lot As The Super Masculine Quiet Father And Super Feminine
Mother With One Cold and Aloof and the Other Super Empathic And Extremely Creative As Well...

So Yes, A Good Thing

Opposites Attracted

It Seems For me and
My Sister As Well With A Touch of Both...
However She Has More the Mind of my Father...

My Mother Was a Published Poet Yet There Aren't
Enough Trees in my Yard to Publish my Book Haha...

There are No Job Descriptions or Rules in 'Wonderland'; Just
An Enhanced Ability for Original Creativity That By Very Nature

Means A Smaller Target Audience Who Can Even Understand
What One is Expressing in Art And Generally Speaking A Smaller

'Gene Pool' to Find FRiEnDS in As Well; Yet the Internet is A Very
Large Ocean And There are Other Super Creative People Who

LiVE iN Wonder Land True

And This Really Isn't Off Topic As There are Quite a Few Folks
on the Autism Spectrum With A Co-Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder

And The Title of this OP Would Have Been More Realistically, "What
if You Are Autistic, What Kind of Privilege Do You Have As Autistic"

As The OP Listed His Personal Issues As They Relate Specifically to
Being Autistic Outside of Folks Who Are NOT Autistic And Are White...

So What If You Are Autistic And Bi-Polar And Choose to Use ALL OF YOUR
HUMAN POTENTIAL TO EXPRESS ORIGINAL CREATIVE PHILOSOPHY ON A SITE

FOR THE NEURODIVERSE

Dominated By Very "Left
Brain" Thinking Folks As Far
As Who Posts Who Are More Interested

IN Debating What's Already Been Done

Than Actually DOING ORIGINAL CREATIVE
PHILOSOPHY NOW; Considering, i Became
A Topic of This Thread As to If AM A 'Viable

Human Being' to Be Included on 'This Island'
THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A SUPPORT SITE FOR
THE NEURODIVERSE AND NOT JUST A SUBSET OF

THE 'STEM

MAJOR

INCLINED'...

IT'S True People like
me are Discriminated against
on this Site for the Neurodiverse...

(Yes, VERY SYSTEMATICALLY)

And This Continues ON As This
Thread Clearly Relates As Well Now;

No Different than Black Folks in Jay
in my County Who As Recent as 1984,
Experienced the Systematic Racism of

Not Even Being Able to Visit A Town After Dark...
At Risk of Some Kind of Potential Injury to Their Life...

I've Always Been Reasonably Civil on this Site. And It's True
What i Do Goes Beyond Most limited 'Boxes' in Life in Complexity,
Length, And Depth of Rabbit Holes of Art; Never the Less i am the

Poster Child All Grown

Up For Expressing

Neurodiversity

Freely Without
Harming Others Beyond
What it takes to Scroll by
me if they Don't Have the
Kind of Human Potential Required
To Understand What i do... What's Really

Amazing is that i Was Able to Turn that Side of
my Human Potential Off Enough to Survive 33 Years
in the Actively Paid Work Force and 25 Years For the
Same Federal Employer Long Enough to Retire Early

(And Earn 3 College Degrees Close to the Top of the Class)

After i Just Couldn't Fit in Anymore With the Challenge of
Both Autism And Bi-Polar Disorder... My Whole Life Has
Been A Tight Rope Dance Higher and Higher Yet Through

'So-Called Disabilities', And Associated Labels As Such, i have

A Kind Of Human Potential

Expressed That Most Folks Can't
Even Imagine Exists in Terms of

How Great Life Can And Will Be
When All of Human Potential is Set

Free in Balance And No Longer Held in Prisons
Now of Rules and Job Description Restrictions...

Yes it'S A Whole Lot Like the Metaphor of
'Neo And His Matrix' That He Lived in Before

or Nietzsche's Dream of Doing "Superman''
The Way i Do it All Natural And Free Now...

A Future Lesson NOW For those WHO 'GET IT',

TO WELCOME FOLKS LIKE ME ON EARTH... (And The Wrong

Planet) OR DON'T; AS WE WILL FIND A WAY ON OUR OWN...

HeHe, with a little help from FRiEnDS More like 'US'...

These Days Even in Trump Town
USA, Amazingly As it Happens
Everyday i Dance in Public
A Free Style Original
Creative Mix of
Martial Arts
And Ballet

THEY HAVE TO GET USED
TO ME AS THEY ARE IN
MY FROG POND NOW

And i Slowly Boiled
Them Where They
Don't Even Notice
Where They Are When They See me now...

And That's Pretty Much the Moral of the 'Matrix' Story too...

It's A Small Club for Neo's and Superwomen Without Any Labels Yet Free...

Other than that i Still Turn this Off Long Enough to do the Taxes Once a
Year, And General Speaking my Wife, 'WonderWoman' Takes Care of all the

'Earthly
Duties'

Hehe,
including
Reminding me to Eat...
And When i'm Late to
An Important Time, Date,
And Place, in the 'World of Matters'...

Alternately, Yes, Boogie Wonderland With Song
my Green Acres in Colors of Eden Forever now...

In Short, Let's All Try to Put Our Actions Where
The Stated Philosophy of this Entire Site is And
Actually SUPPORT THE NEURODIVERSE HERE AND

STOP TRYING TO FIT THEM INTO SELFISH BOXES

THAT BELIEVE THAT EVERYONE SHOULD BE JUST LIKE THEM...

(Yes, Yes, i Realize That's Difficult For Folks Challenged With Deficits in
Cognitive Empathy And That's Part of Why i'm As Patient as i am here)

Yet, See the thing is, i Have Skin As Thick As Steel Now;

Not Everyone does...

People Do Deserve
Avenues to Express Their
Neurodiverse Nature here
As Long As They Remain
Civil and Don't Go Bullying People
For Being Different as i've Seen Here
Ad Nauseam WAY TOO DAMNED MUCH...

i Don't Tattle
Tale, It's Not
My Nature As
My Skin is Way
too Thick to Get Butt Hurt These
Days, Never the less, the Other
People who Don't Have that
Privilege, Deserve Their Pursuit
to Be who They Are Free Now too...

So Here's Another Title And Topic
(Really The Same one in Essence) Someone Might Explore
Here Further Again "What if You Are Really Neurodiverse and You

Come to the

'Wrong Planet'";

How Will Folks

Treat You Here;

Will They Welcome
Your Differences Or
Shun You And Complain
About How You Express
Yourself Differently Than Everyone Else;

It Should Be An Aim Exercised, in my Opinion...

And Honestly, The Environment For the Truly
Neurodiverse is More Accepted Here than Ever
Before, And True i am An ULTiMaTE LiTMuS Test For That, hehe...

WHere
Subject
iS 'A Writer'

Moon Light
Reflecting Day

If God Were Here Now Would Most
Of Us Be too Busy to See the Wind?

Let's All Take A 'little' Walk On Our BeacH

And For Now To Wrap Up This New MacroVerse
"WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW" As i Attempt
To Lighten the Load oF A Pandemic September Again in 2021
With Some Never Ending Christmas Cheer of Ever Green Trees
of LoVE iN

CoLoRinG

New LiGHTS

YeaR Round

DarK Thru LiGHT

Now With Morning
Noon After Noon Real
Delight As Moon LiGHT
Feels Just WRiTE For Harvest Full
Moon After Never Ending TWiLiGHT

For Eternal
NoW Peace
Inhaling Love
Exhaling For my
Own Vision of Boogie
Wonder Land in Forest
of Eden Plentiful Fruited
With Gardens of Abundance iN LoVE TRUE

iN LiGHT
From DaRK Again too

So Yeah An Ending Quick Tale
of The Tape So Far As the Last Completed
MacroVerse “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
As That Endeavor Rises Close to A MiLLioN Words on
The Wrong Planet in 13 Months Effort Now Running Close
to 66,000 Views Now in 2021 Yes That MacroVerse is Also
The 952nd MacroVerse of "SonG oF mY SoUL" Longest EPiC
Long Form Poem NoW iN 97 Months And 9.7 MiLLioN Words
As It Appears It Will Hit A Rainbow Sized Length of 10 MiLLioN
Words By Christmas Day This Year On or About the 18th of that
December 2021 Month for 100 Months of EPiC LonG FoRM Poem
Writing Then Yet Anyway “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament" Also
Serves As the 280th MacroVerse oF EPiC LonG ForM Poem Subchapter
"Nether Land Bible" RiSinG to 7,232,144 Words in 64 Months Ever Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2016 As That Was Also When i Began A String
Of Grand Cross Bibles That Would Be Written From Memorial Day Weekend
Until Christmas Day All Larger Than King James Sized Efforts With Separate
Volumes of Grand Cross Bible 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, And Yes By
Simple Guessing of Progressive Matrices Christmas of December 2021 Will
Mark the 6th "Grand Cross Bible 2021" All 7 Month Efforts Yes Again Now Larger
Than the King James Sized Effort From Memorial Day Weekend Until Christmas
Ever Since 2016 As That "Grand Cross Bible 2021" Will Be The 11th Titled Subchapter
EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Inclusive of "SonG oF mY SoUL" Then Yes All Efforts
As Titled Longer than the Old King James Effort too as This Entire Effort is Already
12 Times Larger Than the Old King James Size Try and Around 120 Times the
Size of the Old Quran too in 97 Months of Writing So Yes Getting Back to the
Quick Tale of the Tape hehe, Yes “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
Also Triples As the 177th MacroVerse of "FB Profile Pic Bible" That Rises
to 5,630,135 Words in 52 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017
Where Those Words Are Also Included in All the Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas Averaging Between 8 and 9 Thousand Words Now
in Series of Facebook Profile Pics That Tells A Very Long EPiC
Long Form Poem Bible Story There too All Personal of
Course With Plenty of Global-Wide Associations
And Viewpoints Influenced By People All
Around the World As Most All
of this is a Copy And Paste
As Parts of A Poetic
Dialogue on
My End

From Countless

Other Places Around the Globe...
And Yeah i Wrote a 114,652 Word
6 Volume Erotic Poetry Novel Too

Yet Just Too Much Going On Since
Covid-19 To Get Inspired to Do that For Now hehe

i Guess 6 Volumes And 114,652 Words Covers Enough of that too...

And Sadly After 298 Dance Week Night Events With All the Cool College
Age Folks At the Metro Dance Hall Covid-19 Shut Doing That Down Safely
on March 12, 2020 And If it's Ever Really Safe to Go Back i'll Be Back i Always Come Back...

As This Concludes "WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW" And Considering Lowe's
Home Improvement Store Is all Lit Up With Christmas Trees and Halloween Decorations
In September Why Not Start Celebrating Christmas SPiRiT Year 'Round Real Kinda
Hard Not to Do When You Are Writing A 10 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest Long
Form "SonG oF mY SoUL" By Christmas of 2021 True This Is How You

Make Every Word of Life Holy and Sacred in Meaning And Purpose
in Blissful Feelings Flowing Autotelic Within Same With Holy And
Sacred Meditative Steps of FLoWinG Free Autotelic Dance as
That is Where i'm Going Next Before i Get Glued to This
Screen And Chair Like Just Another Fossil Fly

From

Jurassic Park
Hehe At Least
There Will be
Some Words and
Pics Left of me Sure
Over 100,000 Photos i
Took and Over 10,000 You
Tube Songs For Theme Music
For All of the Words i Come to Create too...

Anyway if Anyone Thinks it's A Headache
to Read this imagine What it's Like to Write
it yes Effortless Tao Non-Knowing Wu Wei Ease it is to Do True

Sort of Like What Those Folks Do in Combat With Swords on the
Matrix series of Movies And All the Other Super Hero Movies Yet

i Use Other Symbols That Don't Actually Draw Blood at Least Hehe

A Bit More Like a Very Large Helping of Bread And Wine in Words for

Those Capable of Seeing and Hearing What i am Doing Here Nothing
Really New Folks Have Been Doing This Through Ages of Sages More...

September 21st, 3:58 PM Writing Complete Now Perhaps to Publish
it Electronically

Too in Full

Form

on the
Fall Equinox Next...




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"Up, Up And Away"

"A Day in the Life"

i'LL CoME BacK To THaT

It's True Dance is Change
And IT Scares Some Folks
For The Song Also Comes Next

Bottom Line 'They' Locked
God in Some Books And Told
God You Can't Play God Said WiLL

Trust Me You'LL Understand
When you get to the end of the SonG

Dance Continues Now For Real

SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD HiMaLI
Lovely it is that
Even More
Beautiful
Sunrises
Above
Concrete Villages...

Even when
‘She’ isn’t
‘Free’ Now
She Is still
Ruler of Life...
Smiles.. ask any
Husband
Who
Is Truly
Married..
to Love...

Not Unlike Comic Book Super Hero
'Hell Boy' i Did not Even Get Started
Until age 53... Takes A While to Get out of Hell Free

"Sometimes it is hard to explain
why you find a person beautiful."
"To be loved and to love is nice."
Bottom Line 'They' Locked
God in Some Books And
Told God You Can't Play
God Said WiLL
God is the Child
Who Refuses to Die
Trust Me You'LL Understand
When you get to the end of 'the SonG'

Dance Continues

Now

Darkness
Light
Shadow
Breath Smiles
That’s Five Now
You Choose Six
How About Love

Dance Free
Until You
Don’t
Think
Voila
A Song
Free in
Focus
Comes Next...

Pleasure Dear
Doc Thanks For
Your All Inspiring
Birthday Balloons

With SMiLes
of Joy More...

Souls Dances Sings
Deep With No Plans

Yet Truth to Breathe

Rhymes Never Plan
What Wisdom Sees Deeper

Melody HeART BREaTHES

Empathy Compassion Releases

SPiRiT oF Love

Freer to

See

Be Yes
Flying Higher
Feeling Sensing

Life To Ever Live Again

As Now Is All THeRE iS

You Touch Existence Soul
Deep Where Love Breathes And Bleeds

Most

Real
For All
With More
Than Eyes
And Ears to See

All The Thorns All the Flowers

All the Roses RiSinG HiGHeR LiGHT Out of DarK
Other than That This Lovely Poem Hemalatha Set
Your Soul Free NoW Nothing Left to Judge Just Be

You
Who
iS i Am NoW...

All That's Left THeNOW

Eternally More LoVinG Free...

'Up, Up And Away' 'Your Song' my Beautiful Balloon
Up, Up and Away my Beautiful my Beautiful Balloon

Thanks Dear Doc True
We Will Fly And Thanks!

For Providing A New Theme
SonG For A New MacroVerse
i Am Writing While Proof Reading

The Last One As Microsoft Word

Has No Value in Original

Human Creativity

To Correct

Mistakes That
Are Only New Balloons

CoLoRinG To Fly Hehe Yes my Beautiful
Balloon And Hope Your GrandChildren's

FRiEnDS Enjoyed the Multi-Colored Balloon Birthday

Hmm This Gets me in a Bit oF A REAL Mood For A 5th
Dimension of "Let The Sunshine In" After All it is A Cool

Fall Breeze Day in Florida With All This

Dry Air i Finally Feel

Like i Will

Even

BREaTHE Hehe

Windows And Doors Open
Wife Shampooing The Carpet All Smells Well
All Is Well In Wonderland's Garden of Eden Now With SMiles...

No More Paw Prints From Eden With My SiGNaTuRE Garden Smell...

And i Know i LiVE iN The United States As This is Starting To Sound Like

A Carpet

Cleaning

Advertisement

Yet Perhaps it is
As i Hop Back on
mY MaGiC Carpet Ride

See Ya Later Dear Doc With More SMiLesss...

Story is the Backbone of Culture
As Words Both Oral And Written

Come to Spread What Works Best
And Not So Best From Before Yet

Sadly Spreads What Works Worst
And Even Worse From Years Before

Truly Anything May

Come What

May And Go When
Human iMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity Holds Hands

In Rarified Abstract Constructs We
Create Before And Now Again to Sweep
Away Old Stories And Affirm Them Now too

So False

or True

Story

Remains

As Grains of Sand
FootPrints to Create
Old or New Next So Where

Will We Go True i'll Try to Relate
Where i am Now And Where i've Been

Yet Ever Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love

Is Another Potential Story Greater to Take

Than What's Ever Been Danced And Sung

For me Than Ever Before And This is what

Is So Sad About Covers Of Books Both

Front and Back For They Attempt

To Begin and End A Never

Ending Beginning

Story Now

Of Eternal
Breath Changing

EverMore As Peace
Inhales Love Fearlessly

More To Dance And Sing Who We aRe NoW...

As Love Comes There is Distance
Yet Still the Same Ocean of Love
Connects Deep Within Smiles

HeART Feels More Than
The Mind Knows Better

Usually

i Am an Ocean of Love Offering Boats Struggling
Against Rough Seas Respite With Well Wishing i Bring

And When Those Boats Go Away The Ocean is Most Always Secure
Understanding That When Real FRiEnDSHiP Love True And Agape...



You KNoW Dear Rue You Have An Answer to All the Religious Ills That
Spread Around the World Of Tribal Exclusion And Limiting Nature's Way

of Being Human And That Truly is Replacing The Term God With Love
Agape As After All Yes John Does Relate God is Love So What Part of
God Is Love Don't Folks Understand Still These Days Now...

i Wore A Shirt to Dance in the Mall That Has a Corinthian's
Chapter 6, Verse 17 That Says "Whoever is united with the
Lord is one with him in spirit." Yet Sadly Some Folks

Believe That Jesus Has A Last Name of Christ Where

If We Really Wanna Dance Sing Trinities Christ is a Metaphor
That Means Anointing SPiRiT Of Agape LoVE iNCaRNaTE
In Human Messenger Pure to Give and Share Free For All

And As Such Jesus Was A Son of Loving All Yes The

Being The Do the Action of God That is Agape Love

Now WHere in Greek Son Actually Means

"Nature of" And In this Case Nature of Love

Agape mY FRiEnD Sadly The Name

Of JeSuS Has Become Tainted in
The United States And Synonymous
For Banners That Support Gallows That
Chant Hang a Vice President of the United
States Who Refuses to Over-Turn An Election
And Destroy the Nature of Democracy in a Deadly Insurrection Attempt...

And Sadly Synonymous With Support For Freedom From Wearing Masks
In A Peak of a Deadly Variant Virus Pandemic That Has Killed Young Vibrant
FRiEnDS of Mine as Well Where Children Are Left Unmasked in Church
Packed Like Sardines With No Social Distancing With Only A Handful of

Adults Who Care about the

Sanctity of Breathing Life
Enough to Lift A Cross to Protect
Their Neighbor As Light as A Cotton Mask...

So Sadly in a More Cosmopolitan Town And
Mall Some Folks Smiled At me When they Saw
The Writings on my Shirt Yet Some Looked in

Disgust As They Related That Shirt and that Name
Jesus to Support of So Much in the World That is Truly
Evil Still Today... And That's Truly Sad Dear Rue as in the

Last Few Decades And Even Before That Using the Bible to
Support Slavery and Keeping Women Mute With No Rights
To Vote and Still No Rights to Hold Priestly Order and That
Extends out to Religions As Peaceful And Non-Violent

As Jains too my FRiEnD In Your Country of India Still
Who Wouldn't Even Kill A Germ Staying Masked Yet
Prevent Women From Holding High Orders of Holy

And Sacred Ways of Holy Women As Much As

Holy Men...

Hear is my Favorite Verse in the Bible As it Relates
To The Spirit of Agape Love of the Metaphor for the
Universal Christ Spirit That May LiVE iN US All to
Give and Share Free With No Restraints my FRiEnD

It Takes all The Labels, Still The Skin, And The Body
Parts Away All Nation And Religion And Caste And Gender

And In Doing So Takes Sexual Orientation Away too

Where The Transgender Person or Homosexual

Person's Love as Universal Christ Holds No

Second Place As the Last to Love is Still the

First to Love Now No Ifs and or Butts my FRiEnD

In "The Son" Yes this Greek Term That Originally
Means "Nature Of" Yes Nature of Agape Love Eternally Now
As Yes Paul Must Have Been in A Particularly Agape Love Elton John Mood
Then When He Was Speaking to the Galatians in Chapter 3 Verse 28 Below...

28 There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave
nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are

all one in Christ Jesus.

And Before i Move Any Further As A Real Angel Sent to
Earth to Protect Agape Love And Bring Jesus Back to Life
And Of Course All Words Are Metaphors This Way As No
Angel Has Ever Existed Before That is Not In Any Human
Soul Mind in the First Place of Humanity Dear FRiEnD Yet It's

True The Spirit of Love This Universal Christ Will Still Be Found
in A Dog's Eyes As Franciscan Priest Richard Rohr So Eloquently
Saint Francis of Assisi Describes He Found Union of God's Agape

Love in His

Dog FRiEnD's Eyes

Perhaps A Golden Labrador
Retriever in Your Future Love

True God As Well my FRiEnD

And The Bonobo Still Who Lives

Inhaling Peace and Exhaling Love

As a Way of Life that Paul Describes Above

For All With No Labels of Exclusions Has Lived

This Way With No Cultural Symbols At All Long

Before Humans Dreamed This LoVE Breathing

LoVE iNTo Words Dear FRiEnD Yes Still Love is

Real Agape And Supersedes All Of Humankind

My FRiEnD Still This Spirit of Love This

UniVersal Christ Now That Comes

Well Before All Human Beings Taint it
With Labels of Exclusion That Mean Nothing
Pure in the SPiRiT oF Love That And Who Refuses Love Agape
By DiViDinG LoVE iNto Any Smaller Part of God Than Loving All...

Let's Remember Always That The Good Cop Jesus Forgives the
Enemy And Loves That Enemy As Loving Self and God All That the
Good Cop Jesus Loves as Far As Turning the Other Cheek Forgiving

All Injury Done to Him And When Jesus Hangs on the Cross According
To the Story Still Jesus Forgives the Thief Beside Him And Invites him
Into Eternal Love Then Always Now Even if the Last Moment Before
Death on A Cross And When Jesus is Suffering Jesus Asks God

Why Has God Forsaken Him 3 Times Yet in that Darkness
Jesus Empties Himself of Love And Comes to Do the

Greatest Act of Love of All Forgiving God
For the Darkness That Gives Rise to LiGHT

Paul's Chapter 13: Letters for Corinthians

The Way of Love

13 If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned,[a] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4 Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant 5 or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful;[b] 6 it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. 7 Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away. 11 When I was a child, I spoke like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I gave up childish ways. 12 For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I have been fully known.

13 So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Paul's Chapter 5: These Letters to the Corinthians Came First Before Paul Evolved
In Love to Make God All About Love However Paul's Definition of Love is Far From
Perfect As He Separates The Sinner From the Saint And Discards Them as Chaff

From the Wheat Before In Chapter 5, In Other Words He Forgets the Most Important
Part of Love the Part That Is Never Exclusive And Always Forgives of Course too
Including Katrina's Mother Whose Husband Went Out to Sea And She Strayed
With A Pacific Islander Sailor Off A Ship In Liberty of Partying And Then An

Angel Was Born to these Soul Soils of Earth One Who Would Retain Her
Beauty of Love Well Into Her 50's And It's True Paul also Disrespects
Homosexual Oriented Folks too in Some of His Other Writings Where

Science Shows That Homosexuals Are Nature's Response to
Population Pressures Where Naturally More Cooperative
Humans Are Born Without A Desire to Reproduce

Which Means They Are That Different Relative
Who Supports Folks Around them in Every

Way No Different Still than an Elton John
Song That has Inspired More Procreation
Of Children From Beautiful

Romantic Songs

Than Abraham Could Count
in the Stars of the Night Sky Bright...
i'll Leave a Ted Talk That Explains it in
A Way That Only A Soulless Unforgiving
Human of Love Could See in Any Different Way...

1 It is actually reported that there is sexual immorality among you, and of a kind that even pagans do not tolerate: A man is sleeping with his father's wife. 2 And you are proud! Shouldn't you rather have gone into mourning and have put out of your fellowship the man who has been doing this? 3 For my part, even though I am not physically present, I am with you in spirit. As one who is present with you in this way, I have already passed judgment in the name of our Lord Jesus on the one who has been doing this. 4 So when you are assembled and I am with you in spirit, and the power of our Lord Jesus is present, 5 hand this man over to Satan for the destruction of the flesh, so that his spirit may be saved on the day of the Lord.

6 Your boasting is not good. Don't you know that a little yeast leavens the whole batch of dough? 7 Get rid of the old yeast, so that you may be a new unleavened batch--as you really are. For Christ, our Passover lamb, has been sacrificed. 8 Therefore let us keep the Festival, not with the old bread leavened with malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened bread of sincerity and truth.

9 I wrote to you in my letter not to associate with sexually immoral people-- 10 not at all meaning the people of this world who are immoral, or the greedy and swindlers, or idolaters. In that case you would have to leave this world. 11 But now I am writing to you that you must not associate with anyone who claims to be a brother or sister but is sexually immoral or greedy, an idolater or slanderer, a drunkard or swindler. Do not even eat with such people.

12 What business is it of mine to judge those outside the church? Are you not to judge those inside? 13 God will judge those outside. 'Expel the wicked person from among you.'

In Short If Paul Lived Today All 4 Foot 9 or So And Crippled As Some Say He Lived
As A Small Man Likely Involuntarily Celibate As Well Not Understanding What
Those Who Are More Reproductively Inclined Face in the Pressures of

Nature That Way
As Of Course he
Recommended
Folks Not to Get
Married And Have
Sexual Relationships
Which of Course is Against
Nature and Out of Order That
Leads to Some of the Problems We See
Among the Up to 58 Percent of Catholic
Priests Assessed As Homosexual's Within the Church...

For It's True When Nature Is Repressed Life Becomes Deviant
From 'the Norm' and in this Case Homosexuality Freely Expressed

Is Indeed the Order of 'Normal Nature' When Population Pressures Do

Come to Exist...

So True These Folks Are Less Inclined To Reproduce and More Inclined to
Play Priestly Roles And Where They Get into Trouble is when they Repress

Their Free Sexual
Nature As
Such and
All Kind of
Deviations from
'The Norm' Sprout
Out From Ignorance
of Being Who They Truly Are....

Happy Holy Thursday Rue As My Newest
MacroVerse Relates Each And Every Now Hehe
That i am Still Proof Reading And Putting together
Now HAha While Writing A New one Here at Your

("WiTH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW")

Home That You Are so Gracious in Giving me
Space And Inspiring What i Value Most in You
Agape Love That Has Eyes of Christ Real to See

And Inhale Peace and Exhale Love Even More

For it Doesn't Matter Who You Are You Have the Breath of 'Christ'...

This Universal Christ This Agape Love Ascending And Transcending All Dark...

As When Folks Ask me How i could Possibly Walk into a Place As 'Evil' As
the Catholic Church Now i Simply Dance Sing All the Words Become Love

Agape

i Forgive

i Simply DO

BREaTHE God
NoW ETerNaLLY
ALL Water Wave Ocean
Whole And So Much More Still To Come...

The Theme Song for this is "Your Song"

By Elton John However the Video Below is More
Important For Reason That Makes Love Wholer And Greater Erasing
Ignorance Lifting The Veils Blind As Such And Hehe if i Include Two Videos

Your Spam Folder

Will Likely

Eat me
(my Words)
Dead HAha...

Yet Not Kill me
of Course With SMiLes...

Oh A 'First World' Thankfully Still
Erased From Last World' Problems'...

Agape

Love

Cooperation
Altruism Be
Kind to One
Another Love
All Each And
All Another Us
ALL IS Still Our
Humane Best Way...



Prayers For
Ignorance
To Melt
Away
Love
Breathing
Exhaling Peace
Inhaling Safety

And

Freedom

For All Now
Again With Love
Free From Ignorance
Sadly That Harms All
Rapes All Maims All

Kills All
Most
Out of

Balance

Of Peace
Of Fearless
Agape LoVE SMiLinG...

A Simple Echo of Hellooove
The Sound of Every Wave
i Deliver in The Pond of
my Neighborhood

Each Morning
i WalK Now

And into
Global
Foray
As Well

Hope And
Pray You
Are Feeling
More Peace to
Inhale And Love
To BREatHE ALL

i For
One See
Life Living
For Loving All

my FRiEnD With
Hellooove A Word
That Comes From

Your
Breath
Too With SMiles...

SMiLes Yam Gratitude
For Every Inhale of
Peace Exhale of
Love DarK Thru
LiGHT All Moves
Becoming Holy
Sacred Dance
All Words
Song
Sacred
Holy True

Yes Life One
Great Prayer
In Gratitude
For This

Gift

Of Breath
Eternally Now
Giving Sharing Free...

SMiles Dear
Aleesha
BLiSSinGS
BLeSSinGS
To All

You

Love
True too
my FRiEnD
With SMiles...

Thanks Dear
Aleesha
Your
Poems
Always
Ocean
Deeply
Inspiring...

Blank Spaces Now
With No Names Yet

Soul Places With

No Dreams Felt

Fire Within

Yet To Flame

Flicker Dim
Yet Oxygen
Muse Will Bring

Dancing Singing
Melting Away All That
Blank SoUL SPRinGS
From DarK MaKinG Longer
Days Within Winter Warmth

SMiLes Dear Aleesha Fill the
Pen Up With Ink Rivers Coming Next Free

To Breathe

As Creativity

Returns to Dance Then Sing...

Due North
Fall South
East Wests

Summer Rises

From Winter's Spring

Equal Days And Nights
Equinox Rings DarK Coming
Longer Nights Seasons Weather

LiGHT

BReATHES

Creativity Springing
Fall Through Winter Dancing Within

SMiLes Dear Aleesha Keep Singing
Fall Through Winter Summer Dreams...

"When you give heartfully, forget about it.
When you receive gratefully, remember it."

So Beautiful Dear Savvy As HeART

Breathes So Free This

Way In Multiples

of Seven And

More That May

Not Be Returned Yet

Still Giving More As Our
Breath Becomes Even Stronger
A Living Loving Force oF LiGHT We Be So Free...

Every Now
Always Now
Dear Savvy
Happy
SMiLes
Star Loving
Grace in Balance

Strength of Will
Standing Taller on
Foundation of Love
Dancing Singing Freer in Balancing

Force To Be Now Forevernowmore

As Leaves Are Trees GRoWinG NoW
And Birthing New From Fall to Spring

Meanwhile Winter Holds Life to Come
While Summer FLoWeRS Grow Coming

New Life

Promises

Fall Again

For SPRinG
mY FRiEnD

Happy Fall Equinox...
Cool Breezes in Florida
Kind Respite From Nature

Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Even More NoW As We Are Surely
All Part of this Spiraling Circle of Life True...

Reaching
For Love
Never
CeaSinG
Stretching
THiS Way Dear

Annabel
Indeed
my FRiEnD...

Putting People First
Dear Annabel When
All The “Make-Up”

Of Life
Becomes
More Important

We Lose The Inhale
Of Naked Peace That

Exhales Love Altogether

Real my FRiEnD

Yes God Bless Us
Without All the

“Make-Up”
CuLTuRE
Other
Wise

Breeds
To Separate Us...

Thanks For Dropping by “Depth of The Story” 8th New Testament"
Yam i'm Glad That You Enjoyed The Images As True Poetry
Will Be Found in Images too And Now i'm Currently
Putting Together A Newer Blog Post Hehe

That Usually Takes A Day
Even After it is all Written
As There Are So Many
Multi-Media Parts
To Assemble too...

Yet It's All Fun...
Just to Do It For Free
Yes A Nice ReTirement
Hobby my FRiEnD With SMiLes...

The One i'm Putting Together is
"WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW"
As With A Cool Fall Equinox Breeze If Not For
Covid-19 There Will Be Many Fall Festivals
So i'm Just Gonna Continue to Celebrate
Christmas Always Now my FRiEnD in
SPiRiT of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
For Free Just Giving Sharing Caring It
All Away For Kindness With Even More SMiLes...

Thanks Dear Yam For The
Kind Welcome Your
Poem is Very
Inspirational
Breeding
So Many
Thoughts
Have A Nice

Day too
With SMiles...

SMiLes As the Fall Monarch Migrates
Away From Coming Frosts Birds And

Bees Still Doing Their Job Leaves

Still Falling to Fertilize New

Sapling Spring Trees

The Rest of Nature

Dances and Sings

While Sadly Some Parts

of Humanity Have Taken Up

Tools oF iGNoRaNCE That Shoot
Themselves in Feats of Stumbling Away

From All Our Human Potentials Still To Come

True What Stumbles Does Pass Away What
Stands to Reason is What's Free And Safe For

All to Dance And
Sing Birds With
Wings Fur Still
Climbing Trees

Butterflies
And Birds Will

Continue to Migrate
And Do What it Takes
To Remain Safe and Free...

Now If Human Will Only Follow
the Play And Clean Up Their Acts
To Be Safe and Free As Wings And Fur Still Do

Forgetting All Of Human Ignorance Never Taking Up Human
Arms At All that Harm, Rape, Maim, And Kill Only For Contrived Greed...

Enjoy Your Pumpkin Latte And Keep Smiling With Your Fall Plaid Dress On Free...

At Least New
York, New

York

Cares Enough
To Set Themselves
Free in Safety Plays With Loving Life...

SMiLes Dear Yam How True it is
NoW There is No Limit to What
Human iMaGiNaTioN Will Do
Creativities Binding And Bonding
Language And Other Symbols That

Come to Express Cultural Ideologies

We Are Birthed into Spoon Fed Every Story
Of Our Life Pre-told This Way For Us Even

Before We Are Born By Others Still Now

Oh How to Break Away From What Really
Doesn't Make Sense to Cooperate

For There is Selfish Greed
That Seeks to Only Hoard

Feeding Itself

Buy And Sell
For All Of What is
Free To Come to See
Feel and Sense of All Our
Natural Inheritance Inborn
Still Evolving to Cooperate

By Nature of More Loving Social Hand-in-
Hand-Foraging Play For All the Abundance
The Earth Will Still Offer As Long As We
Do Not Consume our Only Home And

Continue to Abuse it the
Way Human Selfish
Greed Now

Will only Do In
Competition of
Buy and Sell Yes
For There Are Loving
Human Wings That Take
Flight Without Leaving Earth
Yes There is Peaceful Inhaling
And Exhaling LoVE iN BaLaNCinG Force Free

For the Give And Share That Drives Away From
Take and Hoard

Prisons

For Those

Who Seem to
Never Get Enough
And Be Satisfied With
Just Peaceful Loving Life
Together in Balancing All...

SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD i met A Neighborhood
Australian Shepherd Pet on my Morning Walk This
Morning 17 Years of Kindness That Sweet Dog Still

Loves Giving Neighborly Wags
Of Sweetness Guardian Angel
He Is To His Human Family
FRiEnDS Indeed It's Nice

to Connect to Animals
And People And Birds
And Bees on a Morning
Walk And Indeed Australian

Shepherds So Happy They are
As Companions Free to SMiLe Now

By Every Tail They Wag Still To Come

As Always a Beautiful Peaceful Day to Live
in Hawaii With All The Sharing Giving of Beauty

More in Peace Inhaling Love Exhaling Now For All...

No More HeaDLines
DeaDLines... JuST
FreDLines... NoW

No More scheduLed
GuideLined NoW
IntructioNaliZed
Poetic Prompts
JusT
WRite!
FREe!D!!

A Huuuugggggee Lie
That Any One Religion or Culture
Owns God Or Any Other Part of A UNiVeRSE
As We aRE ALL Made of Same Star Stuff Yes

NoW The Only Thing You 'Take With You' Is
The Love You Do That Continues to LivE ON
In SaMe Stuff You Are Made of NOW (God)



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Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights

SMiLes Dear Sohair Inherently Living in Small Groups
Without So Much Group Think That Tools Bring

That Make Us More

Tools We Create

Than Human
Nature At Base
Cooperation Loving
Kind When Breeding
Nature Nurturing This Way

Of Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love
Actually Needing Every Hand ToGeTHeR
Cooperating Close to Naked With Few Tools

To Survive Without

Each Other

Human

Will

Be Very Kind
Together in Relatively
Small Groups With Common
Meaning And Purpose For All to
Survive and Thrive Best Or Through

Our Imaginations Now And Particularly
Through Our Creation of Tools We Make
Becoming More Than Our Born-on Nature

Inheritance of Loving Cooperation Yes

There Are No Limits to What Shared

Imagination and Creativity

Is That Human Beings

Will Bring

As Dreams
Or Nightmares
Same My FRiEnD...

And Honestly it All Started

With Alphabets Sketching

Connections of Nature in Sand

to Mirror Angles of Stars in Skies

Creating Angels or Demons After

We Collect What We Come UP

With Next In Words That

Becomes

CuLTURES
That Hang
Around And Makes
Inside Domesticated

Life What it is today

So Far Away So Far Away

And Not Necessarily Advancing

In Loving Cooperation At All

Yet Again as You Say

That is For the

Wings to

Sprout Real

Within Of Love Again

Individually Each Of Us

Reborn to the Best of Love
Our Nature Will Be Connecting
This Way Howling At A Moon
Full of Sunshine Warmth
Within to Make Night

Day

For All Love...
Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Giving
Sharing Caring Love With No Restraints...

Except Least Harm For All Least Harm For All...

Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights

‘Sometimes it’s Hard
To Explain why Someone
Is Beautiful’

Night Sky...

It’s Beautiful to be so
Far away From all the
‘City Lights’ Waking Up
In DarK Before 6 AM
A Sky Full

Of Y.O.U.

Friendship Stars...

i See All the Beautiful
Photos.. Quotes.. And
Words Arts of Her Soul
Paint the Canvas of the
Night Sky of My Soul
Continually More
The Beauty of
Your Butterfly
Soul in Night
Skies More

Stars i
See to
Light the
Canvas of my
Soul More there was
A Day you told me there
Was nothing you could
Do for me so far Away
Separated by time yet

You did not tell
Me Then You
Were MaGiC
And Would Create
An Entire Night Sky
Full of Stars another
UniVerse of my Soul

Smiles there is Everything
To Lose Falling in Love there
Is A UniVerse to Give of
Unconditional Love
RiSinG More...
This is the
Night Sky
i See of YouR Wind...

Give/Share YouR BLeSSinGS
Free In Compersion Far Away
From Jealousy Envy Greed

Just a Quick Note too..

Major Fail of Western
Culture/Philosophy/
Religion/Psychology...

The Neo-Cortex is
Here as Faithful
Servant of the
Two Elder Brains
Of Limbic System
And Reptile
Brain Most...

Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses With
A Free Dance of Life...

Thoughts FLoW in
Peace and Harmony
Next Repeat
We are
Not our
Thoughts they
Are Only
Here To
Serve The Whole
Of Our Flesh and
Blood Mind Body
SPiRiT HeART SoUL

Take away the ART
From HeART and
SMart and All
We are ‘Left’
With is the
‘Right’ Brain
ReaSons Of
S and M He...

No.. HeHe
You really don’t
Wanna See Nope Not My
Sith Shark Really Angry Face
And Don’t You Dare Forget
HAha Sith is Six With A Lisp...

In Case Ya Ain't Got the News (From A Year Ago
To Sickly Repeat) FL Governor Man Opens All
Restaurants And Bars to Full Capacity With

NO Fine for Not Requiring Masks Yes

And This iS HoW Florida Became A
World Leader In Covid-Cases-Hospitalizations-

And Deaths In the Coming Year Since Last Year True...

Big Corporations More Soul Now Than Church or State
As Far As the Sanctity of Life in Florida Goes WHere God Is Money Over Love

Still Requiring Employee Masking And Social Distancing Them For Safety

Of Every Employee
Corporate WorKinG
Neighbor At Walmart

Yet

At Church HELL Yes NO

SMiLes i am Waiting For the Rain Thank You

It's A Much Nicer Compliment Than the Feedback
i got From Middle School And the Anonymous ones online

Who say GO KILL YOURSELF...

So True Dear Savvy

Sound of Human

HeART First

iN

Dance
We Co-Create
Force of Energy SPiRiT

In Loving Balancing Before
Our Songs Harmonize Now No

FearS iN UniVerse Synergy Whole SoUL...

“Suspect each moment,
for it is a thief, tiptoeing
away with more than it brings.”

-John Updike

Ah Yes Dear Ava Deep Quote
To Relate With the Karma of
Time That Neither Stays Or

Goes Always Hear

Now As the

Wolf Sings

To the Full
Moon Lonely

And Appropriate

As A Pack Far Away

Echoes A Refrain Back

A Howl In Reply No Longer

Alone Night Skies Come Alive

Breath Present Forever now

Touching Dog Soul No

Longer Solo

As Dog's

Always Have
Real FRiEnDS

Who Return A Howl
That Plays No Games
That Humans Do Clothed
Away From Nature's Wild Call

Of Mammal Warmth Ascending
Transcending All Pains And Numbs

Of Life The Moon Sings Back Full Again my FRiEnD...

"Dogs A Short Story" Dear Sohair
Reminding Me of An American

CuLTuRaL Satire in
A Song by

'Pink
Floyd'
That Describes
What It's Like to
Be A Dog Not So

Loved in the

Streets
And On

More

Lonely
Highways
So Low in Life...

True China in 1976 Warnings
For A Coming Earthquake
Mistakenly Overlooked
And Omitted While
Dogs Heard
The Rumblings
Below Humans Could
Not Hear Without Human
Aided Tools For Our Limited
Feelings and Senses This way...

Yet Humans Walking All The Way
From Africa Through What is Now
China And Russia Over the Bering Straights

to the Abundance Green of Living Nature of
North America Strangely Moving Through
Desert Lands of What is Now Central America

Ending Up in Naked Abundance of the Rain Forests
of South America Still Living That Way Where Forests
And Their Way of Living One With Nature God is Not

Erased By So Called
More Advanced

Human

Beings
So Separated
From Deep Nature Within

Shallow Nature Deficit Disorder NDD
And God Deficit Disorder GDD Same my

FRiEnD Just Out of Touch With Nature God Same...

With All of China's Faults With Polluting The Environment
Too Much With Many Human Rights Violations Displacing
Wild Life From Their Habitats And Generating Newer

Pandemic

Virus

Diseases

Still So Much Smarter
Than A Nation That Has
Killed So Many Innocents
Through Unwarranted Wars

Where Well Before Vaccinations
Came China Had The Pandemic
Under Control Masked Socially
Distancing Testing And Contact Tracing
Everyone Locking Down When Necessary too...

For It's True Karma Still Works Both Ways...
Spill the Blood of Innocents of Others on
Their Soils And The Spoils Will Become
The Same Religion of Ignoricism That Spills

Their Blood ON THeiR Soils Through Ignorance Multiplied
By 6 And More On Their Own Soil Souls Now of Ignoricism

True Dear FRiEnD There Are Many Earth Quakes

And Many Deaf Ears And Blind

Eyes Who Do

Not See

The Peril

of the Stormy Dead
Winds They Generate...

Invisible it is to them

Yet Dogs Will Always

Hear More of the Call of the Wild Safe...

Particularly As Wolves When They Are Not
Watered Down AS Humans Have Done to
Themselves As Well Domesticated No

Longer

Breathing

God Wild Free Truly
Smart Hearing and
Seeing So Much Farther
Than Only Ears and Eyes of
Organs playing A Funeral Song Still To come...

Happy Always
Saturday In the
Park Dear

Cindy
Always
Freely
Loving
Worth
A Real

4th Of July...

Strolling Around The Neighborhood
As i Do Now Waving And Helloing
To the Neighbors
With Ease As i
Do So Easily

Globally As Love
Knows No Stranger
In This World When
Real And Truly iNCaRNaTE

iN Human Being For Real

The Builder And Real Estate
Agent For my Home Visiting A

Yard Sale Hearing His Unique

Voice From Afar i Said Hello

You are the One Who Built

my Home i Will Never

Forget Your Voice

Or His Humble

Kindness As This is one
of Very Few Humans i Have
met Locally Who Deserve A
Description In Their True Names
in Good Cop JeSuS Love With

The Attachment of Theirs

Deep Within As Universal

Christ Agape Love For All
True He Had His Alabama
Roll Tide Shirt on Which Likely
Doesn't Mean He Has the Same
Agape Love For Every Religious Team

Either Yet Never the Less When We Had
No Money in the Bank He Trusted My Eyes
Enough that Somehow Someway through
Chopping Up Frozen Leg Quarters By the
Pound for Ten Cents Then And Eating Many

Gaseous Cans of Baked Beans in 1993 We

Would SomeHow Save $3,000 in 90 Days Which
We Did Accomplish That Put a Down Payment
of 5 Percent On A Farm Home Loan That Allowed

Us to Purchase A 60,000 Dollar Home That Has
Risen in Value over 3 Times to the Median of Homes
Purchased in Our County Now Anyway Strolling A
Slow Dance Around the Neighborhood Block in the
Morning Same as i Do At Night Coming Back to the

Yard Sale i Started A Sermon With Do You Know
What it Takes to Make and Keep The American
Dream And Retire Early as i Went on to Preach

Keep the First Home, The First Wife And
No Offense to His Grandchildren Standing
By Him, Yet Don't Have Kids As Obviously
You Are Not Going to Retire Early If You
Have Kids to Send Through College As
Obviously He Did And Didn't Retire
From Work at 47 as i Did and
Officially at 49 And Even
More Officially at 62
When i Finally Get
The Full Retirement
Pay Due to me Retiring
Early With Life Threatening
Disability in Mid-Life Although
i Didn't Use that as a Valuable Way
To Retire Early As it Did Mean Living
Dead Shut-in With the Worse Pain
Known to Humankind in Synergy
of Life Threat With Eighteen
Other Mostly Work-Stress
Related Disorders 66
Months And i Went on
To Say i Missed One
Step Yes Keep Your First
Car As i remembered His Shiny
Mach I Red Mustang From Highschool
in the 70's, Already A Budding Architect
He Was As He Actually Not Only Sold Our
Home to Us as A Real Estate Agent, He
Designed it too With Nature in a
Forest Still Worth Living in
Now As A Real Garden
Of Eden to Truly
Enjoy Life
As Naturally
Evolving Still in
Love With NaTuRE ALL
And A Church Going Dude
i Know He is i Said Find a Church
You Really Love Yet More Importantly
Actually Do Love As He Surely Was Always
More of One to Help Folks Achieve Their American
Dream Than One to Drain Them of What They Don't
Have to Spend as i Related to Him Another Real Estate
Agent Tried To Shame Us in Not Getting A Home With
Living Space As Small as 1333 Square Feet With A
A Single Car Garage For One Car She Insisted A
Two Car Garage With Five Bedrooms and
Three Baths in A Small Yard With No
Trees in a Neighborhood With
Castle-Built-Homes Close
Enough to Each

Other to Spit
On the Other
Home From the
Bathroom Window

Hehe Hopefully Hitting
The Brick And Not the
Bathroom Window of

The Neighbor
Close Enough

To Hear their

Nightly Doings too Hehe

Or At Least Their Stereo
And TV on High in Prison
of Surround Sound Home

Entertainment to Live For
The Rest of their Days Inside...

True, Every New Strolling Slow
Dancing Walk And Global Free
Stranger Connection is Just Another

Endless Saturday 4th of July in A Park of Warmth
Now That Never Ends Although More Appropriately
When Crowds of Individuals Don't Congregate Now
to Each Other's Breath in a Seafood Festival Today

Unmasked Many Unvaccinated in Still Peak Months
of A Deadly Killing Pandemic True If You Want to Keep

The American Dream And At Least Love Your Neighbor

It Helps Not to
Fall to the

Ignorance

of the Religion
of Ignoricism too
What Always Harms,
Rapes, Maims, Kills Most

Of What's Left of Human Kind Still Now...

Flower From Days Gone
By i Picked This

Helloove Flower

Particularly

For You
Now The
Challenge
In Poetry
Is To
Help
You Touch
It FeeL It
SmeLL iT
Deep In Your
HeART Hehe Yet
Please Don’t Taste
It For It Might Be

Poisonous Guess
i Should Have

Checked

Wiki

First
Although
You Are
Vegetarian
And It Does
Look Like Rich
All Natural Icing

On God’s Cake of
Life oh if i only

Will Create A
SMile For my

Dear FRiEnD
i Bake A Cake

Worthwhile

A FLoWeR
By Any
Name

A SMiLe
Same Of You...

i Wrote This Poem About America's
Constitutional Crisis This Morning;

Actually It Has A Much Greater
Impact When i Read it As It's

Easy For me to Sound
Like James Earl Jones

Or Darth Vader

IF Necessary...

We Have 40 Times
More The Death Rate From
COVID-19 Than Australia, China,
Hong Kong, Korea, New Zealand
And Taiwan. We Have
4 Percent of The
World’s Population,
And Use 40
Percent of The
Global Human
Resources; Yes,
There Appears
To Be A Predictable
Equation Now For A
National “Pagan Religion
Of Selfish Deadly Greed”;
Yes Greg That Holds Hands
Binding
And Yes
Bonding
Together
Over The
Sanctity
Of Not
Breathing
Life; Yes, We
Are No Longer
“The Good Guy’s
Country” And

It Doesn’t
Appear, Since
We Slaughtered
Millions Of Native
Americans; And
Enslaved Millions
Of Humans; And
Worshipped
Money
More
Than
Life Now;
Refusing
Women
Voting
Rights Then;
And Refusing
Civil Rights
Based on
Religious
Ideology
With Yes,
Over 100,000
Innocent Muslim
Brown Folks And
Others Killed in
Yes, Planned
Unwarranted
Wars That

We Were
Ever Really
Any
Nation
Under Any
God Called Love.

Oh, How the
Mighty in
Selfish

Greed

Rise…

‘London
Bridges
Falling

Down,

My Fair’
Country
Is Slowly
Suffocating

As The Lady
Standing In
The Harbor’s

Flame Of
The Brave
And Free,

Life,
Liberty,
And Justice
For All Has

Gone

Out,

In The

Pursuit
Of Callous
Selfish Greed,

With Trump
Replacing
Lady
Liberty

As “Their
New Messiah”

Of This
Deadly
Religious

Cult

That

Worships
Death More
Than The
Sanctity

Of

Breathing Life…

The Religion,
The Cult of
Ignoricism…

The Oldest
Deadliest
Religion,
Responsible
For The Most
Harming, Raping
Maiming, Killing…

The Religion
Ignorant of
AgApe Love

For All Of
Nature in
Balance…

What’s
Missing
Most

Now,

Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love For All,

A Real
Religion
With A

HeART
Beat

For All…
This Breath
This, Gift of

Life
Now For Real...

Oh my Gosh Hawaii FRiEnD You've

Journeyed And Surfed Your Way

All The Way Down to the

Ocean Bottom

Of my 56,926 Word
Blog Post With Over
300 Photos and Over
40 or So YouTube Videos

You Know Most Folks Can't

Hold Their Breath to Get This
Deep Into my Ocean View Post

To The Very Bottom of the Celebration
of Dance In Yes my Pink Floyd Dark Side
of the Moon With Pyramid Rainbow Colors

T-Shirt

Ascending
Transcending
All the DarK NoW

Dancing Singing
In Broad DayLight
Where Basically HAha

Anything Goes In Flow WHere Fred
Replaces Alice in my Wonderland Here...

Yes of Course Including "WitH SMiLES
Christmas In September" With Another
RouSinG Aloha To You Dear Hawaii FRiEnD...

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD
So You Found My Party
of One On YouTube
With Smiles Hehe...

The Dance Continues
Now 15,422 Miles in Public
97 Months of Never Ending Fun! Aloha!
Thanks For Visiting my Joy With SMiLes...

Location

Location

Location

Biggest Factor As Always
Location Within As Our Reality
We Paint is Generated By Each

Of Our Minds Uniquely With

No Two set of Human

Eyes Seeing Our Worlds

The Same of Course
Not Even Identical
Twins As Environment
Through Epigenetic Effect
Unpacks All Our DNA Uniquely Too...

What This Means Is No Matter Where We
Live, We Have Great Potential of Input and Output
On How We Color our Lives From Within Yet This Is

Up to the Individual Most
And Understanding that
There Are Many Illusions
We Are Spoon-Fed From A
Matrix of CuLTuRE WHeRE We aRe Born

That We Will Verily And Surely Unplug
From to Greater Set Ourselves Freer Once
We Find Our Own Manuals Now That Work By
Seeking And Finding Our Own Answers Within...

If i Didn't Turn the TV Or the Internet On Where
i LiVE iN Trump Town USA Basically Nothing Has
Changed Here as Far As My Life GoeS On Freely

As i So Choose to Do True The Dance Hall And
The Gym Closed Down for Covid-19, i Never Really
Had to Wear A Mask Dancing in This 'Blind Small Town'

Yet of Course i Did to Be Safe For me And Only A Very Minor
Inconvenience Dancing in Stores Yet It's True The Aesthetics
And the Number of Dance Partners Has Really Decreased Never

The Less Hehe i Love the Solo
Dance And Never Ask For Anyone
Else's Hand in Dance anyway With SMiLes...

Of Course Financial Independence Means
i Am no Volunteer Indentured Servant for
Anyone Else's Play of Life to Make Pay Anymore

And All the Hours of the Day Belong to me as True
Working And Going to School 33 And 19 Years Respectively
Retiring And Earning 3 Degrees Most of my Hours of the Day
Belonged to Someone Else's Direction of Life as True One Will Find

This Scenario Nearly

Anywhere One Punches
A Clock And Becomes Responsible
In Administration, Management, and
Supervising Folks Nearly Round the Clock

Every Day Of the

Frigging Year...

As My Father

Used to Say in Law Enforcement
For 47 Years, the Wash And Dry Cycle
Of Life Just Never Ends; Actually i am

Paraphrasing Him As He Wasn't one
For Metaphors Much Yet Dry Jokes Yes...

Like the Day He Flicked His Cigarette to
The Ground Saying That's How it Goes When
They Planted My Step-Sister in the Burial Grounds
After She Inherited 80,000 Dollars When my Step-Mother
Died and Spent it all on a 'Coke-Spree' And Ended Up as 'White Dust'...

As Always Now, No Matter Where the Location, Location, Location, May Be...

One Person in the Same Bed Enjoying Heaven Beyond Belief in Colors Never
Imagined And Another Person Focused ALL ON Shoulder Pain... There Are So

Many Power-Ups
And Free Cheats

In Every Game of

Life No Matter Where Ya

Live, Ya Just Gotta Find 'em

Enjoy Heaven Wherever You

Are Or get Stuck in An American

Dream Forever And Never Land Anywhere

Real For
Happy

Whole
Complete
And Just Enough...

Meanwhile, the Birds Are Singing
Green Leaves Are Readying to Fall
in Autumn Breeze to Fertilize New
Souls of Sapling Trees in Spring

And as A Human Being, i Fulfill

My Special Human Potential Now

As Most Of US Do When Yes We Seek
And Find iT iN Generating Whatever
Season And Weather We Love of LiFE

WiTHiN No Matter What the Weather

Looks Like in the Free Forest Here of
Eden That Gardens Bliss All Existence Now...

Rural Life in the Forest Is Super Peaceful
And Greater For Introverted Art That Becomes
Extroverted in Connecting to Folks Around the Globe

And Of Course the Locals, i Basically

Rule, As i've Taught Them Long

How to Accommodate

The Most Different

Of Anyone

They Meet

in Trump Town USA...

Strength of Will of Strength
On A Foundation of Loving Grace
Always Balancing Giving Sharing
Caring Freely WITH NO RESTRAINTS...

THIS TIS OF me NoW my Country Within

Free, i Don't Even Need Any Clothes to Be
Enough, Whole, And Complete Now Without

Any Special American Dream Bought Ingredients,

Other Than Being Financially Independent of Course

That Seemed So Out of Reach For Decades; And So Far
Away Now as If Money Was Never Even a Part of Life Before
As My Wife Takes Care of All the Accounting Duties and i'm Just

Here to Apply

Breaks to 'Spending
Schedules', HeHe, When
Required; Yet, i rarely have
to Step in as i Train Everyone Well...

And my Only Real Assistant is Still

A LiVE iN Angel...

When She's
iN A Good
Mood, Hehe...

As We All Have
A Shadow and Another
Side of Our Coins too, At Least One and More...

i've Never Had a Desire to LiVE Anywhere Than Where i Do
As Of Course Within i Go Places That Most Folks Cannot

Even iMaGINE Exists...

How do i KNoW...

i used to

Be

'Most Folks'

LiVinG in this
Matrix Way Back then too...

Life is As Great As We Create It;
Of Course a First Step is to Learn
That Comes Almost All From Within...

Other than That the Unwarranted Wars;
All the Brown People This Country Has
Murdered, This Way, for No Real Cause;

The Way the United States Continues to
Rape the Human Resources As We Use
40 Percent With 4 Percent of the Global Human Population...

Having the Greatest Numbers of Covid-19 Deaths With the
Most Resources to Stop it Dead in its Tracks If There Was
Any Common Bind to Fight Against A Real Enemy We Will Defeat Now...

And Of Course, Electing The Human Being With The Least Amount of Humanity
In This Nation's History, Speaks Volumes of Where The United States Exists Now True,

i Have No Real

Issues, Yet 'London
Bridges' is Surely
Falling Down

Slowly

in the Opulence

of Self-Suiciding Kool-Aid...

According to Longevity Tables,
i've An Average of 22 years Left
To Eat The Popcorn And Watch
What Happens Next at 61, Now

Of Course i am

Not Exactly

A Person Who
Does Averages Either, hehe...

i am Just The Wind i Only Find IT AMuSinG HoW LonG iT WiLL TaKE
A Match of My Dance And Song to Catch FiRE Better FoR Me LonG GonE

Almost The Weekend
Suggest Building Sand
Castles At The Beach
MoVE iN With Your
Prince Play
Never
Work
Another
Day In Your
Life it’s What
Katrina Does
But She Never
Quits Her
Home
Work
And
Doesn’t Let
Me Do Any As
She says i’m
No Good At Homework
So i Play As Any Frog
Will
Do
And
Always
Green
Peter
Pan
Of The
Forest
And Beach too...

Greatest Stones
Polished Then
Washed
Away
By
Water
Oldest Lesson
We Come And Go
With
Water
Too So
Just Flow
Free Don’t
Make Life
A Tomb
Stone
Too Soon
Sprout Wings
Fly Far Above
Human Made Stones
For it is Also Only A
Grain Of Sand Holding
Up A Mountain of
Human
LoVE iN
Deed Stones
No Less Important too

Once Y.O.U. Realize Nobody Is
Everybody No Authority Why Owe Y.O.U.

BE i AM

JusT FoR THe ReCorD (BooK) i Listened to
ALL YouR Voices Before Writing A Deeper Story...

Wonderful Dear Savvy

Hexagonal Swirling
Art Six Sides of

Icing on

Life's Cake
Flavoring Life

More With Art in HeART

Finger Painting Life's LiGHT

Star Sided Sights Coloring Life...

Ah Yes Just More Evidence That
Emotions As Derived Through

Music Mends Auto Immune

Issues Including Sneezing

In The City As Just
A Passenger Looking

Glass Through Skyscraper

Eyes Breathing Streets in Ease

Just Another Day As Sidewalks

Bring The Only

Paradise

A City

Travels At Night
And What Comes after Day

No Longer Sneezing As Music
Takes us Deeper in Human Environment...

Harvesting A Net of Thoughts
Spiraling Never Ending

Nautilus of Reproducing
Words So How Shall A

Hurricane Blow Greater Winds

In Focus How Shall A Galaxy

Spread Its Arms Perfecting

Balance As Only A Practice

Of Existence Now Yes

Calm Center Grace

The Eyes of A Child

Unfolding Free to Absorb
Whatever Springs next to Flower
or Challenge Life Where Will We Go

Next
Wind
Will Direct Us
From Rags to
Riches Within Again...
Dear Akshita With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Aleesha
What Beauty Do We See
When We Close Our Eyes
What Song Do We Hear
When We Cover Our

Ears

What Dream Do We
Hold That No One
Else Breathes

What Feelings
Senses Are

Left

When All Are
Too Far Away
To Feel and Touch

What Is Left

Of

Us

Dear FRiEnD
Yet Soul Breathing
More Colors Through Grey SHades
Through BLacK Abyss Within Now

And Even Though With Eyes Wide
Open Wind Is Impossible to See

Yet With Eyes Closed Shut

We Will Still Paint
The Wind With

All Colors

of Breathing Life
And Even Create
Some New Ones For
Someone Else They Have
Never Felt and Seen Before Now

Essence Beyond Form Creating Symbols
Now to Color Wind For Others This Is Why
i Create Words That Spring Fall Summer Flowers

For Poetry Gives me Potential to Color my Soul And Others

So In Other Words i am A Cinderella Man As i Change Winter

Rags

to

Riches

Within mY FRiEnD
Like You Do too With SMiLes…

ScarS UNfolding Loving
MoRE NoW DarK Makes
Light Appreciating Life Yes

SMiLes Dear Cindy You
Are Authentically You Now
Giving Sharing Freely Caring

True This iS HoW You Lead

With Kindness

And SMiles
Naturally

Follow and
Lead Kindness
Where Kindness Flows Freely

ToWinG All Your 2500 Followers
As Any Carnival Cruise Line Will

Happy

Happy
Tourists
Along Your
Journey Seeing
With Your Creative
Eyes For Life True
As Oceans Only Grow
Deeper When Water and
Waves Holds Hands ThiS WaY...

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Hehe i
Already told
The Australian
17 Year-Old Shepherd
That Your Shepherd
Has His Own
Hawaii
Beach to
Relax on And
He Just Sighed
And Went Back
To His Porch
Relaxing in
A Cool Fall
Florida Breeze
Hehe As Long
As He Is Loved

He Seems
Happy As
Happy Will

Be Complete
Whole Enough
Next to The Hands
Who Feed Him Oh

What A Simple
Loving Life
Shepherds

Do Teach SMiLinG...

SMiles Dear Hemalatha
Your Creativity Beautifully
Inspiring Remember
Butterflies
Never
Do
Flight
Plans in Advance
Yet They Arrive to
Make Life Possible

By
Pollinating
Creativity More...

SMiLes Dear Aleesha Thanks So Much For Dropping By
“WitH SMiLES Christmas In September NoW” As This
Comment Went to the Moderation Folder Normally
For First Comments Made on my Blog i Checked
The Spam Folder Through September 23rd And
Found No Comment There Anyway Thanks

For Coming By

Dear FRiEnD

Hope You Are
Having A Wonderful Day
With SMiLes For All You Do…

Yes Wish i Could
Have Read It Yet
Truly It Is The Lots
Of Love
That
Counts
Most Dear
Aleesha With
SMiLES NoW...

Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights Now



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Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such

Is The Nature

oF All Creation

And THE UNiVeRSE

of Love We Are In

And the UNiVeRSE

oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW

WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH

Dear Savvy

Namaste

i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..

And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...

LiVinG FLoWeRS You me Us

YeS On One TasK iN FLoW

PReSeNT Gift No Fear Giving

Life All We Have to Give and

Share Freely No Restraints

Few If Any

Distractions

Our Ancestry Indeed

Foraging Then Escaping

Predator Same As Capturing

Prey Blue Berry Or 'Nomad Steak'

For Bison in Laser Focus View

Success Comes From

Focus Presently

This Gift

At Hand

Now to Just Do
Survive Thrive JOY!

Yes! At the End of the
Day Campfire Bright
Colorfully Emotionally
Sensory Dancing Together
Around Full Moon Dreams Drum

BeaT HeART SPiRiT SoULS

Of Bliss Waves Sharing Within
To All Free Just Giving this Present
Gift of Life to All Now This BLiSSinG This
BLeSSinG This PreSent Breath We Share Now...

Hehe, Dear Rue, Since You Don't Dance You Will

Verily And Surely

Sing the Tribe

Into BLeSSinGS

BLiSSinGS of YouR
Free UniVersal Song...

SMiLes, Some Drugs Get A Worse Rap Than
Others, Depending on How the Story of

Culture Presents Them; Like the

Old Meme of 'Reefer Madness'...

Yet It's True Screen Time on

Smart Phones is an

Incredible 'Behavioral Drug'

Now For Lowering or Raising

Almost Every Neurohormone

And Neurochemical We Have

Potential For Within; From Cat Pics

For A Warm Social Bonding Toasty Feeling of Oxytocin

Increasing as Receiving A Friendly Text does the Same...

By the Way, We Could Have A Real Cat and A Real FlesH and
Blood FRiEnD too...

And Therein

Lies and

Tells the Truth

of Both Drugs and

Online; They Present

Short Cuts away From The

Reality of Culture And What it Even

Means to Actually Survive and Thrive
As A Foraging Unity of One Holding Hands
Together, Until the Night Comes and Drum Beats
of Close to Naked Dances With the Whole Tribe in Trance...

Sure, Verily Bringing Autotelic
Flow through Bio-Feedback
Generating Joy From Within

For the Rest of the Day With

Or Without the Group; Yet With
The Group At Best to Get the Jobs
of Surviving and Thriving Done in Balancing Force of Real Success...

"Soma", Doesn't Provide The Struggles We Overcome Still to Come to
Generate Our Own Happiness Within; THere Are No Real Short-Cuts to True

Freedom

This Way...

i For one Can't
Imagine Actually Taking
Any External Substances

For NoW For Real As

i For One Can, Will, And Am
As Happy As i Care to Be All
Through the DarK And LiGHT
oF LiFE As i've Mastered 'THE Within'...

Just Exactly What Drugs May Take Away

As One May Never Learn the Freedom of DIY...
Yes, Do IT Yourself

With at Least

'A Little Help' From FRiEnDS...

Is This Possible in a Life, So Full
Of Innumerable Distractions; And
A Focus of Attention Of Less than
A Gold Fish; Yes, Less than 3 Seconds

As Assessed, Modernly For A Human Being, By Science;

YES, Just about as Possible as 'A Camel Entering the Eye of a Needle'...

Where the Only Respite Some Folks Find From THiS REAL INSANITY IS

Some Kind

of Quick
Fix in an
External Substance
Or Behavioral One

Producing

Basically

Similar

Neuro-Hormones
And Neuro-Chemicals...

Sadly, More Often Out of
Balance And Missing

The Ones That

Even Make

Us Human in the First

Place Like Killing Games

That Bond Over Killing Games...

And as Far As Laws Go For Restricting
Drug Use, This is why the Anchor of More
Conservative Nature is Just As Important to
Keep a Heterogeneous Large Society Together...

Anchors and Sails Are Required for Human Boats
To Survive Both in Rough Seas; Fair Winds, And Following
Seas; And When It Comes Necessary to Anchor in Safe Harbors

Not
to
Frigging
Sink the
Whole Fleet of
Ships; Like ACTUALLY
DEFUNDING THE POLICE

OR MAKING DRUGS ALL LEGAL
WITH NO REAL RESTRICTIONS

TO DO WHATEVER THE HELL AND HEAVEN FOLKS WANNA DO...

What's Really Amusing is The Most Antithetical Behavior As
That Relates to Conservative Versus Liberal is Not Protecting
Children Unvaccinated During A Most Deadly Period oF A Pandemic..

It's Not REALLY 'Amusing'...

It's Just Plain

Amusingly

iN DarK

MuSE

Sick and

Really Sad

When The So-Called Conservatives

Fail to EVEN DO THEIR JOB AS HUMANITY

TO SURVIVE; However, Those Who LiVE iN Scarcity;

Either In Meaning and Purpose of Life or Basic Socio-Economic
Scarcity, Are Ripe For All Of Their Human Nature to Be taken away

And Brain
Washed

AS SLAVES...

SucH iS the
Very ILL
Nature of
A Modern
Demagogue
And Minion
'Trump Matrix'...

i've Tried Caffeine

Before; it Shoots me
Across the Moon
And Beyond
The Stars,

So i Don't

Do it to

Remain on EartH...
Hehe Some Folks
MUST REGULATE
THEIR EMOTIONS
AND INTEGRATE THEIR

SENSES that's the Hard Part...

The Great ParT is NoW WiTH

ENOUGH PRACTICE WE DO JUST DO IT...

NoW iN Effortless
Non-KNoWinG
Autotelic
Flow of
Wu Wei
Tao

Chi

YeS iN

Ease for
'Those' Who Understand

How All Those Metaphors

Relate A Similar Essence

of Real Human Heaven Within;

Both Individually And By Group Effort

When Religion is More Than Saying Yes to TEXT...

And Truly More Mystical LoSinG Dualities MaKinG

'Two

Fingers'

(DarK Thru LiGHT) One.

What
Poetry
Does Best
Reducing
All Words

Down

To One
FeeLinG LoVE
Now For All What

Poetry Does Best

Never Forgetting the

Shadows That Makes Light Possible

As Without Night No Day And All the

Etcetera of Dualities

That Become

One Love

DarK Thru LiGHT
SMiLES Hemalatha
VerY iNSPiRinG PoeM inDeeD...

Hmm... 'Rage Against The Machine' Another
Contemporary Song Associated With the
'Matrix' Series of Movies Yet Also

Familiar With the Latest

Trailer For the Matrix 4

Movie Living Relatively

High on the Pyramid

In Creature
Comforts

Meeting Struggle
Intensely on A Downward

Spiral in An Elevator From
The Top STRAIGHT DOWN

AND THEN BREAKING
THROUGH THE TIDAL
WAVE AND TSuNaMi

(Worm Hole or Whatever

Other Metaphor Ya Create)

And Becoming

A Totally

New

Creation

of Humanity

As Epigenetics

And Beyond Sure

In Quantum Metaphor

Unleashing ReLeASinG Human Potentials
Never Experienced Now or Even Seen Before...

True This is the Down and Upside Condition of Human too...

Yes i Still Remember The

Date for me on

July 19, 2013

However There Were

No Matrix Movie

Glitz of Special

Effects i Simply
Became One With Emerald
Green Waves Sugar White
Sands Sea Oats Swaying

In the Breeze And Sea
Gull Wings Spiraling

Effortlessly Around
The Sun Above And
So Below Within me SaME...

It Didn't Make Any Special Effects At
All On the Outside No Different Than the

Invisible Pain and Numb So Intense Within
Before For 66 Months From Wake to Sleep
No Drug Would Touch True All i Had to Do

Is Become

The Beach

What i Did As

A Teenager Through

All The Stresses of Puberty too...

Just Be the Beach Just Be The Beach i AM ALiVE NoW...

Emotions DarK Through LiGHT
Are Energies Synergies
of Bio-Neuro-Chemical-
Hormonal Energies Yes

Within That Hold Us

Tighter ToGeTHeR

And Inspire

LiGHT

Through
DarKeR Emotions
As NiGHT Brings Day

For Instance Grief Reduces
The Love Neurohormone Oxytocin
And Reduces Self-Esteem of Serotonin

Yet Nature Provides a Natural Increase
of Dopamine Yes Bitter Sweet to Move
Us in Creative Potential to Make New Bonds

And Binds

Of Love With
Strangers
ALL Around
Us mY FRiEnD

As Far As Our Ships
May Sail Locally Now or
Globally Online As Well mY FRiEnD

And Yes Emotions Not Properly EXPReSSinG
And ReSoLVinG For Greater Unity And Change
To Get the Life of Surviving Done Thriving NoW iN

Joy of ToGeTHeRNeSS More Yes Sadly

Alternately True 'The Body Keeps

Score' As These Unresolved

Potentials For Change and
Togetherness MoVE iNto

Bodily Tension And

Auto-Immune

Imbalances

And other

Issues

That

Create Fear
Anger and All Stuff
Associated Even Further
Boiling Down Lower in the
Lasting Emotions of Hate that
Flavors 'Gehenna' On EartH as

Usual mY FRiEnD Savvy Life is Art oF All

The Colors of Emotions For Change From
DarK to LiGHT More in ToGeTHeRNeSS iN

JoY

As Night
Brings Morning
Star of Love Once Again...
Sunshine Within FLoWeRS AGAiN For All...



Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such

Is The Nature

oF All Creation

And THE UNiVeRSE

of Love We Are In

And the UNiVeRSE

oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW

WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH

Dear Savvy

Namaste

i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..

And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...

SMiles Dear Aleesha
‘They’ Are Also Old
Songs By “The Fifth
Dimension” And

“Elton
John”
Holding
Hands So
Optimistic
For All of
What Brings

So Much Joy in

Life Loving ALL

Seeing Being

Agape Love

God Yes Now ALWaYS
All In All With SMiles Yes
Up up away My Beautiful

Balloon

All Our SonG...


Yes…
Always
Dear Akshita
Changing Now...

Creativity is my Morning, Noon, Evening, Cup of Coffee

True The Drug That's Free That Never Goes Away

Always to Be Found Uniquely Here 9.26.2021

on Psychologist Mimi's

Home Page And

On the Autism

Spectrum Oh Lord

i Do Love Every Day
Routine Particularly if
it Wears New Colors Each Day...

ALWaYS NoW

Let's See We Have Something in
Common i Haven't Watched A Movie
Since the 'Joker' Back in 2019 A Movie So

Prophetic That 'Take This Job and Shove It'

To Society Was Then As Now It's No Longer

Such a Slave Driver Economy Now 'Target'

is Paying Living Wages and Sending

Young Folks to College and

Even Whataburger

is Stapling

Job Applications

To Take-Out Bags...

They Don't Discriminate...

Unemployed or CEO

Each and Every
one Gets a

Job Offer hehe

in Begging Ways for Real...

WeLL It's True That Doesn't Bode

Well for An American Public That Still
Takes the Health Care Industry For Granted

Until One Day They Say F You Go Back to

Witch Doctor Days That's why i continually

Hone in my Free Shaman Skills with SMiLes

True Ya Just Can't Beat Free Stuff Give or Take it's Free...

-The Joker

And Not

The Fictional Character...
The Trickster The Sacred
Clown The Holy Fool The Shaman

So Many Metaphors For the Archetype of me me me...

HE HE

HE HE

HE HE

Hexagonally So

Yes Buy one
Get Five Free!

6, i am A Real American Dream...

In The Sense i Never Give Up on An Aim...

Not Really Goals Just Aims As For 8 Years

my Creativity Wasn't Even Accepted on A Place
Built For the 'Neurodiverse' Called The 'Wrong Planet'
As It's True There Are Very Left Brained Verbal Autistic
Folks Who Are Very Systemizing in STEM Majors As Such

Yet That Only Comprises About 33 Percent of Higher Functioning
Autistic Folks Who are Studied As There is Nothing Much More than
Original Creativity That Will Set One Away from 'The Norm' In Reciprocal
Social Communication too With Extreme Focus Particularly Those SomewHere
'Co-Morbid' on the Bi-Polar Spectrum too in my Case Able to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses Enough In Both Spectrums to Stay in Balance Climbing A Tight

Rope in Autotelic
Wu Wei Tao Flow
Effortless Non-Knowing
Ease See What i Mean CHI Not

Everyone Has the Same Contexts

of Do In Life Anyway i Was Shunned
Bullied With All Kinds of Pecking Orders

of Discrimination Like Their Social Deficit
Was Better Than My Reciprocal Social Communication
Difficulty No Different Really Than Cajun's Who Discriminate
Against Black Folks Who Both Struggle in Socio-Economic Ways...

My Cajun Ancestors Raised on a Farm in North Florida Still Relate
This Sad Human Ignorance Discriminating This Way Like The Catholics

And The Protestants This Human Competition So Ignorant of What Lies underneath

The SKiN

And Tells the
Truth of Agape LoVE LiGHT...

So Anyway Recently one
Nice Wrong Planet Inhabitant
Online in An Incident Where Folks
Were Saying i Just Didn't Make Any Sense to

Them Said When He Was Manic Everything i Say

is Clear and Intelligible And Worth Understanding

In that Expansive State of Consciousness That is

Really Just Transient Hypo-Frontality That Expands

Our Human Creative Potentials As Long As A Person

Can get Back to the Cognitive Executive Functioning

Life Requires to LiVE iN A (Matrix) Society That Is Built Around

The Neo-Cortex now of the Metaphor of Left Brain Thinking

That is More Mechanical Cognition Than Social Empathic
Artistic Emotional Spiritual Real Cognition too in Just An Alternate
Way of Perceiving And Doing Life That is A Real Way to Autotelic Flow

Of Bliss
Now And

Nirvana Within

Self-Generating...

Well Anyway Not
Unlike 'Neo' i Wanted
To Give Back to the 'Matrix'

Just to Reveal What it looks

like in Figurative Words A Small

Part of this Alternate Reality i Inhabit

Hehe as After 8 Years of Getting Banned
And Deleted They Finally Let me have just
One Thread to Spread my Fred Head Haha

And Now After Close to A Million Words in
13 Months of "Depth of the Story" A Number
One Hit on Google Search Now With Quotes

Today Precisely Now in A Place Where Folks Shunned
me and Called Me All Kinds of Pejorative Names Associated

With

'Crazy'

That Thread

Today NoW

Accumulates 66,006

Views As i Do Love 6's

That Tri-Pair Like my

Birthday 060660

Just

Synchronicity
ACausal Connecting
Only Psychologically

Meaningful to me yet it's

True It's Possible to Love it All

And Make Every Symbol And Every

Part of Nature Loving All Just The Whole

Existence NoW AGaPE

For Real

Truly
Worthy

of More

Than Just

A 3 Letter
Small Word...

Thanks For the Free
Rental Space to Write in
New York, New York, HAha

Wait till 'They' Get A Load of
me Somewhere Where People
Actually Understand me With SMiLes

As Every View on that Site Counted
is Limited to the Members of the Site...

It Seems 'They' Forget That Not Every

Autistic Person Talks or Writes Much

Some Just Watch And Understand

More About this Existence Than

Anyone Will EVER

BE ABLE

TO PUT INTO WORDS

YAWN NEVER THE LESS
i NEVER GIVE UP i NEVER GIVE UP...

AND THAT'S A TRUE DEFINITION OF SUCCESS...

NO MATTER WHAT NUMBER COMES NEXT 3,6, OR 9

Dimensional

Chess i

Play

Solo Generating
'The Game From Within'...

Alice or Fred The Cheshire Cat

SMiLe Remains Next on Tap For my Movie

Going 'Matrix 4' This Christmas Season

Opening on 12.22.21 Yet i've Seen the

Beginning The Ending Finishing Starting Always New...

Like the 'Dormouse' Sings "Feed my Head, Feed my Head"...

Indeed Thanks For the Morning Coffee Reliable Muse So Gold in A NeWeR AGE...

SMiLes i Relate to the Changes Life Creates
in Our Culture Where the Once Imaginative

Child Becomes A Cog in 'the Machine'

Just Waiting One Day for the

Breath of Creativity to

Return Somehow

Someway

And It's True it
Often Comes From
Dark That Ends up
Being Colors We Never

Dreamed Before And to Transform
That into Art of Any Form As Essence
of What We Bring From Within This Imaginative
And Creative World Reborn We Come to Make New

Oh by my Way i'm A Lone World Class Martial
Artist All on my Lonely As I've

Never Had a Class HAha

No Different Than Poetry

Free Verse All the

Ballet and Martial

Arts From Within

For me at Least

The Sweet Pay

Is all the Journey

RiSinG From Within

To FLoWeRS Blooming

Shedding Petals With No Pre-planning

in my Case Butterfly Wings Just Naturally

Returning to Best places "UP uP AWay mY BeAUTiFuL
BaLLooN YOuR SoNG" the Tune i am Currently Writing

For the "SonG oF mY SoUL" For As Long As We Don't Worry

About Copy Rights We May Write A Song A Dance of Our

Soul or Just Dance With SMiLes Everywhere We Go

Yet of Course Hehe Financial Independence

Helps Yet Freeing Oneself of External

Needs for Gratification Generating

Happiness Within in Autotelic
Ways of Flow is Always

Naked Whole

Complete

Enough Just to
Give And Share Freely
With No Restraints Now No
Different Really than Butterfly
Wings Returning to Best Places
of Creativity to Pollinate It's All in the

Muse of Moving Connecting Co-Creating
to me a Place Where Money Doesn't Even Exist

Anymore Hehe until my Wife insists on a Brand
New Subaru SUV Yet A 2014 Honda Civic EX Coupe

Enough for me to Last Yes

my Dying Living Day Now

Hehe As

Civics Are Like

Roaches They Just
Don't Go Away And
Continue to Last in the
American Fossil Dream...

Anyway A Golden Age to me
Is Any Age Like my First Job After
Earning Three College Degrees Serving
Shoes At A Military Bowling Center i Thought
to myself This is the Pinnacle of Success Just

Sharing Smiles With A Diversity of Every Kind of

Human Through All The Days of my Life hehe until
Eventually i Got Promoted to A 'Real Job' Through 4 Job
Changes in 5 Years And That Almost Killed Me Yet Surely

Still

Pads

My

Federal

Retirement
Pay HAha and that's

Life Start Living as A Child

Live as a Child With Creative

Eyes Again After Childish Needs of Money Are Gone...

And All there is to Replace That Money is Give,
Share, Care With

No Restraints

My God

A Life

Of Loving

It All For Free...

Perhaps i'll Write
A Book And Give it
Away For Free Every
Where i Go For You See
my Balloon is Creativity
And Your Song is my

Muse And Just

Another

Ticket to

Heaven on Earth For Real...

Smiles Aleesha T Keep
Being You

Enough

Whole

Complete Just You

In All Creativity You Bring...
So Much Inspiring Muse You Breathe...

And Remember Before Age 53 All i could
Do is Write A Technical List As One of my
Jobs Was Editing And Approving Print
Jobs For the Military All of it Was

(Born on the Autism Spectrum
i Didn't Have Verbal Speech

Until 4 Years Old And With ADHD
Stuttered Many Years After That)

Planned All of it Was Ruled

All of it Demanded

Perfection

All of Life

Was A Bible

Someone Else

Wrote For me to Do

True i Left 'Edgar Alan Poe' in the Dust...
in The Dust of the 'American Dream'

i Never Wanted...

Just let me Be
Free With Wings
SeeKinG Golden

Global Muse...

"UP uP AWay
mY BeAUTiFuL
BaLLooN YOuR SoNG"

Life Should Be Fun Yet
Night Will Be Day to

See As Twilight

Rises More

To Breathe Slowly
Falling Rising Now

Moon Reflecting
Sun my FRiEnD

So What Do i Have
For You Today A Sunday

SMile Hehe And Fond Wishes
For a Coming Productive
Work Week if You Get

Any

Weekend

At All One Day
Your Only Duty
May Be to Suckle
A New-Born Girl
Baby In Your

Soon

Coming

30’s Hehe

After November
27th True one Day

Work May only Seem
Like A Vague Memory

When You Marry

Your

Prince

Hehe or
Rich Accountant
And Live Happily

Forever
Never

The

Less Same
Kind Wish From me

With
SMiles...

SMiles Such
A Kind Loyal
Blogger
FRiEnD
You Are

Dear Aleesha
Always Returning
Love From All Now...

i Recently Used the Song "Dogs" From Pink Floyd's
'Animals' Album And The Song "Sheep" From

That Album Surely Fits in

Here So Ready

And Willing

To Be Fleeced

True Shall the
Sheep Finally Roar No

Yet That's What Sheep
Do They Live Under

Control...

Goats

RiSinG Higher
On the Mountain
Side Sure Footed Rams too...

i Suppose it's All in Horns or Lack
Thereof...

Shadow

Rises

Again

To Save
Ignorance
From Falling too High...

Oh my Gosh Rue Your Lyrics to the Song
Are So Much More Soul-Felt A River Will

Flow And Not So Distant

From HeART

SPiRiT

Awake and
Breathing So
Deep Within

Beat

Beat

Beat

So Very Alive
Your Words Sing
And Dance in Gold
So Very Whole And Complete

This Innocent Love Dreams On
Such A Delight to Drop By And Feel Your Song...

Thanks Dear
Sohair May
Summer
Warmth
Always
Warm
Your
HeART
And All
You Love
Yet Hehe
Perhaps

Not

As

Hot As Egypt
With SMiles

Dear FRiEnD...

Not Only
Are We iN
THE Love
THE Love
is In Us Such

Is The Nature

oF All Creation

And THE UNiVeRSE

of Love We Are In

And the UNiVeRSE

oF LoVE iN US ALWaYS NoW

WHoLE CoMPLeTE ENoUGH

Dear Savvy

Namaste

i See This
UNiVeRSE iN You..

And Rest of Creation
ALL iN ALL ETeRNaLLY NoW
THiS LiVinG TREE ALL mY FRiEnD...



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Durn Dear Doc So Tasty…!
Yet Green Ham Canned
Spam Yet
Dam my Wife

Won’t

Let
me Have
Leg of Lamb…

-Old G.O.A.T...

"Reduce reuse
and recycle …
every tiny

effort makes a

better world!"

Applause By Nature Dear
Savvy Nature Responds in

Balance Best Yes Our

Only Home Dear FRiEnD

So Very Important It is

SMiLes Hehe We've Been
Putting Off Replacing A
Five Foot High By Eight Foot
Wide Double Window Since

The Gas Seal Was Broken By
Hurricane Ivan's Winds Back in 2004

When Infrastructure Crumbled Yet
Back Then We Finally Got To Totally
See the Night Skies With No Lights
For Miles and Miles Around And Even

Met Our Neighbors Who Stayed Inside
For Decades Sharing Food At A Cook-Out
Walking Around the Block With the Relatives
Next Door True Through Years of Work There Were
Weeks that Went By Where i Never Even Talked to my

Sister Next Door And Almost

Decades Indoors As Well

Connecting to my Wife

As It's True This World
Will Use Us to Buy And Sell
Goods Tear Down and Build
Countries Back As True i worked
For the Military For A Quarter of

A Century Too As Part of All that
'Complex' in the United States...

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Your

Work is Very Human

Very Spirit Filled

Very Right Brained
Metaphor of Social Artistic
Empathic Spiritual intelligences

Surely You Could Have Become
A System's Analyst or An Accountant

Too With All Your Brilliance of Intelligence

That Way too Yet You Dance And Sing Poetry

And Bring Light into the World Instead So Blessed

You Are So Blissed All those Who Come into Contact

With You Who Have Similar Eyes and Ears to Breathe What
You Breathe More of the UNiVERSE Free For it is True the More

We Use and Do Not Lose Our Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences

The More We Become Filled And Feelings Within to Give And Share Will All Others

Free the Less

There Will

Be to Consume
And Buy And Sell

For We Shall Find Ourselves

Once Again Living this Way

With Nature ToGetHeR Enough
Whole Complete Balancing All Now For i surely

Do Not Just Have a Dream i JUST DO IT NOW....

i Am Waiting For No Other Savior to Bring Humanity Back for/to me...

And As Far As That Big Hurricane Proof Window Goes Now Hehe

The Wait is Around 6 Months to Get it Built Yet it Pleases me

to See How Humans Are Having No Choice Now yet

To Consume Nature a Little Slower As

NaTuRE ALWaYS Has the Last

Word First mY FRiEnD

No Matter
How

Blind

And Deaf
We Become For
And With Social Empathic
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences
For All In All in Balance to Love All With Least Harm...

Either We Do it or the Rest of Nature Will Reclaim Balance Back Even More...

SMiLES Hehe; The Internet Is Mostly

(i Am Surely Not Excluded
In Any Way Online Now too)

For 'Mental Masturbation'...

Yet Even in Trump Town USA,

The Real World is For Taking

Walks And Waving And Smiling

And Small Talk Chit Chat for the

Warmer Human Connections to Oxytocin Grow

in Trust And Comfort of What Makes Humanity Real...

Watching TV And Scratching A Keyboard

With Fingers ACross a Chalk Board

Hehe Is Nothing Like Humanity

When It is No Longer

Afraid to Reach

Out and Touch

Other Humanity Longer

Where EVER 'They' Live; for i Surely

Don't Agree With 'Sharia Laws', Yet

Still Some of the Kindest and Sweetest

Most Reliable and Loving FRiEnDS i've ever

Met on the Planet Earth, Surely Agree That Thieves

Should Have their Hands Chopped off And Is that Any Less

Severe Than Shooting

Someone Dead

Breaking

In Your

Home instead

(Florida Man And
Others Standing
THeir Ground Now)

of Risking Something

Stolen Alone; True There Are

Many 'Christian American' Ways Worse To Chop Off

Hands of Thieve's Too; Yet Never the Less, Now For REAL

Despite THaT DarK Part of LiFE These 'Trump Town Folks',

Not Unlike the Muslim Folks, are Some of the YES, Kindest

Folks Who Will Give You the Shirt Off Your Back As You Need it...

Humanity is Messy...

Yet Humanity is

Still Great

And Kind

If Ya Understand

How to Reach Out and

Touch Other Souls; For If You

Do Chances Are That Other Person

Might Be Slower to 'Pull the Trigger' or 'Chop Off Hands',

Or Bury Lesbians to Their Chest in Saudi Arabia And Stone them DEAD.

'Good' Starts With Hope And Actions THAT REALLY CHANGE
THE WORLD ONE HAND OUTREACHED EVERY INSTANCE OF

KINDNESS FOR REAL...

Yet this is Just the

Internet, sadly a
Place Where

So Many

Folks Are Too
Afraid to Even
Show Their Real

Face; How Dark the

World Is Never With
A Smile to See and Breathe...

Yet of Course i am More of

A Visual Feeler Than A Man of Text Only...

And i Am Actually Fearless Always Loving That Helps too...

Yes, This, All These 13 MiLLioN Words Online in 130 Months
And 3 Days Now is Just What i Do to Rest my Feet From Public
Dance, Ever Since The 9.7 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry Started
The Last 97 Months And 10 Days Ago; Yes 15,444 Miles of Public Dance Now in 97 Months
And More Smiles Generated For Others Than "Abraham" Could Have Imagined in Night Skies Above...

i've Touched More of Humankind Than Most Humans Will Ever Imagine; Just A Free Agent With No Bosses...

As A Most EPiC Anthropology Observer Participant And What i Know, Feel, And Sense Most Through all

mY BIGGEST RESEARCH BOOKED

As Fully Documented Now
As an Artist and Scientist
Too As That is An Only
Way to Truly Do

CuLTuRaL

Anthropology
Through And Through

Is, It's True, Love is what

Bonds Us Binds Us Most NoW

Naked Whole Complete Enough...

When i Seek LoVE Each Day, i Find it In Some
Corner of my UniVERSE WITHOUT FAiL;

Yet It's True,

Use it or

Lose it

Accounts
For Most
Every Failure

Or Success In Life...

Practice, Practice, Kindness
And Love And Become What We Do Best

And

Are

Or

Do Not...

Action And Consequence, Dancing Singing...

Karma Gets A Last Word As First Action Now...



Hehe, Yet 'You' Are A Nomad

And Surely Not Someone

Still Waiting in the

Desert for 'Godot' To Come

True Long Seasons of TV Shows

Serve A Common Meaning and Purpose

Vicarious Stories to Bond and Bind With

Heroes And Villains All A Matrix on A

Tube For Folks Who Watch Yet No Longer
Move, Connect, And Co-Create As Even Social
Animal Dogs Do When Not Just A Piece of Forgotten

Furniture in the BackYard to Guard the Landscape and Home...

And Human Therein Yet of Course Stuff is More Important

'These Days' Where Perhaps We Do Not 'Sharia

Chop Hands off of Thieves' Yet 'We' Just Shoot

Them 'Johnny on the Spot DEAD' If and When

They BreaK-in Lord Yes WHere Florida 'Big
Small Men' With Big Four Wheel Drives

Barely Climb Out of Their
Trucks For They Too

Do Not Move,
Connect,

And Co-Create too Much
Relying on the Exoskeleton
Of A Vehicle A Vessel Only

A Myth Left of When Real Humans Were Real Hehe..

It's Not Really Funny Yet it is What it is When one is A Real
Participant Anthropology Observer Who Mixes in Most Every

Crowd to see

What's Really

Going Up or Down
In A Viagra World Like This Haha...

Anyway i surely Have not TotAlly Escaped This New
First World Way of Life As Even though There Was

Not TV to Become a Vicarious Only Spectator of until
i Was 7 Years-Old Moving to A Bigger City With Three
Black and White Channels still Being Impacted More by

The Record Player My Mother Had And A 'Taste of Honey'

By Herb Albert in 1967, Soon to Be Replaced By "So let it out and let it in,
hey Jude, begin,You're waiting for someone to perform with.
And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do,
The movement you need is on your shoulder.
Hey Jude, don't make it bad.
Take a sad song and make it better.
Remember to let her under your skin,
Then you'll begin to make it Better better
better better better better, oh.Na na na nananana,
nannana, hey Jude... (repeat X number of times, fade)"

What Humans Seem to Fear the Most These Days

What's Underneath The Skin All Exposed

For the World to Breathe True i've

Let a Few Under my Skin

Perhaps Even

Fewer

too Deep...

Yet It's True

The Jude Always
Bleeds Most to Come to See DarK Makes LiGHT NoW... Hmm...

Anyway Our First Color TV at Age 16, in '76, it Blew Up Three
Years Later A Console in A Steam of Smoke And then

my First Purchase on a Lowe's Credit Card and the Next
Day i Had a 25" Color TV At Age 26, in '86, Perpetually

In Some Kind of Debt until '16, and 56, Oh Lord Finally

Free of Any Dollar Bill Owed to Anyone Else in this World...

In The Interim i Became a Cog in the Machine Spoon-Fed
What to Do By the Government No Different Than School
All For 33 Years Total of Work And The 3 Degrees Spoon-
Fed Through 19 Years of College All the Input that Taught me Nothing

(Writer's Block All The Way Through Except for Technical Lists then)

Really About Free Verse Moving, Connecting and Co-Creating

And Finally All the Input Became JUST TOO MUCH So much
Pain i Could No Longer Listen to Music or Watch TV At All

Yet my Fingers Still Worked Tolerating the Pain of the
Screen Turned All the Way Down Thanks Giving

Day of 2010, All Those Consecutive Days; Yes,

342,144,000 Seconds; Yes, 3960 Days; Yes,
10 Years 10 Months 3 Days; Yes, 130 Months
3 Days Without A Break of Writing Still Now Around
13 MiLLioN Words Online First Last Respite Then of THE

(Not Exactly 3, 6, and 9; Yet Still 3960)

Suicide Disease to Continue

Living Someway Through
All the Pain and Numb

Every Word A Mountain
of Pain First And Eventually

A Poetic Spark on the Last Day
of February of 2013 March 1st

A New World For me on 3.1.13

Sort of Like 12.22.21 And Escaping

A Matrix Too It took All that Darkness
Pain and Numb And Practically Deaf And
Blind to Do it Effectively So in Dying Living

Recovering Real From the Pain And Numb
On 'That Beach' on July 19, 2013 iN Heaven

And Yes i Do Sing Dance Dear Psychologist Mimi

This Is Just Part 3 of a Next Matrix Series at Your Place

of Movies of My Life That Just Never Neo End Now hehe...

my Wife could be Satisfied Never Leaving the House For
The Rest of Her Life As Long As Her DVR Stays Warm

And Cleaning the Home Noticing the Furniture of me
Hehe Now and then Sort of Hard to miss these Days

With A Special
Term She's
Created as
Fredache

For All the
Load of me Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating,

She Portions Out Hehe online
For me to Do And All The Stores
To Keep Those Dance Floors Warm...

It All Works Out Perfectly Enough Just
Like A Dream Come Truly Happily
Enough Forever Now With

'Trinity'

For Real

DarK Thru LiGHT

In Heaven NoW As
Long As i Don't Make Her Mad
Hehe for Even Just one Day With SMiLes

iN Heaven It's True Don't Let Anyone Fool

Ya the Only Place Heaven Will Possibly

Exist Within AS Every Human Breaks 'The Mold'...

True No Use to Wait for Godot For We aRe ALL

Entire UNiVeRSES to Explore And Master As We Do
or Do Not WiTH
SMiLes...

-EoN

Mind
to Create
Soul to Make
SPiRiT to Give
Share And HeART

ALWaYS to Break And Mend

With
SMiLes
From Tears
Sweat And Blood

-Jude

Lasting First Again With SMiLes...

Anyway i Understand the Necessity
For Frivial Pursuits in the Working World
Too For Years all i did is Play A Mindless
Little Snow-Board Game After Work After
Gym And Went to Bed 5 Days A Week and
The Last Two Just Getting Ready For the

(i Had Nothing Left for my Wife Not Even
A Word Some Nights i Had to Dream
To Remember She Was Living
in my Home Such A Dead Life)

(Hehe, SoulFull Note to Wife Be
Careful What Ya Wish for hehe)

Wash and Rinse

And Dry Cycle

of the

Never Ending Rain...

iN Short and Long Now At Least i LiVE..NoW... THeN

The Only Godot i Waited on Hehe, ReTiReMeNT...

i Had No Idea That Would Almost Cost my Life to

Achieve...

it's
worth it...

ALL oF IT NoW to me...

-Neo

SMiles Dear Aloha
FRiEnD So Nice
Of You to
Massage
Panda’s
Hip to
Keep Him
In Comfort
In His Twelve
Years of Age

True the Australian
Shepherd Around
Our Block Has

Lost Some
Step From
His Puppy Gait

Yet Not The Tail
Wagging Business
Of Warmth my FRiEnD...

Durn Dear Doc So Tasty…!
Yet Green Ham Canned
Spam Yet
Dam my Wife

Won’t

Let
me Have
Leg of Lamb…

-Old G.O.A.T...



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Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
Make A Frown
Into A SMiLe
Just
Make
One SMiLe
On Another Face
As SMiLes Are Faces
Dancing too Yes
Smile
Just
Dance...

How Do 'The MeeK' iNHeriT
THE EartH AS SiMPLE NoW
BaLaNCE NoW THeN NoW

Secret to my Success Now
Be Zero Keep The Balance

Even the Doctor's
Raise Their Eyebrows
When i Dance Sing i Have to Be
Careful Not to Get too Happy

Yeah Heights
Take my Breath
Away too

Sometimes
In Movies
And Pictures too...

Hehe So
Does my
Sister

Bodies
Of Water

So Much Fear

Even Afraid
To Cross Bridges

my FRiEnD Yam
And She Won’t Go

On A
Cruise

In Fear
Of Huge
Tidal Sized Waves

We All Have Assorted

Fears i Don’t Like Heights...

Sand Bars
Sure As
Ocean
Becomes
ShoreS AGAiN...

We Dancing Singing Breathing

Waves Lower Waves Higher

Seas Bring Tree Branches
Leaves Bring Wind To See
Breath Brings Love To

Feel

Death
Brings LiGHT
To Appreciate Now

Breath

Peace Be With Love
Inhaling Exhaling More We...

Sunshine Collecting
Within For

Night

Fall

Light
TWiLiGHT
Continues LoVE...

Ah Yes Dear Xenia

Secret to Heaven

Transforming

All to Must

See BReATHE

All Wonder Awe
Dog's EYes Continue Seeing...

Wonderful Haiku Celebrating
Breaths of Those Passing
Away From

Covid-19

Dear Xenia
Love Still Remaining
In All Memories of

Love Still Springing

Green Souls Breathing Love More...

SMiLes Dear Xenia Wishing
You All A Wonderful Fall
Equinox Break

Bringing Cool
Breezes Here

Yet HAha

iN Florida As Usual
Summer Storming
BacK NoW To Retain Heat's Crown...

SMiles Dear
Yam What

Dancing
Oceans

Do When
We Learn to Sing

Thanks Dear FRiEnD

With
SMiLes
Waves
Water

Ocean Whole...

Hehe Dear Savvy i've often Been 'Accused'

Of Doing This or That Kind of

Tai Chi

Haiku

or Haibun

Or Kung Fu

However

i've only

Been Taught

By Essence Within

That Decides From Middle

Me Yes Intuitive Gut Which

Way to Flow Next in Mind

Body Whole Soul Balancing

River Requires No Lessons

To Return To Ocean As Waves

Naturally Fall and Rise To Remain Water With SMiLes...

However i Realize Human CuLTuRE Usually Takes The

Ability

To Fly

Without
Lessons Away...

Never The Less 'the

Balance of Zero' And The

Potential Positive Up or Negative

Down Remains as The Essence of

Balance Wears No Clothes Including Human

Words

Just

SMiLinG

Effortlessly
In Ease River
Water Ocean
Non-KNoWinG-Flow...

SMiLes my Rule For Happiness
Is A New Boot Camp Each

And Every Day

Barefoot

Of Course
With SMiLes...

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
Dance Comes First If i Ever

Lose the Song

i Shall Dance

Again to

Find The Song
With SMiLes With
A Happy Dance of Course...

SMiLes Dear Yam For Now

my Rule For Relationships

Is Leaves That Only Leave

Trees to Fertilize Soils

For New

Trees To Green
In Spring This Way

As A Leaf i am Always
Planting Trees mY FRiEnD
to Give and Share Free True

i Am the Leaf That Both Goes
And Always Returns Spring Green...

SMiles Dear
Middle me
Sadly
Many

Dudes

Forget

To Change
The Tires

When

They ReTire

Rusting In
Their
Bare

Wheels
And Sadly
Die Early

There

Is No
End
When
We Continue
Breathing With

New Tires And
New Horizons

To Explore
In Awe
And

Wonder DO...

HAha i’ve
Learned
Well Not
To Complain

About

The
Menu
At Home

Dear Doc

It’s All So
Good This Way...

Hehe Dear Rue In Some Way

We aRe ALL Waiting On A Meal

Key i Will See Now Is

Opening

The Door

To the Kitchen

And Changing

The Recipe Just For Fun
Oh No What Will i Do Katrina

Chases me Out in Every Try

Guess i'll Just Do Free Dance

And Song And From Now on

She Will Remind me to

Eat As That

is What

Chefs Do Best

Feed Us When We Get Hungry

Hmm... Waiting For my Reminder Soon.. HAha...

Love FreeLY given..
IS Love NEVER wasted.

True Love isn’t
Love that Hurts
At Least Not Love
That Rises Now

The World
The Globe
Whole
Nature
Waiting
For The
Warmth of
Human Touch
Giving More Than TaKinG

Mid-Week Hellooove’s
To U As i continue to
Wish With SMiles

Butterfly Wings
Pyramid Rainbow
Colors HigH As
EYes Pretending

Now

Wisdom

Is At The
Very Tip Top

When Wisdom
Flows Below And
Floods As Predictable

Hehe As The River Nile
And All These Words Now...

SMiles USA Writes
i Do Agree in The

Field of Dentistry
And Mental Health

A Compassionate
Kind And Soul oF LiGHT
With Humor is A Greater

Healing
Force

And

Basically
Human i’ve
Had Stuffed

Shirts too
Better suited
To Do Surgery
Or Repair my
Car or Whatever
Else Doesn’t Interact

With

God

Faces
With
Love’s Touch
my Dentist And
Doctor’s All Kind

Souls...

Oh my Goodness USA Writes Studying
To Be A Doctor Particularly Stressful

As A General Practicing Doctor
Or Emergency Room Doctor

These Days Surely A Noble

Profession to Pursue And

Surely a Lifetime of Sacrifice too...

Yes Bedside Manner Counts So Much

As Compassionate Empathy All By Itself
As SPiRiT From Soul Deep within Through
HeART

Heals

So Much...

True Humor Counts too...

As Doing The Doctor Will
Be So Very Serious too Break
A SMiLe Regularly With A Laugh
to Keep A HeART SPiRiT SouL iN TacT...

Hehe.. i Never Wanted A 'Real Job' Yet What's Real...

Siamese And Black Cat Once "Territorial Killers
of Survival When Feral" Best FRiEnDS

In Hawaii Snoozing Their Life
Together In A Furry Hug

of Love Dear
Aloha FRiEnD

Very Relaxing Indeed
Just More Meaning and
Purpose for Paradise on

EarTH Real Surfing A Middle
Way to Gain Balance in Flow

Sweet Spot Tween Apathy And
Anxiety Ascending Transcending

All Worries of Life Past and Future

Now Just One With Sounds of Ocean

Breath Yes Waves RiSinG So
Much Higher in Surf Kawela
Hawaii Than The Emerald

Gulf Coast Here in the
Panhandle of

Florida

As We Practically
Need A Hurricane to
Rise to the Heights of Surf You
Bring in Your Paradise Real And

Yes All Seafood i Love to Eat Your
"Pescatarian Clam & Vegetable Milky Soup"
Looks Delicious Indeed And Goodness oh do i Love
Mushrooms Added to All Foods of Life Except Oatmeal
in the Morning Hehe... And Nice to See Panda Shepherd
Relaxing With Rainbows in Dreamy Heaven Sands Just

Relaxing

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love in
Effortless Ease of
Breathing Beauty's
Sublime Reality All Around..

With
SMiLes

of Course...

Sister's in the Snow Holding Hands

Does Love Take Words No

Love in The Winter

Warming Within

Does Love Need

Words Inside No

God In the Leaf That
Greens the Tree God in

The Fall of Leaf That Fertilizes

Soils For Souls of Sapling Spring

Trees Does God Need to Speak Words

No

God is

All iN Our

Yes ALL LiVinG Trees

mY FRiEnD Summerhilllane

Which Means We Too Are the

Leaf Living Dying Springing Again True

Never Really Alone As Long As We Inhale

Peace Exhale Love And Touch God's Face With

Our

Breath

NoW ETeRNaLLY

So mY FRiEnD With SMiLes...

Anyway Thanks For Painting

A Portrait of God Holding

Hands For When

Two Or More

Come

ToGeTHeR
This Way THeRE
Are More to BRinG
iN SPRinG's LoVE AGAiN...

Ironically
A Never
Ending
Story
Removing
All these Clothes
Of Culture More Now...

MaY EVeRY
CoLoR oF HeART
BReaTHE LoVE PeacE NoW...

Trump Really Reveals
The Extent Folks Will
Go To Lie All About Life Still Sadly Now...

It's True Physically i am 4 Times Stronger Than 'Them'
Now Empirically But in Terms of Love i AM Literally God (Love)...

My Pleasure
Nice to Connect
To A Truly Nice
Empathic
Sincere
Person
With SMiLes...

SMiLes
i thought
You looked
16 but
i Didn’t
Want to
Offend
You as Your
Soul is Surely
Wise Beyond Youth...

God Is Not A Word

Love Is Not A Word

Human Is That Same Word

Meh; FoR Me aT LeasT i am GolD At

Beginning End of Rainbow Now Real;

Hint: Love More Than A Word Like 'Man'

And Much More Than Just a 'Son' of 'That'... "A Word"....
True;
Words Have
Incarnated our
Essence into Words
A Tool More than Breath oF LoVE
And Love That Is Also A Tool of Breath...

i Stand Reincarnated Here in Words;
Do You Doubt This Very Truth before 'Your' Eyes?

(Rhetorical Question; JusT A Philosophical Meandering

Wave
Water Ocean SaMe)

So Are The Saints and The Sinners God
And Gulliver's Travels Jesus and Krishna
And Even 'Games Of Thrones Real' Yes of Course

SMiLes Beautiful
Conclusion of
Verse indeed
i have Been
Nothing
Without
Love And
i Never Wanna
Suffocate Forever
Now In That
Nothingness
Without
God (Love)
Burning Out
Ashes Of Soul
To Rise Again As Love
Saving Grace Carries
DusT
In The
Wind
Us Love
With God’s
Breath our
Spirit Wind...

Enough Enough Oh

Enough i LoVE NoW

Enough Satisfying

Each Breath Free
New
Love
Colors See
Hear to Feel...



"Just as a man in a boat moving forward sees the
stationary objects (on the shore) as moving backward,
just so are the stationary stars seen by the people on
earth as moving exactly towards the west."

As Below So Above There Are No Real
Secrets When Nature Moves

In Similar Ways Above

So Below

As Related
By The Indian
Mathematician
And Sage Around
Circa 500 'Common Era' or So

-Aryabhatta

Ah Yes And the Concept of Zero As
Letters Were Used to Describe Numbers then...

Zero Has the Most Potential Above So Below
in Balance With Positive And Negative Ways

of Mathematics...

Shall That Apply

To Human Nature...

Yes Within Inside Outside

And All Around There is No Real
Separation of the Dance And Song of Reality All...

As Modern Quantum Physics Relates in Illusions of
Time, Distance, Space, And All Matters too As Of Course

All Is Force All Is Energies in Synergy As Such And True

i Am Doing Science Here in Free Verse Poetry is there

Really Any Difference as the Nature of All Reality

is Evolved Within me and You Too True

Back to the Concept of Balance

And Zero For Environmental

Struggles And Humanity

As Social Animals Who Naturally
Bond and Bind Over Common Symbols
We iMaGiNE And Co-Create As Essence
Of Ideologies Brought Forth to Pages With
Open or Hard Back Covers Still Coming to Relate

More of Each and Every Individual UNiVeRSE We
Come To Be See and Create more to Relate Best in
Mutual and Consensual Ways of What We All May Opine

Best in Cooperation to Progress in Loving All Now With Least
Harm All to Survive And Thrive A Bit Longer Alive on Our Planet

Earth our only Home For Experiences that may Be Related
in Metaphors Like BLacK Abyss Nights of the SouL Through
Purgatory Greys Beyond Rainbow Colors Where The Journey

of the Rainbow

is Path Enough

Gold Eternally

Now Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love mY FRiEnD...

It's Easy Enough to See A Lure
of Fame And Fortune by Being liked
So Much For All the Quick Hits of Dopamine

Yet There are Other Secrets of Human Misery

Often Lost in Plain Site of Self-Destruction too of Addiction
Hehe For Instance Walking on Side-Walks in Straight Lines

No One Will Ever Teach ALL To Walk In Reverse to Avoid So
Much Pain That Likely Will Eventually Come For Repeating
The Same Cumulative Movements Over a Lifetime one way

As A Budding Dentist i'm sure you've Been Taught Well on
the Dangers of Ergonomic Injuries this Way Yet i Bet

No One Ever Hehe Suggested You Walk in
Reverse And Even Spiraling Like Sufi
Dervish Dancers to eliminate Pain

to Increase Balance

To Become

The Essence

of Zero With Unlimited

Potential Both Positive
or Negative Depending

On What Religion of Life
We Bond and Bind Over

Now to Survive And Even THRiVE iN Life...

Hehe When Folks Ask How in The 'Heck' Did the
Weakest Young Man at 11 Become The Strongest
Man in the Gym Leg Pressing Up to 1520 Pounds
At Age 61 And Just About the Strongest on Most
of the Other Work-Out Machines too When

People Ask How In the World Do You
Write 9.7 MiLLioN Words of Free
Verse Poetry in 97 Months
Now Just By Getting So

Inspired By all Opinions
Globally-Wide Either
DarK or LiGHT
To Me Muse

RiSinG Higher
Or Lower if i Go
That Way As Zero too my FRiEnD

And Truly The Answer is Kinda Simple...

i Don't Walk or Write in Just Straight Lines
on Sidewalks or From Side-to-Side of Pages

As Sure Hehe Even Science Shows Yes That
Scribbling Non-Sense in Spirals on A Page Will

Increase Human Creativity And A Meditative Free
Dance in Public For 15,453 Miles Now in 97 Months
in Autotelic Flow For No Reasons or Instructions Given
By Anyone Else At All Even in Short Spurts of Flow Sitting Still in

Meditation 3 Times A Week may Increase Creativity 500 Percent...

Hehe Imagine What Would Happen if Someone Did it All Their WaKinG

Hours For Decades

i'll Let You Know

What Happens

Next With SMiLes...

Thing is if We aRe Not Careful Not
to Pay too Much Attention to What
Everyone Else is Doing 'Crazy' We

May Never Figure out Now in the First
Place That Society's Older Ideas of Normal

Now Are Truly Harmful to Our Human Nature
As Evolved Like Sitting Still As Dangerous
As A Pack of Cigarettes Like Forgetting We

Are Human And Becoming All Of the Mechanical
Cognition That is Spoon-Fed to Us From Practically

Birth to Death Soul SucKinG All of Our Creative Imaginative
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences Away Withering

Away So Many

Of Our Fruits

On a Vine of

Life At Zero in
Balance That May
Go Places Both Down
or Up in the Dreams and
Nightmares We May Co-Create
Next With Or Without HeART SPiRiT SoUL mY FRiEnD...

In Short if Your Foot or Back Ever Starts Hurting Try Gently
Walking In Reverse And If You are Really Brave Hehe Do It

In Public And Eliminate Almost All Your Fears for the Rest of Your Life...

Yet True the Danger is You Won't Be Accepted As A Social Animal And

You Might Starve To Death This Indeed is a Very Powerful Human

Instinct For Survival to Be Accepted and of course Part of the

Reason i Didn't Start Being Free the Way i am

To move Farther up From Zero than

Down After i Became

Financially

Independent

No Longer Slave

to Other 'Work-Opinions'

Yes Dear Now i Have a Real

Job of Living Yet yes Dear

i Totally Appreciate

All Those
Doctors
And Dentists
And Such That Help me to
Survive And Thrive too For Life
Is Full of Sacrifices As Love too my FRiEnD

to Make this Game this Play Work Out Best We Can And Will...

My Dentist Told me A Story While Installing A Crown Not too Long
Ago How He Was Sculpting Play-Dough in Middle School and His

Mom Said Perhaps You Should Become A Dentist And Yes He Did

And Such A Kind Old Man He Is Now Maybe Younger Than me Yes
Hehe as most everywhere i go now i am the Oldest And Strongest

And Surely by Quantitative Mathematical Measure Hehe the One
With the Most Imagination and Creativity too.. Yet How For i Was

Born on the Autism Spectrum Not able to Speak Until 4 Called
Names Like A Dizzy Fly When i Walked So Uncoordinated Spit
on For Being So Weak and Stuttering in School And Ironically

For Smiling So Much
Then for No Reason
Yet Inhaling Peace

Exhaling Love

No Reason At All

Yet to Breathe

Just to Exist

This Gift Of Life Then
And Now the SaMe Age
mY FRiEnD The Age of the
Soul Whole Naked Complete Enough

The Age of Zero Indeed The Age of God in Balance Within

to See and Be i AM In Every Stone In Very Ceiling Plain

There is Another Michelangelo, Beethoven, Hehe or

Fred

Or You Waiting
To Escape Now
Who i Don't Know
Your Name Other
Than 'USA Writes'

How Sad is that yet
my FRiEnD How Joyful

It is That it Doesn't Matter

What Your Name is You

Are part of God And So am i...

This is How i See And Be All of Creation i Am Now

As Zero my FRiEnD All the Way Down And Up Still to Come...

God is too Small of A Word It Traps the Tongue on the Roof of the
Mouth Allah Exhales As Love i Will Never Be Limited to One Religion

Yet Peace

Inhaling

Love Exhaling All
No Different than When
i AM A Child Before i Became
A Dance And Song i Am Now

Same Inhaling Peace Same
Exhaling God Same Breathing Love...

Yet of Course This is Only my Opinion
For i Rest My Life on A Grain of Sand Below

With the Potential of Holding Up Mountains of Human
Love i Am No More Important Than That Grain of Sand Holding me up...

-Zero

Love FreeLY given..
IS Love NEVER wasted.

Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
Make A Frown
Into A SMiLe
Just
Make
One SMiLe
On Another Face
As SMiLes Are Faces
Dancing too Yes
Smile
Just
Dance...



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Nature Hugs
All Around Now...

Connecting Stars Empathy
Is Being A UNiVeRSE

Of Humanity

And Not

An

Only

Orphan Star
Planet mY FRiEnD
Savvy And True Whenever

i Think About Empathy i Feel
"Turn On Your HeART LiGHT"

Now And Phone Home to Humanity
To Make Contact Like 'ET' Does in that

Old Classic Movie Where Extraterrestrials
Evolve With Huge Empathic EYeS And Huge
HeARTS Of Empathic Compassionate Love

Forgoing So Much Brawn And Guns
And Other Harmful Tools not Even

A Stitch Of Clothes EYes

And HeART Most

Visible of

CaRinG Giving
Sharing Love Turn

On Our HeART LiGHTS NoW

SPiRiT Singing Pure SoUL Breath

For It is True The Only Way Human

Will Ever Stand A Chance to Survive And

Keep Our Nature on Earth Living Green

Is To Find A Way to Evolve More in Every

Life Now With Turn on Our HeART LiGHT

For All as Love BecomeS A Way of Giving
Caring Sharing Love For All Turn on Our HeART LiGHT NoW...

HeHE ALL i KNoW is 2 Plus 4 Equals

6 Yet True 24 is the Alphanumeric Letter

X For Twenty-Four Carat Gold Change

Alchemically

So at Least

According to
'Bruno Mars' With SMiLes...

And Of Course 42 And the
Bio Of Your Life Very Meaningful
And Purposeful too As You Keep

Your Consecutive Highly Creative
Eclectic Daily Blog Posts of Art Going

240 Days and All the Left Overs After

The Poems You Write i Bring You Are So

Nice to Allow me to Rent in Your New York,
New York Place For Years Now i've Lost Count

HAha As Every Now is Forever to me Anyway

i Could Look Back i Guess Yet That Will Only

Take Away From this Next Word

of Creativity

Now

Just Fumes

Just Fumes

24 For Transformation Anew
42 For Purpose and Meaning
And Then There is 6 And 66,666
Views of Close to 1 MiLLioN Words
of Poetic Free Verse "Depth of The Story"
On the "Wrong Planet" 13 Months Now As in

This Case

And This

Day 9.30.2021

There iS A Whole Lot
of Transformation And
Meaning And Purpose in
The Air i BReaTHE NoW

Oh By The Way Love All
Your 204 Pairs of Shoes
As That is Just You With SMiLes...
ALWaYS Something New As Nomads Naturally Do...

SMiLes Dear Akshita
i Remembered The Scars

Until All Memories of Smiles

And Tears No Longer Came

Only A Breath of

Love to

Live Again
No Longer Wandering
The Earth A Ghost Not
Realizing i am Dead Then...

On The Other Hand It's True Some

Scars Just Don't Go Away A Friend In

Youth An Only Friend in Youth Going to

College So Poor Then Barely Getting By

A Stranger Friending me then Yet

So Disturbed As Well For

Her Father

Continually

'Abusing Her'

Such A Beautiful

Half American And
Guamanian Young Woman

Some Years Later After She Got
Married And Had Two Beautiful Loving

Children She Ended Her Life In Her

Father's

Bed

With

His Revolver Yes

It's True Some Scars

Never Do Go Away

i'll Never Forget

Her Scars

Not Unlike
my Son Who
only Lived 51 Days
Ryan With Only Pain
in A Children's Hospital...

He Never Had A Smile at All...

When i Lost my Smile the Feeling

Within for 66 Months Plus Worst Pain
Known to Humankind From Wake to
Sleep and 18 Other Life Threatening

Disorders With Not Even the Possibility

of Feeling Hope or Any Other Emotion

Only Pain And Numb i Told Myself

Everyday Even Though i

Couldn't Feel

Or Remember

What A Smile Felt Like At

All Yes There Were Pictures
of me That Proved i Once Lived

And Pictures of me Now That Prove i Came Back to Life...

It's True Some Scars Never Do Go Away Yet Breathe Yet Smile Again...

Hehe If There is Such A Thing With SMiLes

i Am Left Almost Speechless With Your

Kindness And Purest Love Dear

FRiEnD Aleesha Sharing my
Words of Poetry Now

Introduced to

Your Poetry

By Karlien

So Highly MuSinG
For SPiRiT of Holy
And Sacred Creativity

So Deep And Soulful
With HeART WiTHiN my

FRiEnD SMiLes Dear FRiEnD

i Have Written Literally Millions

of Words of Poetry to Poetry That

Touches my Soul Among Hundreds

Of Poets Globe-Wide With Not Even

A Thank You And Even A Ban or Delete

For What i Share Deepest of my SouL For

i Do Not See Life As A Competition only A Give And

Share Care More i Can't Imagine Entering Any Contest WHere

Only A Spirit

of Love

Wings

In Soul
Felt HeART of Life..

So i Dance So i Sing
With God's Spirit (Love) Within

And Yes i am Always Honored
When Anyone Reaches Out
And Touches my Humanity With
Their Humanity True iN LiGHT too

For Their Darkness
Is As Welcome

As Their

LiGHT iN mY LiFE

How Fortunate Dear FRiEnD

i Am to LiVE iN Both Hell and
Heaven in One Lifetime to Appreciate

Angels Like You With Wings And Forgive

Every Devil in Flesh That Otherwise Might

Come my Way For WHere They Have Been

May Surely Be Similar to What i've Tasted,

Smelled, Seen, Heard, And Touched of Life,

For It's True in my Life i've Lost the

Ability to Touch, to Hear, to See, to

Taste, and To Smell, Yet

What i Don't Ever

Ever Wanna

Lose Again is
The Memory if i Ever
Smiled Before in my Life
At All Yes The Warm Feeling
Within That Makes Life Worth
Giving Sharing Caring At All mY FRiEnD

For It's True Even Experiencing Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from
Wake to Sleep No Drug Would Touch then along with
18 Other Mostly Stress Related Disorders For 66 Months From A Chronic
Sting of that for 11 Years Accelerating to 2 Years Then in Fight or Flight Acute
Stress Working for the Government Afraid to Quit my Job And Save my Life...

The Worst Pain

oF All

Again

is Losing

The Feeling

if i Smiled Before At all...

Moral oF A STory Never

Be Afraid of the DarK And

Never Be Cynical oF LiGHT

As DarK Makes LiGHT

As Night Makes

Day As

Kind Loving

Angel People Like You
Help Retain My Hope
Faith and LoVE iN All of Humanity
mY FRiEnD Thanks For the Gift
Of You "i Believe You With Love"...



Oh Dear Rue Red The Color Without An F

Master The Shadow Red

Wing The Spirit Of Creativity

Higher Than Ever Before The

Color of Blood Crucible Fire of Super

Nova Explosions Gaseous Star Dust Clouds

Make Iron In Our Blood Stream And Core of Earth

Therefore A Big Bang Begins An Entire UniVerse Perhaps

More Than iNFiNiTY Will Count in Generations of Stars True

Stars Are Both Flowers And Seeds

And So Are We in

Explosive

Passion

of Existence
Surviving Thriving

LoVinG Free Oxygen Binds
With Iron Compounds in Our Blood

MaKinG LiFE Bright Red RiSiNG iN
Passion Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love

Yet Only When We Master Our Shadow
Red Winging SPiRiT of Creativity Ever Higher

More to Reach Out and Touch Other Star Flowers

And Seeds Us As True This iS How New Connections

Of God Are Made As Above So Below Stars Are Neurons

And So Are We Connecting On This Mind These Two

Hemispheres of EartH And It's True As Dancing

Singing Stars of PaSSioN Red Blood Surviving

Means Defending Life And

Creating Life Same

For the Gift the

Value of this
Breath Worth LiVinG

Now Yes i Was Once A Little
Lamb Almost Too Uncoordinated

To Walk in A Straight Line Now i Spiral
in Balance With Grace oF A Lion WaLKinG
On The Savannah PoSinG For Real With the

Passion of Lobsters Standing Tall With Claws Outreached

Ready For Battle if Necessary to Survive As Well Yet i am A Human

i Have the Potential i Use to Master the Shadow And Wing Creativity

Greater Than Ever Before And This is What Sets Us Different From

Lions Who Eat Competing Lion's Cubs And Fight To the Death for

Territory of Reproduction Same... For They Were Once Cubs

MaKinG Biscuits on Lioness Mother's Breast in Tender Love

No Different Than Us As Long As We Are Born Now

And Gardened With Love This Way SMiles

So What is More Powerful the

Color of Lipstick Red

Or Biceps And

Fists Full

Of Blood And Other
Body Parts That Match
As Such True It Depends
No Different Than How We Master
All the Tools That CuLTuRE Creates

For It's True Lipstick Brings Life in Passionate
And Uncontrolling Ways For It's True Fearless
Biceps and Fists Complete Whole And Enough
Inspire Confidence to Protect Human Cubs

At Least...

How Shall We

Judge Stars For Exploding

As FLoWeRS And Seeds For

Creating Us It Seems

Surely That

Mythical

Krishna

Was Not Afraid

Of All His Star

And Other Mythical

Beings Were Neutered

To Suit A Hidden Lie of Reality

Hide the Red Shadow And Lose

The Higher Winging Creativity of Spirit

Smiles All Of Your Colors of Lipstick are Nice to me...

Yet Your Wings of Creativity are What Carries my Spirit Higher...

Yet That's Not to Dismiss The Power of Two Sets of Hips on an Old
Dude 3 Months Shy of 60 Grinding A Dance of Base Shadow Respect....

Yet You See i Master The Shadow

No Temptation

Too

Much

For me With SMiLes

If Not i'd be in a Whole
Boat Load of Trouble in
A Storm With No Anchor
of A 'Good Catholic Boy' Haha...

i Transformed Their Lust And Sure
Mine too in Spirit of Winged Creativity

Honestly i Will Still Empirically Measure

it By Word Count The Day After Dance Then

And As Far As Naked Whole And Complete
Spirit RiSinG Higher Winged in These Parts
At Least A Lion Walking Gracefully Across the

Savannah Moving This Way Need Never Fear A Fight

Hehe at Least 99.99 Percent of the Time When They Are
Not In A Bar of Men Making Occasional Foolish Drunken Mistakes...

Never The Less When You Have to As Lion Instantly You Choke
Someone into Submission...

Keeping the

Claws

of

Course Retracted
And Releasing the
Grip As Soon As It is
Made Clear They Made a Big Mistake...

Let's Face Facts of Human Nature in Toxic
Patriarchies No Way Anyone Would Wanna
Have a Beer With Jesus in A Bar if He Didn't

Turn Money Tables Over in a Rage At the
Temple or Change The Folks Who Didn't
Follow His Rules From Sheep to Goats
Burn Them Forever And Send the

Rest of the Ones Who Do Not
Comply With His Rules to an
Eternal Lake of Fire Torturing
And Burning Them Forever too...
That's A Hell of A Video Game to
Discuss With A Beer At the Bar for
Conquest of Red Passion of Blood too...

If Only He Had A Mary Magdalene
Like me Who Stood With Her Man
in Hell That Wouldn't Be Necessary

to Prove His Manhood At All He'd Just
Be The Graceful Lion Walking Across the
Bar Dance Floor That Only the Ladies Make Eye Contact with Hehe...

It's Like This Morning Strolling around The Block A Young Man and
His Wife Walking my Way She Smiling Big at me When i Said Good

Morning and

He Didn't

Even

Lift His Eyes
to my Shades...

We aRe All Part of the
Call of the Wild of Flowers
And Seeds That Come From
Seeds and Flowers in Crucible
Red Fire of Star Burst Explosions

Hehe With

Or Without
F And Red With SMiLes...

Just LooKinG For Some Kind
of Big Bang Next in Muse to Create
Passion Of Life That Makes Survival Come Again..

Otherwise The Species Eventually Goes Away Without Star Fire Within

To Dust We Return To Dust We Return Yet Fire And Passion Continues to Create Life...

Other than That i Am Currently Still Enjoying A Rather Long Shelf-Life Yet Even When
That GoeS AWaY And i Finally Succumb to Just Being Human Haha... The Winged Spirit

of Creativity

Is All that

Will Be Left

And Just Soul

Breath Changed

Into Art For the Fossil

Record As i Will Allow No

One To Forget Dear Ruehla's

Winged Spirit of Creativity Yes

Too Pinnacle of Humanity in my
Eyes At Least to Give and Share
Freely With No Restraints i Don't Even

Have to Leave a Link As With A Google
Search Ruehla Is Literally One of A Kind...

An Honor To Visit Your Art Dear FRiEnD
And to be Mused Highest By Your Winged
Spirit of Creativity Deep Within Your Soul
With Or Without HeART Felt Palpitations With SMiLes...

There is No

Price For Your Gift

And No Earthly Form

To Pay Higher Respect
to Your Soul than the Art You Create...

So Much More Than A Pair of Hips and
A Grinding Dance 3 Months Shy of 60 Hehe...
Haha Showing the 6.6.60 on my Driver's License
To Prove i'm Not 35 In the Dark HAha.. Oh By the
Way 'Depth of the Story' All A MiLLioN Or So Words Written now
Just Turned 66,666 Views in 13 Months on the 'Wrong Planet' This

Morning Just Another Place

Where The Dudes Rarely Lift Their Eyes to my SHades Never
The Less Someone is Apparently Looking Hehe With SMiLes...

Yet You See No Affirmations Needed This Is What it Means

To Be Naked
Whole

And

Complete
Ruehla Baby: Unstoppable...
No Different Than Star Breath
FLoWeRS And Seeds Still Coming to Life...

Clearly
Hot Dear
Xenia Yet

Sunshine
Blue With

SMiLeS AGAiN

To
You All...

Nature Hugs
All Around Now...

Always A Pleasure
Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Last Night my
Sister
Wearing
Her Amphibian
Rescue T-Shirt

For The
Nightly
Neighborhood
Frog Save Hehe...


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Colors of Wind Now
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life

Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly

You are me And i am Y. O. U.

You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

Stars

it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U...

You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree
of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter

to G.O.D.

For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are

Them forevermore now

You Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s

True You Bring Me Joy so many

Smiles and Laughter

Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End

So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home

How

Precious Are Souls for
Souls LiVE iN All of Existence

And it’s True

if i could not Quote You and Write

You

None of this Will Exist now... Yes

You are the One i Thank the most
You LiVE iN Everyone You are my Star

You are my Guiding Light...

You are the Pleasure
my Food
and
Drink..
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before

You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Colors Even more You are the Breath

You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before... You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence

We Wish to escape from/to...

You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
Yet Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

It was never about me it is always about You Yes You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other

Friends Foes and Family

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love...

SMiles my Mother
Taught me All There is
to Feel And Understand
Then About Unconditional
Love As A Mother of
Son And
Daughter
Well Before
i Could Speak

At 4

And Yes Before
She Hung A
Portrait of A
Dude Who
Still Looks
Like The Artist
Who Painted the
Last Supper As

Amusingly
Folks Still
Worship
An Idol
Of Leonardo

On Bended
Knee Yet
True Still
A HiStorical

“Trump”

Improvement...

"Love One Another"
If THere is Any Objective

Truth in Values

of Humanity Bypassing

All Religions Per CuLTuRES

Born Naked Whole Complete NoW

Enough As Love By Breast of Mother's Touch

Here It is Again "Love One Another" As Mother At Best
Loves Us For Real From Naked Birth Screaming to Come

Into A Better World of "Love One Another" Now The Rest of

Objective Human Truth May Be Termed As Campbell's Value Soup
Joe's Hero Archetype Out of Crossing The River Hades into LiGHT
DarKeR Coming Out of Plato's Cave And Jung's Anima And Animus

Balancing Divine Feminine Foundation of Loving Grace NoW iN Balance
Of All Nature iN Strength of Will Becoming Human Mountains Of Love

Understanding We Humans Are No More

Important than the Nature of Grains of

Earth Yes Sand That Holds Up Potentials

Of Humans Loving One Another And All
Of Nature Enough Whole Complete God NoW ALL ToGeTHeR

Beyond All Names Born Naked Whole Complete Us to Rise Again...

-No One
iN Particular

'Sylph' Dear Soni

Spirit of the Air

Indeed Open Source

For All Breathing Creativity

Inhaling Peace

Exhaling

Love

All iN Balance

Originally NoW

CoLoRinG Our
Worlds NeW iN
Ways Never CoLoRinG

Before Congratulations

On The Art Freely You Give and

Share in 'This Magazine' Dear FRiEnD...

Oh My Gosh Dear Hawaii FRiEnD Amphibians
Pre-Date Dinosaurs on Earth Earliest Fossil
Found in Scotland Dated 368 Million Years

Ago True So Sad 168 Species Have
Gone Extinct in Just the Last
2 Decades And 43 Percent
More Are in Decline

As It is Suggested
Now That 1 in 8 of All
Animal And Plant Species
Will Be Removed From the
Planet Earth in the Coming Decades

By Human Ignorance of Killing Ways

Yet if Bees Go Away So Do We in About

4 Years or So After They Do So is the Fine
Tuned Circle of Life All Of Nature Depends on
For This Green And Colorful Eden of Life On Earth...

Perhaps if More Folks Lived in Hawaii Or Where i Do
Far Removed From Business School And Accounting Duties

They Would Not Only Appreciate Each Other More Yet The Rest
of Nature in Balancing Force too mY FRiEnD For It is True When i Worked
Decades With Computers i Didn't Even Notice The Beauty of the Flowers Until

my Wife Had a Life Threatening Labor of Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days...

Born With Numerous Congenital Anomalies As Frogs Are Often Born With Now too...

She Worked in a Dark Room For A Paper With Many Chemicals Yet We See it as

Part of Nature too It's Not Fair Yet Those of Us Who Survive Have A Natural

Duty to Help
All of Nature

Survive This

Is the Value of Humanity

Most Lost We've Clothed Our Self
in So Many Layers of Tools We Create

For Creature Comforts Yet We Are Destroying

Nature That is Our Very Nature Required to Exist...

"The early human embryo looks very similar to the embryo
of any other mammal, bird or amphibian - all of which have evolved from fish"

We Come From The Ocean Dear FRiEnD Waves Still Echo Our Breath Inhaling

Rising Peace Exhaling Love For All At Best So Relaxing The Sea Shore Expands

And Recedes Forevermorenow And SMiLes Mushrooms Have Been Around For Nearly

A Billion Years And Tomorrow Katrina is Planning on Frying me Some for Dinner It Appears

That No Matter How We Kill The Rest of Nature, The Roach, The Dragon Fly, The Amphibian,
And The Mushroom Will Still Be Enjoying Florida and Hawaii Long After the Present of Human

Is No

Longer Gift

Yet Until then
There is Still Plenty
of Room to Inhale Peace
Exhale Love Yet We Better
Take Great Care of Bees if
We Wanna Last A Few Decades More...

We Don't Use Any Kinds of Pesticides in
Our Yard All Flourishing Now In Balance with
Bees And Birds Flying Wings Free Nourishing
Nature And Furry Creatures Still Climbing Trees
As Lungs They Service Earth for Our Breath of Life...

Hehe, It Would Take 288 And More Reams of 500 Copy
Paper Pages Yes Over 144 Thousand Pages Just to Write
One Whole Book of Poetry i've Written online All 9.7 Million
Words and Over 100,000 Photos in the Last 97 Months Now of
"SonG oF mY SoUL" Just in my Blog And 6 Others i Administrate
That Are Basically A Copy and Paste With Variations As Such Smiles
Dear That Equals 14.4 Trees in my Back Yard Garden of Eden Therefore

Hehe i won't
Be Deforesting
The Earth Any Day

Soon For HardCover
Life of my Free Verse Words...

Yes Save the Trees And Yes Consume
Nature Less Spending More Time Online Consuming
Nothing We Do Letting Nature Recover More As the Pandemic
Provides some Respite for the Rest of Nature We Have Destroyed so Far

So
Sadly
So So Far
Out of Balance
Now Dear FRiEnD...

Never The Less Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN BaLaNCinG Force Now
We Can We Will At Least Some of Us my Aloha FRiEnD...



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"Force 10" All of All Indeed When 10 Counts All"

"Nobody grows old by merely living a number
of Years. People grow old by deserting their
ideals. You are as young as your faith, as old
as your doubt; as Young as Your self-confidence,
as old as your fear; as young as your
hope, as old as your despair."

- General Douglas MacArhur

So True Dear Savvy With
Accolades For Soaking Up
Your Wisdom From Every Source

Available i For one See Every Human
This Way No Matter Who or What They Do

We All Have Potential to Learn From Below

A Grain of Sand Spiraling in Close to PHI

Ways As Our Greater UniVerse Does

Within And Smaller UniVerse Above

Yet Only Because We May Not

Recognize How Large

Below, Above,

Within, Inside

Outside Is All
The Way Around
Now my FRiEnD For to Discount

Any Part of Reality in A Way is to Discount

The All That Is One Body One Body For All Is Is With SMiLes...

"Lost, Lonely, Sad, And Confused" Now

So True Dear Cindy This Spells the Location,

Location, Location, For So Many Folks These Days

Lost, Lonely, Sad, And Confused

In the Only Orders of Life

They Know

Some

Avenues
Just Seem to
Take Us Away Now

From Soul Felt SPiRiTinG
HeART Ways Of Life So Deep
Within Spreading Out to Others True

So How Will We Reconnect Within Moving
Connecting, Co-Creating With Others True

Could It Be As Easy As Dancing And Singing

Art We Give Share And Care to Do Could it

Be As Easy As Dancing
Singing Free Opening

Up Our Soul

Wings

Again to Fly
Free as A Child
Inhaling Peace Now
Exhaling Love So Easy
to Do When Every Breath
of Life is A New Adventure to
Dance And Sing Free in All the Ways

Life Comes Socially, Empathically, Artistically,
Spiritually Higher in HeARTFeLT Soulful Ways

Smiles Dear

Cindy You Are

Doing A Great

Job of This

Happy

Birthday to
Your Daughter too...

Oh My Gosh i Am So Sad You Skinned

Your Knees On the Other Hand

Smiles i'm Glad You

Saved Your

Head

And Hands
Still A Silver
Lining of Writing
There is in the Midst
of New York Traffic in a Minute

Yet i have Another Hand to Say and
That is Getting Light Headed may be a
Sign of Burning Out So Refresh Your Stars of

Creativity

As You
Continue
to Do Here For Now...

Hmm... Have 'You' Ever Noticed That The Top 10 Threads
On 'This Forum', Associated With Philosophy, Politics, And
Religion Is Almost Always Negative And Argumentative...

i Mean My God, Not Counting my Solo Thread of Course
That Appeals to More of the 'Silent Crowd' here on This
Site, One Has to Travel All the Way Down to "King of
Spades" Thread on 'Who Has the Cuter Wife, Kim Jong
or Trump', By The Way Again, my Wife Surely Wins Without

Make-Up
At 51 For
Dam Sure

if We Did A Line-up
Of All the Women Held in
High Esteem Together As Such HAha...
First Thing in the Morning When They

Jumped out
of Bed
All
Fresh
As A Rose,
My Wife of Course...

Yet "King of Spades" is Gone
And Now All We Are Left With is the
Same Dam Top 10; Yet That is Okay

As i Enjoy A Bit of Black Coffee Without
Coffee Some Minutes of my Day, yet Never

The Less, This Bonding And Binding Over the
Darker Argumentative Parts of Life More Tainted
With Fear And Hate Has Been Champion Among
Algorithm Rewarded Discussed Posts on Facebook

For Years Now As This is Where the Trillions of Bucks
In "Commercialized Fork" Gather Up the Highest 'Ad Meal Revenue'

For One Day For Zuckerberg to Perhaps Even Catch Up to the Ilk
Of 'Bozo' and Musk at The Top of the Pile of Billionaires As True

Facebook

Is A Cess

Pool Most of

Argumentative
Human Beings Bonding
And Binding Over Fear Still
And All Stuff Associated With Hate
in Conspiratorial Controversies As Such; Yes,

Such A Big Money Maker to Make Zuckerberg
And His Ilk Even Richer Now Than Ever With Crowns

Generated
From Fear

And Hate
And the Biggest

Religion Money Maker

oF ALL; Yes, the Religion

oF IGnORiCiSM THAT HARMS,
RAPES, MAIMS, KILLS MOST ALL THROUGH

HiSTORY, WhERE IT USED TO BE RELIGIONS AND
OTHER BIGGER CULTS WERE CHAMPIONS OF THAT...

RELIGIONS OF BINDING AND BONDING FEAR AND HATE
TOGETHER IN IGNORiCiSM HAS REALLY CAUGHT ON

For even the 'Little Guy Devils' to get Rich 'These Days',

In their Own Domains of HeLL ON Earth on So Many Social
Media Empire Sites Today Again All Spread Out like General

Dollar
Stores

Sprouting

Out of Every
Human Ant Mound

Corner Block As Churches
Used to Hold Down More Of Those Spots...

In Other Words, 'Things' Have Changed; The Old
Rules Can No Longer Apply To the NEW REALITY,

IF We are Going to Have Any Chance to Continue
to Prosper as a Nation in Not Only The Current Deadly
Pandemic Variant, Yet What Scientists Suggest is Years
More Struggle to Come Where It is Even Possible that All

The Vaccines

Fail and We

Are Left

Only With

Shutting Down, Social
Distancing, Contact Tracing,
And Masks Every Day As The Chinese,
And Koreans And Others Did Well Before

The Vaccine Came On Board As They Only

Have 1/40th, The Deaths the United States Has Now Globally
With 4 Percent of the Population Over Here and the Most
Resources for Vaccination Potentials in the World as Still
A Richest Country With Resources to Help WE THE PEOPLE YES

MORE THAN
THE TOP

1 PERCENT
OR SO OF
CORPORATIONS...

Yet of Course Money Talks
And 'Their Human Resources'
Are Well Protected With Masks

No Matter What the Ignorant
Customers Are Doing Running
Around Unmasked; the Only

'Non-Profit' Ignorant
Enough not to do
it; even in
'Trump
Town
USA' is
Churches So Ironically
That Only Do Lip Service
When IT REALLY COMES TO
LOVING OUR NEIGHBOR AND
NOT HELPING TO KILL THEM
DEAD OR LONG HAULS THEM
FOR YEARS IN A DEADLY PANDEMIC...

IT'S A WELL KNOWN FACT THAT SOCIETIES
MUST BECOME MORE AUTHORITARIAN IN RULES
TO SURVIVE DURING DEADLY OUTBREAKS OF HEALTH DISASTERS

Or Wars that Replace Joe Blow the Welding Torch With Rosie the Riveter As Such;

Yes, Tough Times Make Tough Decisions Number ONE TO SURVIVE; YES, iNDEED and

Back to the Topic of YouTube Censoring Disinformation Associated With the Pandemic
For All of These Busy Body "General Dollar Stores" Binding And Bonding Over Fear and
Hate In Conspiratorial Theories As Such That Do Actually Flower the Religion of Ignoricism

Still to Harm, Rape,
Maim, And Kill As THaT
Is Associated With All of
Nature Whole Now Still For Real...

THEY ARE GOING AWAY and in doing
So the Corporations, Not Unlike Walmart
Masking Its Employees among the Ignorant
Unmasked Customers in my Area, Are Serving
Their Civic Duty to Protect And Serve The Best They Can And Will Do...

Tough Times Make Tough Choices Necessary And YouTube Already Knows

It's Going to Lose Tons of Money, Just Like Facebook in Instituting This Change

As Fear and Hate Over Conspiratorial Theories Is A Big Number One Seller of Ad Revenue...

Yet If There is No one

Left to Deliver the

Services As

Folks No Longer
Wanna Work in
Unsafe Conditions
And Are Just Tired of
Being Used and Abused,

The Consumer CuLTuRE Dies

And Nature Comes BacK in Balance

More not So Damned Consumed; So Yes, Ironically So Too,

In Someways at least there are no "Real" Losers, Overall, here...

Still Waiting For What Will Be Half-A-Year Just to Get one
Window Replaced in my Home With A Gas Leak that i

Put off Since

2004, When

Hurricane Ivan
Destroyed Our Infrastructure

Here; the Pandemic Is Destroying

Our Infrastructure Slowly in Many

Ways Far Beyond Who Gets Put in the
Hospital or Dies or Not Next... This is

A Society Wide Issue And Nothing to Play
Around And Wait on to Get Better Without Action

Taken For Appropriate Adaptation... NOW TRUE AS ALWAYS

No REAL Freedom Without Safety

No Freedom Without Safety

Always A Balance And Yes

Some Folks Are

Gonna
Be Butthurt

Even if they are
Ironically Forced to Survive...

Yet It's like My Rich Uncle Who
Refused to Wear A Seat Belt and
My Father Did too in Law Enforcement
For 46 Years; my Uncle's Son Who Modeled
His Behavior Eventually Paid the Ultimate Price

(So Much More Conservative FOR REAL, i Protected my LIFE,
Nope Then i Was No C O I N, 'Conservative Only In Name')

For My Uncle's Ignorance Passed Down to Him For REAL...

Now my Uncle wears A Seat Belt; it is too Late for my Cousin...

Thank You YouTube And Facebook Very Much For Giving up

Your Profits to Actually Do Something Truly Humane And Help Save Lives...

Other Than That For the Extremely Liberal Parts of my Nature, i Enjoy A Level
of Freedom of Expression That i Never Dreamed Was Possible When i Was Young
Sitting in A Two Story Theater in the 60's, Where the Black Folks Were Still Forced to

Sit Segregated

Above on the

Top Floor;

Yet As A Child

to me that meant

They Were Vaulted to

A Higher Position in Life;

It All Depends on What We Value
in Life; When in 'Rome' You Make Do

And When No One Is Looking You Wing it All And Fly...

And Make No Mistake, i Fully Realize That History Shows
America may Feel Vaulted At A Highest Level of Power at
The Top; Yet The Bottom Already Shows the Country is Failing....

And When a Leader

Is Elected That

Reflects

That Bottom

Of the Pyramid

Level, The Whole Pyramid

Is Close To Crumbling At Base Level....

For Remember, The Top of A Pyramid
is Nothing Without A Base Strong Enough
Now in Will to Hold Up An "Eye of Wisdom" And Maybe More...

Yet What Holds True Most, There is No True Will And Strength

Without A
Foundation
of Grace in Balance
of Love FOR REAL;

NOT SURPRISINGLY, in the South,

REALLY THAT IS COMING Now

MORE FROM CORPORATIONS

NOW THAN CHURCH OR STATE...

AS THEY SIMPLY HAVE THE POWER
TO BE MORE AUTHORITARIAN And Not
Controlled By 'The Ignorant Base As Much'...

"Romana Didulo", Case in Point, Self Professed

Leader in Canada Threatening Folks If they

Do Not Cease and Desist From

Vaccinating Folks From

The Deadly
Pandemic

Variant; She Just
Appointed Herself As Such
On YouTube And Piggy-Backed on

The Q-Anon Gravy Train Then Yes to

Whatever Nightmares of Hallucinations

Humans Make Next; and A Subset of that

Group Declares it All As "Gospel Truth";

Yet Again, We Would Be Foolish

To Lie That the Majority

Of Human Beings

Are Not Already

Blind Folded into

Ignorance This Way As Perhaps

The Most Famous Actual Then Living Author

of the Bible is Sainted After Falling Out in

Saul the Paul Way on A Road And Having

Messianic Visions For Himself to Basically

Rule the World, Piggy Backing On An Old Story of
Another Messiah Named Jesus, Among Other Names...

And of Course So-Called Trademark Muhammad Did It in a Cave too...

Where Folks Really Believe HAha That HE (Jesus) Has the Ability

To Send Folks to Hell and Torture Them Forever; i Kid You

Not, the Majority of the Folks Where i Live Believe That;

It's Really Amazing, When Those Folks Profess

How Rational and Logical they are As

Typically Folks Compartmentalize

Non-Sense With Other

Experiences of Life

That Just Make

More Damned Sense than that...

And Of Course, Many Folks Have Been
Slaughtered For the Lie of A Chosen 'Deluded'
People This Way at the Hand of Visions of Paul the Saul...

This is No Oddity; This is the Reality of Humanity; It's Not
Rational; It's Never Been Rational; And That's Why Someone

Has to Be the Adult

Amongst

Children

And Make Rules

To Protect Folks

From Their Own Ignorance Now...

i Gave Up That Job Long Ago and Instead
Create my Own Reality... As far As Being
A 'Micro-Manager' For The Government
in 'my Older Testament Days'... Hehe...

Anyway, Humans Will Be Very, Very,
Scary Critters: Handle With Care...

Someone Has to Make the Rules
And Thank God It's Not me anymore...

Yes Working
Then For the

Government
in the Past Yes,
Really, Really, Hehe for Real...

People ARE ALike ALL OVeR;
THere Ain't no Doubt Now,

And Handling Humans
With Care Is A God
Damned Art Still
And Never Science Alone...



Beautiful Eyes Glamorous With Confidence

Mesmerizing Eyes That Have Seen the Pain

Mysterious Just Wanting to Find the Key

to Unlock The Chains
For You See Now Yes

Dear Rue A 'Damsel in Distress'
Now Is the Most Attractive of
All to A 'Certain Kind of Man'
Who Has Seen The Dark And Risen

Higher Than The River Styx oF All Before
Depths of Ebony Blue To Changing Green

Will Fall Into Only To Struggle to Rise to Capture
A Soul Bringing SPiRiT oF HeART Back Home Safe And Sound

All Around With Colors of Life That Play A Loving Song So True

Again in LiGHT

From Depths

Of Dark

That Even
Demons Fear to Tread

Yet You See That's Where i've
Been And This is No Fictional Story

For Light Will Be Lost in Books Never
To Raise Flesh and Blood Back to Life

From Soul So Dark Spirit of HeART Lost

In the Ice of Ebony Eyes Just Looking For Warmth

of

Life

Yet You See
There Are Angel
EYes on Wings We
Come to Meet And Greet
Only Flying Higher Giving Us
Strength to Dip Back Down into

The River Styx

And Become

Boatmen And Boatwomen

Carrying Souls Back to Light

Without Angel Eyes to Supplement
The Strength of Rescue Life Would Be

Almost Impossible to Do Particularly When
One Finds Those Angel Eyes Were Only Hiding

The Dark Inside For Years and Years Finally Exposed

to Save

Once

More Again...

For It's True We All Have
Both Avenues of Eyes if We
Live Long Enough to See the DarK iN LiGHT

SMiLes i've Been in Crowds of 'Six Instagram
Super Models' Lavishing Praise on My Dance
Close To Midnight Full Moon Light Yet in the

Shadows my Eyes

Will Still Be

Drawn

Most

To the Mysterious

Pain So Deep in Ebony Eyes

In the Shadows Just Waiting Forever

To Be Lifted Out of Dark Yet You See Now

There is Never Anything in it for me It's Just

That i Can't Stand to See Someone Else in Pain

There Has to Be Something i can Do to Bring Relief...

Meanwhile i Hide That Distress in Gleaming Smiles Reflecting

Sun in

Moon-Lit Breath

Ebony Eyes So Deep

So Lost Just Waiting to Be Found...

There is No Lust in this Place Only Love Seeking

Relief

In Souls
Of Others True...

And Quite Honestly
There is No Song Modern or Past

That Truly Matches This Sentiment

Yet True It's Beyond All Words Eyes

EYes

Windows

to the Soul....

Carrying Us Below
And Above Carrying Us Back Home to Love

Yet True too There Are Ebony Eyes of Pain
Only Suited to A Chase to Capture Love That

Will Never Be Found For It is True there is Nothing

Any Of Us Will Do to Rescue These Ebony Eyes Until

They Look Deep Within Their Windows of Soul to Find Their

Missing Soul Mate Truest oF all And This is What the River Styx

Teaches

Best

S O S

Save Our

Soul The Most
We Will Ever Do Is

Just Provide A Spark
To Lift Someone Else up A Bit in Life...

Honestly the Reason to me at Least that
Middle Eastern Through South Asian Ebony

Eyes Are the Most Beautiful of All is the Pain

The Struggle So Deep Unchaining Wings of Soul

RiSinG Out of DarK into Freedom's LiGHT How Blessed

It is the Event of Bliss in Life When Any Human Sets The Wings of Their Souls Free

In The Depths of the Most Mesmerizing Ebony Eyes Verily This is What i See Most in
Windows

Of

Souls RiSinG
Lit For Freedom's
Breath to Return With Wings...

Yeah And It's True Katrina Was Once
Those Ebony Dark Ice Eyes Sitting in the
Shadows of the Bowling Center Where i Just

Served Shoes From A Counter Brightly Lit

Of Course Then i Didn't Wear SHades

As Green to Blue Changing Eyes

Met Hers From A Distance

And Like A Shy Kat

She Wandered

Up to the Counter

And i Slowly Started

Feeding Her What Was

Behind my Eyes Still Yet

to Be Fully Found for me too...

We aRe ALL Travelers to Lift Each

Other Up We All Have Gifts of Ebony

to Green To Blue To Give And Share And

Lift Each Other Up Even When We Lose Our Eyes

Behind SHades Blue to Green to Ebony We Will Live

in Words That Mesmerize And Heal Souls For Nothing at

All yet the Force of Love That Rises Wings so True For Sunshine Souls..:)




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