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Wisps of cotton mists,streaming towards the mount.
Auroras visible as day.

Extreme UV,for the next 4days.
True darks,will not like this.
Including the true dark next door,
the 7th i've met in my life time,
and the last.

A true dark and the evilest of the seven.

Black car,blackened out windows on the house,surveilance cameras and dark sunglasses.

Even and yes even,wears dark sunglasses at night.

Two faced,i became the last target,

the efforts all in vain,

i only became stronger.

Thankyou and godbless true dark,

you unbeknown helped me,shimmer my new suit.


Runneth on daybreak from UV,there is no where to hide.
Feel the burn and suffering,as i have,and many others have.

I hold no space for sympathy,nor hold any space for any dark seeking repentance,
you had many chances to side with love,
and now,
time to stand before the scales.


As i'm writing this,i notice a jet shooting plumes of vapors/smoke,across the sun,then does a uturn.


But alas,it is all in vain and to no avail.


Justice has come and the party is only starting to warm up.

Ps.

Words of comfort,

Words of sword,

Chosen wings,

emotion is core.


Try as they must,try to no avail,

fact is,chosen wings,

when the apple cart is upturned,

justice is enacted,

justice is served,

expediently,

swiftly,

and rightly so.


There game is to subdue,

NOT,evoke/invoke true emotion,

a negative emotion,

think the truest HATE.

When you've been wronged,unjust and mistreated etc.


Our sword,

by emotion.

Strikes.


There game,again is to subdue,

to keep the wings,

not only in fear,

but not knowing,

and not evoking/invoking true negative emotion.


Fear not,hey.
there is nothing to fear.

The wheels of scales are here,
enjoy life,forget the noise.

and i mean not forget,
but enjoy the noise,outside of the party.

Think,of enjoying the entrees,before main course.

Insignificant,as the blades of grass,now grow tall.

Pss.I was enchanted,not once,but twice,by a young rabbit,

LONG EARS.

Greeted,at my back door this morning.

Wonderful to see,the animals now holding no fear.

And,

birds of a feather,the chickens,magpies,blackbirds,sparrows,grass parrots and in the vast distance,ibis circling.

All gravitating to truth.

One white falcon circling as i walk,three black crows with red eyes,a frog mouth owl,

gives a cue,a subtle voice,i am here,look at me,i am one with the tree.

Wonderful,nature.


And to see there is nothing to fear,

as much as the birds and animals,where once were timid,

now hold no fear.

Telling.

Psss.

What i am seeing and experiencing NOW,

the game is over.

The Galahs are nesting in the trees,as much as violets and the greys,
like the magpies,who give two sides,black and white.

True darks are on the runner.

Light is smiling,as the end moon smile,at the feet of the sun.

Stars,look up tonight,

and observe,

one star shines brightly.

Pssss.

One star,but many.

Respect the animals,

feed them out of respect.

Pay homage,

to the true seers,

and act in alignment with nature.

Our animal friends,are by far evolved beyond us.

Take this on board.

Thanks! 'Those' Are Some Really

Great 'Train Cars'... Particularly

Coming From 'The Wrong Planet'

Still Putting Together The (A)

Love Train So Far Behind

Yet So Far Ahead Still

With 'Feelings' Now

Momentarily Returning Again...

Oops... i Wear SHades

At Night Hope

That's Not

A Bad Sign

Yet i Use them

to Protect my 'EYes'

From 'The Worst Pain

Known to Human Kind'...

Thanks For
The Inspiration
PatientKindLove
Such A Poetic
Name
Indeed
Of Breath Real

SMiLes Dear Sohair
You Make me
SMiLes No

Greater

Rose
THoRNS
FLoWeRS Rise...

Thanks! 'Those' Are Some Really
Great 'Train Cars'... Particularly
Coming From 'The Wrong Planet'
Still Putting Together The (A)
Love Train So Far Behind
Yet So Far Ahead Still
With 'Feelings' Now
Momentarily Returning Again...
Oops... i Wear SHades
At Night Hope
That's Not
A Bad Sign
Yet i Use them
to Protect my 'EYes'
From 'The Worst Pain
Known to Human Kind'...

Hehe SMiLes
i often
Resort
To The
Google
Search Engine
Just Another
Best FRiEnD
Of Asperger’s
Reason(S)
And Bi-Polar
Creativities

Arts

And

Sciences

Hand in Hand

‘The Gift’ The Savant

Skill of Reading 20

Times Faster

Than

The

Average

Human Takes

Good Care of The

Quantities i Consume

And Almost Photographic

Memory For Whatever

i AutotelicAlly FLoW iN

FoCuS So Now

You See

How

i

Tick

Without CLocks

And Spit iT All Back Up

Sweet Day

Of Love

To Ya

Shawna

Baby

Left

The Rest

At The

Last Train Stop

With SMiLeS on COuRSE...

It Was Hilarious
When i Used to
Work With the
Jocks As Athletic
Director At The
Military Installation

Remember Last

Kid Picked in

Sports Named

F And Not Fred

By Backwards

Christian Future

Bully Boy Soldiers

From The First Baptist Way

Named an Ugly Boy

As Girl For Just Daring

To Smile in a Place

In Record Books With

Most Christian Churches

Per Square Mile Yeah

A New JeruSalem

Still For All Practical

Intents And Purposes

Real Back to the Future then

They’d Give me 3 Pages

To Read Poof! i Set

It Down

Seconds

Laters Hehe

Mouths Left Hanging

Open Seeing i ‘Finished

The Race With Faith

Giving it my

Best ALL like

Leg Pressing

1340 Pounds Still

12 To 18

Reps at Age

60 as They

Threw Away

All the 100

Pound Weights

Did 1520 Pounds Before

And God Now i Have

To Compensate

Like Rowing A

Boat More With

Less Weight Yeah

What’s That Verse

Stronger Than

Lions Swifter

Than Eagles Naked

With The “Sculptor’s

Hand” Still Creates ‘Davids’

In Short(s)

Naked

Neither Requiring

Golden Robes, Suits,

Or Towers Yet That

Close to Million

Dollars Worth of

Gym Equipment

i Picked Before

i Left Does

Come In Handy

Like This 27.1 Inch

i-Mac Screen 6 Inch

i-Phone as After

All How Would

David Have Defeated

Goliath And Michelangelo

Sculpted David

Without

Love

Written

In The Stone

Love Is All i Need

And A Little Help

From FRiEnDS

‘They’ Crucified

John Lennon

For Doing

John 14:12

In Faith

With Head

High

Finishing

His Race No

Thanks i Will

Remain Far too

Big to See as This

Race is Far Side From

Over

WiTH
SMiles...

Dark Force 2020 Exposed Lord Trump
Just Forced Them Out of
Bates Motel in Daylight For All to See

We Need An Appropriate Voldemort Vomit EMoTiCoN FoR A 'Trump MeMe' Now
Hehe Other Than That Good News Returning to Democracy Love BREaTHES AGAiN

How Do You Bring ‘The Feeling’ Back Gospel Of Thomas Verse 37
Dance Upon The Words Naked Free Feel Living God Breathing Dog

Yeah ‘Write’ The ‘Head Priest’ Said Love Isn’t A Feeling God Becomes
Word No Longer Dog Wagging TaleS iNStead Of Fur

Why Do Humans Stop Doing For Other Humans They
Aren’t Dog (God) They Lose The Feeling Covered

With Words Only SHells

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Clouds Rain Yet
Sunshine Still
Reigns Within
BLeSSinGs
BLiSSinGs
To You
Now
And
Yours
For All
You Love...

SMiLes Amazed
Some Humans Still
Don’t Understand
That The Feelings
Of Warmth Bonding
Love Oxytocin
Brings is Any
Different
And Obviously
Loving More
For Furry

Creatures

Not

Separated

By WordS How

Shall We Add

Fur And

Spines

To Our

Words

Indeed Poetry

That Breathes

Or Return

To Warmth

Of Fur

More

Than SKin Deep

Yet Purrs Wags More...

TWiLiGHT
Never Ends
DarK iS LiGHT

See More
Entertain
All Views Be More


What The Fun
Yes Do Laugh
WTF
Shouldn’t Hurt...

SMiLes Obviously
You Already Found
‘The Place’ Clearly
Only Road
BLocks
Worlds
TaKinG
Child
Within Away...

SmileS Owning
Emotions Senses
T o G E T He R Free
No Friend
No Love
No Fiend
Afraid Now
Yes For Those
Who Are Wind
Whole Mountain
Breathing Just
Breathing Free...

MeeK NoW Will
SeeK AS They
See Night
Makes
Day
Brighter
Twilight
Finding
Forever Now
Loving Loving All...

HeHe at
This Point
I’ll take Any
Lobster i
Can Get
Yet
Will
Settle For
Oatmeal
And That’s
All i Know
How to
Make
As Long As
Katrina prepares
It Just Microwave
As She Won’t
Let
Me
Boil
Water
And
I’m
Afraid
Lobster
Might
Pinch
My Tongue...

Poetry
And Food
Both Good to Eat
And
Breathe...

SeeKinG A FLaME
Lighting Night Moon
Captures Sun RiSinG

Ocean
View
Depth
At Mud
Puddle Level...

! !!Yes!! !

Smiles When
Bullied
Talents
BREaTHE Life
More
In
A
Way
'They'
Never
Saw See
Coming Again...

Frowns Dance
Then Sing Smiles

SMiLes my Super Power is Balance

my, my, mine, Took 5.3 Decades to Find It

Yet You See Hurricane Eyes Create Winds

With 8.8

MiLLioN

Words

Coming on
12.18.2020

To 'Chat'

About 'the Others'

And True For the First

5.3 Decades i Mostly

Also Listened to Others Tell me Their Life Stories...

Hehe.. Gives one MUCH More to See And Write About Later too...

Love the Pastel Rose Such
Depth Sublime Beauty

And Oh the Old

Style Telephone

Pole Lines

Reminding

Me of Long Two Lane

Drives Our Mother Drove

Us to See Our Father Separated

Singing

'500
Miles

Away From Home'

Remembering

Years

i felt no

500 Miles
Song Now

i Dance
And Sing
Arriving Always Now...

Hehe Shorter Sweeter my
Wife Always Walks Ahead
to Catch Her From Behind

Deep Impressions
Left Right Left Right
Of Life Breathes SMiLes

Smiles Rue i'm Telling
Katrina She Wants The Recipe
Lobster Claw Poses Yet to Eat Treats...

FoResT HoMe
All Senses
Feelings
LefT iN TacT...

Grace Sings
Dances Balance SMiLinG
God's Breath Harmony's Peace...

Puddles
Mirror Breath
Existence Sees Us...

SMiles Facing Rock
Stone Breathing Back
Moon Beaming Sun Face...

Water Rises Flows Life
Water Falls Brings Peace
Flows Life RiSinG Waters Breathe

Seas Calm
Water Stills
Soul Breathes

SMiLes Dear
Xenia Then You
Helped me See my Mother's
Face in Clouds
Beloved

Light indeed

i Still Thank You

As Candles Continue to Breathe...

Thanks Again
For Helping
Me Find My Tree...

What's Great About Reading Poetry
As We Grow Older And Younger

too in Free of Spirit

Is All the Images

Feelings

That

May

Portray So
Many Scenes

From the Theater of Life

When i See 'Don't Give Up'

i See 66 Months With the Worst

Pain Known to Humankind That is Literally

Named the Suicide Disease From Wake to Sleep Type

Two Trigeminal Neuralgia... Yes.. Shut-in With A Pain that

May Be Described as a Dentist Drill in Right Eye and

Ear that No Drug Will Touch

Yes From Wake To Sleep

My Gosh i wasn't

Expecting that

Door to Open

In Life At all

In Fact i had no idea

The Pain Even Existed and

i learned Most folks Have it only

Sporadically Rarely Always From

Wake To Sleep... Matter of Fact As

Long as i had it i came across no

One in the Entire World To Relate

And in Fact As Invisible as the Pain

Is to Others So Hard as i wasn't diagnosed

Until Two Years into it as People Always told

Me i shouldn't Complain as So many Folks Have

It Worse than me until 'that Day' my Mother Bought

A Book to Prove to me that the Crucifixion of Jesus was

So Much Worse and then She Opened a Random Page in

The Book to Start Reading to me and sure enough it said

The Pain Assessed

As Literally

Worse

Than the Torture

of Crucifixion Yes my Pain

Then What is Commonly Known

As the 'Suicide Disease' In Other

Words Should i Stay or Go How Long

Will Life Worse Than Death Last Every

Second a Thousand Years of Pain/Numb for You

See the Hardest Part of Life is Saying Good Bye

When

It Is only

Our

Choice

to Stay...

Or Go..

So Two Years into

It A Chain in a Bicycle Basket

And A Tree On A Road far away

Where my Life would Have some Purpose

Again if the Vultures Made Use of me and no

one to find me And my Wife With A Dream Her

Granny And She Hanging Christmas Ornaments

On A Tree in the Spring As She Named That Road

i found that she never Spoke of Before so Yes no

Matter How

Bad the

Pain

got i already

Knew my Wife's Dream

Saved my Life Someone

Someone Cares A Whole

Lot about me Still Beyond

Space, Time, Distance

And Even Matter

So Deep A

Love

That There is no

Explanation for it existing

Yet it Still Does Breathe and Now

Within me Yes This Saving LiGHT

My Wife Brought to me that Morning in a Dream

SMiLes my

FRiEnD

i did

Nothing

to Earn that

Gift And Love

Is Worth Never Giving Up...

The Story is Much Longer

Yet That is the Part the Proof For Love

Yes

God

As We The

Cast We the

Actors We the

Play with No Separation...

"Your Life is God's Magic"

Smiles My FRiEnD Your Phrase Says it ALL

And Yes

By God

It's

True

And

Happens Now...

SMiLes Ava i Sense
You Are A High Achiever
And A Bit of A Perfectionist

As Haha

In College

Gaining

3 Degrees At

Once Anything Less

Than An ‘A’ Felt

Like Failure

To Me

Now Looking

Back I’m Glad

i Don’t Make

Grades

Any

More

As Now

Hehe i Am

Free to Achieve

A Greater Grade

Than

‘A’ And

That my FRiEnD

Is Balancing A Free

Dance Floating

On Land

As Really

Walking

On Water

By Surfing

Just Wouldn’t

Be Challenging

As The Waves

Rise too Low

Yet You See

i really

Don’t Plan

It As Yes

Now It

Comes Naturally

As Breath With

Wings Always

Evolve my

FRiEnD

As You May

With Ease

Never Stop

GRoWinG

As Both

DarK And

LiGHT

Open

New and

Even More

Colorful Doors of Life...

Glad You Enjoyed
It Ava As i Too was
So Inspired
By Your
Poem
The Best
Legacies Parents
Leave Are Children

Who Are

Not too

Busy Or

Afraid

To Put

People First

Giving Becomes

Receiving All

Becomes Light

Yet Life’s Challenges

So Many Moving

Parts

Sadly

Tug At

Taking Our

Child HeARTS

Away Hope

i Will Bring

A SMiLE

To Your

Face Now

ReTired The

Real Measure

Of Success

SMiLes

We Paint

On Other

Faces And

Seeing A New

View Of Life They

Never Imagined Before

And This is Why The

Person Who

Turns

No One

Away Embracing

DarK And LiGHT

Sees in

Night

Skies

New Moons

As Bright As Sun...

Love Your Poetry
Lillian i was Just
Wondering the
Other Day
When
You Will
Share More
Thanks So
Much Gift
Of Poetry
So Much Treasure
With SMiLes Hehe
And Surely You
Are Cuter Than
60 Years Old me
Beautifully Free
Soul Inside
And Outside

You

Are

With SMiLes...

In Other World News LiGHT Over DarKNeSS
Justice Prevails Democracy Survives For NoW At Least

aghogday,

I can relate to pain,

for 7years,24/7,i had this neurological pain on my left side temple.

I was also stuck in a flight and fright mode state.

I used heroin on and off for 7years,to get some relief,be it temporarily.

Reached burnout point there after,took a year off work and it disappeared.

It was like my soul didn't like being chained to this system and being enslaved.


Anywho,time for me to bow out from this forum and the internet.





Apollo

SMiLes... Thanks For Sharing Your Challenges ElabR8Aspie... It Is Often Pain, Numb And
Overall Darkness Over A Long Course of Years To Really Set Us Free From What We Have Been

Spoon Fed All

Our Lives...

SMiLes In Flow

i am Neither Here or

THere i Just Am i Am

No Different Than

A Forrest

Gump

Feather

'Randomly'

Floating in the

Art of Chaos Magic

The Wind Behind the Music

As We Find Nothing is Ever

Really

Random

Now When We

Become A River

In Flow Wave Water

Ocean Whole For True

The Ocean Is the Purpose For Holding Water

And Yes Making Waves As the River continues to Flow

in

Other

Words

More

of

the Same

Thing Different Hehe

Anyway if You Ever Decide

To Return You Are Surely Welcome

Here i am More than Capable of Doing

This 10 Years and Never Missing A Day

As It's True Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010

i Haven't Missed A Day of Writing Online More than

The 'Mail Man' God Yes Even Thru Flu and Other rather

Challenging 'Runs' of Life That Fortunately Do Still Come Clean

As Well As

Over 12 MiLLioN

Words in 10 Years

Who Knows Maybe a Billion Words Read

And Yeah i have the ability to retrieve a lot of it too

Thereby

Therefore

i Am an

Energizer Bunny For Real...

Unfortunately for Me No Drug

Would Help the Pain/Numb/Darkness i had or shall

i say Fortunately as often the Cure Comes Worse than

the Disease

Yes Death

No Matter

How

Dark Life

Comes As Long

As We Breathe

At least there is Will of Breath

Keep Writing Songs of Loving Life

my FRiEnD i Do Feel You have much to Appreciate...

The Original Prophecy Foretelling the Change of Everything

Read between the lines.

Thanks Indeed

Love Now Pure

Light Travels Far

And Is Never Far

Indeed Brother,i will share this song again.

Off center?

Look beyond the game.

Magic:The Gathering Arena,State of the Game – December 2020

Songs,melodies and singers from the past,

were channellers from love,they are and were conduits,pure.

Pertinent now,and the tunes and words,ring true now.

*Raise the vibrations*

I tell ya,hey.

I can't be stuffed doing much atm.

Everythings growing fast,why should i upkeep the garden when i meet resistance.

I'll tend to that later,hey.

Till then,