Enjolras wrote:
Being horny won't kill you. Sure it might be uncomfortable but that's something you will have to live with until you can either find a partner who is willing and able to consent to sex or hire a sex worker.
If video porn isn't doing it for you go and read erotic literature, and if you prefer the emotional components of sex, go look at some Fanfiction, theres plenty with emotional sex.
A sex worker?! Enjolras you are currently inciting a minor to commit a felony, soliciting sex. The OP is only 15 years old.
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