I bought groceries online, I been having alot of problems putting them away, I been having anxiety, cuz I’m on my feet, (I have ALOT of pain in my feet & lower legs, I have numbness in my feet,my bones can hurt in my lower legs, it started almost three years ago when I broke my ankle & dislocated it too) Today was a warm day, my anxiety was worse when I put my groceries away, I was crying, I was hysterical, I hated myself, wishing I was dead. When I was living with my mom, I used to hurt myself. My anxiety can be very bad, sometimes I can hear my heart beating fast.