Hopefully you feel better there soon, AprilR.
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Slept, so that prediction got redirected. Nightmares, yeah, but the angel manifested and made it a little calmer. Which kinda made me afraid a little when I woke up as I'm hesitant of those sunny days; if all you walk through are dark ones there's not much that can be taken from you. It's hard to turn off that dark day mindset because you kinda need it to get through some things, whether abuse, loud stuff or seeing loved ones in pain. Losing those I love will fall under that one too, and I have those abandonment issues, mostly because people tend to leave, but that will be my fault there in many of them (not going to blame life things for that, just me).
No idea why I don't smoke cigarettes. They're a rich man's vice nowadays though, even though it only looks like the working class use them. Drinking doesn't do too much because my brain is broken. Zyprexa is my vice. (You're welcome, ma. It is a jungle out there, which is why I go into it.)