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04 Dec 2022, 6:01 pm

The voices are largely absent atm but I'm getting bad physical discomfort which is making my life almost unbearable.

I just wish they'd do domething useful with this technology rather than torturing innocent citizens. It seems like sort of thing Putin would develop.. :roll:


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04 Dec 2022, 6:29 pm

Since my last post the voices have started again saying 'you're very very good but you need to keep your mouth shut' along with worse physical discomfort.

Help. I', shaking ike a leaf :(


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04 Dec 2022, 6:48 pm

blitzkrieg wrote:
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At least you are giving the meds a shot at controlling your symptoms. :)


Yes, for all the good they do. The computer gave me a horrendous panic attack last night. I was considering calling an ambulance. Bad again this afternoon. On the Guinness and Ibuprofen again to try and get some relief from it... :cry:


I am sorry to hear they don't work for you like they should.

I suppose Guinness isn't too bad of a solution for not being able to cope with anxiety.


I disagree.
Alcohol causes emotional instability and inhibits rational thought.
I suggest avoiding any drugs/stimulants which will aggrevate emotional imbalance.
Marijuana is a known catalyst for increasing the problems of invasive thought, btw.

I suggest ppl focus on emotional stability.
If someone is hypersensitive to caffeine, avoid it. It has worked for me.



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04 Dec 2022, 6:50 pm

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Since my last post the voices have started again saying 'you're very very good but you need to keep your mouth shut' along with worse physical discomfort.

Help. I', shaking ike a leaf :(


Read my previous post.



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04 Dec 2022, 6:52 pm

Pepe wrote:
I disagree.
Alcohol causes emotional instability and inhibits rational thought.
I suggest avoiding any drugs/stimulants which will aggrevate emotional imbalance.
Marijuana is a known catalyst for increasing the problems of invasive thought, btw.

I suggest ppl focus on emotional stability.
If someone is hypersensitive to caffeine, avoid it. It has worked for me.
I had 4 cans of lager today and I don't take cannabis


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04 Dec 2022, 6:53 pm

Rossall wrote:
The voices are largely absent atm but I'm getting bad physical discomfort which is making my life almost unbearable.

I just wish they'd do domething useful with this technology rather than torturing innocent citizens. It seems like sort of thing Putin would develop.. :roll:


Both the Soviets/Russians and the AAmerians developed electronic harassment techniques/technology on the back of Nazi research.
I suggest you research "Operation Paperclip" and "MKULTRA".



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04 Dec 2022, 6:57 pm

Rossall wrote:
Pepe wrote:
I disagree.
Alcohol causes emotional instability and inhibits rational thought.
I suggest avoiding any drugs/stimulants which will aggrevate emotional imbalance.
Marijuana is a known catalyst for increasing the problems of invasive thought, btw.

I suggest ppl focus on emotional stability.
If someone is hypersensitive to caffeine, avoid it. It has worked for me.
I had 4 cans of lager today and I don't take cannabis


If drinking alcohol helps, do it.
If it doesn't and may even make things worse, stop. ;)

You can't combine meds and alcohol, as you would know.
I have a friend who would "self-medicate" through drinking.
In order to do that, he had to stop taking his meds.
When he did that, he invariably ended up in a psych ward.



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05 Dec 2022, 3:11 am

People need to be aware that their thoughts can be read by technology and in future the controlling of people through threats and physical pain/discomfort may get rolled out to more innocent citizens. 8O

(I'm particularly pissed off with the f*****g thing today as I haven't had any sleep). :skull:


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05 Dec 2022, 4:53 am

Rossall wrote:
People need to be aware that their thoughts can be read by technology and in future the controlling of people through threats and physical pain/discomfort may get rolled out to more innocent citizens. 8O

(I'm particularly pissed off with the f*****g thing today as I haven't had any sleep). :skull:


Yes, we are largely at the mercy of those with the technology.
Some of us are just unlucky.

The meds should help to some degree in terms of hypnotic trance induction. Try something different if it isn't.
Not sure what you can do about the physical discomfort tho.



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05 Dec 2022, 8:50 am

Whoever's behind this are bullies, and bullies need to be stood up to.. Putin would love to have this.. 8O


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05 Dec 2022, 2:00 pm

Pepe wrote:
blitzkrieg wrote:
Rossall wrote:
blitzkrieg wrote:
At least you are giving the meds a shot at controlling your symptoms. :)


Yes, for all the good they do. The computer gave me a horrendous panic attack last night. I was considering calling an ambulance. Bad again this afternoon. On the Guinness and Ibuprofen again to try and get some relief from it... :cry:


I am sorry to hear they don't work for you like they should.

I suppose Guinness isn't too bad of a solution for not being able to cope with anxiety.


I disagree.
Alcohol causes emotional instability and inhibits rational thought.
I suggest avoiding any drugs/stimulants which will aggrevate emotional imbalance.
Marijuana is a known catalyst for increasing the problems of invasive thought, btw.

I suggest ppl focus on emotional stability.
If someone is hypersensitive to caffeine, avoid it. It has worked for me.


Alcohol has anxiolytic properties and it works for some people as it alters GABA transmission.

The biggest downside is that it causes depression if used excessively.



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05 Dec 2022, 10:50 pm

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Not sure what you can do about the physical discomfort tho.

Neither am I. I am considering calling an ambulance again.


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16 Dec 2022, 10:44 am

This thing is making my life almost unbearable at present. Constant severe abdominal tension nad a voice saying 'you're very very good but you need to get a job' and other threats. Drinking heavily and popping Ibuprofen because of it to try and get some relief. Been up since 5am with severe anxiety. I don't think this thing will be happy until I'm dead. :(


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16 Dec 2022, 3:40 pm

Feeling a bit better now. Have drunk a lot of Guinness today.

Voices and physical discomfort have largely gone for now..


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16 Dec 2022, 5:54 pm

Rossall wrote:
Feeling a bit better now. Have drunk a lot of Guinness today.

Voices and physical discomfort have largely gone for now..


Good to hear, Rossall!



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16 Dec 2022, 6:15 pm

Quite bad anxiety feelings now. Makes me feel like having a good weep.. Feel upset and get tears in my eyes but can't actually cry. Kind of an emotional constipation.


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