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My breasts too large

I don't like most precious lil "people"

My voice sounds weird

I am not naturally thin, smart or socially adept

Most annoying lil dipshits get on my f*****g nerves and they act like they are the latest greatest thing since sliced bread s**t

Comfort food

Expand comfort zone

Dandruff and lice

Itchy ears

Sorry mod

I keep thinking these incidents are of a historic nature

I'll keep away in future

why doesn't brain go to sleep .....NOW..,!...

Paralyzing fear. It comes on out of nowhere. Now it's bad and I havent left the sofa for a few hours. It's ok as it'll pass. Plus I'm going out with a friend so it has to. Just got reminded I don't smell good by my sister. Now I'm being told I have to shower. Ugh. I don't like showers especially when she gets irritated and talks down to me about them. People can be judgemental. I knows she's concerned but it still stresses me out.

If my life is truly my own, then I shouldn't ever be dependent out of lack of choice, have the real courage to walk away from deeper safety and assurance, and have all the competency and resilience to take all the consequences of said walking away.


Like I wanna go on a solo trip vacation with only me as a passenger.
And with no people to fuss about nor mind.

Like I wanna walk the Earth, go vagabond, take all the risks and dangers, attachment is no excuse.
Like, I'd know what to look forward to. I know what I'm getting myself into. Like I knew what I'm doing.


It's not. I wish it is, it's not.


If my life is truly my own, then my first choice is to never to listen to people around me contrary to what I believe and want in life.

If my life is truly my own, then the obligations I chose is something I chose, not something I'm complied to do. Not even my own damn existence.

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That's brilliant Edna

You're right of course because your life is truly your own

I think people forget this about themselves and unfortunately some people have never even had the privilege to know it in the first place

Top marks to you

I need to learn how to better manage Decembers.

I want No more surgeries .. ever... Long term side effects can be rough on ones ,long term anatomical health.

I just feel depressed and tired. I shouldn't have come out of my bedroom. I shouldn't have come out of my bed. I shouldn't have opened my eyes. There's nothing to look at anyway.

One minute I feel sad about nothing and the next minute I feel angry about nothing. I feel like I want to jump out of my skin and punch the air until it bleeds.

Got a meeting with a friend tomarrow....we need to come to agreement about svheduling .

It’s officially my ex’s birthday. He’s 48. It’s not bothering me. I’m just glad that we aren’t still together.

Getting ready for the meeting that could end up , Costing more money and time through the holidays..Am hoping things will work out . Holidays look very slim from my POV . Might end up on a manditory diet...But am alreafy tired of the Ramen Noodles ..with Garlic salt spice..No gift exchange this year.. Seems like the time of year for Money to go rolling ...downhill ...>>>>>>>> AWAY from me.

I have come to the conclusion that most human beings, if not all of them, suffer from some form of brain damage. It just makes so much sense. The human brain is already a very delicate organ with only a few inches of bone for minimal protection, but you don't even have to hit your head for it to be injured. Everything we eat, drink, and touch has dangerous amounts of some kind of brain-damaging substance in it: lead, mercury, microplastics. It's in the air we're breathing. There's no escaping it.

They say your brain isn't fully developed until you're at least 25 years old. But because of all the junk in our food and water most adult humans now haven't progressed beyond that of a 13 year old.

And that's why humans are less intelligent than they were years ago, and do amazingly stupid and erratic things, like politicians refusing to help the poor but always spending money on war and other worthless things, following dangerous trends on TikTok, believing every word some so-called celebrity says but refusing to believe a real doctor, the increase of mass murders, hate crimes, and the obsession with politics. And re-electing Orange Man.

It's just my theory, anyway. It could really just be a bunch of nonsense, but then again it might not be.

I don’t think people are less intelligent. I just think that education hasn’t adapted enough to meet the needs of modern society. We have vast amounts of information readily available, but people are not so good at analyzing it and determining if it’s credible or not.