I need my friends, I'm so upset at my sister, she can say the wrong thing, I'm soooooo tired of her thinking that she knows better than me, I CANNONT take her wanting to be Miss Know It All, I hate her. I don't have enough energy to deal with living here, dealing with the people that work here & dealing my sister, it tooooooo much, I feel like I can't breathe, how can I handle this? My sister think this is a good place to live, she happy I'm getting a real home cook meal, ya right! Dinner can be fish stick or chicken nuggets & bad mac & cheese, it taste like playdough, meals are small, too small. I'm getting mental problems too, I'm trap, there no way out, I keep crying. Before my sister wanted me out, now she wants me to stay & she keep changing her mind on other stuff too, she can confuse me soooooooo much, her confusing me alot can hurt me so much, I think it cuz of Autism. I wish I have help & not from her, she is toooooooo crazy!