scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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-3.

After years of putting off on fixing my old PC, I was hoping that my files from my old online life was there...

IT'S NOT THERE.

All it's left was everything my sister's.

NONE OF MINE LEFT. NOT EVEN THE USERNAME.

WHY?! JUST WTF!! ! YEARS WORTH OF FILES!! ! GONE!! ! BECAUSE "SHARING FOR THE NEEDIER"! !! F*** EM!! !

If I were still my *pfft!* "old self" I'd probably had a meltdown in the tech repair shop just for knowing that one out.

I'm proud of my 'reaction'.
But...

I lost something important to me.
Gone without knowing it's actually gone to begin with.


Next time I get a PC or laptop...
Definately no sharing unless 100% of my files are not there anymore.

And it had to be mine 100%.
And no one else.

And people wonder WHY am I "SELFISH"?!

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10. Slept well. Woke up at a good time. No anxiety.

At my typical 7.

7. Drinking coffee and listening to music. Might do laundry. I haven't done it in a while. Haven't had a shower in a while. I should shower but it can wait I think. Ive been wearing deodorant and washing in other ways. showers make me dizzy. I think I'm at a 7 because I honestly really like that number and Im not a 5 and I don't like the number 6 very much. 7 is the only odd number I like. I don't mind 3 and 5 though. I don't like 9 and 11 very much. I slept well though and I remembered to take my medication. I've been forgetting and people think I was doing it on purpose.

7. Had a disorienting morning. Mornings can be like that. Idk there's just something about the transition from being asleep to being awake. Now I'm just chilling and listening to music.

At my typical 7.

10. Feeling good. I have so much to say suddenly. Before id get anxious as I felt I had nothing to say in conversations. People would ask me and I couldn't say anything.

Always five, being in reasonably good health. There was a time when the censorship of my posts on Quora, would get me down, but I've got used to it over the years.

2, I'm scared of having a stroke or a heart attack. It's been causing me to have panic attacks thinking about it.

At my typical 7 even though I had a nap earlier today.

3. Hip replacement a week ago. Long hard climb ahead.

At my typical 7 again.

I feel depressed and sad right now it’s all overwhelming and I want to talk to someone:( I need a friend

I’m probably a 2

Sometimes I hear a quiet shouting voice in my head its scary does anyone know what it means is it something to worry about I need help i need a friend

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE SHOUTING VOICE IN MY HEAD IS IM SCARED:o