i am doing better but still not really any real improvement

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i went to a movie today with my mom
instead of it being enjoyable it just hurt

thanks

my thing is i dont thinkg i will be albe to get support anywhere
no one is answering posts anywhere nor peer lines or family freinds are gone

I know what that is like. thats why I'm still here replying to your posts.

your problems are real, and very difficult! people find that daunting, and when they cant fix it they tend to go away. but that is NOT your fault.

Just remember none of this is your fault. and i know somehow, some way you'll find a solution to all these things. it may take years to fully solve it all, but time heals all. And in time you'll find solutions to these problems.

In the meantime ill be here as often as i can.

I think the only people who can understand what your going through is people who have been through something simmer or just as bad.
it tends to give you perspective on things.

I know what its like to have a bad parent and have no one to talk to and to be let down by people who are supposed to "help" you. but really don't care.

I know what its like. its better for me now , so now i help those i see who are in a jam and need help.

thats why i stay and post. i know you need people to talk to. i know you need help and advice. and i will offer as much as i can spare.


as always, i hope things improve.
don't lose hope!

There is sunshine at the end of this dark path you tread. hope is the light that guide's you through this darkness your going through. and it is hope that will help you find the sun.

thank you

how you doing

let me take a turn helping you

i left a phone call with my case manager
this week
and told him that i wanted to spent the meeting this week
talking about how to fix stuff and make this right and heal myself

instead we went shopping

i mentioned again he just said well i am already gonna set up the thing with cognitive place and thats its and we are gonna do some activities

i said what about about finding the right people to heal myself and setting up a serious plan to do something before this becomes a lifetime handicap
and he was like well your expecting perfection or near perfection and thas not really gonna happen and we only meet once a week and that would require alot of responsilbliity on you

he was like half enouthisitic and kinda was instant on doing things his way

i also found my job coach quit that really good and i had forever
her replacement is some supervisor and reall boring and dulll and totall nobody who is probally just a job to him

my mom is just worn out

she perked up when mentioned cleansing my apartment and getting rid the energy

but went down when i said i felt depressed about this today

i went to the library the other day
in my place and felt much better


found a book on herbalism and another on natural health

Libraries have always been great places for me to go. Unfortunately, I don't go much anymore since the internet seems to provide most of my family's reading. But with our autism support group meeting at the local library, it has felt good getting back inside those book-lined walls.

I think the library will provide you with a refreshing place to relax. It's a great place to get more into your interests. In ways it can be more exciting than the internet.

This is my 2000th post to the WrongPlanet---which is not a lot compared to many here, but it seemed like a lot to me when I joined here last November. I had been thinking recently where I wanted to make my 2000th post to. And this morning I realized I wanted it to be on your thread Nightbender. You definitely deserve happiness in your life. And there are many here wishing for your happiness.

From reading the above post, it appears Just-me is interested in crystals as a way of ridding negative energy. This brings back memories of my college years in the 1980s when I listened to a lot of New Age music. One album (tape) I remember well was called Crystal Fantasy performed by Michael Genest---talk about magical. Just listening to that seemed to elevate me into another realm.

Not to long ago I got the idea of building a stone circle in my field behind my house. However, I have yet to do this, but the idea still lingers. I wanted it to be a full size circle with smaller type stones. In the key stone that would mark the beginning of one of the seasons (maybe spring), I wanted to place a crystal. I actually bought a nice piece of phantom quartz for this. But as I said, I haven't started this yet.

Anyway, best wishes to you.

good suggestions


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