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...I don't think that ignoring the college chance , not moving on it until it goes away , will make a place to live appear .
I NEED HELP to fill out the forms ! !! !! !! !! !!
A group home , frankly , might be a " never-get-out " situation .

If you need help filling out the forms, you're supposed to contact the office that deals with disabled students at the college and they have to help you. You need to do that immediately.

And as far as a group home, I think you are just refusing to see your health situation as it truly is, you can either extend your life by getting into a group home where you can maintain your hygiene properly or you can end up dying on the street much sooner than you'd prefer to. That's the unvarnished truth.

...Without my money , I don't have a phone now .
If I let the chance to go to CCSF two months from go by because it seems " sensible " to ignore something just because of something else that I cannot do much about ?
I can do little re: a temporary place (a shelter) , even less regarding " more " ~ If my worker/his commpany , basically , can/does do something , something will happen .
How does letting the further fixing of the possibility of CCSF in March affect what they do ?
And , do you mean that the You're Really Being Sensible Now ! goddess will reward me with a nice place to stay if - and only IF - I let continuing on this party-set up opportunity go by ?
If that's what you think , saying I should " contact " would appear to contradict that , so , maybe you do not .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I have contacted CCSF's disabled office ~ Espeially with my phone now gone , I'm not sure what I can do (Its charger is gone , aside from no minutes for it) ~ Likewise , my worker in the organization I'm " with " did not write me back to-day to tell me his E-dress , just as he did not on Friday ! I had to go , AGAIN , to the uphill USPO General Delivery to , once agin , not get the card ~ Now , it is Monday of the week after the week in which the card was machine-eaten !

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Iam PHYSICALLY handicapped , I am ~ MATERIALLY handicapped (No more-or-less any hours of the day access to a computer as I'm sure in unthought of routine to basically everybody here) ~ and , yes , I WENT TO SCHOOL BEFORE PEOPLE WERE ROUTINELY TAUGHT COMPUTERS ! That IS a handicap .
(And my ~ pre-Internet age ~ earlier attempts to go back to college during the later 20th ended up with the college-industrial complex spitting in my face )
They do have extra programs /stuff for HL students at CCSF , that was a contributor to be deciding to come back to S.F. back during 2015 .
A " disadvantaged " 18-yr old ` Or , actually , even a " normally " well-off 18er ~ is given help in applying , and the whole process is built for s/he ~ I am scarred and embittered and very removed from the system and have had so many things blow up in my face . I am asking for help ~ Not for money or gifts . (As with the help improving my computer/tech skills - I am so a dummy there ! - which I've requested here also .)

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Regarding the help with computer skills, I guess you want someone to be there in person to teach you. Right? Because there are plenty of YouTube videos on how to do various things on a computer, if you take the time to look.

Regarding the HOT Team place, if you're able to travel there somehow, I suggest you do what is necessary to go there in person. Forget emails or phone calls. If you can, you need to go there in person and have them demand you get your missed payment ASAP.

...With my limited computer time & circumstances , a video won't , really , help me . I think such videos demand really basic knowledge first , which I simply don't have - Plus equipment right in front of you .
Yes , I want a human being .
It would appear that HOT can do nothing , I went to the Social Security office itself to-day when nothing , again , came and what they said upset me senough that I will make it a separate post ...........

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Omni , you think it is " intensive " help just to need help to get financial aid apps in ~ " Intensive " pretty clearly means " extreme " ~ I have SO MUCH LESS ! , in skills + access and my health , than other people ! !! !! !! !! !!
You expect me to do it ALL ALONE ?
You feel it was excessive for me to get the amount of help I did receive, in the former place , that allowed me to get this far ?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I just , incidentally , am in DIRE need of immediate help to help with my falling-apart single pair of shoes (I have REALLY REALLY big feet ~ about Size 14) , a new belt , a 2nd set of cloothes , new glasses - BEFORE the emergency started with the card disappearing and still (as I have explained in detail elsewhere) a replecement not getting to me as of nearly 2 full weeks later due to the card people's incompetence , as I only found out to-day ~ I am really in DIRE trouble ! !! !! !! !! !!
Please ?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...If I don't set it up now , I won't be able to possibly go in January .
Will the Practical-ness Goddess reward me with ~ oh , a ' nice " group home , that might let me have one hour of censored computer time a day and only four hours daily of " basket-wavingg " classes ~ if I just let this opportunity go away , because you disapprove of me pursuing it ???????????
Maybe I am receiving this , but my getting into somewhere seems to me to be e ntirely something the company - HOT - that my worker is with can or cannot do , I cannot refer myself to a group home and I don't care to show up to wait for a " possible " shelter left-over spot - Likely involving endless line-waiting , then , perhaps having to sit upright in a school-type portable chair all night , seeing if sleep is possible in that position .

ASS-P wrote:

...Omni , you think it is " intensive " help just to need help to get financial aid apps in ~ " Intensive " pretty clearly means " extreme " ~ I have SO MUCH LESS ! , in skills + access and my health , than other people ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
You expect me to do it ALL ALONE ?
You feel it was excessive for me to get the amount of help I did receive, in the former place , that allowed me to get this far ?

I'm sorry you missed getting computer skills. If you cannot present yourself to the disability office to ask for accommodation (a person to assist you), then you're going to be out of luck. If you have no phone to call then you'll have to go there in person. I don't know what else to tell you.

I am looking at your big picture here. No shelter, no money, no clothing and medical problems. And you are prioritizing going to college ahead of the rest.

Without a place to stay, how will you clean your body and clothes so you can attend class?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Furthermore , the whole thing of getting my replacement card to me may have broken on a dispute between the SS office and the GD Post Office .
Briefly , the GD Post Office has a Zip Code all its own , specifically for that GDPO .
When I first went to the SS office I told them that ZC , Zip Code #1 - only to have them insist on using another ZC - Zip Code #2 - saying " We know what we're doing " - I forget what ZC they said would be used when I went to the SS office for the 2nd time , this week - I think that they didn't specify it , it didn't come up .
Well , to-day I went to the GDPO once again , once again there was nothing for me - and that GDPO said that , " If a letter to the GDPO has ZC#2 on it , it gets sent to another PO , not our one " .
That's what they said to me .
WHAT CAN I DO (I no longer have a phone to make calls on be called at/remember) ?

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...If I am repeating this , too , let me repeat this ~
IT APPEARS THAT I WALK EVEN MORE " CRIPPLED-LY " AND HOBBLEDLY WHEN I DO NOT HAVE A HEAVY BACPACK OR SIMILAR ON . I have said this before ~ it is still true !
If I cannot get a little assistance ~ NOT money or presents , " a ride and a shoulder " and maybe some help in continuing the on-a-computer applications for financial aide and the admission itself (That latter MIGHT ~ might ~ be more find-able through " conventional means " than a ride + shoulder) ~ Then , perhaps , I cannot go .
Because no-one , in the 7 million or more people , I believe , Bay Area would help , directly or indirectly , me

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...I have pointed out in a PM what the difficulty of - while crippled - - and possibly having to take everything along with me (To who knows what nastiness from any campus fuzz ? ) - getting up and dressing (With NO Alarm clock , AT ALL .) after getting to sleep at a proper time the night before would be for me to get there via public transport by 8:45 AM - I don't even think the public transport here is open early enough for that !

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

Why you going to school if you are homeless? Can your parents help you? Why don't you get on Regional Center? They can help & give you an independent living skills person. You should get on SSI.

...Kitty:
It can certainly help if you are homeless , it's something to do , I was trying to arrange it when I was in the temporary room so not technically homeless at that time (In fact , CCSF apparently has a few teentsy benefits available for HL students .) .
My parents are long , long , deceased , I do receive SSDI already (Although , horribly , as you may remember from my recent posts , THAT is interrupted now !) , I'm not sure what a Regional Center is and , for all I know , even if there is one here (Relating to AS ? The Social Services people don't really see me as an " autistic person " , I was only DX'd very late , remember .) - and I think I , perhaps , couldn't?? avail myself of a RC while I am with the outfit I am now for services . No phone whatsoever now and crippled , too , so both getting around and making contact- .
XFG: Why are you speaking as if I had asked for money or gifts ?
I THINK that I may have in this specific line (not taking time out now to look) , certainly in my recent posts in general if not in this here line , specifically disavowed asking for $ ! !! !! !! !!
It seems people obsessively think a person is asking for money even when they specifically disavow it .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!