cubedemon6073 wrote:
Kraftie, I think I just simply want to call it quits. People are going to be able to give me what I need. With my autism and the comorbids (especially the executive dysfunction) I have and how the workplace is today and how complex our society is I don't have a good hand to play with.
I'm going to give this a month and a half and then it's time to let my family know my decision and explaining why.
The truth is sometimes one has to walk away from the poker table and that takes the most balls of all since our society is the type of society that never quits and encourages others to keep going in the face of adversity.
But, at what cost though? What cost do I continue to play the same game I can't win especially when it's others who guard the doors, have all the keys, make all the rules and choose what rules to enforce or not. Maybe it's time to give the american society an emphatic no.
Cube, we discussed in the past a possible relocation to a rural area where the pressure is less and the people are nicer. With your talent finding something creative to do, perhaps collaborating with other Aspies, MonaPereth gave some useful suggestions. Thinking out of the "cube" so to speak. Doing something that suits your executive function at your own pace. Necessity is the mother of invention. What do you think?
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