I must go, and not come back.(my death)

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Ladies and gentlemen,

It has come to my attention that I am not wanted here, and I will respect that. Whatever they wish, I will make sure they receive. I've already gotten the rope ready. I just need to get the chair. I am going somewhere, but where i'm going, you cannot go. I must leave this earth and head back home, because there I'm wanted and at least I know where my troops respect me. It's been a long battle, and men, we've fought the good fight. I leave you here today thinking not only how much my own world enveloped me, but how much I cared, or at least tried to. I never meant for it ever to become known. I guess my republic needs me more than ever now, my family, my friends, the people. When I go, I hope to see all the families, all the people, and most of all country again.

Goodbye,

Peter Bradford Creedon Junior,

General of the Grand Army of the Republic

On this date July 16, 1910

Who said you are not wanted?

I know exactly how you feel.

One last thing before I kick the chair away, I have thrown all of my drawings away, because as Delirium has said, they are all crap. My stories, I guess they're crap too. No one appreciated them. I just thought I'd like to share them thats all. I guess I screwed that up. I should have remained a cartographer, never venturing outside of my element I guess.

She said my life was just a lie....And two faces have I. Well go ahead and let her try....

My drawings I guess were always horrid. That's why you people made fun of them, made fun of my world. "The internet is not your personal hugbox" Well, you made it to be. As for being egotistical, I never was. I just wanted to be happy. That was the place I could go when
I needed to be safe, now you f*****g a**holes made it a crime for me. You murdered me. I hope you're happy. You drove this man to killing himself.

Don't throw away your drawings just because someone complained. The art forum is for posting art, regardless of how some people might perceive its quality. There's been plenty of art that I don't like on here, but I would still encourage everyone to post it anyway. I'm not the only person seeing it.

I don't feel particularly liked around here either (and I'll admit I often seem abrasive), but I like to participate anyway. WP is for all of us; it's the last place where popularity should dictate how things run!

Pour the General a bit of crème de menthe and get out your drawing pad. Your world is interesting!

Last edited by Blasty on 17 Jul 2010, 3:37 am, edited 1 time in total.

Don't kick the chair. Your avatar is kinda cool and I like that hat you wear in some of your photos.

I get that feeling sometimes. It's like one minute I feel I deserve to die and I'm a burden on the world, then the next it's everyone else's fault and the blood should be on their hands big time. It's like the ultimate inner battle of worthlessness vs pride.

man, dont do it . . . its the wrong way to go, its the wrong way to go.

please don't do something stupid because of what a few people have said

Sir, while I cannot convince you otherwise, I simply wish to tell you this:

Art comes in all forms, whether it be paintings or words. Vincent Van Gogh was unappreciated, but he continued doing what he enjoyed. You shall too.

Ackman, I have seen some of the art you posted a while ago. I really liked it. There is room in the world for all types of art. One thing you need to learn how to do is to ignore the haters of the world. A lot of people dont like me but I have to carry on, till the end. It is not for them to decide whether i am here or not. All people are valuable. Please stay on the board and post more.

Zen

I felt the same way, three weeks ago, but I hung in there, when I was at the end of my rope. You may be at the end of your rope, but you must hang in, there. I really hope that you don't take your life. You have so much, going for you.

i havent a /clue/ wut this is about (and i rly cant be bothered to find out).
just thought id pop by and drop this in here (lol ill prolly watch it later an
be totally freekin embarrased by it)

[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95P1P6t9dAw[/youtube]

I don't know your current living situation. But I bet you would be safe from criticism and personal attacks with your family. Share your art with them.

Don't give up just yet. You have great potential and you're quite young. I've taken a quick scan over your artwork and improvement is visible over time. The internet is full of a**holes, don't let em get you down.

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Hi Ackman,

I don't know you much on WP, but I know that in art, there is no great or crap. I really don't respect whoever that say your art is crap, and I don't think you should listen to that person. Also, on WP, we are suppose to support and encourage one another, not the other way around.

I haven't seen much of your work, but I must say, I really like your avatar. It has an attitude. If you really like art, please don't give up just because someone, or more than someone, say it's s**t. Because it is not true. I'm sure there are lots of people who told piccaso that his artworks are crap

Again, WP is suppose to be a place where we support each others. I don't respect whoever intentionally try to make others upset. It's a horrible thing to do.

At last, please don't kill yourself Like CockneyRebel said, hang in there! Believe it or not, there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

Melbi

+1

zen_mistress, you speak the words of wisdom.

+100 thanks *tears of happiness*