I’m so mad at myself right now…
I’ve been drinking way too much lately. I think it’s probably due to being stressed out over school. I’m taking a bunch of required classes I don’t like. One of them is a science class (geology) that requires a lot of work in lab groups. I hate geology and I REALLY hate working in a group…
Anyways, figuring out why I’m drinking so much isn’t helping because I still can’t seem to control myself like I once could…
Right now, I’m sitting here at work, tired and hung-over, trying to figure out how I’ll endure the next 12 hours.
I really need to sneak in some homework, but I can’t think clearly…
I guess I just need to accept the fact that I can’t drink at all anymore, but it’s so hard… It’s so humiliating.
How did I get to the point where 12 ounces of piss-water in a can could beat me? 
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No man is free who is not master of himself.~Epictetus