I don't know anymore...

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I constantly feel so hopeful and happy for a couple hours, but then it all starts to fall down into giving up everything. I can't take it. Many problems have been occurring with me most which aren't even that big and with problems that also conflict my relationships with my friends. I often think they're ignoring me while talking to others. Which isn't true entirely, but I've been thinking the other way around lately. I've often been feeling annoyed with my family. I felt like giving up everything I do. I've been sleeping more than ever and I don't know why. And many other problems I can't even describe. I can't even understand them. I want to grow up from them, but I always whine about my problems constantly. Whenever I talk to people I would feel hopeful that everything is solved, but when I can't talk to the people I want or that I'm alone, I would feel like everything had gotten mixed up again. It's all just been too much on me and I don't know what to do. I feel worried that I have a serious medical condition. I've been on medication a few months ago to help my sleep problems, which did; but they ended up making me feel so suicidal at the wrong times in life. I stopped taking them for a week, but I feel like nothing changed.

Any advice or comments would be appreciated.

Last edited by KarateKetchup on 14 Nov 2011, 7:34 pm, edited 1 time in total.

well this is kind of an obvious thing to say but,.. your depressed. idk man, go do something new, try to talk to more people, just start seeing what works for you.

I don't know how to reply to that 100%, but that doesn't mean you didn't even try though. I feel like it's more complicated than that. Most of my friends are generally just acquaintances to me mostly in real life. They're nice and all, but I don't have anything in common with them. But I also don't go to school either. Yeah, I'm still young enough to go to school. I have a circle of online friends, and I feel like they're the only ones who actually have the same mutual interests as them. And with that, I'm afraid to meet new people because if I lose my closer friends, I would not know who to turn to when I want to cry on someone's shoulder. I'm worried that the person who isn't as close with me wouldn't understand my problems. But that's not always true of course. Idk. Just a thought to add. Sorry that I changed the subject. I'm also feeling better too. >_>

well if you feel better thats great. i heard a saying that every man is an island. we are all by ourselves. even NTs to a certain extent. because you use words to communicate you can never really be somebody, and vice versa they are not a part of you.

You should talk to your doctor and tell him everything that you told us.