scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I'm a positive +7.5 rite now. I finished off a left over coke that my parents opened(only about half left in the can), ate some Oreo-cookies with chocolate filling, & then drank a Barqs root-beer. I think the sugar got to me some cuz I'm head-banging & air-guitaring to parody songs rite now

+10. I'm at my parents house in the country, alone with my dog and I've got my CDs playing on my parents DVD player.

+10.

No amount of anti fat discrimination will make me quit coming here to WP. I'm a lot stronger than that.

Mick

+6 sold one of my cars. only 3 left.

-3

I'm feeling down, depressed over things I cannot control... I feel like I'm stuck waiting, for what?, I do not know...

-5.

For once, I'm not actually that depressed. Well, I still am, but mildly. It's just these damn medications are messing with my head, apparently not only making me sleepy, but numbing my ability to be able to tell when I have a cold, and said cold just ends up making me more tired. I've also had said cold for a few weeks now. Other than that, the Mood Stabilizer hasn't done anything I'm aware of. Therefore, I'm not bipolar. Why do I have to wait another month to tell my doctor that his bipolar speculation is full of crap? Ugh!

And college woes making every thing more confusing than it has to be, and worried if I'll even make friends in college, or if it'll just be a repeat of high school.

Okay fine, I'm depressed. I wish I could sleep, but there's stuff I have to do to prepare for musical auditions in college. But... music's fun no matter what, so that part isn't that bad. But if it was anything else, I'd rip the assignment in half and right nasty curse words of anger in red pen and in call caps across the paper. >:]

-10
I havent killed myself right now because im the only person with my brother.
f*****g psych and parents are out to get me. Just got a call and no matter how he tried avoiding saying it i know they plan on taking everything away from me and forcing me to do things i dont want to. So if you dont see me post in the next few days either they succeeded or i killed myself.

MXH: I sent you a private message. I truly hope you will be ok.
*Hug*

-10. I'm trapped in this life because my kids need me, not because I want to be here.

~Kate

Meow101: I sent you a private message as well. I truly hope you will be ok.
*Hug*

-10

8. I am pretty happy right now.

I'm feeling a negative -8 rite now. I could really use a hug rite now or a time machine. I started thinking about my past again & the only time in my life I was truly happy & how I hurt the one person who meant everything to me. I also regret that I didn't kill myself 7 years ago after I f#ucked everything up. I'm nothing but a burden to my family & I haven't really been happy sense but I'm to much of a p#ssy to kill myself now. I want my life to have made things better overall instead of my existence making things worse but the more I try; the worse I make things. I would give anything I change the past. I had no chance in hell of making that work thou; it was a fantasy that could never had come true. I am incapable of surviving in the real-world & I will never find treu happiness. I wish I would of never been born. Real life is my hell

SnowWhite88: I sent you a private message. I truly hope you will be ok.
*Hug*

nick007: I sent you a private message as well. I truly hope you will be ok.
*Hug*

-6 I guess I actually can't explain how I feel other than I am scared for my life again but won't get into details here. Right now for the past few months I have been having insomnia attacks if there is such a thing. Basically for a few days I can't really sleep at all. Last night I only slept about an hour. I started getting up around 1 AM. Even with such little sleep I have dreams. My insomnia attacks are increasing. They typically last about 4-5 days without sleeping much. I don't do anything different that would cause it. I am incredibly anxious about my thoughts. I don't want to die but to outsiders I look very depressed. After an hour after I get up (actually out of my bed) I start having the thought insertion again but like I said I won't go into details.

I'm at -6 because I just don't feel like myself. I was sick as a dog from Friday until around 10:15 AM this morning when I needed to go to my math class at my college. I couldn't get any of my math done because I had 4-5 pages of it and only 5 minutes to spare. My math teacher didn't get my email from last Friday and now I am a day behind everyone else because I have even more math to do.