scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Miharu
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04 Feb 2012, 7:55 am

+8, the sun really affects my mood. :p

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04 Feb 2012, 11:26 am

Sextaesada wrote:

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-10, If I don't find a job I might as well just off myself....and it's a little unlikely I will find anything. But I mean really at least now I can make up for my bum like behavior for sharing things with people but without any income of any kind what so ever I'll just be a straight up bum and wear my welcome out with probably everyone I know.

So yeah kinda depressed I guess.

if you off yourself, I'll kill you. :lol:

+4 had a decent night with friends.

Well hey if I don't that means I've found some sort of job and it's all good...lol. But I'm just saying if I don't find anything I really see no reason to keep going.........ha why, so I can be a freaking burden on everyone who knows me.

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04 Feb 2012, 1:03 pm

-10, well that was unpleasent, probably the worst PTSD flashback I've had....I was pretty much not in this realm for at least a minute I was mentally re-living that crap to the extent of actually somehow disassociated into those memories. I almost freaking got tobacco all over the floor cause I was rolling a ciggarette at the time and had a startled reaction when I came out of that and almost dropped it.

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04 Feb 2012, 2:14 pm

-5
I have no friends now, I like this though f**k people who just use me, and come over to my house to just get f****d up...I don't want to be used anymore I'd rather just not have any friends than a bunch of druggies who just use me and don't even consider me their friend.

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04 Feb 2012, 4:44 pm

-10 ohh if only i went for a walk and was never found again

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04 Feb 2012, 4:44 pm

3 - Alright, I suppose.

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04 Feb 2012, 11:56 pm

-5 Anxieties really giving me hell tonight, I can't wait for this next week to be able to move things forward.

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05 Feb 2012, 1:00 am

-10. In bed all day and projectil vomiting from my suicide attempt last night. I am trying to keep my mood up because i know if it dips again, I will attempt suicide again. :-(

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05 Feb 2012, 3:07 am

Solvejg wrote:

-10. In bed all day and projectil vomiting from my suicide attempt last night. I am trying to keep my mood up because i know if it dips again, I will attempt suicide again. :-(

hate to say I've been there.

including the vomiting

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05 Feb 2012, 10:53 am

-5

:evil: Last nights dungion was the last straw! The behavior of the Multi player online player base is unacceptable. The random cross server dungion finders have done nothing but pat their deluded egoes and f**k the rest of us out of our money! The easier they make it, the more assault these ass holes give people for no justified reason! Yes, I was attacked AGAIN, because I didn't tolerate them attacking another player after they screwed up the last boss really badly! It makes me sick that these same ass holes get called a special name. "elite" They aren't elite! They are turds! Ass wipes! LOSERS! GARBAGE! I hope their deaths are painful, and that everyone laughs. It makes me SICK that this utter CRAP is what my money was wasted on!