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did absolutely nothing today but stay cooped up inside and in bed.

We’re still in the “wee hours.” How can one assess one’s day immediately upon waking up?

Maybe 0, maybe some imaginary number.

Other than this headache from nowhere.



Do some others here realize...
That I don't exactly care about the political status elsewhere?
Whether or not neurodiversity is concerned, that in my point of view, is simply irrelevant?

That the talks about NDs protesting versus parents petitioning is so irrelevant.
Simply because such affairs doesn't affect or reach half way across the globe, and 99% of it's residence which happened to include myself?
And that my own input, as a foreigner whose status is out of reach of several service privileges, is just as irrelevant, and dragging me into it would be a huge waste of time and effort?

Do people realize...
I came in this forum to learn things and kill time?
Membership dynamics isn't one of them. Entering some foreign political affair is another.


Also do people realize...
While I'm not a social and emotional mimic myself...
Yet the culture I live in, along with every NTs I've known, in a collective sense, are in a culture of cultural mimics? A culture that the conditioned minds is ready to throw away in favor of another?

Just like some socially willing and driven AS would do anything to be their NT. That these things I see it a lot in my NTs towards the foreign NT....

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-2: tired (it´s night here), some shoulder-ache and tennis elbow - after having practised something rather difficult on piano. Looking forward to a possibly coherent sleep - flat on my back to protect the shoulder.....ZZZzzzzzz

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why am i even paying rent if i spend most of my time at work or at my partner's house


god feel so dumb for complaining about someone wanting to be with me so much but, i need my alone time, i get antsy if i don't and if thy can't respect that we won't last.

i really do like them.

they're probably lonely too. their roommate is leaving.

that's a lot of pressure.....

-3 Feeling a little depressed.

+4. I feel less frustrated and more motivated today than I have for the past few days.

6. I'm gaining a l ot of confidence in drawing again and have returned to my bold nature (meaning pushing myself to drawing things I'm not good at). Dull shoulder pain continues to come and go but it's not too bothersome anymore.

Finished Halo 2 for the first since about 10 years (as I recently got the Master Chief Collection). Halo never gets old, but it makes me feel sad as I remember playing it as a teenager and being so full of hope and optimism for life back then. Being that carefree was true bliss and I've forgotten what that emotion was like, so it was nice to see it from afar again in a bittersweet way.

Encounters like these.

Is this supposed to be a positive or a negative????

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I’ve got no spoons left nit that anyone cares if I live or die on this site.

You KNOW that’s not true!

-10 Not going to lie but I'm really sick of this pandemic. It's affected not only me but people I personally know. It was real difficult keeping this one job I had for a long time and now it's gone. Anyhow I'm trying my best but it's hard. I will never look at life the same after this.