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05 Feb 2021, 8:10 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:
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A friend of the family passed away tonight, from Covid.


So sorry to hear that.



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05 Feb 2021, 8:27 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:
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A friend of the family passed away tonight, from Covid.


So sorry :cry:


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05 Feb 2021, 8:29 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:
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A friend of the family passed away tonight, from Covid.


I'm so sorry, friend. :(


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05 Feb 2021, 8:42 pm

IsabellaLinton wrote:
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A friend of the family passed away tonight, from Covid.

I'm really sorry to hear that happened. :( :heart:


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05 Feb 2021, 8:59 pm

Thank you.

She was only 48, and previously healthy. No underlying health issues.

It attacked her kidneys, which is my worst nightmare.

She leaves behind her devastated husband, and their 16 year old daughter.

RIP :(



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06 Feb 2021, 4:06 pm

Negative something, not really sure what. Got that emotional numbness trying to confuse things again/still. Hearing stuff on the radio about mortality rates of different cancers and wondering why I couldn’t have ended up with a deadly one (as I’ve always said, I probably would stand a better chance of dying if I was otherwise perfectly healthy and caught the flu than I did from my particular cancer). Don’t want to get a COVID vaccine and decrease my chances of dying from that. Basically want to kill myself without it being obvious that’s what I was trying to do. Or get a chance to just let myself die without actually having to do anything myself. Or just end up dead somehow.

Wondering if it’s really worth it to try to get my own apartment, much cheaper for my parents if I just keep living at home, not sure it will actually do me any good, and in any case, I’d still be entirely financially dependent on them, and require regular assistance in other ways too.

I just really don’t want to have to live any more.


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13 Feb 2021, 2:59 pm

A mix of -4 and +2 (My head is clearer than it has been in ages. Still, having to deal with my autism daily, is a pain in the aspergers)

IsabellaLinton wrote:
Thank you.

She was only 48, and previously healthy. No underlying health issues.

It attacked her kidneys, which is my worst nightmare.

She leaves behind her devastated husband, and their 16 year old daughter.

RIP :(


Sorry to hear. Losing family/friends is never easy.


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13 Feb 2021, 3:04 pm

+2.
I am mostly content right now, but the snow is starting to make me miss my dog. She liked snow. :(


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Your broader autism cluster (Aspie) score: 144 of 200.
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15 Feb 2021, 2:50 am

-6. I'm feeling guilty for dumb reasons, and worrying about something bad happening to my pets. I would probably cry right about now if I was able to cry properly.


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I use he/him pronouns.

I like playing video games, watching cartoons and anime, reading, and cooking.

I have two cats, a rabbit, and a dog. I also enjoy learning + cataloguing information about different types of animals and plants.

Empathy Quotient: 34/80
Systemizing Quotient: 104/150
Friendship Quotient: 56/140
Autism Quotient: 36/80

RAADS-R: 169

CAT-Q: 153
Compensation: 57
Masking: 47
Assimilation: 49

Your broader autism cluster (Aspie) score: 144 of 200.
Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 63 of 200.
You are very likely on the broader autism cluster (Aspie).


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15 Feb 2021, 4:17 am

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Spend my day off yesterday not doing things I enjoy or being productive, but feeling like crap and stewing in sullen hatred. Today I've got work which sucks but I hope overall it'll be better.



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16 Feb 2021, 6:31 pm

-5 I feel like my brain can't get a moment to breathe.
There's this thing bothering me, sh***y behavior by other people but nobody seems to mind. I'm thoroughly convinced that I'm in the right but if I'm the minority or even the only one I must be wrong? Are my moral standards too high or skewed or what? Right now I just hate myself and everybody else. f**k I wish it would all end.



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17 Feb 2021, 4:53 pm

0. Sorry, but I am starting over on a new account because I felt very uncomfortable with my previous one. It only had around 20 messages anyway, mainly because I felt uncomfortable using it.



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17 Feb 2021, 4:54 pm

8

It has been a better-than-average day.


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17 Feb 2021, 6:05 pm

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Life seems kind of not worth it right now.



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17 Feb 2021, 6:13 pm

Kerch wrote:
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Life seems kind of not worth it right now.

I hope you find something good happening. :)



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17 Feb 2021, 6:45 pm

Kerch wrote:
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Life seems kind of not worth it right now.

I understand this feeling. From your earlier message, people get away with a lot of stuff they shouldn't be. It's aggravating.