scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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+1 I am in so much physical pain I don't even want to move but it was worth it since it's all because I went to a Children Of Bodom concert and ended up in the mosh pit.

-5 im struggling. -5 i about as low as i get these days. ive been -10 at times in my life and i dont ever want to go back to that dark place as i was suicidal

+5

-1. Could be much better, could be much worse. Very tired, feeling slightly worse than two months ago, but much better than last week. Must be the dark and the cold outside. Hard to find anyone who isn't feeling worse than usual under this weather. If it's not the cold and the dark, it's the ice, the increased travel time to anywhere and the risk of traffic accidents.

And I'd rather be here, safely behind a computer in a warm house though surrounded by snow and ice, than starving in a place with a tropical or arid climate.

-8
Those times when you want to jump off an overpass

+4. I got a new bag, today. ^_^ From Japan and made in Japan and all. If only I just had a waterproof laptop that I could put in it... one that doesn't cost a fortune, and preferredly a netbook... hmm.

-4

2. My hormones are getting sorted out.

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-5 or so

Not all that good (pretty much how I've always been for some time now), but I'll survive.

Shot a piece of steel today with the 6.5x52mm Carcano at 80 yards or so (zipped on through. Got a video too, and I've been watching the impact over and over again for hours. That's such an autistic thing to do). Pong! Boom!

+3. I took a anxiety test and got a 100 (Yes, a 100) as it stated I have severe social anxiety. I feel positive, because...

1)I have some closure in life as to what is wrong with me.

2)A greater beacon of hope as maybe I can get monthly disbitity checks as I have so many things wrong with me (AS, anxiety ,hyperhidrosis, etc), rather than suffer working, believe me If I was a NT or a higher functioning aspie I would not have no issue working, so please don't say or think I'm some lazy slob that just doesn't want to work or is trying to cheat the system.

I'm 20 now and have not spoken to my NT parents about this... yet.

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+3.

+6!
Second A.D.D. test is tomorrow, and the doc's pretty sure I have it. Now onto some treatment to get my inattentiveness sorted out. I might even have the ability to learn something for once!

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