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martianprincess
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23 Aug 2019, 5:57 pm

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My throat hurts and my ears hurt and I generally just feel kinda crappy. Had a migraine all day. This week has felt so, so long. My last week at my job is next week... it feels like an eternity away. I'm sad too though. I like working, and I like feeling like I'm productive and that I'm a key person in my role, and I love the organization I work for. But all's fair and love and war, I suppose.


{{{martianprincess}}}

I hope I'm doing internet hugs right. :oops:


You are. :heart:


{{Hugs to Lady Martian Princess}}


Thanks, friend!


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24 Aug 2019, 8:41 am

-5 I hate this world yadda yadda woman stuff, society, all that



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24 Aug 2019, 9:09 pm

People have been asking...
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.



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24 Aug 2019, 9:13 pm

caThar4G wrote:
People have been asking...
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.


i know you're distraught, but soon you'll have an apartment and more opportunities. did you have ice cream yet? what's your favorite flavor? i hope some miracle stops you.



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25 Aug 2019, 1:50 am

caThar4G wrote:
People have been asking...
Yes, I'm really going (from this Earth), unless some miracle stops me.
I've never witnessed a true, kind, heart.
When I open my heart to people, it's slashed, and my very heart and soul is taken or put into slavery, or dashed.
I've been treated with such criticism and non-understanding from my family.
Then, I get tricked by people that show me affection, and get hurt by "friends" trying to prove a point to nobody.
I forgive, but I'm trapped. And, my joy is taken by people who say they "care". That's my only regret in this life, that my joy is taken.
Bye, ya'll. For real.

:( i'm sorry. :( we care about you. :flower: i regret not being able to help you the way you need to be helped.



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25 Aug 2019, 8:08 pm

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My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body :cry: :cry: :cry:

She meant so much to me


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25 Aug 2019, 9:04 pm

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My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body :cry: :cry: :cry:

She meant so much to me


i wish your grandma's death would have happened in a way that you could have been with her. I wish you weren't hurting, but on the positive side, deep grief means that you had someone in your life worth loving a lot. pls be extra good to yourself for a while. you'll need plenty of sleep, a healthy diet, and some indulgences for comfort. (((sly))).



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26 Aug 2019, 2:04 am

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I'm trying to hang on and not give up on myself or this place.



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26 Aug 2019, 4:06 am

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-2 I'm trying to hang on and not give up on myself or this place.

you can do it :wtg:



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26 Aug 2019, 2:18 pm

auntblabby wrote:
la_fenkis wrote:
-2 I'm trying to hang on and not give up on myself or this place.

you can do it :wtg:


We believe in you! :wtg:


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26 Aug 2019, 8:29 pm

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My grandma passed away and I wasn’t there to be either her. Only got to see her body :cry: :cry: :cry:

She meant so much to me


I'm really sorry about losing your grandmother. God bless her.



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27 Aug 2019, 8:13 pm

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Cycling back onto my leftover antidepressants and my mentality is improving. It's amazing how they can change an outlook. Got a doctor's appointment tomorrow and hopefully I can stay on them for good.



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27 Aug 2019, 9:36 pm

^^^way to go La! :wtg:



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01 Sep 2019, 11:55 pm

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I am thinking about suicide again. I can’t succeed at any of the issues I struggle with and change feels so unreal to me. I am 31 years old and I only get worse instead of better.



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02 Sep 2019, 12:52 am

-9 or so, I'm too turnt to know :lol:

Marknis wrote:
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I am thinking about suicide again. I can’t succeed at any of the issues I struggle with and change feels so unreal to me. I am 31 years old and I only get worse instead of better.


I've said this about myself so many times before.


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