Raleigh wrote:
I'm trying to stay positive
And cheerful and happy
But underneath
There's this deep worry
That my head
Is going to self destruct.
I can't see inside my skull
I don't know what's happening
Maybe it's growing out of control
And soon I will become unconscious.
Are you putting on a 'positive face' so that others don't see your pain inside? Maybe in your alone time you can find a way to let your 'true self' out and just relax. Let your worries out and not have to put on a facade for people. Talking about it can help, so more information on what you're going through would be good for anyone reading who'd like to help.