I resent...........

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When I think about it, it really gets on my nerves how our lives have changed in completely unexpected fashion. I resent that somehow a type of virus, a deadly virus coming about is even possible. One that is so contagious, so easily spread, people being asympomatic, etc.

I resent that it has had such an impact that a lot of our rights have been stripped, including ones that hurt people like myself the most(being able to meet friends, significant other, etc.)

I resent that it’s had a big enough impact that it has caused emotional turmoil for so many people in many ways.

I resent social distancing and not knowing when we won’t have to do that anymore.

I resent the uncertainty

I resent masks becoming a part of our fashion

I resent things being cancelled

I resent the virus coming and claiming so many lives

I resent that there’s still more to learn about the virus, even several months after COVID became known

I resent that the antibodies apparently don’t 100% guarantee immunity

I want it all to end!

I resent China's stupid labs

I resent the feeling that the UK isn't a free country any more

I resent all the controlling whenever you walk into a shop

I resent that it is now illegal to meet up with your family and friends

I resent that shopping won't be the same

I resent all the queuing to get into stores

I resent the way everyone's got to start doing everything online, even if you don't want to

I resent that hospitals are only caring about COVID and nothing else

I resent that people ill with cancer and heart disease are missing out on essential treatment

I resent that the whole world has got so paranoid about a virus that most people do recover from

I resent that I had to spend my 30th birthday in isolation

I resent that my boyfriend cannot go back to work until this s**t is all over which could be never (because he's classed as vulnerable to COVID)

I resent that this virus is f*****g up our economy

I resent that people are being threatened with paying fines if they don't wear a mask in certain places

I resent that the children are missing out on their education and socialising (parents educating from home isn't the same and children need to be in school)

I resent that all this social distancing will make us lose our immunity to all the other germs we are immune to

I resent that nobody can go on any holidays for a long time

I resent that you can only do anything like walk into a shop or ride a bus if it's essential

I resent that everything at work must be disinfected every day, putting pressure on us cleaners

I resent shop workers becoming unfriendly and unwelcoming and barking at you if you unintentionally break a stupid rule

I resent all these f*****g protests that are just making everything worse

I resent the whole f*****g crisis. How the f**k did this happen?????

^These two in particular. I've only been 'told off' once, to be honest, but it took me weeks to get over it and I don't feel as though I can go back to that store again. It was a misunderstanding and I hadn't actually done anything wrong, but I became very confused and made a complete fool of myself.

The protests, aside from likely bringing about a second wave sooner than we might have otherwise better coped with, makes me feel as though I'm now being shot by both sides. I've always felt hated by those on the right but I now feel I don't belong on the left either. The levels of violence, hate, people being accused of this or that or being made to feel guilty or victimized, it's madness. The thought of having to go back out in the world and having the wrong opinion on something really bothers me.

I'm glad someone understands what I mean.

It's not that I don't understand the reason why shop assistants yell dictations at you in stores. It's just that I hate this new way of life and I cannot get used to all the controlling and dictating.
One notice on a clothes shop window had all these rules:
No trying clothes on
No dithering
No browsing
No cash only card
No refunds
No more than 1 person at a time
No spending more than 10 minutes in shop

And there were a few more rules that I can't remember right now. So it's likely you will be yelled at by something at least once while you're in there.
It's like you don't feel welcome in shops any more. This virus crisis has really turned a lot of people into unfriendly, paranoid freaks. It's like every person is treated like we are all dangerously infected with the plague and every person who gets it will die.

I wish I could die.

I made the mistake in another topic in the Haven about the sexual abuse I suffered almost 50 years ago with the local teenage sluts in my hometown putting their hands down my pants, and I got nothing but ridicule in that thread, causing me to meltdown and going ballistic.

From that day forward, I refuse to tell my issues to anyone, lest I get the same treatment.

I swear, there are people on here, as well as locally, that would be overjoyed to see me dead, just to have the pleasure of dancing on my carcass.

Is it any wonder why I been stuffing my fat face and fat ass with junk? Before anyone suggest I should consider going back on antidepressants, those pills didn’t work with me the last time they were prescribed. I’m allergic to them.

I’m now to the point of dropping ALL social media and becoming a hermit.

I actually feel that if somebody wants somebody dead for opposing them on social media—then that somebody really has a screw loose somewhere.

I would just ignore the crazies, and don’t give out your location.

Female on male abuse does still seem to be taken less seriously and treated as a joke, but I'm surprised and disappointed that you got ridicule here.

It's still the things that happened to me before I left school that trouble me the most, even though worse things have happened since (deaths, divorce, family feuds), it's school bullying and mistakes I made that continually bother me.

I resent having a backward, terrorist , bunch of traitors islamist Iranian-affiliated militant party controlling my country - even smuggling what’s left of dollars to Syria (because they’re under new american sanctions) leaving us in crisis; and nothing can be done about them.
That’s the pic of Assad the butcher in the background in case anyone is wondering...