Apology and wanting my suffering to stop

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17 Aug 2020, 5:48 pm

Thanks, Isabella.

I tried another dating app that’s supposed to be for people on the spectrum called Hiki but the closest woman to me on there is 25 miles away. I sent a like and you can’t message unless you get a like back similar to Facebook dating. I want to feel like I am trying despite how frustrating things are.

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17 Aug 2020, 8:06 pm

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Fingers crossed you get a like dude , how much of a ball ache would the 25 mile distance be ?

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17 Aug 2020, 8:09 pm

25 miles on the Interstate is nothing......trust me!

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17 Aug 2020, 8:39 pm

No problem for me. It’s just a headache waiting for a like.

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17 Aug 2020, 8:45 pm

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No problem for me. It’s just a headache waiting for a like.

yeah anticipation can go both ways , it can be exciting or bad and you usually don't get to consciously choose.

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18 Aug 2020, 11:00 am

I had my final treatment today. I still hope for something to change within my mind.

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18 Aug 2020, 12:21 pm

Marknis wrote:

I had my final treatment today. I still hope for something to change within my mind.

Fingers crossed, I really hope things get better for you, I can understand the kind of hell you've been living in for so long from personal experience.

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19 Aug 2020, 9:42 pm

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Marknis wrote:

I had my final treatment today. I still hope for something to change within my mind.

Fingers crossed, I really hope things get better for you, I can understand the kind of hell you've been living in for so long from personal experience.

Thank you. I especially got burned out today and it makes me wish my life went in a different direction.

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21 Aug 2020, 11:32 am

I think I am going to take a hiatus from the dating apps I’ve been trying. They aren’t helping me at all.

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21 Aug 2020, 11:37 am

Probably a smart move.....

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23 Aug 2020, 2:47 pm

People are apparently still dating even with COVID going on but I feel no different than I did pre-COVID. I really wish the pandemic didn’t happen. It’s really messed up my head.

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23 Aug 2020, 3:31 pm

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People are apparently still dating even with COVID going on but I feel no different than I did pre-COVID. I really wish the pandemic didn’t happen. It’s really messed up my head.

Out of curiosity, I asked my psychiatrist if he has more work now than before COVID. Yes, he does.
Apparently, COVID messes a lot of heads.

Do you play your guitar?

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23 Aug 2020, 10:02 pm

Sending hugs, Marknis. :heart:

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23 Aug 2020, 10:07 pm

Marknis wrote:

I think I am going to take a hiatus from the dating apps I’ve been trying. They aren’t helping me at all.

I knew this too well before I ever even considered joining one, so I haven't. People have a bad habit these days of using companies to communicate stuff we should know how to say better ourselves. Leaving the cushy bubble of the internet for this reason doesn't suit everyone.

No one's interested in me because I'm good with technology, so I don't see why it would help me find anyone.

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24 Aug 2020, 5:59 pm

magz wrote:

Marknis wrote:

People are apparently still dating even with COVID going on but I feel no different than I did pre-COVID. I really wish the pandemic didn’t happen. It’s really messed up my head.

Out of curiosity, I asked my psychiatrist if he has more work now than before COVID. Yes, he does.
Apparently, COVID messes a lot of heads.

Do you play your guitar?

It’s made me more depressed than ever before. I didn’t think I could go any lower.

I haven’t touched it for a long while now.

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24 Aug 2020, 5:59 pm

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Sending hugs, Marknis. :heart:

Thanks, Isabella.

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