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06 Sep 2020, 7:20 pm

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I do spend time socializing at the comic book store and with some gaming friends I met through another friend but I haven’t made any new friends this year.


I'm glad you have some good reading to share man, I've been pretty anhedonic lately myself. Turning 27 did not help things. Having spent half my weekend in & out of antisocial panic attacks, it means a lot to see this therapy I considered doing something for you.

I'm really good at taking pills now. :roll:

I've lacked the magical ability to keep track of the new friends I make for years. If I could flip an electromagnetic switch & suddenly make myself a better person towards my old friends I would; A - I'm scared of psychiatric drug side effects & B - I'm autistic too man, I still just think I'd screw it all up again anyway.

Point being I've been there, still am, but I feel like there's some kind of way back from this BS dude. I need to pick up a book when I get home.


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07 Sep 2020, 8:01 am

Marknis wrote:
I do spend time socializing at the comic book store and with some gaming friends I met through another friend but I haven’t made any new friends this year.



Tried deleting or editing my post above! Wrong planet wouldn’t let me nor let me delete my profile

That’s good that you go to comic con sounds like fun! It’s been a difficult year for a lot of people especially due to covid! Anything near me has been closed too! It’s good that you’re pursuing your interests again as it’s hard to enjoy things when in a depressed state ! I hope things will continue to improve for you

I won’t be replying anymore as I’ve decided to no longer access my wrongplanet account

All the best



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07 Sep 2020, 10:22 am

Want to say sorry for publicly bad mouthing my family online in the past as it was wrong and very inappropriate

I’ve decided to boycott and leave wrong planet

Wish everyone all the best with there endeavours and stay safe



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08 Sep 2020, 8:19 pm

:( Sorry to see you go, sorrowfairiewhisper. I should’ve reached out to you more.



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08 Sep 2020, 10:47 pm

Hope you are feeling okay and seeing positive results with your resolutions!


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10 Sep 2020, 9:13 am

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:( Sorry to see you go, sorrowfairiewhisper. I should’ve reached out to you more.



Thank you Marknis, that’s really kind of you and appreciated! Hope things will improve for you :idea:



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11 Sep 2020, 9:30 pm

I hope you continue to feel better as time goes on.


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14 Sep 2020, 1:22 pm

Thinking of you Marknis! I hope you're doing OK today!


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14 Sep 2020, 1:50 pm

Thanks, Isabella, but sadly I flunked my first exam today. :(

I honestly wish I didn’t have to work and/or take college even though I would be broke without a job and I can’t get a potentially better job or career without a college degree.



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14 Sep 2020, 2:27 pm

What was the exam on?



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14 Sep 2020, 2:54 pm

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What was the exam on?


Biology. If I had known it was going to be similar to math, I wouldn’t have taken it.



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14 Sep 2020, 2:58 pm

Don’t feel bad. Biology involves lots of memorization. It’s not uncommon for people to fail their first exam. Do you have a major yet?

I almost failed my first exam—but I ended up with a 3.8 GPA.



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14 Sep 2020, 4:43 pm

kraftiekortie wrote:
Don’t feel bad. Biology involves lots of memorization. It’s not uncommon for people to fail their first exam. Do you have a major yet?

I almost failed my first exam—but I ended up with a 3.8 GPA.


I don’t.

I am scared about walking up one day and it will be 2030 but I will be no different than I am this year.



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15 Sep 2020, 4:05 pm

I am now finding it hard to even get up and take a shower.



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19 Sep 2020, 1:32 am

Marknis wrote:
I am now finding it hard to even get up and take a shower.


I wrote a song for you, I should have it recorded within the next few days. I know how this feels.


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