I had a dream that I was homeless. I’m scared of what will happen when my money in the trust fund runs out. I don’t know if my sister will still sell her house, I hope she will, cuz I need that money. I been saving money, I have another account for disabled people. I also depressed cuz I hate living in my apartment, this apartment came with strings attached (my sister) She got me this apartment, I didn’t want it, I told her no, she got angry with me. We were living together for almost two years cuz of when I lost my mom, I moved into her house with my stupid sister & my nephew. When she was helping me look for apartments, she wanted to be in control, she wanted to tell me where I should live & she didn’t care if something were wrong with the apartments, she wanted to pick out my apartment & tell me where to live. Living with her was a NIGHTMARE, Im still haunted with what she did to me, I really tried to forget it. And other things brothing me. All I want to do is cry.
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