f**k life f**k people f**k the world f**k everything.

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The last time I came here, I was a diagnosed Aspie.

I don't think I am an Aspie. I don't think I ever was.

I'm mentally ill. I'm think I'm Schizophrenic.

And it seems that one way to avoid getting any sympathy or understanding from people on the internet is to tell them you have Schizo-fucking-phrenia.

You see, as I expressed when I used to come here (although no-one here remembers me) I am a great fan of the comic book JTHM (Johnny the Homicidal Maniac).

I've lost faith in humanity, so I won't go into what happened exactly for fear of getting hurt, but my obsession with the comic book led to the breakdown of a deeply held delusion.

I've suffered a complete psychotic breakdown.

The breakdown itself was bad, but what happened after is worse.

As I see things more clearly now, I have started to see symolic meanings in the comic. Meanings that I think the creator of the comic put in on purpose. I know this sounds like a delusion; I'm not sure if it is.

What I have been making desperate attempts to do is contact a sensible JTHM fan to discuss these meanings and symbols with, to see if they share my theories, or if I really am reading too much into it.

In this order, I have;

Emailed the creator of the comic (no reply).

Gone to an absolutely repellant JTHM forum full of cruel misanthropists with no real interest in the comic. (These people hurt me, badly.)

Gone to the only other forum I could find; this one full of silly, immature fangirls who think it is cool to pretend to hear voices in their heads like the main character in JTHM, Nny, does.(making a mockery of a serious pathology.)

Emailed someone who runs a JTHM website I like (ignored).

Gone to a serious comic-book forum; in which my pleas for help were ignored.

And to add to it, Slavelabour Graphics won't send me an order of JTHM memorbelia I ordered ages ago.

None of the stuff I have ordered has come.

I f*****g give up.

The entire JTHM community is against me; the one thing I'm really into and the world wants to ruin it for me.

Bit extreme for rejection on a comic forum, isn't it?

I like JTHM.
I agree with 'f**k people' though. Most people are stupid c***s.

I agree, most people are hard to tolerate and not acceptant of what is different.

hey, my c**t is quite intellectual!

Merle

Now now, there's really no point in using that much foul language. The net isn't a sympathy machine.

Yes.

Nice girls don't say c**t!


(i'm only kidding )

Who cares if he said 'f**k?' He's feeling s**t, quit whining again.

This is a whine fest, with too much swearing.

Agree on the first count. I fail to see why this is so big of a deal that we need to hold some sort of great sympathy, and I think things like this are better placed in the Rants section.

Some things that wouldn't affect you in a certain way, do affect other people. Same goes for everyone else. If he feels it's best in here, then he's probably right. It all depends on how he feels about it. To him, it could be more than just a pissed off rant.

It is regional that c**t is a 'bad' word, did you know? When I grew up you couldn't say b**ch, but c**t was an accepted euphemism for vagina, like saying 'pee pee' for a penis, we said 'cunny' for a vagina.

Isn't it interesting this talker is put up by people on the East Coast of North America, where the word is considered 'inappropriate' and little kids say with no repercussions in the Middle West!

Merle

Its usually easier to bend oneself than to bend reality. I recommend learning to live with the side effects of anti-psychotic medications instead of trying to get the world to relate to your magical thinking.

Why would you say that?

aridarr - we've got a couple of JTHM fans here already if you want to discuss the JTHM experience with people that arent *****'s then here may be a start!