I'm feeling really confused now.
I don't know why I've been going through "mania" phases in the middle of the night.
At first they happened every now and then last month.
Now, it's been recurring for the past week.
Nothing to do with going back to school or wanting to get outside, because I've been out a plenty this christmas holidays.
How come?
In the middle of the night or early hours, I can't sleep with this sudden "buzz" of creativity.
I think I'm heading for Manic Depression.
Meh.
I'll my psychiatrist when I see him. I've already told my mum and she doesn't know either why these periods of Mania have come about.